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Anne Trister (1986)
Anne, it's time to go now
You're not doing so well today And yet you started off well What is it that's bothering you? The dimensions And we don't always feel like working with standard formats The frame limits me Why don't we go away together? It would be nice What do you think of that? I can't leave my job like that I can delay my departure if you'd like You have to make this trip alone Because you decided to Have a good trip Yes Take care of yourself You too And you, Pierre? And you? What will you do now? I'll wait I'll send her really nice cassettes of you, of me, of friends Good thing she has her two addresses Still, she's so fragile Her father's death really affected her Don't you find her changed? It was always him that took care of her at home I... I didn't see her grow up I had such a demanding job Of course she... she didn't get... the love... that she expected from me Now it's too late He was a real character... your father He wanted to be a writer A brilliant man, filled with talent but it never happened for him even though he spoke ten languages Yes but he didn't write any of them well You know... there is something impossible in each of us I loved him a lot really a lot Coffee? Yes Are you planning to stay for long? I don't know, maybe If you're looking for a place to stay, there's the house Thank you It's kind but for now I prefer to stay at the hotel Is the Saint-Justine Hospital far from here? No, not really Finally, Sarah wants to heal her animal for the first time she is dressing the wounds she inflicted upon it she hasn't spoken a word for the entirety of the operation the operation has lasted almost fifteen minutes Enter Excuse me for interrupting, Dr Moison. I've just received a call from Anne Trister Thank you The studies in fine arts are done? Yes, they are We'll go pick up your things at the hotel? -Are you sure you don't mind? Of course not, Anne. I have lots of space and you can stay as long as you'd like Can you imagine this song in the middle of the desert? It was like it was coming from nowhere. It had been weeks since I'd heard anything other than Arab music I forget all the rest...the exhaustion, the heat The past It was only when the bus left that I realized I had forgotten to get out and get a drink The desert is beautiful The colours of the sand, the light, the rocks I found the desert rocks so beautiful that I brought back a suitcase full It's not easy to transport especially when you're hitchhiking Luckily, I didn't have too much baggage with me to start, I would have had to throw some out Hello You're not coming? What do you mean a storm? You can't fall asleep either? It's because of the desert Want some? Yes, I do There's lots of images that come to me... A hole in the sand, the music, a young girl hitchhiking, sitting on a suitcase filled with rocks It's rare that I tell my stories about the desert Usually people don't understand You're not going to say hello to me, Sarah? Who touched the things? I don't know Was it another child? I don't know I hope he's doing better than last week Turn your chair Vieux Lausanne Bistro, it's 10 o'clock the day of my 33rd birthday I've just received your enthusiastic cassette The people there, their outspoken nature I knew it would be agreeable to you Ah, your knishes I knew it would make you happy Mmm, its good I found you a studio I wasn't looking for one -I know but I found one you anyhow Hm, where is it? Nearby It's a bit big for a painting studio but I'm sure you'll like it It definitely needs a bit of work A lot even You were right, it is really fantastic But I don't believe I can afford it It's yours Hello Hi Hello Hello You're here for your pieces of wood? -Are they ready? Yes, they're right there Oh, it's great He does really good work, eh? Your... your boyfriend Yes, he does good work, my boyfriend You don't find this a little big? Yes but that's what's good about it It would make a perfect carpentry workshop for me Or a little concert hall -You and your concert halls! Yeah, it's not worse than a carpentry workshop, eh? Don't fight for nothing, it belongs to her now Yeah Unless we make a trade? Leave Anne alone, Thomas What? It's a question she doesn't have to say yes What do you say, Anne? But with Sarah, for example? With Sarah, it was... it was special She came to the day center, I often ran into her And one day she knocked on my door Alone? Yes Like this? It's not right? Yes, yes. It's very good Why are you laughing? We're like little girls building a dollhouse How did she ask you? The first thing she said to me was... I don't have a real family and I break everything later she asked me to take care of her You're having fun? So, did your team win? It was a tied game Is anyone hungry? Oh, yes! And you? A bit How does homemade carbonara sound? -Mmm, good idea I'll go prepare it for you Is there any wine left, Alix? I think so Why are your hands cold? You're not happy with me? Are you going to psychologize me this morning, you? A little bit I told you that Claude offered me his apartment? No, you didn't tell me that -I didn't tell you? No Maybe we could take it together Today, Simon, I realized that one must be in an extremely grave situation to accept to move I would like to have the courage of my dreams I would like to have the courage of my dreams It's the same everywhere Is there someone there? Yes, me Alix isn't here? No Did she tell you where she was going? I think she had a meeting with Sarah's parents Thomas? You worked all night again? Have you eaten? I'm not hungry You should watch out, you'll burn yourself out I'll cook you some eggs I thought you were supposed to spend the night at Thomas' -There isn't a damn egg left! I'll prepare you a grapefruit Did you have a fight? I don't know where he is I don't know I don't know why he does this, I don't understand I don't understand What did you talk about last time? He wanted... He wanted us to move in together You refused? No, no, not even I said that... I said wait a bit, that... that you were here, that I didn't want to leave you alone in an empty apartment He seemed to agree Anne! Anne! Hello You're good? -Yes It's completely crazy I thought the mock-up looked nice but to see it like this, it's fantastic I don't know how to explain to you what it does to me It touches me, deeply It's true? You really like it? I'm happy that you're here I was starting to get bored I really like your cat but it's been three evenings I've spent alone with him It's starting to get boring Thomas kept me prisoner Here, I brought you something to eat We'll sit here? I tried calling you at the apartment several times You were never there I wanted to invite you for supper I only have five minutes, I'll drink this with you and then go back to work. Cheers How is Thomas taking it, that I'm staying with you? Well. Why? Just wondering I have the impression that he's been trying to keep you away from your apartment It's possible But you know, he's like that, a little antisocial And it's part of our way of life, sometimes at his place sometimes at mine No, no, he likes you, otherwise he would have told me you're just disturbing his habits, you don't need to worry I have to go back to the hospital You're leaving already? -Yes, I have to But if you'd like we can eat together tonight at my apartment Thomas is busy all evening Bye bye See you tonight? It's going to be nice. Wait, wait, wait That's that Watch out What are you doing? Why are you doing that? An artist can't decide what is good and what is bad It's beautiful! Just beautiful! So, go get some air It will do you some good Leave it! Last night I came up with a story named "The Little Chick" It's the story of a young man who leaves his mother's house And walks the streets of an unknown city Out of fear he sets bombs, exploding everything he likes and dislikes In the vast city he cannot be found But him, lost... suddenly he turns and finds his way following the path of destruction he had created Back at his mother's house, he re-enters the womb I want to make love The anguish of sleeping alone Luckily, tomorrow I'm working I thought about calling you When I work it's ok But as soon as I think about my life I lose it completely I would really like to meet your friend, Alix I love you Sarah I don't want to make a big deal of it The big deal is that it wasn't your decision -Oh, thank you In fact you never really wanted to go and live with him I don't know, these things can be felt And you let yourself get worn down He's not stupid, Thomas, he knows he can get you with blackmail Wait. Slamming the door the other morning, that wasn't emotional blackmail? It's none of your business! You not going to tell me how to live my life If I feel like living something through to the end you're not going to stop me I'm sorry I don't know what is going on with me I think it's jealousy that's making me say this -Wait I've wanted to talk to you about this for a while I also love you a lot I always feel good when we're together But... You have to understand that between us... -Why are you saying this? I'm not asking you for anything Do you realize the position you're putting me in? I'm not ready for this I won't ever be Lift, Mozart! -I'm lifting Wait, I'm going to get it Hello -Pretty heavy, eh Mozart? Be quiet, I can't hear anything She was happy anyway -Who? Pierre? Oh, Anne's Pierre. Wait a second, I'll get her Anne, Anne, it's Pierre Thank you Pierre? Pierre, I'm so happy to hear your voice Wait, speak up I can't hear you Yes, that's it No, I'm ok don't worry Oh really? When? Pierre? Pierre I want some tape A lot And now, we're going to play an amazing game You're going to be a very mean mother And I'm going to tie you up with tape We could maybe just pretend? -No! We're doing it for real You're mean You're crazy! You stink! Big idiot You're gross like piss Don't move or I'll kill you, don't move You have to pretend, don't do it for real You can't hit, ok? Who did this to you? That's her? She's cute What happened? I hurt myself, it's nothing How's your new apartment? It's a real construction site -I thought it had just been renovated? Yes but Thomas decided to make some improvements things like changing the ceiling, stripping the woodwork, you know? Want to get a coffee? I don't really remember when or why I left you This separation is more unbearable by the day I've started to travel without you and love without you I look for you in the crowd and I can't find your hand in this desert The more I look for you, the more I lose myself Mom, I miss you I couldn't sleep I was expecting some things but not this I don't understand If you don't want to see me say it This coffee is done I love Alix She'll never love me as I want her to But I don't know if that even matters I can't do anything about it I need to see it through to the end It's for me? One day someone that I love Told me you have to find the strength to love instead of giving in to fear Do you remember? It's funny, before she arrived we didn't have any problems You're mixing things up, Thomas You think so? I think you're the one that's mixed up right now I'm moving back into my apartment Where are you going? In your mind we should all be at your feet? Answer I'm not done I love Alix I won't let anyone destroy her. You understand? No one Can I have my arm back now? Wait I think we've said everything Anne? Anne! I'm going to go with her I have something important to tell you, can you pass by the restaurant tonight? Excuse me Mr, I'm closing the door Do you want a lift? -No, no, thank you Oh, thank you Alix Yes? Would you like to adopt my baby? Department of Psychiatry I'd like for us to discuss this next time, ok? -Please hold Dr Moison? Take a message please It's the Notre-Dame Hospital We'll see eachother on Friday, ok? -I don't get a kiss? Yes, Dr. Moison speaking Look, you've got lots of mail Zurich the 5th, Zurich the 12th, Boursin the 15th Antoinette Lausanne the... -Wait, its from Pierre It would be an unforgivable waste if we were unable to find eachother again I love you, you know That's all? I did everything I could to stop the demolition Simon saved some of the pieces It's my turn now Are you hurt? It would be unforgivable if we were unable to find eachother again I love you, you know. Anne |
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