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Basketball Diaries, The (1995)
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Go fuck yourself, you son of a bitch. Bastard! 2 00:00:44,480 -- 00:00:46,270 The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not want. 3 00:00:46,270 -- 00:00:47,690 Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. 4 00:00:47,740 -- 00:00:49,280 Thy will be done, you fuck! 5 00:00:49,440 -- 00:00:52,900 Give us this day our daily bread, as we forgive those who trespass against us. 6 00:00:53,200 -- 00:00:54,700 Jesus, Jesus the Nazarene. 7 00:00:55,160 -- 00:00:57,330 Jesus, the nazarene. Go to hell. Go to hell. Go to hell. 8 00:00:57,300 -- 00:00:59,880 Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! 9 00:01:00,870 -- 00:01:03,500 Jim, you're not going to waste the whole day lying around, are you? 10 00:01:03,500 -- 00:01:06,710 Ma, I'm up. The loony alarm went off. 11 00:01:06,710 -- 00:01:10,100 Well, close the blinds. Don't look at her and don't listen to her. 12 00:01:10,050 -- 00:01:10,885 How could I not? 13 00:01:11,590 -- 00:01:13,720 Jesus the Nazarene. 14 00:01:13,723 -- 00:01:15,890 Mary the whore. Mary the hairdresser. 15 00:01:15,892 -- 00:01:17,600 Mary the hairdresser. Our Father, Who art... 16 00:01:17,640 -- 00:01:18,440 Hey, lady! 17 00:01:18,436 -- 00:01:19,772 Shut up! 18 00:01:27,656 -- 00:01:30,410 [Jim] When I was young, about 8 or so, 19 00:01:30,493 -- 00:01:32,537 I tried making friends with God-- 20 00:01:32,537 -- 00:01:35,374 by inviting him to my house to watch the World Series. 21 00:01:36,792 -- 00:01:38,170 He never showed. 22 00:01:42,257 -- 00:01:43,341 [Wham] 23 00:01:44,343 -- 00:01:45,469 [Wham] 24 00:01:46,929 -- 00:01:48,098 [Wham] 25 00:01:49,432 -- 00:01:50,683 [Wham] 26 00:01:52,061 -- 00:01:53,353 [Wham] 27 00:01:54,521 -- 00:01:55,648 [Wham] 28 00:01:57,275 -- 00:01:58,526 [Wham] 29 00:01:59,986 -- 00:02:01,071 [Wham] 30 00:02:00,862 -- 00:02:01,947 [Wham] 31 00:02:02,948 -- 00:02:04,075 [Wham] 32 00:02:05,409 -- 00:02:06,703 [Wham] 33 00:02:09,498 -- 00:02:10,666 [Wham] 34 00:02:13,419 -- 00:02:14,504 [Wham] 35 00:02:14,504 -- 00:02:16,339 [Bell Rings] 36 00:02:18,508 -- 00:02:21,679 Too bad, Father. I was just starting to enjoy myself. 37 00:02:24,307 -- 00:02:27,728 We can do it again tomorrow if you like, Mr. Carroll. 38 00:02:42,871 -- 00:02:45,040 You okay, Jim? Does it hurt? 39 00:02:45,040 -- 00:02:46,542 You want to rub it for him, Pedro? 40 00:02:47,209 -- 00:02:49,713 Jim, give it a rest. You'll never beat him. 41 00:02:49,713 -- 00:02:51,297 The guy's a pervert. 42 00:02:51,297 -- 00:02:52,006 Did you hear him? 43 00:02:52,006 -- 00:02:54,093 "We can do it again tomorrow if you like, Mr. Carroll." 44 00:02:54,843 -- 00:02:56,220 Let's cut out of here. Come on. 45 00:03:06,857 -- 00:03:08,443 j& I was born in a pool j& 46 00:03:08,443 -- 00:03:10,153 j& They made my mother stand j& 47 00:03:10,153 -- 00:03:12,323 j& I spat on that surgeon j& 48 00:03:12,323 -- 00:03:13,782 j& And his trembling hand j& 49 00:03:13,782 -- 00:03:15,410 j& When I felt the light j& 50 00:03:15,410 -- 00:03:17,162 j& I was worse than bored j& 51 00:03:17,162 -- 00:03:19,039 j& I stole a doctor's scalpel j& 52 00:03:19,039 -- 00:03:20,874 j& And I slit the cord j& 53 00:03:21,250 -- 00:03:23,961 j& I was a Catholic boy j& 54 00:03:23,961 -- 00:03:26,340 j& I was redeemed through pain j& 55 00:03:26,340 -- 00:03:28,049 j& Not through joy j& 56 00:03:31,262 -- 00:03:32,639 j& I was two months early j& 57 00:03:32,639 -- 00:03:34,307 j& They put me under glass j& 58 00:03:34,307 -- 00:03:36,143 j& I screamed and cursed their children j& 59 00:03:36,143 -- 00:03:37,645 j& When the nurses passed j& 60 00:03:37,645 -- 00:03:39,146 j& I was convicted of theft j& 61 00:03:39,146 -- 00:03:40,940 j& As I slid from the womb j& 62 00:03:40,940 -- 00:03:42,608 j& They led me straight from my mother j& 63 00:03:42,608 -- 00:03:45,153 j& To a cell in the tombs j& 64 00:03:45,862 -- 00:03:47,824 j& I was a Catholic boy j& 65 00:03:47,824 -- 00:03:50,493 j& Redeemed through pain j& 66 00:03:50,493 -- 00:03:52,037 j& Not through joy j& 67 00:03:55,041 -- 00:03:56,041 j& They starved me for weeks j& 68 00:03:56,041 -- 00:03:57,794 j& They thought they'd teach me fear j& 69 00:03:57,794 -- 00:03:59,546 j& I fed on cellmates' dreams j& 70 00:03:59,546 -- 00:04:01,423 j& It gave me fine ideas j& 71 00:04:01,423 -- 00:04:03,175 j& When they cut me loose j& 72 00:04:03,175 -- 00:04:04,635 j& The time had served me well j& 73 00:04:04,635 -- 00:04:06,804 j& I'd made allies in heaven j& 74 00:04:06,804 -- 00:04:09,016 j& Comrades in hell j& 75 00:04:09,016 -- 00:04:11,893 j& I was a Catholic child j& 76 00:04:11,893 -- 00:04:13,729 j& The blood ran red j& 77 00:04:13,729 -- 00:04:23,700 j& The blood ran wild j 78 00:04:23,491 -- 00:04:26,745 Why, you little prick! This is my new... 79 00:04:26,704 -- 00:04:28,914 Shit, guys, gotta get outta here. I threw up on somebody. 80 00:04:28,914 -- 00:04:30,040 I'll get ya! 81 00:04:37,007 -- 00:04:38,009 You little prick! 82 00:04:40,678 -- 00:04:43,181 I'll fucking throw you in the fucking river if i catch ya-- 83 00:04:54,945 -- 00:04:56,614 [Boat Horn Blows] 84 00:04:58,074 -- 00:04:59,242 Hey! 85 00:05:02,746 -- 00:05:05,499 What about the four of us versus Wilt Chamberlain? 86 00:05:05,499 -- 00:05:06,793 He was the greatest of all time. 87 00:05:06,793 -- 00:05:07,544 Four of us? 88 00:05:07,544 -- 00:05:08,711 What are you gonna do, Pedro? 89 00:05:08,711 -- 00:05:10,004 tie his shoes together when he ain't looking? 90 00:05:10,506 -- 00:05:13,300 All right... How'bout the three versus Wilt Chamberlain? 91 00:05:13,300 -- 00:05:14,802 No problem. 92 00:05:14,969 -- 00:05:15,887 You're kidding, right, Mickey? 93 00:05:16,721 -- 00:05:19,099 No. He can't cover all of us at the same time. 94 00:05:19,766 -- 00:05:21,269 You guys don't miss open jumpers. 95 00:05:21,269 -- 00:05:23,145 And you know who will be there for the rebounds. 96 00:05:23,562 -- 00:05:26,274 Rebounds? That freak is, like, 7 feet tall. 97 00:05:27,108 -- 00:05:28,652 Jim, I can rebound with anybody. 98 00:05:29,445 -- 00:05:31,906 You're sniffing too much of that shit, that's what you're doing. 99 00:05:31,906 -- 00:05:34,617 Chamberlain would destroy all of us. End of story. 100 00:05:34,617 -- 00:05:37,079 Alright. All we got to do is move the ball around. 101 00:05:37,079 -- 00:05:38,580 There's no way we don't win. Will you tell this kid? 102 00:05:39,957 -- 00:05:41,167 Hey, Mickey, I think you could beat him yourself. 103 00:05:41,167 -- 00:05:42,961 I don't think you need us. 104 00:05:42,961 -- 00:05:45,130 Perfect example... confidence. I know I could beat him. 105 00:05:45,755 -- 00:05:47,007 Holy shit! Look at this place. 106 00:05:48,092 -- 00:05:50,220 I tell you what, if our school was this nice, 107 00:05:50,220 -- 00:05:51,179 I'd go more than once a week. 108 00:05:51,429 -- 00:05:52,430 You? 109 00:05:54,975 -- 00:05:56,560 We got a game today, gentlemen. 110 00:05:56,935 -- 00:05:58,688 Who's ready to play some roundball? 111 00:05:59,814 -- 00:06:01,858 I said, who's ready to play some ball? 112 00:06:02,651 -- 00:06:04,320 You give me that laid-back, 113 00:06:04,320 -- 00:06:06,947 "I'm doing my own thing, Jack" attitude out there today, 114 00:06:06,947 -- 00:06:09,909 and you're going to find yourself watching the game from the bench. 115 00:06:11,829 -- 00:06:14,081 No smoking, lggy... stunts your growth. 116 00:06:14,748 -- 00:06:16,793 You want to be big and strong like me, don't you? 117 00:06:16,793 -- 00:06:17,961 Out. 118 00:06:20,297 -- 00:06:21,381 No smoking, 119 00:06:22,299 -- 00:06:24,093 and no pulling your peckers before a game. 120 00:06:25,971 -- 00:06:28,598 Swifty, do you mind? I'm taking a dump. Get outta here! 121 00:06:29,892 -- 00:06:31,143 Something die in there? 122 00:06:31,769 -- 00:06:32,478 iWhen we play our game.../i 123 00:06:32,478 -- 00:06:34,647 -- so Pedro vomits on his head, right? 124 00:06:34,647 -- 00:06:38,110 It goes all over his hair, trickles down his neck. 125 00:06:38,110 -- 00:06:39,445 Some gets in his eye. He went nuts-- 126 00:06:39,445 -- 00:06:41,489 Don't lie about it, either. 127 00:06:41,489 -- 00:06:43,282 What are you doing? 128 00:06:43,699 -- 00:06:44,993 We're signing a ball for Bobby. 129 00:06:44,993 -- 00:06:46,328 Can I sign? 130 00:06:46,703 -- 00:06:47,830 Yeah. 131 00:06:55,005 -- 00:06:58,676 "We're holding your spot for you, kid. 132 00:06:59,302 -- 00:07:00,428 Swifty." 133 00:07:01,846 -- 00:07:02,931 All right. 134 00:07:04,725 -- 00:07:06,185 This one's for Bobby. 135 00:07:06,769 -- 00:07:08,354 All right. 136 00:07:11,274 -- 00:07:12,651 Who's better than we are? 137 00:07:12,651 -- 00:07:14,070 Nobody! 138 00:07:14,070 -- 00:07:15,946 Alright! Go ahead. Do some warm-ups. 139 00:07:15,988 -- 00:07:17,073 Pedro, you're in charge. 140 00:07:17,073 -- 00:07:19,117 You're my eyes and ears. 141 00:07:22,705 -- 00:07:23,915 - Hey, Jim? - Yeah? 142 00:07:26,209 -- 00:07:28,128 That's a nice thing you're doing for Bobby. 143 00:07:28,128 -- 00:07:30,047 Oh, thanks. Thanks. 144 00:07:31,799 -- 00:07:33,009 You seen Neutron? 145 00:07:33,009 -- 00:07:36,805 I think he's talking to a scout from Saint John's, as a matter of fact, upstairs. 146 00:07:38,014 -- 00:07:39,725 You want to play college ball, don't you? 147 00:07:39,725 -- 00:07:41,769 Yeah. Someday, I hope. You know. 148 00:07:42,437 -- 00:07:43,688 Yeah. 149 00:07:43,688 -- 00:07:45,441 Scouts are sniffing you out already. 150 00:07:45,441 -- 00:07:46,734 They like them young. 151 00:07:49,070 -- 00:07:50,196 I'll tell you what. 152 00:07:50,738 -- 00:07:53,659 You come by sometime, and we'll go over the schools together. 153 00:07:55,118 -- 00:07:56,662 Yeah. All right. 154 00:07:56,662 -- 00:07:59,498 Yeah. We'll get a pizza, and we'll make a night of it. 155 00:08:01,167 -- 00:08:03,754 Um... actually, my nights are kind of busy right now. 156 00:08:05,547 -- 00:08:06,590 Yeah. 157 00:08:06,882 -- 00:08:08,051 Homework and all, huh? 158 00:08:08,051 -- 00:08:09,594 Yeah. Yeah. 159 00:08:11,180 -- 00:08:12,306 [Cheering] 160 00:08:12,890 -- 00:08:15,435 We were the hottest Catholic high school team in New York City, 161 00:08:15,435 -- 00:08:17,853 on our way to the championship. 162 00:08:18,563 -- 00:08:20,398 We felt like nothing could stop us. 163 00:08:23,944 -- 00:08:25,363 iYeah! Yeah!/i 164 00:08:25,363 -- 00:08:26,865 Yes! We're on our way. 165 00:08:26,865 -- 00:08:28,283 We're on our way. 166 00:08:28,283 -- 00:08:29,743 Let's go. Let's go. 167 00:08:29,743 -- 00:08:31,370 Hands up. Show me some defense. 168 00:08:31,370 -- 00:08:32,789 Show me some defense. 169 00:08:32,789 -- 00:08:34,749 Good steal. Put it in. Put it in. 170 00:08:34,916 -- 00:08:36,043 Yeah! 171 00:08:36,043 -- 00:08:37,377 [Cheering] 172 00:08:38,879 -- 00:08:40,339 All right. All right. 173 00:08:40,339 -- 00:08:42,174 Way to go. 174 00:08:43,385 -- 00:08:45,595 Aw, geez. 175 00:08:45,095 -- 00:08:47,556 All right, Neutron. Yes! Yes! 176 00:08:47,556 -- 00:08:48,641 To the hole, Jim. 177 00:08:50,309 -- 00:08:51,352 [Whistle Blows] 178 00:08:51,352 -- 00:08:53,313 Whoa! Whoa! What's going on? 179 00:08:54,690 -- 00:08:56,358 Break it up! 180 00:08:56,358 -- 00:08:58,778 Come on. Hit him! Beat that motherfucker! 181 00:08:59,403 -- 00:09:00,488 [Whistle Blows] 182 00:09:03,116 -- 00:09:05,703 i- Whoa, whoa, whoa! - He fucking held me!/i 183 00:09:05,870 -- 00:09:07,037 This dude blows the whistle... 184 00:09:08,790 -- 00:09:10,208 Slow it down! Slow it down! 185 00:09:10,208 -- 00:09:11,251 [Whistle] 186 00:09:14,338 -- 00:09:16,216 [Cheering] 187 00:09:37,115 -- 00:09:38,700 You got to have presence on the court... 188 00:09:39,284 -- 00:09:41,412 presence like a cheetah rather than a chimp. 189 00:09:41,871 -- 00:09:42,872 They both got it, 190 00:09:42,872 -- 00:09:45,292 but chimpy got to jump his nuts around all day to get it. 191 00:09:46,126 -- 00:09:49,046 Shy cheetah just moves in total nonchalance 192 00:09:49,922 -- 00:09:52,968 a sec or two in his sexy, slow strut. 193 00:09:53,510 -- 00:09:55,930 Me, I play like a cheetah. 194 00:09:58,307 -- 00:09:59,767 [Cheering] 195 00:10:04,398 -- 00:10:05,691 iLet's go, Rangers--/i 196 00:10:05,691 -- 00:10:06,274 let's go! 197 00:10:06,651 -- 00:10:08,861 Let's go, Rangers, let's go! 198 00:10:13,116 -- 00:10:14,285 [Cheering] 199 00:10:15,327 -- 00:10:16,370 Yeah! Ooh! 200 00:10:32,014 -- 00:10:34,266 You got it! It's ours. It's ours. 201 00:10:40,733 -- 00:10:42,026 Oh! 202 00:10:42,026 -- 00:10:43,027 Yeah! 203 00:10:43,027 -- 00:10:44,153 [Crowd] 9, 8, 204 00:10:44,153 -- 00:10:45,196 7, 205 00:10:45,196 -- 00:10:46,072 6, 206 00:10:46,072 -- 00:10:46,990 5, 207 00:10:46,990 -- 00:10:48,075 4, 208 00:10:48,075 -- 00:10:48,825 3, 209 00:10:48,825 -- 00:10:49,409 2, 210 00:10:49,409 -- 00:10:50,495 1! 211 00:10:50,495 -- 00:10:52,622 Yay, Jim! Oh, shit. 212 00:10:52,622 -- 00:10:54,374 That's my team! That's my team! 213 00:10:54,374 -- 00:10:55,792 [Crowd Cheering] 214 00:10:57,378 -- 00:10:59,296 There's only two things Swifty forbids... 215 00:10:59,296 -- 00:11:01,466 using the word "motherfucker" 216 00:11:01,466 -- 00:11:03,676 and stealing from the other team, 217 00:11:03,676 -- 00:11:05,429 as long as they're white. 218 00:11:05,971 -- 00:11:07,556 How much for that group of winners over there? 219 00:11:07,556 -- 00:11:09,142 It's $34.90. 220 00:11:09,142 -- 00:11:10,601 $34.90? 221 00:11:11,436 -- 00:11:12,980 Changed the prices or something? 222 00:11:13,313 -- 00:11:14,189 No. 223 00:11:15,858 -- 00:11:17,401 Uh... 224 00:11:17,860 -- 00:11:19,321 I'm a little short. 225 00:11:19,654 -- 00:11:21,656 Do me a favor. Here. Take my watch, 226 00:11:21,656 -- 00:11:24,118 and I'll come back later with the rest of the money. 227 00:11:26,162 -- 00:11:27,288 No. 228 00:11:27,872 -- 00:11:28,915 What do you mean, no? 229 00:11:29,165 -- 00:11:30,209 I'm sorry, sir. 230 00:11:30,209 -- 00:11:32,377 Those burgers are worth more than the watch is. 231 00:11:33,254 -- 00:11:34,589 I'll be right back. 232 00:11:36,967 -- 00:11:38,969 I told you one burger each, didn't I? 233 00:11:39,678 -- 00:11:43,057 It takes at least eight of these to get filled up. 234 00:11:43,057 -- 00:11:44,351 Yeah. C'mon, Swifty. We're growing boys. 235 00:11:44,351 -- 00:11:46,519 Growing boys? We're hungry motherfuckers. 236 00:11:47,980 -- 00:11:48,981 Funny, huh? 237 00:11:48,981 -- 00:11:50,691 I'm not driving you guys home. 238 00:11:50,691 -- 00:11:52,318 How's that for laughs? 239 00:11:53,486 -- 00:11:54,529 [Knock On Window] 240 00:11:58,618 -- 00:12:00,578 You ripped them off, didn't you? 241 00:12:07,294 -- 00:12:08,504 We're even now. 242 00:12:08,504 -- 00:12:10,048 Swifty, come on. How are we going to get home? 243 00:12:10,048 -- 00:12:11,758 Face the music, pricks. 244 00:12:14,344 -- 00:12:16,221 What are we going to do? They got the door blocked off. 245 00:12:16,221 -- 00:12:17,598 You afraid of these pussies? 246 00:12:17,598 -- 00:12:19,058 I ain't afraid of anybody. 247 00:12:25,149 -- 00:12:26,275 What's the problem? 248 00:12:26,275 -- 00:12:28,486 I'm going to ask you this once. All right? 249 00:12:28,486 -- 00:12:30,530 Where's the stuff you stole from me? 250 00:12:31,073 -- 00:12:33,200 What are you talking about? 251 00:12:33,826 -- 00:12:35,995 No, no, no. You're not going to fuck with me, all right? 252 00:12:35,995 -- 00:12:39,541 Now, somebody stole my father's ring from my locker, motherfucker. 253 00:12:40,125 -- 00:12:41,668 You want me to cut you? Is that what you want, there? 254 00:12:42,712 -- 00:12:43,838 There's no problem here. 255 00:13:08,534 -- 00:13:10,035 Hey, guys! Let's get out of here, c'mon! 256 00:13:10,745 -- 00:13:13,498 You need a fucking army, huh? 257 00:13:14,124 -- 00:13:16,126 Come on! Come on! 258 00:13:27,598 -- 00:13:28,767 Oh. Nice. That from Bobo? 259 00:13:29,309 -- 00:13:30,602 Ha ha ha! 260 00:13:30,602 -- 00:13:32,355 That's his father's ring. 261 00:13:35,149 -- 00:13:38,194 Hey, fellas. Any of you looking for a date? 262 00:13:38,653 -- 00:13:40,239 Yeah. Me, sweetheart. 263 00:13:40,239 -- 00:13:42,032 Little horsy ride in Central Park, 264 00:13:42,032 -- 00:13:43,116 maybe candlelight dinner? 265 00:13:43,993 -- 00:13:46,329 Why don't we skip right to dessert, huh, baby? 266 00:13:46,329 -- 00:13:47,915 About $15? 267 00:13:47,915 -- 00:13:50,835 Fifteen bucks? I'll give you a quarter. Let Pedro suck your tits. 268 00:13:51,669 -- 00:13:53,504 You don't have to be rude. 269 00:13:53,504 -- 00:13:55,090 Oh, I'm sorry. 270 00:13:55,423 -- 00:13:57,217 How about you, handsome, huh? 271 00:13:57,217 -- 00:14:00,554 You got $15... for a little head? 272 00:14:01,723 -- 00:14:03,891 Diane, do I look like I need to pay for it? 273 00:14:03,891 -- 00:14:05,769 Yeah... 274 00:14:05,769 -- 00:14:06,979 you do. 275 00:14:07,396 -- 00:14:09,107 If it's worth it. 276 00:14:09,107 -- 00:14:10,775 Jimmy... 277 00:14:10,775 -- 00:14:14,362 Jimmy, I know you want some, honey. 278 00:14:15,405 -- 00:14:19,494 $15. I'll do you so good you'll never forget it, baby. 279 00:14:20,078 -- 00:14:21,121 Hey, hey! 280 00:14:21,121 -- 00:14:22,288 Ooh! 281 00:14:23,332 -- 00:14:24,166 That's a deal. 282 00:14:24,166 -- 00:14:25,793 Bargain from there. 283 00:14:26,711 -- 00:14:28,755 What do you say, guys? You want to do it? All four of us? 284 00:14:29,630 -- 00:14:30,507 - Yeah. - It's a deal. 285 00:14:30,507 -- 00:14:31,592 All four of us. 286 00:14:33,970 -- 00:14:36,013 Aw, shit. This is all I got, Diane. 287 00:14:38,100 -- 00:14:39,184 Here, have a pretzel. 288 00:14:40,060 -- 00:14:41,854 - Get out of here. - Beat it. 289 00:14:41,854 -- 00:14:43,147 Yeah, fuck you! 290 00:14:44,148 -- 00:14:46,568 Fucking dopehead. You see what that shit does to you? 291 00:14:47,569 -- 00:14:49,238 Wow. Speaking of dopeheads, 292 00:14:49,238 -- 00:14:52,075 is that Pedro's mother over there slinging her wares again? 293 00:14:56,038 -- 00:14:57,164 It is! 294 00:14:58,999 -- 00:15:00,418 Hey, Peepee, where you going? 295 00:15:01,043 -- 00:15:02,963 Why do you have to be such an asshole all the time, huh? 296 00:15:03,797 -- 00:15:05,965 Why is the little shoe crying anyway? 297 00:15:05,965 -- 00:15:08,135 His mother's a sneaker. His father's a loafer. 298 00:15:08,677 -- 00:15:10,388 Somebody's got to be a heel. 299 00:15:12,473 -- 00:15:13,600 Jim, where you going? 300 00:15:15,102 -- 00:15:16,228 Hey, Jim! 301 00:15:19,023 -- 00:15:20,316 Jim. 302 00:15:20,316 -- 00:15:22,027 Hey. Hey, man. 303 00:15:22,652 -- 00:15:23,528 What's up? 304 00:15:23,737 -- 00:15:25,823 You don't recognize me with my new hairdo? 305 00:15:25,823 -- 00:15:28,576 It's nice. It's nice. I like it. 306 00:15:29,411 -- 00:15:30,453 What's going on? 307 00:15:30,453 -- 00:15:31,914 - How are you? - Good. 308 00:15:32,581 -- 00:15:34,833 Wow. Look at that. 309 00:15:34,833 -- 00:15:36,002 You like it? 310 00:15:36,002 -- 00:15:38,087 Yeah, I'll tell you what. When you get out of here, 311 00:15:38,087 -- 00:15:40,215 we'll all shave our heads and look like a gang of skinheads. 312 00:15:40,632 -- 00:15:41,716 It's a deal. 313 00:15:41,758 -- 00:15:42,802 All right. 314 00:15:42,593 -- 00:15:44,136 I got something for you here. 315 00:15:44,136 -- 00:15:45,012 Yeah. 316 00:15:46,264 -- 00:15:48,016 Everyone on the team. 317 00:15:48,558 -- 00:15:50,728 Look right here... even Swifty signed it. 318 00:15:51,604 -- 00:15:52,938 Thanks, man. 319 00:15:55,441 -- 00:15:58,987 You remember when I dunked on that spade in Riverside Park? 320 00:15:58,987 -- 00:16:01,074 You always had good ups. 321 00:16:01,449 -- 00:16:02,408 Yeah. 322 00:16:02,950 -- 00:16:05,120 Oh. I got something to show you. Hold on. 323 00:16:05,162 -- 00:16:06,288 What? 324 00:16:09,625 -- 00:16:11,586 Pedro got these out of some lady's purse. 325 00:16:15,007 -- 00:16:17,634 - She's doing it with a donkey. - Oh, Jesus! 326 00:16:17,634 -- 00:16:19,512 Look at that schlong. Look at that one. 327 00:16:20,346 -- 00:16:21,973 Oh, I beat your record. 328 00:16:22,683 -- 00:16:24,142 How many times you choke it? 329 00:16:24,142 -- 00:16:25,435 Seven times. 330 00:16:25,435 -- 00:16:26,521 Bullshit. 331 00:16:26,521 -- 00:16:28,230 Seven times. 332 00:16:28,230 -- 00:16:29,941 My mom thinks I have a cold year-round 333 00:16:29,941 -- 00:16:32,110 because of all the tissues around the house. 334 00:16:40,871 -- 00:16:42,748 You can keep those if you want. 335 00:16:43,665 -- 00:16:45,585 They're pumping so much junk in me, 336 00:16:45,585 -- 00:16:48,755 I can't even get a decent chubby. 337 00:16:54,386 -- 00:16:55,764 I got an idea. 338 00:16:58,475 -- 00:17:00,102 Come on. Let's go. 339 00:17:00,686 -- 00:17:01,770 Where we going? 340 00:17:02,188 -- 00:17:03,564 I'm getting you out of this place, man. C'mon! 341 00:17:04,440 -- 00:17:06,902 What are you, crazy, man? I can't go anywhere. 342 00:17:06,902 -- 00:17:08,487 Here you go. 343 00:17:08,904 -- 00:17:12,408 I've known Bobby since I was 3. He's my best friend. 344 00:17:13,243 -- 00:17:15,412 He was the best player on our basketball team. 345 00:17:15,412 -- 00:17:17,832 Two years ago, he got leukemia. 346 00:17:18,666 -- 00:17:20,377 He keeps fighting it off. 347 00:17:21,086 -- 00:17:22,670 I know Bobby's going to beat it. 348 00:17:23,463 -- 00:17:25,215 He could beat anything. 349 00:17:26,091 -- 00:17:27,302 Watch! 350 00:17:29,387 -- 00:17:31,640 Jim, you're going to kill me, man. 351 00:17:31,640 -- 00:17:33,308 If you let go, I swear... 352 00:17:34,519 -- 00:17:36,270 I swear I'll kill you, man. 353 00:17:36,937 -- 00:17:38,148 Watch the bump! 354 00:17:38,523 -- 00:17:40,567 What the hell happened to forty deuce? 355 00:17:40,567 -- 00:17:44,154 Last time I was here, that theater was playing Sperminator II. 356 00:17:44,154 -- 00:17:45,573 Oh, yeah. I remember that. 357 00:17:46,574 -- 00:17:49,620 No, man. This whole block has been done over by all these new artists. 358 00:17:50,245 -- 00:17:51,330 It's pretty cool, huh? 359 00:17:51,330 -- 00:17:52,623 Yeah. 360 00:17:55,042 -- 00:17:56,962 They should put your stuff up there. 361 00:17:58,463 -- 00:17:59,757 Yeah. Right. 362 00:18:00,591 -- 00:18:03,470 Still scribbling stuff in that notebook of yours, ain't you? 363 00:18:04,095 -- 00:18:05,430 Of course. 364 00:18:06,556 -- 00:18:08,058 You bring anything for me? 365 00:18:08,892 -- 00:18:09,935 What, like to read? 366 00:18:10,227 -- 00:18:11,604 No, like to eat. 367 00:18:11,604 -- 00:18:13,231 What do you think? 368 00:18:13,981 -- 00:18:17,736 Yeah. I mean, I got this, but it's not a big deal. 369 00:18:17,736 -- 00:18:20,322 I don't even remember writing it, to tell you the truth. 370 00:18:20,322 -- 00:18:23,118 Yeah, Yeah. I'll be the judge of this. 371 00:18:25,996 -- 00:18:27,915 "Little kids shoot marbles 372 00:18:28,499 -- 00:18:30,585 "where branches break the sun 373 00:18:31,461 -- 00:18:33,338 "into graceful shafts of light. 374 00:18:39,888 -- 00:18:41,807 I just want to be pure. 375 00:18:49,149 -- 00:18:50,651 All right. 376 00:18:52,569 -- 00:18:54,113 j& What a life j& 377 00:18:55,865 -- 00:18:58,368 Nothing like the real thing to float your boat, huh, Bobby? 378 00:18:58,368 -- 00:18:59,411 j& What a life j& 379 00:19:04,041 -- 00:19:06,461 j& Didn't know where, didn't know when... j& 380 00:19:07,420 -- 00:19:08,714 That's nice. 381 00:19:09,256 -- 00:19:11,675 j& Said that I'll go... go learn j& 382 00:19:11,675 -- 00:19:14,429 j& Put up my hand, wait my turn j& 383 00:19:14,429 -- 00:19:16,557 j& But it never comes, I have to shout out j& 384 00:19:16,557 -- 00:19:17,891 j& That's life j& 385 00:19:17,891 -- 00:19:19,269 j& And that's what it's all about j& 386 00:19:20,186 -- 00:19:22,438 j& So through the comfort and the strife j& 387 00:19:23,357 -- 00:19:25,775 j& What a life... j& 388 00:19:32,367 -- 00:19:34,119 Get me out of here, Jim. 389 00:19:34,119 -- 00:19:36,330 What are you talking about, man? 390 00:19:37,206 -- 00:19:38,958 This was a stupid idea. 391 00:19:38,958 -- 00:19:40,418 I don't feel so good. 392 00:19:44,256 -- 00:19:46,092 Well, can we wait till the end of the show? 393 00:19:46,092 -- 00:19:49,096 Did you hear what I said? I said get me the hell out of here! 394 00:20:17,421 -- 00:20:18,756 Hey, Bob, man... 395 00:20:20,007 -- 00:20:22,677 I'm really sorry, you know? Next time, we'll go somewhere... 396 00:20:22,677 -- 00:20:24,388 Ain't gonna be no next time, Jim. 397 00:20:40,156 -- 00:20:41,658 I love it this way... 398 00:20:41,991 -- 00:20:45,329 my feet against the tar, which is soft from the spring heat, 399 00:20:45,746 -- 00:20:48,541 the slight breeze that runs across your entire body, 400 00:20:48,541 -- 00:20:50,127 especially your crotch. 401 00:20:51,461 -- 00:20:54,882 You feel an incredible power being naked under a dome of stars 402 00:20:54,882 -- 00:20:59,137 while a giant city is dressed, dodging cars all around you five flights down. 403 00:21:01,098 -- 00:21:03,726 I don't think of anything while I'm doing the actual tugging, 404 00:21:03,726 -- 00:21:08,107 least of all the heavy sex fantasies I have to resort to indoors. 405 00:21:09,441 -- 00:21:12,278 Just my own naked self and the stars breathing down, 406 00:21:13,321 -- 00:21:14,865 and it's beautiful. 407 00:21:15,741 -- 00:21:18,243 Time sure flies when you're young and jerking off. 408 00:21:20,663 -- 00:21:23,875 [Woman Reads With Difficulty] "Camp summer position. 409 00:21:23,875 -- 00:21:25,961 Driver... taxi." 410 00:21:25,961 -- 00:21:30,049 Hey, that might be good. You could get your license this summer. 411 00:21:31,259 -- 00:21:32,970 Oh, yeah, Mom. That sounds really great. 412 00:21:32,970 -- 00:21:35,681 Hey, get your own job, 413 00:21:36,014 -- 00:21:37,850 and if you don't get it this summer, 414 00:21:37,850 -- 00:21:40,353 you're coming to work with me at the hotel. 415 00:21:40,353 -- 00:21:42,647 Mom, please. Why are you so worried about this? 416 00:21:42,647 -- 00:21:43,941 Do I even ask you for money? 417 00:21:43,941 -- 00:21:45,693 No. I'm not worried about the money. 418 00:21:45,693 -- 00:21:48,488 I want you to have responsibility. 419 00:21:48,488 -- 00:21:51,408 I don't want you running around the streets of New York. 420 00:21:51,408 -- 00:21:55,204 Idle time is the devil's plaything, Jim. 421 00:21:55,204 -- 00:21:56,956 The devil's plaything, huh? 422 00:21:56,956 -- 00:21:58,542 Mm-hmm. 423 00:21:58,542 -- 00:22:01,545 That might be a cool title for my first book. Thanks! 424 00:22:02,630 -- 00:22:05,592 What are you talking about? What are you writing? 425 00:22:06,718 -- 00:22:07,844 Here. 426 00:22:10,014 -- 00:22:11,306 Ooh. Um... 427 00:22:11,890 -- 00:22:14,018 Ma, I'm not really that hungry this morning, alright? 428 00:22:14,018 -- 00:22:16,187 - Come on. You got to eat something. - I know... 429 00:22:16,270 -- 00:22:17,314 Where you going? 430 00:22:17,314 -- 00:22:18,857 I'm going to shoot some hoops. 431 00:22:19,691 -- 00:22:22,278 Sometimes I feel like something's chasing me, 432 00:22:22,278 -- 00:22:24,656 like there's some whacko on a roof somewhere 433 00:22:24,656 -- 00:22:26,157 who could snuff me out at any moment. 434 00:22:26,157 -- 00:22:29,620 And I feel this horrible fear. Will I have time to finish-- 435 00:22:29,620 -- 00:22:31,581 the poems breaking loose in my head? 436 00:22:34,960 -- 00:22:36,170 Hey, white boy, 437 00:22:36,170 -- 00:22:38,006 you ready for your beating? 438 00:22:38,006 -- 00:22:41,050 Don't let your mouth get you into something your ass can't handle. 439 00:22:41,927 -- 00:22:43,678 I'll shoot you for it. 440 00:22:47,975 -- 00:22:49,644 So it's going to be like that, huh? 441 00:22:51,563 -- 00:22:52,857 I... 442 00:22:52,857 -- 00:22:54,566 don't think so. 443 00:22:56,319 -- 00:22:57,278 Yeah! 444 00:22:57,278 -- 00:22:58,196 All right, so you made one. 445 00:22:58,196 -- 00:23:00,532 Big deal. You made one shot. 446 00:23:00,532 -- 00:23:01,742 Make another. 447 00:23:01,742 -- 00:23:05,163 j& The days are muzzled in a vibe j& 448 00:23:05,163 -- 00:23:08,875 j& I swing back from time to time j& 449 00:23:08,875 -- 00:23:12,880 j& There's a Camaro, rusty red j& 450 00:23:12,880 -- 00:23:17,135 j& That all my best friends drive in j& 451 00:23:17,135 -- 00:23:20,681 j& Can you smell the summer air? j& 452 00:23:20,681 -- 00:23:24,811 j& Take me where they left the light on j& 453 00:23:24,811 -- 00:23:28,566 j& Getting close, almost there j& 454 00:23:28,566 -- 00:23:31,068 j& If that fuzzy silver badge j& 455 00:23:31,068 -- 00:23:35,115 j& Don't greet us there j& 456 00:23:37,826 -- 00:23:40,622 j& My head's dizzy, and I'm taking... j 457 00:23:40,622 -- 00:23:43,000 Yo, Jim! What's the score? Come on. We got to go. 458 00:23:43,000 -- 00:23:44,251 They don't keep score in this game. 459 00:23:45,586 -- 00:23:47,797 Jim, come on. We're losing the sun. 460 00:23:51,510 -- 00:23:53,846 He's being a dick. You want me to put a charge in his ass? 461 00:23:53,846 -- 00:23:54,680 Whatch this. 462 00:23:54,680 -- 00:23:55,765 Oh, look it, right here... 463 00:23:58,059 -- 00:24:01,355 Jim's secret diary he's always writing in. 464 00:24:01,355 -- 00:24:03,565 Bet you he wrote some shit about me. 465 00:24:05,944 -- 00:24:07,111 Oh, right here. 466 00:24:07,362 -- 00:24:08,614 "Spring... Mickey." 467 00:24:09,364 -- 00:24:12,577 Hey, there I am, Jim says. 468 00:24:12,577 -- 00:24:15,872 "Mickey takes out a bottle of carbonic cleaning fluid 469 00:24:15,872 -- 00:24:18,291 and suggests we do a little sniffing to get high." 470 00:24:18,833 -- 00:24:19,835 Whoo! 471 00:24:19,835 -- 00:24:23,506 "After four deep whiffs, we're sailing someplace else." 472 00:24:23,506 -- 00:24:24,757 Mickey, what are you doing? 473 00:24:24,757 -- 00:24:26,510 "Bells ringing through my ears, 474 00:24:26,510 -- 00:24:28,846 little lights flashing through my eyes." 475 00:24:28,846 -- 00:24:30,890 Mickey, put that down, all right? 476 00:24:30,890 -- 00:24:32,225 "I pictured myself 477 00:24:32,225 -- 00:24:34,311 "paddling across a river with black water, 478 00:24:34,311 -- 00:24:36,813 "only the canoe was going backwards instead of forwards, 479 00:24:36,813 -- 00:24:40,526 "with clouds that had faces. Laughing, spooky, fun-house laughs..." 480 00:24:40,526 -- 00:24:42,445 - Give it back, alright? - What is that shit? 481 00:24:42,445 -- 00:24:44,615 Why do you have to be such a schmuck, Mickey? 482 00:24:44,615 -- 00:24:45,783 What are you talking about? 483 00:24:45,783 -- 00:24:48,161 Don't you ever touch that again. It's private. 484 00:24:49,495 -- 00:24:50,705 What's your problem? 485 00:24:50,705 -- 00:24:52,249 I'm... I'm sorry. 486 00:24:53,208 -- 00:24:56,629 He's writing about me, I can't read about it? Jesus! 487 00:24:56,629 -- 00:24:58,339 Hey, Jim, come on. We're gone. 488 00:24:58,339 -- 00:24:59,841 Yo, we got a cab! 489 00:24:59,841 -- 00:25:01,927 Hey, cabby! Hey, swami! 490 00:25:01,927 -- 00:25:03,971 So, Shakespeare, 491 00:25:03,971 -- 00:25:05,472 you going to finish the game? 492 00:25:06,182 -- 00:25:08,351 C'mon, Reggie, you know this game never ends. 493 00:25:09,102 -- 00:25:10,354 See you later, all right? 494 00:25:12,606 -- 00:25:15,902 Every crowd has its little games to prove if you're a punk or not. 495 00:25:16,694 -- 00:25:18,697 My cousin in Jersey plays chickie, 496 00:25:18,697 -- 00:25:20,950 which is two cars heading towards each other 497 00:25:20,950 -- 00:25:22,743 at about 80 miles per hour. 498 00:25:23,452 -- 00:25:26,456 First driver to swerve out of the way is, of course, chicken. 499 00:25:28,250 -- 00:25:29,210 In Brooklyn, 500 00:25:29,210 -- 00:25:31,421 they make you press a lit cigarette into your arm 501 00:25:31,421 -- 00:25:33,548 and have it burn all the way down to the filter 502 00:25:33,548 -- 00:25:35,801 without the slightest flinch. 503 00:25:37,219 -- 00:25:38,512 Us, Manhattan boys, 504 00:25:38,512 -- 00:25:41,224 we jump off cliffs into the Harlem River, 505 00:25:41,224 -- 00:25:45,520 which is literally shitty, because half a million toilets flush into it every day. 506 00:25:45,687 -- 00:25:47,398 Whoo-oo! 507 00:25:47,690 -- 00:25:48,774 [Whistles] 508 00:25:48,774 -- 00:25:50,860 Yeah! 509 00:25:53,530 -- 00:25:54,573 Oooh! 510 00:25:54,573 -- 00:25:56,074 Yeah! 511 00:25:57,118 -- 00:25:58,286 Hey, y'all, I carried the clothes up, 512 00:25:58,286 -- 00:26:00,246 but I ain't carrying them down. 513 00:26:00,246 -- 00:26:01,415 Peepee, this is you... 514 00:26:01,415 -- 00:26:03,667 all 33 pounds of you, gone with the wind. 515 00:26:06,420 -- 00:26:08,173 Wow. That's a long way down. 516 00:26:08,173 -- 00:26:11,927 Devil's toe is no big deal. We've all done it a million times. 517 00:26:12,761 -- 00:26:14,138 I never done it. 518 00:26:14,680 -- 00:26:15,974 You never did it? 519 00:26:17,934 -- 00:26:19,353 Pedro, you never do nothing. 520 00:26:20,687 -- 00:26:22,231 You know who was awesome on this rock? 521 00:26:22,231 -- 00:26:24,942 Bobby. That kids would do back flips off this rock. 522 00:26:26,361 -- 00:26:27,237 Hey, Mickey. 523 00:26:28,405 -- 00:26:29,532 What? 524 00:26:29,949 -- 00:26:31,575 Don't talk about him like he's dead. 525 00:26:32,451 -- 00:26:33,620 He's not dead. 526 00:26:36,999 -- 00:26:39,376 There goes the circle line. Check it out. 527 00:26:39,960 -- 00:26:41,296 [Horn Blows] 528 00:26:42,296 -- 00:26:43,047 Whoo! 529 00:26:43,047 -- 00:26:43,882 Full moon! 530 00:26:43,882 -- 00:26:45,217 Whoo! 531 00:26:45,217 -- 00:26:46,551 Hey, yo! 532 00:26:46,551 -- 00:26:47,678 Whoo! 533 00:26:47,678 -- 00:26:49,221 Hey, circle this! 534 00:26:49,221 -- 00:26:50,139 [Whistle] 535 00:26:52,517 -- 00:26:54,019 Hey, I'm going. Watch out, watch out... 536 00:26:54,019 -- 00:26:55,688 I'm going to show you how to do it. 537 00:26:56,063 -- 00:26:59,275 Ye-ea-ah! 538 00:27:10,789 -- 00:27:12,082 That was a good jump. 539 00:27:12,082 -- 00:27:13,251 Oh, he's nuts. 540 00:27:17,255 -- 00:27:18,465 Hey, I'm going to walk down. 541 00:27:18,465 -- 00:27:20,467 What you talking about? You can't walk down. 542 00:27:20,467 -- 00:27:22,136 There's no way to walk down. 543 00:27:22,136 -- 00:27:23,303 I ain't jumping. 544 00:27:23,303 -- 00:27:25,682 Pedro, your clothes are down there. How you gonna get your clothes? 545 00:27:25,682 -- 00:27:27,476 You going to walk around naked all day? 546 00:27:28,060 -- 00:27:30,354 Pedro, if you don't jump, Mickey's going to tease you so bad-- 547 00:27:30,354 -- 00:27:33,024 You might as well just jump and get it over with. Feel better. 548 00:27:34,985 -- 00:27:36,486 What the hell, right? 549 00:27:39,406 -- 00:27:40,866 Oh... 550 00:27:40,866 -- 00:27:42,077 shit... 551 00:27:42,077 -- 00:27:43,161 Pedro! 552 00:27:43,161 -- 00:27:44,287 Bad form. Bad form. 553 00:27:44,287 -- 00:27:47,124 Oh... My God! 554 00:27:47,124 -- 00:27:48,710 Oh, shit. Is he all right? 555 00:27:48,710 -- 00:27:50,586 Pedro, you all right? 556 00:27:52,756 -- 00:27:54,091 You ready? 557 00:27:54,091 -- 00:27:55,342 Yeah. 558 00:27:55,342 -- 00:27:57,094 Listen, don't tell the other guys, 559 00:27:57,094 -- 00:27:59,305 but when we leave here, I got a surprise for you. 560 00:27:59,305 -- 00:28:01,016 Tell me what it is. 561 00:28:01,016 -- 00:28:03,936 It's a surprise. Trust me, all right? Ouch, don't mess around, man... 562 00:28:05,062 -- 00:28:06,563 Alright, you ready? Come on! You ready? 563 00:28:06,563 -- 00:28:09,150 - Let's jump. - On three. Ready? 564 00:28:09,150 -- 00:28:10,109 Uh-huh. 565 00:28:10,569 -- 00:28:11,737 1, 566 00:28:12,070 -- 00:28:13,238 2, 567 00:28:13,780 -- 00:28:14,824 3. 568 00:28:27,213 -- 00:28:28,465 Come on. Let's go. 569 00:28:31,218 -- 00:28:32,595 What's up, Manny? How you doing? 570 00:28:32,595 -- 00:28:34,055 Fine. Thank you, sir. 571 00:28:34,764 -- 00:28:36,141 This is my friend Jim. 572 00:28:36,141 -- 00:28:37,017 How you doing? 573 00:28:37,017 -- 00:28:39,227 I can't believe I hit my head on that rock. 574 00:28:39,227 -- 00:28:40,563 It's killing me. 575 00:28:57,124 -- 00:28:59,544 Jim, um, this is Winkie. 576 00:28:59,544 -- 00:29:00,670 - Hi. - How you doing? 577 00:29:00,670 -- 00:29:02,005 Good. 578 00:29:04,090 -- 00:29:06,177 And this... 579 00:29:06,177 -- 00:29:07,845 this is Blinkie. 580 00:29:08,722 -- 00:29:09,764 - Hi. - Hi. 581 00:29:10,473 -- 00:29:13,811 j& I lost my heart j& 582 00:29:13,811 -- 00:29:16,689 j& Under the bridge j& 583 00:29:17,815 -- 00:29:18,900 j& That little girl... j& 584 00:29:19,067 -- 00:29:21,028 I've seen you play ball, Jim. 585 00:29:21,653 -- 00:29:24,031 You're a very beautiful player. 586 00:29:24,907 -- 00:29:26,910 Very zen. 587 00:29:26,910 -- 00:29:28,620 j& And now I moan j& 588 00:29:28,662 -- 00:29:32,374 j& And now I holler j& 589 00:29:33,543 -- 00:29:35,420 j& She'll never know j& 590 00:29:37,172 -- 00:29:40,092 j& Just what I found j& 591 00:29:41,052 -- 00:29:43,346 j& That blue-eyed girl j& 592 00:29:43,346 -- 00:29:46,308 lt'll make you fuck like Superman. 593 00:29:46,308 -- 00:29:47,184 j& She said no more j& 594 00:29:48,978 -- 00:29:51,105 Faster than a speeding bullet... 595 00:29:51,105 -- 00:29:54,692 j& Became blue-eyed whore... j& 596 00:29:54,692 -- 00:29:57,404 More powerful than a locomotive... 597 00:29:57,404 -- 00:29:58,489 j& Down by the water j& 598 00:29:58,489 -- 00:29:59,574 j& Down by the water... j& 599 00:29:59,991 -- 00:30:02,326 Able to, um... 600 00:30:03,871 -- 00:30:06,958 I can't think of anything with a single bound. 601 00:30:07,542 -- 00:30:09,502 j& See her again j& 602 00:30:09,502 -- 00:30:12,339 j& See her again... j& 603 00:30:21,392 -- 00:30:22,768 Do you have any protection? 604 00:30:22,768 -- 00:30:23,810 Yeah. 605 00:30:26,898 -- 00:30:30,360 This one's, uh, ribbed for extra pleasure. 606 00:30:33,531 -- 00:30:35,117 So what are you waiting for? 607 00:30:35,117 -- 00:30:36,618 What do you mean? 608 00:30:38,036 -- 00:30:40,039 Take off your clothes. 609 00:30:41,957 -- 00:30:43,293 Well, uh... 610 00:30:44,377 -- 00:30:46,088 could we shut off the lights first? 611 00:30:46,505 -- 00:30:49,384 j& Little fish, big fish j& 612 00:30:49,384 -- 00:30:51,302 j& Swimming in the water j& 613 00:30:51,302 -- 00:30:53,305 j& Come back here, man j& 614 00:30:53,305 -- 00:30:55,098 j& Give me my daughter j& 615 00:30:55,098 -- 00:30:57,310 j& Little fish, big fish j& 616 00:30:57,310 -- 00:30:59,270 j& Swimming in the water j 617 00:31:01,022 -- 00:31:03,859 White ship disappears in the wave machine this morning. 618 00:31:05,069 -- 00:31:07,530 Your eyes got shut with secret chains 619 00:31:08,823 -- 00:31:11,118 that pillow armies eventually set free... 620 00:31:13,662 -- 00:31:16,249 like soft horses through toy deserts. 621 00:31:35,021 -- 00:31:36,272 I love this mansion, 622 00:31:37,399 -- 00:31:39,568 though it's too many windows... 623 00:31:40,778 -- 00:31:42,822 to open halfway each morning... 624 00:31:44,699 -- 00:31:46,701 to close halfway each night. 625 00:33:00,498 -- 00:33:01,958 I looked at his body, 626 00:33:02,625 -- 00:33:04,961 and it was death for the first time. 627 00:33:06,463 -- 00:33:09,508 His face was thin and wrinkled, almost apelike. 628 00:33:10,427 -- 00:33:13,722 His hair, just gray patches on his scalp. 629 00:33:14,640 -- 00:33:18,228 He looked 60 years old, and he was 16. 630 00:33:19,145 -- 00:33:21,482 Couldn't believe how skinny he was... 631 00:33:21,732 -- 00:33:24,526 much skinnier than he was in the hospital. 632 00:33:26,195 -- 00:33:29,866 It was like having the skeleton of someone you knew put right in front of you. 633 00:33:33,204 -- 00:33:37,792 I felt dazed, like I'd just come out of a four-hour movie I didn't understand. 634 00:33:39,962 -- 00:33:42,047 I kept thinking about his face... 635 00:33:43,675 -- 00:33:44,967 and death... 636 00:33:45,510 -- 00:33:48,096 what a cheat the whole thing was. 637 00:33:49,806 -- 00:33:51,100 Hey, you guys remember that Halloween 638 00:33:51,100 -- 00:33:53,729 when Bobby filled that paper bag with dog shit, 639 00:33:53,729 -- 00:33:56,106 lit it on fire and put it outside Father Dunne's door, 640 00:33:56,106 -- 00:33:57,900 and we all hid behind the dumpster? 641 00:33:57,900 -- 00:33:58,859 Yeah. 642 00:33:59,735 -- 00:34:01,029 I could picture Father Dunne 643 00:34:01,029 -- 00:34:04,407 comming outside, stepping on that shit. Picture him in the john-- 644 00:34:04,407 -- 00:34:06,076 scraping the shit off his shoe like this. 645 00:34:07,869 -- 00:34:09,497 You think that'll keep him out of heaven? 646 00:34:09,497 -- 00:34:11,917 Are you kidding? Jesus Christ himself 647 00:34:12,125 -- 00:34:14,836 would have laughed at that. It was hilarious! 648 00:34:14,836 -- 00:34:16,630 What about the time at the formal 649 00:34:16,630 -- 00:34:18,382 when Bobby got caught in the bathroom 650 00:34:18,382 -- 00:34:20,552 with Mary Ann Dugan 651 00:34:20,552 -- 00:34:23,597 and McNulty came in and busted him? 652 00:34:23,597 -- 00:34:25,307 He was, like, "Father, I swear. 653 00:34:25,307 -- 00:34:26,309 We weren't doing anything." 654 00:34:26,309 -- 00:34:27,977 Meanwhile she's got a giant wad of cum 655 00:34:27,977 -- 00:34:29,813 hanging off her face. 656 00:34:31,273 -- 00:34:33,943 I tell you, that kid was definitely a pisser. 657 00:34:36,195 -- 00:34:37,697 It was weird seeing him today, man. 658 00:34:37,697 -- 00:34:41,535 He was all shriveled up and wrinkled. He looked like my grandfather. 659 00:34:43,579 -- 00:34:44,706 I'll tell you what, though. 660 00:34:44,706 -- 00:34:46,916 That kid was in so much pain, 661 00:34:46,916 -- 00:34:49,002 it's better off he died. 662 00:34:52,590 -- 00:34:54,217 How the hell would you know, Mickey? 663 00:34:56,553 -- 00:34:58,054 Did you go and visit him? 664 00:34:58,973 -- 00:35:00,182 Huh? 665 00:35:01,434 -- 00:35:03,228 Any of you guys go and visit him? 666 00:35:06,815 -- 00:35:08,776 All right. Then shut the fuck up. 667 00:35:09,359 -- 00:35:12,530 Hey, Jim. Look at my brother's girlfriend in the park. 668 00:35:12,530 -- 00:35:13,824 She's sitting there, eating a sandwich. 669 00:35:13,824 -- 00:35:15,284 Next thing you know, she's shot in the head. 670 00:35:15,284 -- 00:35:17,036 She's dead. It's over. 671 00:35:17,286 -- 00:35:18,746 What about little Teddy Rayhill? 672 00:35:18,746 -- 00:35:20,540 Perfect example. 673 00:35:20,540 -- 00:35:22,209 Remember that night he was up on the roof, 674 00:35:22,209 -- 00:35:25,880 and he was doing poppers, having a great time, laughing his ass off 675 00:35:25,880 -- 00:35:27,131 He started walking backwards... 676 00:35:27,131 -- 00:35:30,260 Boom! He fell right off the goddamn roof. 677 00:35:31,219 -- 00:35:32,554 It was meant to be, right? 678 00:35:33,472 -- 00:35:35,892 Fuck that, you guys! 679 00:35:36,059 -- 00:35:38,979 Bobby was the best fucking guy around, you know that? 680 00:35:40,397 -- 00:35:42,150 What are you, a bunch of idiots? 681 00:35:45,361 -- 00:35:47,364 You don't even understand, do you? 682 00:35:59,503 -- 00:36:01,130 Jim, you all right? 683 00:36:02,507 -- 00:36:03,759 Huh? 684 00:36:06,595 -- 00:36:10,057 Listen, maybe you should talk to one of the priests. 685 00:36:10,766 -- 00:36:13,478 I don't know. Maybe... Maybe they can help you out. 686 00:36:13,478 -- 00:36:14,980 Help me out? 687 00:36:15,898 -- 00:36:18,651 I wouldn't ask one of those cocksuckers for directions. 688 00:36:20,611 -- 00:36:22,072 You know what? 689 00:36:22,072 -- 00:36:24,574 You guys need to lighten the fuck up, all right? 690 00:36:24,574 -- 00:36:26,953 Let bygones be fucking bygones. 691 00:36:26,953 -- 00:36:29,539 Shitty fucking world. 692 00:36:44,932 -- 00:36:47,686 Live life to the fucking fullest. You know what I mean? 693 00:36:49,438 -- 00:36:50,605 Shit happens, man. 694 00:36:50,605 -- 00:36:52,525 Shit fucking happens. 695 00:36:55,445 -- 00:36:56,946 [Thunder] 696 00:36:57,238 -- 00:36:58,699 Come on. Let's go. 697 00:36:59,992 -- 00:37:01,285 Jim, come on. 698 00:37:01,786 -- 00:37:03,288 You're growing up, 699 00:37:03,288 -- 00:37:06,250 and rain sort of remains on the branches of a tree 700 00:37:06,250 -- 00:37:08,001 that will someday rule the earth. 701 00:37:10,171 -- 00:37:11,631 And that's good that there's rain. 702 00:37:12,632 -- 00:37:16,554 Clears the month of your sorry rainbow expressions. 703 00:37:18,889 -- 00:37:21,851 And it clears the streets of the silent armies 704 00:37:22,894 -- 00:37:24,521 so we can dance. 705 00:37:26,815 -- 00:37:28,985 j& Ted sniffing glue He was 12 years old j& 706 00:37:29,026 -- 00:37:31,655 j& Fell from the roof on east 2-9 j& 707 00:37:31,697 -- 00:37:34,242 j& Cathy was 11 when she pulled the plug j& 708 00:37:34,283 -- 00:37:37,078 j& 26 reds and a bottle of wine j& 709 00:37:37,286 -- 00:37:38,955 j& Bobby had leukemia, 14 years old j& 710 00:37:38,955 -- 00:37:40,707 j& He looked like 65 when he died j& 711 00:37:40,707 -- 00:37:42,251 j& He was a friend of mine j& 712 00:37:42,251 -- 00:37:44,420 j& Those are people who died, died j& 713 00:37:44,586 -- 00:37:46,673 j& Those are people who died, died j& 714 00:37:47,632 -- 00:37:49,134 j& Those are people who died, died j& 715 00:37:49,843 -- 00:37:51,887 j& Those are people who died, died j& 716 00:37:51,887 -- 00:37:53,848 j& They were all my friends j& 717 00:37:53,848 -- 00:37:55,308 j& They just died j& 718 00:37:57,477 -- 00:37:59,689 j& Those are people who died, died j& 719 00:37:59,939 -- 00:38:02,274 j& Those are people who died, died j& 720 00:38:02,483 -- 00:38:04,527 j& Those are people who died, died j& 721 00:38:04,819 -- 00:38:07,323 j& Those are people who died, died j& 722 00:38:07,323 -- 00:38:13,246 j& They were all my friends and they died j 723 00:38:24,426 -- 00:38:27,304 Did I ever tell you about the first time I did heroin? 724 00:38:34,396 -- 00:38:36,274 I went down to Pedro's basement. 725 00:38:37,108 -- 00:38:40,237 All sorts of characters were in the storage-room shooting gallery. 726 00:38:41,571 -- 00:38:43,240 I was just going to sniff a bag, 727 00:38:44,408 -- 00:38:45,618 but a guy says, 728 00:38:46,327 -- 00:38:50,207 "If you're going to sniff, might as well pop it, 729 00:38:51,417 -- 00:38:55,046 and if you're going to pop it, might as well mainline." 730 00:38:56,214 -- 00:38:57,299 I was scared of needles, 731 00:38:57,758 -- 00:38:59,468 but I gave in. 732 00:39:05,392 -- 00:39:07,811 It was like a long heat wave through my body. 733 00:39:08,979 -- 00:39:14,611 Any ache or pain or sadness or guilty feeling was completely flushed out. 734 00:39:35,803 -- 00:39:40,058 Look, Ma, I'm not in the mood for your dime-store psychology, all right? 735 00:39:40,058 -- 00:39:41,894 Could you just please leave me alone? 736 00:39:41,894 -- 00:39:43,186 I got a little sick, all right? 737 00:39:43,186 -- 00:39:45,356 We're not going to live like this, Jim. 738 00:39:45,356 -- 00:39:48,819 We're not going to live like this. I'm warning you! I'm telling you. 739 00:39:48,819 -- 00:39:49,986 Oh, God, Mom. 740 00:39:49,986 -- 00:39:51,656 You're always warning me, aren't you? 741 00:39:51,656 -- 00:39:54,825 Blah, blah, blah. You're always in my fucking ear. 742 00:39:54,825 -- 00:39:58,204 Blah, blah, blah. You don't know anything. 743 00:39:58,204 -- 00:39:59,665 What are you talking about? 744 00:39:59,665 -- 00:40:01,834 Go clean toilets or whatever the hell it is you do. 745 00:40:01,834 -- 00:40:03,711 When you're done, clean this one. 746 00:40:04,295 -- 00:40:05,713 Don't talk like that! 747 00:40:05,713 -- 00:40:07,716 What's the matter with you? 748 00:40:11,554 -- 00:40:13,306 Gee whiz, Ma, you know... 749 00:40:13,306 -- 00:40:16,309 we got to have these heart-to-heart talks more often. 750 00:40:16,309 -- 00:40:18,229 They're really good for us. 751 00:40:19,355 -- 00:40:20,440 I don't know you. 752 00:40:22,900 -- 00:40:25,237 I don't believe this is you, Jim. 753 00:40:26,363 -- 00:40:28,616 Please, Jim. I don't know who you are. 754 00:40:28,616 -- 00:40:31,787 Yeah, I know. I was such a good little boy, right... 755 00:40:31,787 -- 00:40:33,830 with such potential, wasn't that it? 756 00:40:33,830 -- 00:40:35,958 Is that what you're going to say? 757 00:40:42,758 -- 00:40:45,720 Oh, Jim. What's happening? 758 00:40:45,720 -- 00:40:47,722 Jim, what's happening? 759 00:40:49,349 -- 00:40:52,477 First, it's a Saturday-night thing, 760 00:40:52,477 -- 00:40:55,481 and you feel cool, like a gangster or a rock star. 761 00:40:56,441 -- 00:40:58,526 It's just something to kill the boredom, you know? 762 00:40:59,361 -- 00:41:01,947 They call it a chippie, a small habit. 763 00:41:02,781 -- 00:41:06,202 It feels so good, you start doing it on Tuesdays, 764 00:41:06,202 -- 00:41:08,080 then Thursdays. 765 00:41:09,331 -- 00:41:10,707 Then it's got you. 766 00:41:11,250 -- 00:41:13,294 Every wise-ass punk on the block says 767 00:41:13,294 -- 00:41:14,503 it won't happen to them, 768 00:41:15,130 -- 00:41:16,465 but it does. 769 00:41:21,387 -- 00:41:22,514 Go do it! 770 00:41:22,514 -- 00:41:24,015 I ain't doing it. I always do it! 771 00:41:26,060 -- 00:41:27,519 I'll do it. I'll do it. 772 00:41:30,106 -- 00:41:33,819 Excuse me, ma'am. Could you tell me the fastest way to the subway? 773 00:41:34,653 -- 00:41:38,949 Yeah. That's the "B" train. Go to this corner and make a left. 774 00:41:38,949 -- 00:41:39,826 It's right there. 775 00:41:40,202 -- 00:41:41,786 What are you doing? Let go! Let go! 776 00:41:42,495 -- 00:41:44,248 Let go of that! 777 00:41:44,373 -- 00:41:46,542 Oh, my God! What? Oh! 778 00:41:47,752 -- 00:41:50,213 - Help! No! No! - What are you doing? 779 00:41:51,382 -- 00:41:52,508 Let's go! 780 00:42:00,642 -- 00:42:01,894 Come on! 781 00:42:05,982 -- 00:42:07,525 I don't feel like going in today. 782 00:42:09,612 -- 00:42:13,366 Father, is it all right if I don't go in today? 783 00:42:13,700 -- 00:42:16,203 Why? What are you scared of? 784 00:42:16,495 -- 00:42:19,247 Nothing. I just don't feel like it, that's all. 785 00:42:19,624 -- 00:42:24,546 I imagine you have more to confess than anybody here. 786 00:42:24,546 -- 00:42:26,214 Unburden yourself. 787 00:42:35,517 -- 00:42:38,104 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. 788 00:42:38,104 -- 00:42:42,150 It's been about four months since my last confession. 789 00:42:42,484 -- 00:42:44,778 Yes, my son? 790 00:42:46,697 -- 00:42:48,449 Well, I don't know where to start, Father. 791 00:42:50,201 -- 00:42:52,621 Have you taken the name of Jesus Christ in vain? 792 00:42:52,746 -- 00:42:55,082 Yeah. Yeah, I have. 793 00:42:55,082 -- 00:42:57,168 Have you disrespected your mother and father? 794 00:42:57,168 -- 00:42:58,419 Uh-huh. 795 00:42:58,419 -- 00:43:01,048 Have you stolen or cheated your fellow man? 796 00:43:03,217 -- 00:43:05,136 Yeah, but I'm not proud of it. 797 00:43:05,136 -- 00:43:06,470 Have you had impure thoughts 798 00:43:06,470 -- 00:43:09,015 or engaged in impure deeds? 799 00:43:09,015 -- 00:43:10,726 Oh, Father, you have no idea. 800 00:43:10,726 -- 00:43:14,230 Is there something else that you want to tell me in your own words? 801 00:43:15,857 -- 00:43:18,610 I've done all kinds of crazy shit. 802 00:43:18,610 -- 00:43:20,696 Oh, excuse me, Father. 803 00:43:20,863 -- 00:43:22,407 Fuck, I'm s... 804 00:43:23,324 -- 00:43:24,618 Christ, I have a dirty mouth. 805 00:43:24,618 -- 00:43:26,161 Look, I'm... I'm sorry about that. 806 00:43:26,953 -- 00:43:28,498 Will you just go on? 807 00:43:29,123 -- 00:43:30,374 10 Hail Marys, 808 00:43:30,708 -- 00:43:33,003 five Our Fathers. 809 00:43:35,923 -- 00:43:37,091 What do you mean? 810 00:43:37,091 -- 00:43:38,217 And that's it? 811 00:43:38,217 -- 00:43:39,594 That's my punishment? 812 00:43:44,057 -- 00:43:45,767 You know something? 813 00:43:46,728 -- 00:43:49,230 My friend Bobby, he was the best, 814 00:43:49,855 -- 00:43:51,441 and he's dead. 815 00:43:54,070 -- 00:43:56,405 This sucks! You know that? This really sucks. 816 00:43:57,115 -- 00:43:58,450 It's not fair, Father. 817 00:44:01,620 -- 00:44:03,330 Your nose is running, 818 00:44:03,330 -- 00:44:05,250 your stomach cramps, 819 00:44:05,250 -- 00:44:07,460 your legs feel like they've played 820 00:44:07,460 -- 00:44:09,796 six straight games on top of each other, 821 00:44:10,505 -- 00:44:13,092 and the voice is always there in the back of your head... 822 00:44:13,884 -- 00:44:17,013 "Just one more time. then we'll stop." 823 00:44:36,620 -- 00:44:39,623 Quick to the ball. Quick to the ball. Two hands. Good, Ignatius. 824 00:44:39,832 -- 00:44:42,919 Good. Good. Quick to the ball. Two hands. Right behind you. 825 00:44:42,919 -- 00:44:44,630 Sir, all right if I use the bathroom, Coach? 826 00:44:44,630 -- 00:44:46,006 Jim, you got a bladder like a woman. 827 00:44:46,006 -- 00:44:47,091 Let's go. Again. 828 00:44:47,926 -- 00:44:49,636 There we go. Right behind him. 829 00:44:49,636 -- 00:44:50,553 Right behind him. 830 00:44:50,553 -- 00:44:52,431 Quick to the ball. Two hands. Two hands. 831 00:45:20,590 -- 00:45:21,674 Jim? 832 00:45:25,136 -- 00:45:26,638 I thought you were taking a piss. 833 00:45:26,638 -- 00:45:27,890 Oh. 834 00:45:27,890 -- 00:45:29,475 What are you doing in here every practice? 835 00:45:36,024 -- 00:45:37,734 Have you been waiting for me, Jim? 836 00:45:38,778 -- 00:45:40,404 Giving me some kind of a signal? 837 00:45:42,449 -- 00:45:44,493 What are you talking about, Swifty? 838 00:45:45,703 -- 00:45:47,038 Don't act surprised. 839 00:45:54,338 -- 00:45:55,839 Do we understand each other? 840 00:45:59,927 -- 00:46:02,139 It's not going to happen, Swifty. 841 00:46:02,139 -- 00:46:03,641 Put the money away. 842 00:46:03,891 -- 00:46:05,142 You want more? 843 00:46:06,936 -- 00:46:08,563 Here. 844 00:46:09,731 -- 00:46:11,192 Just let me do it. 845 00:46:11,192 -- 00:46:13,319 Get the fuck out of my face! 846 00:46:14,654 -- 00:46:15,822 Take it easy, Jim. 847 00:46:15,822 -- 00:46:17,740 You can't blame me for trying. 848 00:46:19,868 -- 00:46:21,036 I made a mistake, all right? 849 00:46:22,080 -- 00:46:24,207 Let's just pretend it never happened. 850 00:46:24,207 -- 00:46:26,668 Things will go back to exactly how they were before. 851 00:46:26,668 -- 00:46:27,919 Okay? 852 00:46:28,295 -- 00:46:31,132 Okay? Here, keep the money. 853 00:46:31,882 -- 00:46:33,426 Keep the money. 854 00:46:34,135 -- 00:46:36,138 Just don't tell anybody, all right? 855 00:46:39,016 -- 00:46:40,685 Good. Tell anybody you want! 856 00:46:40,685 -- 00:46:43,439 Nobody's going to believe a drughead like you, anyway. 857 00:46:43,439 -- 00:46:45,440 You think we don't know what you've been doing? 858 00:46:50,404 -- 00:46:51,531 Give me the fucking money 859 00:46:51,531 -- 00:46:52,949 and get the fuck out of here. 860 00:46:52,949 -- 00:46:54,910 Get the fuck-- Get the fuck out here! 861 00:46:55,119 -- 00:46:56,912 Come on! Get out of here! 862 00:47:04,213 -- 00:47:06,341 And you want to stop. You really do. 863 00:47:06,341 -- 00:47:08,134 But it's like a dream. 864 00:47:08,134 -- 00:47:10,220 You can't stop dreams. 865 00:47:10,220 -- 00:47:13,140 They move in crazy pieces, any way they want to, 866 00:47:13,140 -- 00:47:16,895 and suddenly, you're capable of anything. 867 00:47:57,902 -- 00:47:59,195 Ha ha ha! 868 00:48:21,722 -- 00:48:23,891 No! 869 00:48:39,160 -- 00:48:42,204 Wake up, Mr. Carroll! It's later than you think. 870 00:49:03,313 -- 00:49:04,565 Oh. All right! 871 00:49:05,733 -- 00:49:07,401 - I need a lift. - All right. 872 00:49:07,401 -- 00:49:08,612 What do you got? 873 00:49:09,529 -- 00:49:11,949 Three different pills. Which are the ups? 874 00:49:12,950 -- 00:49:14,952 I never asked. I thought one of youse would know. 875 00:49:14,952 -- 00:49:15,995 Oh, great. 876 00:49:15,995 -- 00:49:17,789 We look like pharmacists? 877 00:49:17,789 -- 00:49:20,167 I don't know what to take. 878 00:49:20,167 -- 00:49:21,251 What do we take? 879 00:49:21,251 -- 00:49:22,252 Let me see. 880 00:49:22,252 -- 00:49:24,046 The blacks and the reds are the ups. 881 00:49:26,174 -- 00:49:28,093 I think the pink ones are the ups. 882 00:49:28,093 -- 00:49:29,219 Why? 883 00:49:29,219 -- 00:49:31,764 'Cuz I associate pink with lightness, you know? 884 00:49:33,057 -- 00:49:35,351 The black ones seem like they'd knock you on your ass. 885 00:49:35,351 -- 00:49:37,146 They might be faded seconals. 886 00:49:38,105 -- 00:49:39,314 No, they're not faded. 887 00:49:39,314 -- 00:49:40,775 They'd be sticky. They're not. 888 00:49:41,567 -- 00:49:42,944 That's bullshit. 889 00:49:42,944 -- 00:49:44,780 - Fuck your mother. - My what? 890 00:49:45,781 -- 00:49:47,157 All right! Calm down. 891 00:49:47,157 -- 00:49:48,451 Don't ever talk about my mother. 892 00:49:48,451 -- 00:49:50,786 Don't ever hit me like that again. 893 00:49:50,786 -- 00:49:53,665 Come on! Alright! Give me your hat. 894 00:49:53,665 -- 00:49:54,959 We got a game to play, alright? 895 00:49:54,959 -- 00:49:56,543 Just give me something. 896 00:49:57,294 -- 00:49:58,630 Hi, Neutron. 897 00:49:58,630 -- 00:49:59,797 Let me ask him. 898 00:50:00,423 -- 00:50:02,551 Neutron, you know which ones are the ups? 899 00:50:04,595 -- 00:50:07,348 I think you should put that shit away before Swifty comes in here. 900 00:50:08,182 -- 00:50:10,102 Why you acting like such a square ass? 901 00:50:10,102 -- 00:50:11,853 Screw you, Mickey. 902 00:50:11,853 -- 00:50:14,690 Screw you, too, Tough guy. Man. 903 00:50:14,690 -- 00:50:18,528 I'm just going to take the black. 904 00:50:19,195 -- 00:50:20,197 You sure? 905 00:50:20,197 -- 00:50:22,241 Mm-hmm. You got a better idea? 906 00:50:22,241 -- 00:50:25,411 Nope. Your guess is as good as mine, Jimbo. 907 00:50:27,706 -- 00:50:30,167 It's on today. 50 rebounds. 908 00:50:30,751 -- 00:50:32,336 Good. 909 00:50:32,336 -- 00:50:33,963 Come on. Let's go. 910 00:50:33,963 -- 00:50:36,758 I'm your friend now, right? 911 00:50:36,758 -- 00:50:38,260 What, I got to smack you again, c'mon! 912 00:50:43,641 -- 00:50:45,268 Yeah, take your little rat with you. 913 00:50:46,979 -- 00:50:48,480 - What's up, man? - Hey, what's up? 914 00:50:48,480 -- 00:50:49,857 Why are you acting like that? 915 00:50:49,857 -- 00:50:51,776 You know what's wrong. 916 00:50:51,776 -- 00:50:54,529 Used to be about getting high and playing basketball. 917 00:50:54,529 -- 00:50:55,864 Now it's just about getting high with you. 918 00:50:55,864 -- 00:50:57,325 You're blowing it, Jim. 919 00:50:57,325 -- 00:50:59,493 Oh, come on. I don't need to hear this from you, Neutron. 920 00:50:59,743 -- 00:51:03,832 Yeah, you do, Jim! Listen, no, Jim! I'm really proud of you, man. 921 00:51:03,832 -- 00:51:06,168 Everything's cool. You look great. 922 00:51:06,168 -- 00:51:08,129 I'll see you in the NBA. 923 00:51:17,306 -- 00:51:19,601 [Crowd Cheering] 924 00:51:45,799 -- 00:51:47,718 j& Riders on the storm j& 925 00:51:50,555 -- 00:51:52,724 j& Riders on the storm j& 926 00:51:54,226 -- 00:51:57,270 j& Into this house we're born j& 927 00:51:59,106 -- 00:52:02,027 j& Into this world we're thrown j& 928 00:52:03,778 -- 00:52:06,574 j& Like a dog without a bone j& 929 00:52:06,574 -- 00:52:08,284 j& In fact we're all alone j& 930 00:52:08,284 -- 00:52:11,538 j& Riders on the storm j& 931 00:52:13,082 -- 00:52:15,877 j& There's a killer on the road j& 932 00:52:17,587 -- 00:52:20,841 j& His brain is squirming like a toad j& 933 00:52:22,843 -- 00:52:26,097 j& Take a long holiday j& 934 00:52:27,807 -- 00:52:30,352 j& Let your children play j& 935 00:52:32,104 -- 00:52:34,482 j& If you give this man a ride j& 936 00:52:34,482 -- 00:52:36,651 j& Sweet family will die j& 937 00:52:36,651 -- 00:52:40,072 j& Killer on the road j& 938 00:52:40,072 -- 00:52:41,908 j& Yeah j 939 00:53:10,942 -- 00:53:11,985 Did you find it? 940 00:53:11,985 -- 00:53:14,071 No, Father. It's clean. There's no drugs in there. 941 00:53:15,030 -- 00:53:15,990 Thank you, Officer. 942 00:53:15,990 -- 00:53:17,742 I told you we didn't have nothing. 943 00:53:25,334 -- 00:53:28,672 You boys think you're awfully smart, don't you? 944 00:53:28,672 -- 00:53:32,093 Well, you're both suspended for a week! 945 00:53:32,093 -- 00:53:34,136 Ooh... 946 00:53:34,220 -- 00:53:36,598 And you'll never play basketball here again. 947 00:53:36,598 -- 00:53:37,974 That you can count on. 948 00:53:38,766 -- 00:53:40,936 You can't kick me off the team, Swifty. 949 00:53:40,936 -- 00:53:43,565 Oh? Why is that? 950 00:53:44,565 -- 00:53:46,527 'Cause I quit the team... 951 00:53:49,154 -- 00:53:52,575 and the school and this whole faggot-ass scene, that's why. 952 00:53:54,619 -- 00:53:56,121 I could second that motion. 953 00:53:56,121 -- 00:53:58,457 Your resignations are accepted! 954 00:54:01,294 -- 00:54:03,296 Neutron, you coming with us? 955 00:54:04,047 -- 00:54:05,382 Huh? 956 00:54:07,134 -- 00:54:08,594 Yeah. That's what I figured. 957 00:54:08,594 -- 00:54:10,721 Come on, man. I'm fucking out of here. 958 00:54:14,768 -- 00:54:17,271 Don't worry, Swifty. I'm not going to rat you out. 959 00:54:21,401 -- 00:54:23,529 And in the next life, Father, 960 00:54:23,529 -- 00:54:25,697 I'm going to have the paddle! 961 00:54:25,697 -- 00:54:27,158 Get out! 962 00:54:28,326 -- 00:54:30,245 Thanks a lot, Neutron. 963 00:54:30,245 -- 00:54:31,788 Thanks, man. 964 00:54:45,555 -- 00:54:47,641 I can't believe this, you know? 965 00:54:47,641 -- 00:54:50,561 I know. What happened to the pills? 966 00:54:50,561 -- 00:54:53,189 We got kicked out of the school, Mickey. 967 00:54:53,189 -- 00:54:55,359 Who cares, man? We lost the pills. The cops took them-- 968 00:54:55,359 -- 00:54:57,778 We can't play ball anymore. 969 00:54:59,947 -- 00:55:01,907 Jim, who cares about school, man? 970 00:55:01,907 -- 00:55:04,869 We just lost $40 worth of pharmaceuticals. 971 00:55:06,163 -- 00:55:07,706 I know what happened to them, too. 972 00:55:07,706 -- 00:55:09,834 The cops, they take that all the time. 973 00:55:10,376 -- 00:55:12,628 They either pop them themselves 974 00:55:12,628 -- 00:55:13,797 or they sell them. 975 00:55:13,797 -- 00:55:15,966 What's my mom going to say, man? When I go home? 976 00:55:16,843 -- 00:55:18,553 She ain't gonna say nothing. 977 00:55:18,553 -- 00:55:21,139 You just tell her you're going to school every day in the morning. 978 00:55:21,139 -- 00:55:23,099 Let's get out of here, man... 979 00:55:26,103 -- 00:55:27,856 Go get into something. 980 00:55:29,274 -- 00:55:32,152 You never sold any pills at the schoolyard? 981 00:55:32,152 -- 00:55:33,237 No. 982 00:55:33,487 -- 00:55:37,325 So it's all a big conspiracy against you. Right, Jim? 983 00:55:37,325 -- 00:55:39,077 Yeah. Maybe it is. 984 00:55:39,077 -- 00:55:40,954 Maybe it's not. 985 00:55:41,455 -- 00:55:43,374 You been missing these? 986 00:55:43,374 -- 00:55:46,461 What are you going to tell me... they're vitamins? 987 00:55:47,921 -- 00:55:49,632 Oh, fuck you, Ma. 988 00:55:49,632 -- 00:55:50,799 What?! 989 00:55:51,383 -- 00:55:53,094 Get out of my house! 990 00:55:53,094 -- 00:55:55,013 Oh, is that what you want, Ma? 991 00:55:55,013 -- 00:55:58,392 Get out! You don't talk to me that way! 992 00:55:58,392 -- 00:56:00,687 If that's what you want, I'm fucking out of here. All right? 993 00:56:01,604 -- 00:56:03,231 What are you doing? 994 00:56:03,231 -- 00:56:05,025 I'm leaving! What do you think? 995 00:56:05,025 -- 00:56:07,653 I wan you to take all your shit! I'll help you. Here! 996 00:56:09,405 -- 00:56:10,364 You want me to leave? 997 00:56:10,364 -- 00:56:11,157 Yes. Get out! 998 00:56:11,157 -- 00:56:13,284 I'm out of here. Get the fuck out of my way! 999 00:56:13,284 -- 00:56:15,871 This garbage is going to kill you, Jim! 1000 00:56:15,871 -- 00:56:17,081 I'm gone! 1001 00:56:17,081 -- 00:56:18,666 Gonna to kill you! 1002 00:56:23,630 -- 00:56:26,801 Don't you understand? I can't watch you kill yourself? 1003 00:56:26,801 -- 00:56:30,597 Ma, you're never going to fucking see me again, alright? 1004 00:56:30,597 -- 00:56:32,015 Just remember that. 1005 00:56:32,015 -- 00:56:34,685 Don't say that, Jim. Don't say that! 1006 00:56:35,979 -- 00:56:37,856 It was a dream, not a nightmare... 1007 00:56:39,232 -- 00:56:41,235 a beautiful dream I could never imagine 1008 00:56:41,235 -- 00:56:42,903 in a thousand nods. 1009 00:56:44,405 -- 00:56:45,948 I saw this girl next to me 1010 00:56:45,948 -- 00:56:49,077 who wasn't beautiful until she smiled, 1011 00:56:50,663 -- 00:56:52,540 and I felt that smile come at me 1012 00:56:52,540 -- 00:56:54,125 and heat waves following, 1013 00:56:54,584 -- 00:56:58,172 soaking through my body and out my fingertips 1014 00:56:58,172 -- 00:56:59,840 in shafts of color. 1015 00:57:01,133 -- 00:57:02,552 And I knew somewhere in the world... 1016 00:57:03,553 -- 00:57:05,848 somewhere... that there was love for me. 1017 00:57:28,458 -- 00:57:30,001 We just got to raise enough cash 1018 00:57:30,001 -- 00:57:31,420 to keep our heads straight. 1019 00:57:35,841 -- 00:57:38,094 Luckily, finding money in New York 1020 00:57:38,094 -- 00:57:41,307 is like getting laid at the prom... easy. 1021 00:57:51,276 -- 00:57:53,696 - Fuck it, Pedro! - What's the matter with you? 1022 00:57:53,696 -- 00:57:57,159 Jesus! Watch the road. You could kill us all, c'mon! 1023 00:57:57,159 -- 00:57:59,078 I get 1,500 bucks for this car. 1024 00:57:59,078 -- 00:58:00,788 If it's whacked up, it's worth nothing. 1025 00:58:00,788 -- 00:58:02,999 We should buy shit in bulk, man 1026 00:58:02,999 -- 00:58:05,126 We'll put it on the street and make real money. 1027 00:58:05,168 -- 00:58:06,587 That's 500 bucks a piece. 1028 00:58:06,587 -- 00:58:08,756 We'll be on for days, nights, weeks. 1029 00:58:08,756 -- 00:58:11,134 Yeah, man. I'd love to go to Puerto Rico, 1030 00:58:11,134 -- 00:58:13,804 soak up some rays, you know? 1031 00:58:13,804 -- 00:58:15,180 See my bitch? 1032 00:58:15,180 -- 00:58:17,266 That's what I'd like to do. 1033 00:58:17,266 -- 00:58:18,935 - What are you talking about? - What bitch? 1034 00:58:18,935 -- 00:58:20,561 We haven't seen a picture or nothing. 1035 00:58:20,561 -- 00:58:22,439 She's 500 pounds, Jim. 1036 00:58:22,439 -- 00:58:24,442 She got a mustache thicker than her father. 1037 00:58:24,442 -- 00:58:27,361 No. That's your mother, Mickey. 1038 00:58:27,361 -- 00:58:29,823 She does not exist. Don't fool yourself. 1039 00:58:29,823 -- 00:58:31,950 Be careful. I'm about to whack. 1040 00:58:35,371 -- 00:58:37,165 Oh, shit, man. 1041 00:58:41,294 -- 00:58:43,631 My brother's going to take care of us and this car. 1042 00:58:46,718 -- 00:58:49,137 Pedro, wake the fuck up! 1043 00:58:49,930 -- 00:58:51,056 Pedro, come on, man! 1044 00:58:51,056 -- 00:58:53,518 You're going to get us killed, what are you doing? 1045 00:58:53,518 -- 00:58:54,519 I got it, man. 1046 00:58:55,144 -- 00:58:56,479 You want me to drive? 1047 00:58:56,479 -- 00:58:59,024 Mickey, you better drive the car. I'm serious, man. 1048 00:58:59,024 -- 00:59:02,278 Just don't blow my high. If there's a scratch in the car, my brother'll kill me. 1049 00:59:33,190 -- 00:59:34,316 Yo, get out of the booth! 1050 00:59:37,487 -- 00:59:38,863 Get out the booth, huh? 1051 00:59:39,822 -- 00:59:40,991 Get out. 1052 00:59:41,909 -- 00:59:43,243 Fucking... 1053 00:59:44,037 -- 00:59:44,787 What's up? What's up? 1054 00:59:44,787 -- 00:59:46,080 Come on, I'm in a hurry. Where's the car? 1055 00:59:46,080 -- 00:59:48,417 It's good to see you, too. It's over here. 1056 00:59:48,417 -- 00:59:51,295 It's nice. It's smokin'. 1057 00:59:51,295 -- 00:59:52,505 You tell me that? 1058 00:59:52,505 -- 00:59:53,714 It's everything you wanted. 1059 00:59:53,714 -- 00:59:55,884 Get your hands off. You guys look like shit. 1060 00:59:55,884 -- 00:59:58,596 Oh, my God. 1061 00:59:59,430 -- 01:00:00,722 They're taking the car. 1062 01:00:00,722 -- 01:00:02,517 Show me the sign, man! 1063 01:00:02,517 -- 01:00:04,060 Show me the freaking sign! 1064 01:00:04,060 -- 01:00:05,854 It's right there. You see? 1065 01:00:05,854 -- 01:00:07,481 It says "tow-away." Huh? 1066 01:00:08,440 -- 01:00:09,817 You scumbags even read? 1067 01:00:09,817 -- 01:00:11,485 I should kick all your punk asses! 1068 01:00:11,485 -- 01:00:12,821 Goddamn it! 1069 01:00:12,821 -- 01:00:13,905 I can get you another car tonight. 1070 01:00:13,905 -- 01:00:16,282 Yeah? John Halligan is waiting for this car. 1071 01:00:16,282 -- 01:00:17,785 I got him out of bed with his wife. 1072 01:00:17,785 -- 01:00:19,328 You know how this makes me fucking look? 1073 01:00:19,328 -- 01:00:20,205 Kenny, get off. 1074 01:00:24,001 -- 01:00:25,586 You're too stupid to be my brother! 1075 01:00:26,461 -- 01:00:27,338 You're too stupid! 1076 01:00:28,339 -- 01:00:29,674 You want a piece of me, Carroll? 1077 01:00:29,674 -- 01:00:31,635 Back off! Back off! 1078 01:00:33,011 -- 01:00:34,680 - Kenny, no more! - Mr. Tough Guy. 1079 01:00:35,389 -- 01:00:37,808 - Kenny, no more! - Huh? Tough guy? 1080 01:00:47,278 -- 01:00:48,404 Give me a sip of your soda. 1081 01:00:58,208 -- 01:01:00,169 You wipe off the bottle before you take a sip? 1082 01:01:00,461 -- 01:01:03,255 You don't even think twice about sharing works with Mickey. 1083 01:01:04,340 -- 01:01:06,009 You think you'll catch something from the bottle 1084 01:01:06,009 -- 01:01:07,553 you're not catch from a needle? 1085 01:01:07,803 -- 01:01:10,138 You mistake me for somebody who gives a shit. 1086 01:01:11,224 -- 01:01:13,851 Headquarters... home on and off 1087 01:01:13,851 -- 01:01:15,854 to every down-and-out junkie and wino 1088 01:01:15,854 -- 01:01:18,190 from 14th Street to the Bowery. 1089 01:01:19,066 -- 01:01:20,985 It's like a fucking all-star team. 1090 01:01:20,985 -- 01:01:22,487 Jimmy, the other day, 1091 01:01:22,487 -- 01:01:24,239 my mother's been ragging on me, 1092 01:01:24,239 -- 01:01:26,242 "Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. 1093 01:01:26,242 -- 01:01:28,577 "You've tried every other way. Go to church. 1094 01:01:28,577 -- 01:01:30,330 Put yourself in Christ's hands." 1095 01:01:30,330 -- 01:01:33,417 So I do it, man. I figure, give it a shot. 1096 01:01:33,417 -- 01:01:34,459 I dig Jesus. 1097 01:01:34,459 -- 01:01:38,214 So, I go, man. High mass... a choir and everything. 1098 01:01:38,214 -- 01:01:40,967 The first thing I see on the right, the side altar, 1099 01:01:40,967 -- 01:01:44,388 are those little candles in the red glass 1100 01:01:44,388 -- 01:01:46,808 that we used when it was windy in the park 1101 01:01:46,808 -- 01:01:47,851 to cook up. 1102 01:01:48,476 -- 01:01:51,522 And then, this altar boy, he's coming down the aisle 1103 01:01:51,522 -- 01:01:53,607 with this 6-foot candle. 1104 01:01:53,607 -- 01:01:57,320 I envision this huge spoon above it, man, 1105 01:01:57,320 -- 01:02:00,407 with, like, shopping bags full of dope inside of it. 1106 01:02:00,407 -- 01:02:02,660 And then the kicker comes, man. 1107 01:02:02,660 -- 01:02:05,330 The priest, he starts doing the thing with the incense. 1108 01:02:05,330 -- 01:02:07,248 You know, starts wafting out. 1109 01:02:07,248 -- 01:02:08,918 I'm in the back. It finally hits me. 1110 01:02:08,918 -- 01:02:11,587 "Where do I know this smell from, man? 1111 01:02:11,587 -- 01:02:13,756 My room, man." 1112 01:02:13,756 -- 01:02:16,135 It's the smell exactly 1113 01:02:16,135 -- 01:02:19,430 of really primo dope cooking up. 1114 01:02:19,430 -- 01:02:20,890 Yeah? 1115 01:02:20,890 -- 01:02:23,935 Exactly the same. 1116 01:02:23,935 -- 01:02:25,729 So what happened next? 1117 01:02:25,729 -- 01:02:27,606 At that point, I split. 1118 01:02:27,606 -- 01:02:28,899 I went home, 1119 01:02:30,277 -- 01:02:32,821 I went inside my closet, 1120 01:02:32,821 -- 01:02:35,908 I got my stash out of the inside pocket 1121 01:02:35,908 -- 01:02:38,870 of my sharkskin easter suit, 1122 01:02:39,579 -- 01:02:42,833 and I got stoned. 1123 01:02:42,833 -- 01:02:43,917 Ba bing... 1124 01:02:43,917 -- 01:02:46,295 ba bang. 1125 01:02:48,548 -- 01:02:50,425 I love a ritual. 1126 01:02:53,179 -- 01:02:55,347 Oh, Mary, if you can hear me... 1127 01:02:57,433 -- 01:03:02,272 I need you to fill Jim's heart with love 1128 01:03:02,272 -- 01:03:05,735 because he really needs it now. 1129 01:03:10,449 -- 01:03:12,034 Oh, God... 1130 01:03:13,745 -- 01:03:16,539 please watch over my son. 1131 01:03:18,250 -- 01:03:20,627 He needs you now. 1132 01:03:24,591 -- 01:03:26,301 Just take care of him, okay? 1133 01:03:26,301 -- 01:03:28,012 I'll be okay. 1134 01:03:38,315 -- 01:03:40,610 I love you, Jim. 1135 01:03:40,610 -- 01:03:43,072 I love you. 1136 01:03:44,740 -- 01:03:48,161 Hey, you holding? You straight, man? 1137 01:03:48,161 -- 01:03:49,913 Get out of here. 1138 01:03:49,913 -- 01:03:50,455 Come on. 1139 01:03:50,455 -- 01:03:51,873 No. 1140 01:04:03,762 -- 01:04:05,515 Hey, have you seen Falco? 1141 01:04:05,890 -- 01:04:08,810 Come on, man. Are you holding anything? 1142 01:04:08,810 -- 01:04:11,522 Hey, Diane... Come here, Diane. 1143 01:04:12,565 -- 01:04:14,233 - I'll take care of you, babe. - Yeah? 1144 01:04:14,608 -- 01:04:18,071 Yeah. How about some of this? Ha ha! 1145 01:04:18,071 -- 01:04:22,034 I wouldn't do you for a bag, you fucking piece of shit. 1146 01:04:36,092 -- 01:04:37,678 Jim. 1147 01:04:37,678 -- 01:04:39,513 Jimmy. 1148 01:04:42,058 -- 01:04:43,978 You're looking good. 1149 01:04:43,978 -- 01:04:46,397 Who's your embalmer? 1150 01:04:47,816 -- 01:04:50,109 I want some of what you got. 1151 01:05:22,064 -- 01:05:23,482 Shh. 1152 01:05:33,077 -- 01:05:34,580 Check everything in this place. 1153 01:05:34,580 -- 01:05:38,710 Wow. I always wanted to use these syrup pumps. 1154 01:05:42,422 -- 01:05:44,424 And these professional ice-cream scoopers. 1155 01:05:53,435 -- 01:05:55,104 Oh, my God. 1156 01:06:13,000 -- 01:06:14,419 Don't make me do it! 1157 01:06:14,419 -- 01:06:16,212 I'll do it! I swear to God! 1158 01:06:23,346 -- 01:06:24,138 Jim, watch out. 1159 01:06:28,476 -- 01:06:30,271 Come on! 1160 01:06:32,816 -- 01:06:33,858 It's not opening. 1161 01:06:33,858 -- 01:06:35,693 They don't make them like this anymore. 1162 01:06:35,693 -- 01:06:37,780 You got to get it from the side. 1163 01:06:38,447 -- 01:06:39,574 I got it! 1164 01:06:39,574 -- 01:06:40,658 Oh, cool. 1165 01:06:41,284 -- 01:06:42,577 Change! 1166 01:06:42,577 -- 01:06:44,246 Shit! 1167 01:06:44,830 -- 01:06:46,081 Let's get out of here. 1168 01:06:46,791 -- 01:06:48,459 It's locked. We got to go out the back. 1169 01:06:48,459 -- 01:06:50,169 Pedro, let's get out of here! 1170 01:06:51,546 -- 01:06:53,632 What am I, hallucinating here? 1171 01:06:53,632 -- 01:06:55,551 Pedro, you'll get us caught. 1172 01:06:55,551 -- 01:06:57,303 The cops are going to come. 1173 01:07:00,640 -- 01:07:03,102 Oh, you want to be tough, huh? 1174 01:07:03,102 -- 01:07:06,981 Go ahead... take another sip so I can blow your fucking head all over the counter! 1175 01:07:07,190 -- 01:07:09,192 Go ahead, Pedro! Go ahead! 1176 01:07:09,860 -- 01:07:11,403 Come on, guys! Let's go. 1177 01:07:11,403 -- 01:07:13,864 Put that gun away! 1178 01:07:13,864 -- 01:07:14,990 Don't fuck with me, motherfucker! 1179 01:07:14,990 -- 01:07:16,451 What the hell are you doing, Mickey? 1180 01:07:16,451 -- 01:07:18,995 What the hell did you do that for? 1181 01:07:18,995 -- 01:07:20,414 Let that little spic rot, man! 1182 01:07:20,414 -- 01:07:21,582 He'll get us caught. 1183 01:07:21,582 -- 01:07:24,169 Jim, the cops are coming. Come on! 1184 01:07:24,961 -- 01:07:26,004 Jim! 1185 01:07:28,006 -- 01:07:29,383 Jim! 1186 01:07:30,259 -- 01:07:31,511 Pedro! Pedro! 1187 01:07:37,351 -- 01:07:38,686 Jim! 1188 01:07:41,022 -- 01:07:42,357 Freeze! Freeze! 1189 01:07:42,357 -- 01:07:44,527 On your stomach! On your stomach! 1190 01:07:44,527 -- 01:07:47,279 I didn't do anything, I'm telling you! 1191 01:08:21,737 -- 01:08:23,447 This is it, man. 1192 01:08:23,447 -- 01:08:25,992 That Jew got to keep the money under his pillow. 1193 01:08:28,746 -- 01:08:31,039 Hey, Jim, I know you're still mad about Pedro. 1194 01:08:31,039 -- 01:08:32,959 I couldn't do nothing, man. 1195 01:08:32,959 -- 01:08:33,960 He was going to get us caught. 1196 01:08:34,460 -- 01:08:36,630 Definitely shouldn't have went that far. 1197 01:08:38,215 -- 01:08:40,301 What happened to you? Your mother kick your ass? 1198 01:08:41,844 -- 01:08:43,013 Yeah, real funny. 1199 01:08:43,013 -- 01:08:45,181 Bring us a couple of Cokes, will you? 1200 01:08:47,601 -- 01:08:48,978 You all right? 1201 01:08:48,978 -- 01:08:51,147 Hey, bartender, move out of the way. 1202 01:08:51,356 -- 01:08:54,359 Jim, I'm getting sick. I got to get some money to cop. 1203 01:08:58,031 -- 01:08:59,115 Jim. 1204 01:08:59,448 -- 01:09:00,909 You with me here? 1205 01:09:04,080 -- 01:09:05,247 What the hell are you wa... 1206 01:09:05,247 -- 01:09:07,792 Oh, shit. 1207 01:09:07,792 -- 01:09:09,210 That's Neutron. 1208 01:09:09,210 -- 01:09:11,672 That's the all-American high school game? 1209 01:09:12,965 -- 01:09:14,675 We could have played in that game. 1210 01:09:16,553 -- 01:09:17,970 Who gives a shit? Come on. 1211 01:09:17,970 -- 01:09:20,349 I'm waiting to hear back on a scholarship from Saint John's... 1212 01:09:20,349 -- 01:09:22,060 I'm not sure about it, but hopefully it will work out. 1213 01:09:22,101 -- 01:09:24,729 Jim, I'm starting to jones. Gotta get out there. We need some money. 1214 01:09:26,106 -- 01:09:28,149 Jim, don't dwell on these dreams, man. 1215 01:09:28,149 -- 01:09:29,235 Will you come on? 1216 01:09:31,737 -- 01:09:34,908 Meet you outside, man. I'm getting sick. 1217 01:09:35,283 -- 01:09:36,744 You want to meet me out there? 1218 01:09:36,744 -- 01:09:38,537 Is it okay if I say hi to my mom? 1219 01:09:39,371 -- 01:09:40,498 Hi, Mom. 1220 01:09:41,165 -- 01:09:42,875 - Thanks. - Thanks a lot. 1221 01:09:45,671 -- 01:09:52,971 j& You don't know it, but you're coming right along j& 1222 01:09:55,933 -- 01:10:03,400 j& Please be strong j& 1223 01:10:03,400 -- 01:10:12,077 j& You don't know it, but you're coming right along j 1224 01:10:20,254 -- 01:10:21,839 Hey, you! Stop! You can't go in there! Stop! 1225 01:10:34,145 -- 01:10:35,021 What do you want? 1226 01:10:35,021 -- 01:10:36,773 You realize what time it is? 1227 01:10:36,773 -- 01:10:39,568 Yeah. Um... is Winkie and Blinkie here? 1228 01:10:39,568 -- 01:10:41,362 Who the hell are Winkie and Blinkie? 1229 01:10:41,362 -- 01:10:42,572 Hey, guys. 1230 01:10:42,572 -- 01:10:44,741 Lisa, Mel, you know this boy? 1231 01:10:45,159 -- 01:10:46,493 No, Daddy. 1232 01:10:47,369 -- 01:10:48,537 Come on. 1233 01:10:48,537 -- 01:10:49,664 All right. 1234 01:10:49,664 -- 01:10:51,832 Come on. Get out of here. 1235 01:10:52,834 -- 01:10:55,504 - I'm sorry, Mr. Rubin. He got past me. - Don't let it happen again. 1236 01:10:55,504 -- 01:10:56,922 It won't happen again. Get out of here! 1237 01:11:00,969 -- 01:11:02,303 What? What? 1238 01:11:04,473 -- 01:11:05,641 Asshole. 1239 01:11:05,641 -- 01:11:07,852 Hey, fuck-up, get fucking up, man! 1240 01:11:07,852 -- 01:11:10,898 - What's your problem, man? - What's YOUR problem, mam? 1241 01:11:10,898 -- 01:11:12,482 You sold my girlfriend some shit the other day. 1242 01:11:12,482 -- 01:11:14,610 You almost killed her. What was it... rat poison? 1243 01:11:14,610 -- 01:11:16,988 It's not my fault your girl can't handle her drugs. 1244 01:11:16,988 -- 01:11:19,324 I want my fucking $20 back, man. 1245 01:11:19,324 -- 01:11:22,578 Look, there's no money-back guarantees. I'm not selling refrigerators here. 1246 01:11:22,912 -- 01:11:23,454 Oh, yeah? 1247 01:11:23,454 -- 01:11:26,666 I'll cut you a dynamite deal on mexican shit. 1248 01:11:26,666 -- 01:11:28,877 Give me my $20, or we'll go outside. 1249 01:11:29,878 -- 01:11:31,797 If we go outside, one of us is going to get hurt. 1250 01:11:38,847 -- 01:11:41,225 I told you one of us would get hurt. 1251 01:11:41,225 -- 01:11:42,268 Is that right? 1252 01:11:53,406 -- 01:11:56,201 It's been hard... the writing... lately. 1253 01:11:57,453 -- 01:12:01,958 Terrible numbness, then suddenly it comes... 1254 01:12:03,251 -- 01:12:07,006 in beautiful fragments or terrible dreams... 1255 01:12:08,132 -- 01:12:09,551 like nods... 1256 01:12:11,427 -- 01:12:13,639 so high. 1257 01:13:16,630 -- 01:13:18,216 Uh! 1258 01:13:26,851 -- 01:13:29,312 Reggie, is that you? 1259 01:13:30,272 -- 01:13:32,149 Who the fuck do you think it is? 1260 01:13:35,570 -- 01:13:37,447 Ohh... 1261 01:13:41,326 -- 01:13:42,579 Don't worry, 1262 01:13:43,496 -- 01:13:45,540 you're not dead yet. 1263 01:13:59,515 -- 01:14:01,393 It's not bad. 1264 01:14:03,478 -- 01:14:04,730 Hey, give me that. 1265 01:14:13,448 -- 01:14:15,034 How come it's all wet? 1266 01:14:15,743 -- 01:14:18,371 Because you pissed on it. 1267 01:14:19,414 -- 01:14:21,458 I didn't say you could read this. 1268 01:14:22,501 -- 01:14:24,628 What, have you been digging through all my stuff? 1269 01:14:31,720 -- 01:14:34,390 I need... I got to get out of here. 1270 01:14:35,725 -- 01:14:36,727 Where's my jacket? 1271 01:14:36,727 -- 01:14:38,895 You're welcome. 1272 01:14:43,693 -- 01:14:45,528 What the hell am I thanking you for? 1273 01:14:45,987 -- 01:14:49,825 Because you was frozen in the snow like a goddamn creamsicle. 1274 01:15:04,801 -- 01:15:06,595 Where is it? 1275 01:15:08,013 -- 01:15:09,641 What? 1276 01:15:10,975 -- 01:15:13,979 You know what the fuck I'm talking about, Reggie! Where is it? 1277 01:15:17,316 -- 01:15:19,527 You mean this? 1278 01:15:21,530 -- 01:15:23,449 Huh? 1279 01:15:25,451 -- 01:15:26,953 Give it to me. 1280 01:15:29,956 -- 01:15:33,419 I'll cut your fucking throat, Reggie! Give it to me, all right? 1281 01:15:33,877 -- 01:15:34,963 Just give it to me! 1282 01:15:45,350 -- 01:15:46,852 Oh, give it to me! 1283 01:15:46,852 -- 01:15:48,353 Give it to me! I'm serious! 1284 01:15:48,353 -- 01:15:49,855 Give me it! 1285 01:15:51,148 -- 01:15:52,442 Give it to me! 1286 01:15:53,359 -- 01:15:54,611 Goddamn it! 1287 01:16:01,661 -- 01:16:03,580 I'll make you an incredible offer. 1288 01:16:03,580 -- 01:16:06,082 I'm going to save your life twice in one day, understand me? 1289 01:16:09,336 -- 01:16:12,132 You should have left me in the fucking snow, man. 1290 01:16:14,301 -- 01:16:16,470 Give me the money for my dope, too. 1291 01:16:18,806 -- 01:16:21,643 I'm not gonna suck your dick, all right? Put that away. 1292 01:16:21,643 -- 01:16:23,478 Who the hell wants you to suck their dick? 1293 01:16:23,478 -- 01:16:25,189 Goddamn it! 1294 01:16:25,189 -- 01:16:27,441 Look at yourself! Just look at yourself. 1295 01:16:41,083 -- 01:16:42,709 Oh, Reggie... 1296 01:16:42,709 -- 01:16:44,587 it's okay. 1297 01:16:44,587 -- 01:16:46,380 Why are you doing this? 1298 01:16:46,380 -- 01:16:50,511 Because once upon a time, somebody helped me, and I always pay what I owe. 1299 01:16:56,101 -- 01:16:57,394 Reggie. 1300 01:16:59,104 -- 01:17:01,774 Reggie, I just need a taste. 1301 01:17:03,109 -- 01:17:05,863 I just need a little something, Reggie. 1302 01:17:07,572 -- 01:17:09,367 You don't understand. 1303 01:17:10,201 -- 01:17:11,661 It hurts, Reggie! 1304 01:17:14,289 -- 01:17:15,625 Ow! 1305 01:17:19,254 -- 01:17:21,256 Reggie, I got to go. 1306 01:17:21,256 -- 01:17:24,259 I got to go see my mom. 1307 01:17:24,259 -- 01:17:26,846 You got to let me get out of here, Reggie. 1308 01:17:28,014 -- 01:17:29,765 Reggie! 1309 01:17:30,726 -- 01:17:34,021 It hur... It hurts. 1310 01:17:36,774 -- 01:17:39,235 Aah! Shit! 1311 01:17:42,198 -- 01:17:44,451 Oh, boy... 1312 01:17:50,541 -- 01:17:53,336 j& Touch the taste and taste the smell j& 1313 01:17:53,336 -- 01:17:55,964 j& Smell the scent, all the gifts you gave to me, baby j& 1314 01:18:00,136 -- 01:18:04,474 j& The food of your brain j& 1315 01:18:04,474 -- 01:18:07,603 j& The room is spinning round j& 1316 01:18:07,603 -- 01:18:10,315 j& I never come down j& 1317 01:18:18,074 -- 01:18:20,494 j& The room is spinning round j& 1318 01:18:20,494 -- 01:18:23,705 j& I never come down... j& 1319 01:18:31,757 -- 01:18:33,092 Reggie. 1320 01:18:34,176 -- 01:18:35,845 you got to give me it. 1321 01:18:35,845 -- 01:18:38,222 You got to give me it, Reggie. 1322 01:18:39,099 -- 01:18:41,226 Please! Oh! 1323 01:18:41,226 -- 01:18:43,729 Reggie, come on! 1324 01:18:59,247 -- 01:19:04,838 j& I remember you, too j& 1325 01:19:06,756 -- 01:19:09,552 j& I blew my mind j 1326 01:19:10,344 -- 01:19:13,014 Wake up. Can't sleep all day. 1327 01:19:15,225 -- 01:19:17,102 Oh. Thanks. 1328 01:19:29,075 -- 01:19:30,702 Jesus Christ. 1329 01:19:31,494 -- 01:19:32,997 What happened to you? 1330 01:19:32,997 -- 01:19:35,249 What does it look like? Motherfucker shot me. 1331 01:19:35,249 -- 01:19:37,418 Woke my black ass up. 1332 01:19:38,920 -- 01:19:40,506 Shit. 1333 01:19:40,506 -- 01:19:42,966 Look, uh... l'll be back in the morning, Jim. 1334 01:19:42,966 -- 01:19:44,594 You just stay cool. 1335 01:19:44,594 -- 01:19:46,053 You start to get panicky, 1336 01:19:46,053 -- 01:19:48,807 write about me in that book of yours. 1337 01:19:48,807 -- 01:19:51,102 Actually, I was a little hurt I wasn't mentioned. 1338 01:19:53,187 -- 01:19:55,315 You really like my writing, huh, Reggie? 1339 01:19:55,315 -- 01:19:57,233 Damn, man, I told you four times already. 1340 01:19:57,233 -- 01:19:59,945 What do you want me to do? Bend over and kiss your ass? 1341 01:20:05,619 -- 01:20:08,121 Hey, Reg, do me a favor. 1342 01:20:08,121 -- 01:20:10,291 While you're out, pick me up a bag. 1343 01:20:19,761 -- 01:20:22,180 j& The room is spinning round j& 1344 01:20:23,222 -- 01:20:27,520 j& I may never come down j& 1345 01:21:07,818 -- 01:21:09,278 I am alone. 1346 01:21:12,740 -- 01:21:14,034 Not just me. 1347 01:21:15,285 -- 01:21:16,328 We're alone... 1348 01:21:17,663 -- 01:21:19,623 alone forever. 1349 01:21:21,793 -- 01:21:24,504 And who's at the end of that forever tunnel I run through, 1350 01:21:25,089 -- 01:21:27,716 up Fifth with the wallpaper of skyscrapers? 1351 01:21:35,475 -- 01:21:38,271 I'm thinking, after all those beautiful trips, 1352 01:21:40,857 -- 01:21:42,777 that this is one of those bad ones. 1353 01:21:44,987 -- 01:21:46,280 Diane? 1354 01:21:47,490 -- 01:21:48,741 Hey! 1355 01:21:51,245 -- 01:21:53,205 Jim. Remember me? 1356 01:21:55,166 -- 01:21:56,417 Man, you look great. 1357 01:21:56,417 -- 01:21:58,420 Yeah, thanks. 1358 01:21:59,921 -- 01:22:01,883 Good to see somebody from the old neighborhood... 1359 01:22:01,883 -- 01:22:04,051 What do you want, Jim? 1360 01:22:08,057 -- 01:22:09,975 - You holding anything? - No. 1361 01:22:09,975 -- 01:22:11,811 Just like a 5 or something? 1362 01:22:12,729 -- 01:22:14,439 Just to tide me over, you know? 1363 01:22:15,315 -- 01:22:16,942 Please, Diane? Come on. 1364 01:22:18,360 -- 01:22:21,155 Yeah. For an old friend? Why not? 1365 01:22:21,155 -- 01:22:23,617 I've been looking all over for this. 1366 01:22:23,617 -- 01:22:26,077 Oh, you know what? I only got a 20. 1367 01:22:26,787 -- 01:22:28,080 A 20 is good. 1368 01:22:28,080 -- 01:22:29,456 - Yeah? - Yeah! 1369 01:22:29,456 -- 01:22:32,001 A 20 is great, yeah. That would help me out a lot. 1370 01:22:32,502 -- 01:22:34,004 - You want a 20? - Yeah. 1371 01:22:34,755 -- 01:22:38,760 Why don't you go buy yourself some pretzels, you asshole. 1372 01:22:39,302 -- 01:22:42,681 You bitch! You're nothing but a whore! 1373 01:22:42,681 -- 01:22:44,475 I don't give a shit about your clothes! 1374 01:22:44,475 -- 01:22:46,435 You're still a whore to me! 1375 01:22:46,435 -- 01:22:50,774 Yeah? Shut up. Look at you. Oh, are you desperate now, baby? 1376 01:22:50,774 -- 01:22:52,026 Who's a whore now? 1377 01:22:52,026 -- 01:22:53,944 Don't talk to me like that, you bitch! 1378 01:22:53,944 -- 01:22:56,448 Ha ha. Who's laughing, stupid? 1379 01:22:57,949 -- 01:23:00,494 Don't play a game with me! I know you! 1380 01:23:03,539 -- 01:23:04,790 Ah! 1381 01:23:08,545 -- 01:23:09,797 Shit. 1382 01:23:09,797 -- 01:23:11,382 Oh, man. 1383 01:23:15,720 -- 01:23:16,931 Shit. 1384 01:24:27,097 -- 01:24:38,527 Ha ha ha! 1385 01:25:08,856 -- 01:25:10,190 Mickey. 1386 01:25:10,190 -- 01:25:12,317 Mick, what's up, man? 1387 01:25:12,317 -- 01:25:13,403 Hey, what's up, man? 1388 01:25:13,403 -- 01:25:14,862 Did you get anything? 1389 01:25:14,862 -- 01:25:16,198 No, not a dime. You score? 1390 01:25:16,198 -- 01:25:17,783 Yeah, I got something. 1391 01:25:18,283 -- 01:25:19,076 What'd you get? 1392 01:25:19,076 -- 01:25:20,870 About 35 bucks. 1393 01:25:20,870 -- 01:25:23,373 35? Where'd you get it? 1394 01:25:25,166 -- 01:25:27,211 I robbed some fucking asshole on the "D" train. 1395 01:25:28,045 -- 01:25:30,840 Dude, 35 will keep us on for, like, two days. 1396 01:25:30,840 -- 01:25:34,011 Well, could we get some stuff, man? I'm fucking... my head is... 1397 01:25:34,011 -- 01:25:36,555 I see some spics. I think we can score. You wanna check it out? 1398 01:25:36,555 -- 01:25:40,017 - Yeah, alright. - Come on. They're over here. 1399 01:25:40,017 -- 01:25:42,813 Why the fuck do we have to cop on the street all the time? 1400 01:25:43,313 -- 01:25:45,650 My fucking nuts are itching like crazy. 1401 01:25:45,650 -- 01:25:46,817 Think this is him? 1402 01:25:49,613 -- 01:25:51,114 Is your name Pino? 1403 01:25:52,741 -- 01:25:54,743 Listen... could we get us some dope? 1404 01:25:54,743 -- 01:25:56,996 The dude over there said you could help. 1405 01:25:56,996 -- 01:25:58,831 You want to cop some shit? 1406 01:25:58,831 -- 01:26:00,209 Let me see some cash. 1407 01:26:00,209 -- 01:26:01,209 I got it here. 1408 01:26:01,209 -- 01:26:02,794 Let me see. 1409 01:26:02,794 -- 01:26:04,463 Hey, no money without no taste. 1410 01:26:05,047 -- 01:26:06,842 You want a taste? 1411 01:26:06,842 -- 01:26:10,053 Don't worry. Don't worry. 1412 01:26:10,053 -- 01:26:11,222 Hurry, man. 1413 01:26:11,222 -- 01:26:12,431 Come on. There's fucking cops all over. 1414 01:26:12,431 -- 01:26:15,268 That's good, man. That's good. 1415 01:26:15,268 -- 01:26:17,438 All right, listen... 4 for 35. 1416 01:26:17,438 -- 01:26:19,064 4 for 35, man? 1417 01:26:19,064 -- 01:26:20,315 Come on, man. $5.00 short. 1418 01:26:20,315 -- 01:26:21,401 What's the big deal? 1419 01:26:21,401 -- 01:26:24,153 Ta bien, chico... Toma, toma. 1420 01:26:24,153 -- 01:26:26,323 - You got four? - Yeah. 1421 01:26:28,451 -- 01:26:29,827 We should taste this. 1422 01:26:29,827 -- 01:26:31,328 Where are we going to cook it up? 1423 01:26:31,328 -- 01:26:32,581 I don't know about his guy. 1424 01:26:32,581 -- 01:26:34,165 No, he's cool. 1425 01:26:35,626 -- 01:26:36,710 Fuck, man! 1426 01:26:36,710 -- 01:26:38,212 What's the matter? 1427 01:26:38,212 -- 01:26:40,548 - Just taste it! Come on. - What do you mean? I tasted it. 1428 01:26:42,091 -- 01:26:44,344 He beat us. He fucking beat us. 1429 01:26:44,344 -- 01:26:45,595 I swear to fucking God... 1430 01:26:45,595 -- 01:26:46,597 Put that away! 1431 01:26:46,597 -- 01:26:47,932 I'm gonna kill this mother--! 1432 01:26:47,932 -- 01:26:49,267 - Come here, motherfucker! - Put it away! 1433 01:26:53,981 -- 01:26:55,900 I'm going to fucking kill you, you motherfucker! 1434 01:26:57,360 -- 01:26:59,904 Motherfucker, you're fucking dead, you hear me? 1435 01:27:32,944 -- 01:27:34,237 Dude, don't make me do it. 1436 01:27:34,237 -- 01:27:35,155 Where's the money? 1437 01:27:39,493 -- 01:27:39,493 I want the money. I want the money and the bags. 1438 01:27:39,493 -- 01:27:40,829 Where's the fucking money? 1439 01:27:40,829 -- 01:27:42,372 The fucking money! I want it! 1440 01:27:42,372 -- 01:27:45,751 Aah! 1441 01:27:45,793 -- 01:27:48,546 No! 1442 01:27:50,506 -- 01:27:52,718 -Oh, shit! - We fucking killed him! 1443 01:27:52,718 -- 01:27:54,469 What the fuck do you mean, we? 1444 01:27:54,469 -- 01:27:55,930 I didn't fucking touch him! 1445 01:27:55,930 -- 01:27:57,890 Don't put that shit on me! 1446 01:27:57,890 -- 01:28:01,102 He beat us, man! He deserved it! 1447 01:28:01,102 -- 01:28:03,939 You went too far, Mickey! Oh, shit! 1448 01:28:04,148 -- 01:28:05,190 Is he dead? 1449 01:28:05,190 -- 01:28:07,360 Of course he's fucking dead! He fell six stories! 1450 01:28:07,360 -- 01:28:08,486 Jim, come on. 1451 01:28:08,486 -- 01:28:12,366 Come on! Will you come one? Jim, don't make me leave you here! 1452 01:28:15,828 -- 01:28:17,581 Oh, shit. 1453 01:28:28,886 -- 01:28:30,054 j& Star j& 1454 01:28:31,222 -- 01:28:33,349 j& I'll reach you if I try j& 1455 01:28:34,685 -- 01:28:36,395 j& Show me the truth, yeah j& 1456 01:28:37,938 -- 01:28:39,148 j& Star j& 1457 01:28:40,024 -- 01:28:41,985 j& I'll reach you if I try j& 1458 01:28:44,112 -- 01:28:46,157 j& Show me the truth, yeah j 1459 01:28:47,491 -- 01:28:50,662 Come on, get back up! Come on! 1460 01:29:03,260 -- 01:29:05,638 Get off of me! What are you doing? 1461 01:29:20,113 -- 01:29:21,406 Who is it? 1462 01:29:21,908 -- 01:29:24,619 Ma... let me in. 1463 01:29:26,997 -- 01:29:28,958 Ma, let me in! 1464 01:29:44,559 -- 01:29:46,353 Please, Ma. 1465 01:29:53,445 -- 01:29:56,198 Ma? Hey, Ma? 1466 01:29:57,116 -- 01:29:57,783 Are you in there, Ma? 1467 01:29:59,035 -- 01:30:00,578 Ma, is that you? 1468 01:30:00,578 -- 01:30:01,538 Yeah. 1469 01:30:01,538 -- 01:30:04,041 Ma? Ma? 1470 01:30:05,752 -- 01:30:07,378 - Are you there? - Yeah. 1471 01:30:07,378 -- 01:30:08,839 Hi. 1472 01:30:11,258 -- 01:30:13,135 Hi, Ma. 1473 01:30:13,135 -- 01:30:16,348 Hi. Hi. 1474 01:30:17,891 -- 01:30:20,686 Listen, I need you to help me out, all right? 1475 01:30:22,020 -- 01:30:23,606 I need you to give me some money. 1476 01:30:24,607 -- 01:30:26,484 Okay? 1477 01:30:27,194 -- 01:30:29,863 I need you to give me, like, five doll... 1478 01:30:29,863 -- 01:30:32,241 Like, $20, something like that 1479 01:30:32,241 -- 01:30:33,492 because I'm in some trouble. 1480 01:30:36,997 -- 01:30:38,457 Ma? 1481 01:30:38,457 -- 01:30:40,209 Do you hear me, Ma? 1482 01:30:40,209 -- 01:30:42,796 Yeah, I hear you. I can't help you. 1483 01:30:42,796 -- 01:30:43,796 Okay, listen, 1484 01:30:43,796 -- 01:30:46,425 what you got to do is give me some money, okay? 1485 01:30:46,884 -- 01:30:48,553 Jim, I can't do that. 1486 01:30:49,762 -- 01:30:50,805 Why not? 1487 01:30:50,805 -- 01:30:54,684 Mom, you know I'm not going to do anything with it. 1488 01:30:54,684 -- 01:30:57,480 I just need to go out of town for a little while 1489 01:30:57,480 -- 01:30:59,023 'cause I got into some trouble, 1490 01:30:59,023 -- 01:31:00,108 and I need some help. 1491 01:31:01,359 -- 01:31:03,571 Okay? So, you got to give me some money, Mom. 1492 01:31:04,029 -- 01:31:05,614 Can you hold my hand? 1493 01:31:05,614 -- 01:31:07,909 Yeah, I'll hold your hand. 1494 01:31:07,909 -- 01:31:10,245 Mom, can you give me some money, please? 1495 01:31:11,497 -- 01:31:13,498 Mom, can you give me some money, please? 1496 01:31:13,498 -- 01:31:15,459 Stop fucking around! 1497 01:31:15,459 -- 01:31:16,627 I can't. 1498 01:31:16,627 -- 01:31:20,006 Mom, give me some fucking money, please! 1499 01:31:20,006 -- 01:31:22,426 What are you doing? I'm your son! 1500 01:31:22,426 -- 01:31:23,928 I don't have any. 1501 01:31:23,928 -- 01:31:26,222 Mom, don't fuck around like this! 1502 01:31:26,222 -- 01:31:28,016 Give me some money! 1503 01:31:28,016 -- 01:31:29,560 Mom! 1504 01:31:31,270 -- 01:31:35,359 Come on! Let me in the fucking door! 1505 01:31:37,861 -- 01:31:40,114 Oh, God. 1506 01:31:43,368 -- 01:31:46,288 Oh, fuck. 1507 01:31:50,168 -- 01:31:52,420 Let me in. 1508 01:31:53,547 -- 01:31:55,966 I need some money. 1509 01:31:56,591 -- 01:31:58,886 I need some money real bad. 1510 01:31:58,886 -- 01:32:00,513 Ohh... 1511 01:32:00,513 -- 01:32:04,602 Oh, God. 1512 01:32:05,436 -- 01:32:07,939 Someone's breaking into my apartment. 1513 01:32:09,065 -- 01:32:10,817 They have a knife. 1514 01:32:10,817 -- 01:32:12,361 Oh! 1515 01:32:12,361 -- 01:32:14,530 Mom! 1516 01:32:17,742 -- 01:32:20,662 You don't understand, Mom. 1517 01:32:21,705 -- 01:32:25,376 You don't know what you're fucking doing to me. 1518 01:32:27,087 -- 01:32:29,673 Mom, I'm in pain. 1519 01:32:30,591 -- 01:32:34,929 How could you do this to your son, you bitch? 1520 01:32:34,929 -- 01:32:38,350 You fucking bitch! 1521 01:32:38,350 -- 01:32:39,810 Ah! 1522 01:32:50,406 -- 01:32:53,535 Oh, let me in! 1523 01:32:54,369 -- 01:32:59,334 I'll do anything! I'll be a good boy! 1524 01:33:00,293 -- 01:33:02,838 I'll be a good boy, mom, 1525 01:33:02,838 -- 01:33:05,590 if you let me in. 1526 01:33:06,467 -- 01:33:07,927 Get off me! 1527 01:33:08,844 -- 01:33:10,263 Get off! 1528 01:33:11,014 -- 01:33:12,015 No! 1529 01:33:13,642 -- 01:33:14,602 No! 1530 01:33:15,978 -- 01:33:17,480 You fuckers! 1531 01:33:17,772 -- 01:33:20,066 You're not going to do this! Fuck you! 1532 01:33:20,943 -- 01:33:23,403 Ma! Don't do this! 1533 01:33:24,155 -- 01:33:25,281 Ma! 1534 01:33:30,537 -- 01:33:31,956 Ma! 1535 01:33:37,462 -- 01:33:38,714 Ma! 1536 01:33:42,010 -- 01:33:44,220 I got six months in Riker's Island 1537 01:33:44,762 -- 01:33:47,432 for assault, robbery, 1538 01:33:48,225 -- 01:33:51,062 resisting arrest, and possession of narcotics. 1539 01:33:52,063 -- 01:33:54,107 I sweated out a horrible cure 1540 01:33:54,107 -- 01:33:56,234 and stayed clean the whole stretch 1541 01:33:56,234 -- 01:33:58,863 even though it's been easier to get good junk in here 1542 01:33:58,863 -- 01:34:00,782 than it is on the street. 1543 01:34:01,908 -- 01:34:03,535 Shit, it's been hard, man. 1544 01:34:03,535 -- 01:34:05,579 All I've been doing is reading these diaries 1545 01:34:05,579 -- 01:34:07,749 and wondering how the hell I'm still alive, 1546 01:34:08,583 -- 01:34:10,376 and even if I care. 1547 01:34:11,587 -- 01:34:13,088 Suffice to say that I'm finished 1548 01:34:13,088 -- 01:34:15,591 with the asshole bandits of shower-room rape, 1549 01:34:15,591 -- 01:34:18,303 and suffice to say that those swine guards 1550 01:34:18,303 -- 01:34:20,347 won't draw blood from my ankles again. 1551 01:34:21,056 -- 01:34:23,767 Suffice to say that I've been just thinking about dumb stuff 1552 01:34:24,810 -- 01:34:29,483 like what a nice concept it is to have a godmother and a godfather, 1553 01:34:29,983 -- 01:34:32,820 wondering who my godparents might be. 1554 01:34:34,530 -- 01:34:35,990 My mom won't visit me here, 1555 01:34:36,283 -- 01:34:39,494 so I guess I'll just have to wait till I get home to ask. 1556 01:34:47,087 -- 01:34:48,380 Jim? 1557 01:34:49,256 -- 01:34:50,299 Who's there? 1558 01:34:53,594 -- 01:34:54,847 It's me. 1559 01:34:56,181 -- 01:34:57,682 Pedro? 1560 01:34:59,977 -- 01:35:01,563 What's up, man? 1561 01:35:02,189 -- 01:35:03,398 Nothing. You know. 1562 01:35:03,398 -- 01:35:05,943 l... I hear you come here. 1563 01:35:05,943 -- 01:35:07,278 I just came by to say hi. 1564 01:35:07,278 -- 01:35:08,697 I'm sorry about that night 1565 01:35:08,697 -- 01:35:11,032 at the candy store and everything. 1566 01:35:11,032 -- 01:35:13,202 It's all right. Reform school turned out to be real cool, 1567 01:35:13,827 -- 01:35:15,579 so don't sweat it. 1568 01:35:17,540 -- 01:35:19,166 Did you hear about Mickey, that scumbag? 1569 01:35:19,166 -- 01:35:21,086 He went and threw some chump off a roof. 1570 01:35:22,254 -- 01:35:24,382 He's getting 5 to 15 years, man. 1571 01:35:24,382 -- 01:35:26,550 They tried him like an adult. 1572 01:35:27,219 -- 01:35:29,304 Shit. 1573 01:35:30,180 -- 01:35:32,349 I got a present for you, Jim. 1574 01:35:34,435 -- 01:35:36,604 A bag of the finest dope 1575 01:35:36,604 -- 01:35:37,940 in Manhattan. 1576 01:35:39,107 -- 01:35:40,233 You know, me and you? 1577 01:35:40,942 -- 01:35:42,278 Like old times? 1578 01:35:45,907 -- 01:35:47,492 I can't. 1579 01:35:49,662 -- 01:35:51,247 Come on. It would be dynamite. 1580 01:35:53,249 -- 01:35:54,751 I got this thing to do. 1581 01:35:55,919 -- 01:35:58,088 Why don't you come check it out? 1582 01:35:59,006 -- 01:36:01,134 No. I'm going to go, then, you know? 1583 01:36:02,176 -- 01:36:03,720 You know how it is. 1584 01:36:05,889 -- 01:36:07,808 Take care of yourself, little man. 1585 01:36:25,580 -- 01:36:27,123 Know this. 1586 01:36:28,166 -- 01:36:30,335 There's different types of users of junk. 1587 01:36:31,211 -- 01:36:32,963 You got your rich dilettante square-ass 1588 01:36:32,963 -- 01:36:34,465 who dabbles now and then 1589 01:36:35,342 -- 01:36:37,719 and always has enough money to run off to the Riviera 1590 01:36:37,719 -- 01:36:40,347 if he feels he's fucking around to the danger point. 1591 01:36:41,974 -- 01:36:44,644 Street junkies hate these pricks, 1592 01:36:45,269 -- 01:36:48,273 but they're always suckers, and their money makes them tolerable. 1593 01:36:49,817 -- 01:36:51,694 Then you got your upper-middle-class 1594 01:36:51,694 -- 01:36:53,320 Westchester preppies... 1595 01:36:54,114 -- 01:36:55,865 same as the others, basically. 1596 01:36:56,658 -- 01:36:59,578 What they're good for is opening their mommy and daddy's eyes 1597 01:36:59,578 -- 01:37:01,039 to this social virus 1598 01:37:01,039 -- 01:37:02,790 and putting pressure on the government 1599 01:37:02,790 -- 01:37:04,668 to do something about it. 1600 01:37:07,087 -- 01:37:08,756 Then there's us street kids. 1601 01:37:09,420 -- 01:37:12,510 Start fucking around very young, 1602 01:37:14,000 -- 01:37:15,900 13 or so... 1603 01:37:17,930 -- 01:37:20,270 We think we all got it under control 1604 01:37:20,270 -- 01:37:23,200 and won't get strung out. 1605 01:37:24,230 -- 01:37:26,200 This rarely works. 1606 01:37:27,320 -- 01:37:29,320 I'm living proof. 1607 01:37:30,900 -- 01:37:34,370 But in the end, you just got to see the junk 1608 01:37:34,370 -- 01:37:36,080 as another 9-to-5 gig. 1609 01:37:38,500 -- 01:37:42,350 The hours are just a bit more inclined to shadows. |
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