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Butter on the Latch (2013)
One, one.
One. One. One. I loved it. Well, now I can finally sleep. Thank you, you're amazing. Bye. Hey! Pony? What? What do you mean you don't know where you are? What do you mean? Your jaw hurts? Are you in there? Get out of there! Get out of the house, get out of there. You don't know them? You don't need your shoes, you don't need your shoes! You can get other shoes, get out of the house! They're waking up? Get out, get out right now. What do you mean? Where were you last night? You're in New York. You went out, Pony, you went out? Are you outside right now? What do you see? I promise I'm not going to hang up on you. I'm coming to get you out of that house. Who the fuck were those people? No! No! It's fine, totally fine. You get to choose him or not? And you get to choose... No, but everybody else does, right? Oh my... Oh my God! Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. What's going on? I can't believe you made it. I had no idea you were coming. You look so much happier. Really? Do you see them? What are you doing here? I had no idea you were actually going to... Really, you didn't get the email? You look great! No, don't lean on me, don't lean on me. Sorry. Are you going to the dance tonight? Yeah, we're going to the dance, yeah. Do you know what bands are playing tonight? I don't know. What's your name? - Nez. - - Nez? - N, E, Z. - - Nez, N, E, Z. And my wife is Leah. Leah. It's Isolde and Sarah. Yeah, thank you. So we'll see you... - Yeah, see you soon. - See you down there. - - Bye, Nez. Nice meeting you. Nice meeting you. So sweet. Was he considering coming with you here? No way. That would be hell. Was it official, the break-up? Yeah, yeah. How long has it been since... It's been like two weeks. We haven't spoken, so... Remember Simon? Oh yeah, what's up? He went back to London. He also fucked me in my ass last week. It was awesome. He's always so surprising, like it was... I don't know how he pulled that off, it was as if we were, like, falling asleep and then all of a sudden... He just pulled a fast one on you? That's usually how it starts, you know? Gain your trust and then... - And he doesn't have, like, an ass-fucking dick, like, it's enormous. I'm sorry. No, those are tender moments, you know? You have to, like, really trust the person. You can't really just pull that on somebody, you know? I do trust him. It would be nice to be in kind of like a... Like a formal relationship, you know? Like with a man instead of a boy. Why wasn't it formal? He was a man, he was 30. Yeah, but he's still a boy, you know? What happened? What happened that made it final, A, and B, is it final? Yeah, it's totally final. That's what you said a few times ago. I'm just curious why you know it's final now. I just like, okay, okay. Do you know that place that's like 2626, it's in the East Village, and they give, like, these scrubs, you know? - Yeah. So he was like, "Okay, go inside, "make yourself comfortable," or whatever, I'm like, "Make yourself comfortable, does that mean, do you like, take off your clothes?" It's just a stranger, am I supposed to be naked, and it's a guy, what do I do? They didn't clarify at all. I'm like, "Well, if I'm getting my body scrubbed, "I probably should be naked, right?" It just makes sense, you know? So I was like, "Okay, this is all right, I understand, this is professional, so just go topless," you know? And then he gives me a scrub, but he's just this stranger and he's scrubbing salt all over your tits, and then rubbing oil all over your tits, and was really paying attention to, like, areas, you know what I mean? It was just very... All these kids. There's children coming. Yeah, there's children coming. Okay, so like, he like... There's a part where you rinse off the salt, you know? So he lays me down, and he stretches me out in all these wacky positions, and there's one position... What the fuck? He was like this, he was like stretching me, and using the weight of his chest to like stretch me out and like massage my ass like this. - That's completely hot! - It was totally hot. I was like, dude, my boyfriend never did that before. This is insane! Did he speak English? - Yeah, but like... - But like no. No, but that's good, you know? Oh my God, that is the hottest. So then, after the scrub, they wash you off, you know, and then... And then like, you know, he's soaping up your body and then he comes back in, you know, professionally wiping the salt off of your tits, like this, and then professionally, under the context of that this I don't think I can fucking handle this anymore. Like, I can't hold it together, this is way too steamy. This guy is a babe, he's rubbing my tits, - he's all over me. - - What was he wearing? These big fucking hot hands, and he's just wearing, you know, one of those dorky "I am from 2626, "I am a masseuse," buff T-shirt, like bodybuilding T-shirt. And then he had this big dorky chain around his neck, really sleazy. And then he leans like this and just starts breathing into my ear like this a little bit, like just enough distance so you know that like, just enough distance so it's kind of like pushing, and then it was like boom, bam, boom... - How much was he... - Down. How much was he aware... Oh, just... - Boom, bam, boom, on it. - Doom tech doom. - - Doom tech doom. And then I went and left, and I was like, "Seven passes please." Was the place nice? Did it obviously... - No, it was fucking filthy. It's really dirty, and all these people who go there, I think know what goes on there, you know? So everyone has this kind of guilty look when they pass each other, you know? 2626, you should go, man. - I'm kind of... - Victor, his name's Victor. Kind of considering it. "A dragon loves me, and he'll take me. "Every evening he'll come to see me, "and this evening he'll come too. "One day with a sound like a rifle shot, "the dragons descend on the girl "and entwining themselves in her hair, "carry her away, burning the forest as they go. "In the dragon's house, she brews "an herbal drink that renders her suitor powerless." It's so, so beautiful. Let me see what I can remember. - You should sing it. - Yeah. It can be my bedtime lullaby. All right, are we okay with this? Those of you that have been playing for a while, the pattern is simple for you. Start working on getting that shake in there, okay? So you're, you know, you're... That hand and this hand. So it's not really this, it's really this. So you're pushing with this... But are you into music and other kinds of music, or... I mean, I sung in choir when I was young, but I don't have a lot of control, you know? Well, that's practice. You have a lot of control. You have amazing control, you seem like a singer. So what are you taking? What classes are you taking? I'm taking the Greeks, the Greek... Greek singing with Christos. That one, and maybe a few dance classes. I've mainly just been wandering around the woods, actually. She just wanted to get away from the madness. That's a great base. What is this? Slivovitz, it's like a plum brandy. Bulgarian, Balkan plum brandy, slivovitz. - Cheers. - Cheers. Wait, who was the woman that we were talking to earlier who was, said that she sang with Merita? Marianne said she sings with Corinna, from like 30 years ago or something like that. Can you do me a favor? Can you not tell people that I just got out of something? Is that okay? I just don't want to like... I didn't say anything to anyone. Well you were like, you know, it was like an introduction to someone. I mean I was being introduced to her, and then my introduction was like, "Oh, she just got out of of this relationship." I'm sorry. I don't want to make it into a big deal, but I don't want to be introduced as someone who just got... I'm sorry, I can totally see how that would feel strange for you. I'm sorry, that was kind of insensitive. I guess I was just trying to open up the, the door for you to talk openly about what's been going on with you, so I wanted... Well I've slept with like three different people like over the course of four years. And like, you'd have to be a fucking saint to stay with someone like that, you know? What? You'd have to be like a saint to stay... You'd have to be a saint to stay with someone who's trying to get rid of you for four years. But it's just fucked up because he was the one who actually was totally in love with me, and I was the one who pushed him away. Because I didn't just have the... The guts to leave him. - Yeah, I know he's in love with you, but it seems like it's gone on and on and every single time, you got to a point where... You know what I mean. This guy is so annoying. Yeah, it's okay. But I mean, do you know what I mean? Yeah. It's fine, we don't have to talk about it right now. No, that's why I want to talk about it. I want to understand. I feel like that's going to help you through the entire... Let's just drink, okay? - Isolde. - Let's finish these drinks. I have to slowly be pried open, you know. Let's just finish these drinks and then we'll dance. Maybe I'll find some, like, cute banjo-violinist and we can all go... - That guy plays a banjo. Skinny-dipping in the pool or whatever. - He's cute. - There's a waterhole. Who? - That guy is so cute. Do you think? - No, he's... No. - He is so cute. I'm sorry, not the timing, the time and place. It's okay. I'm following you, you're following me, neither of us know's what we're doing. My name's Steph. I don't want to be at the end of the line, it makes me nervous. Did I, I have a habit of... - Hi. - - Hi. This is exhausting. It was a pleasure dancing with you. She put it down in front of my father, and just sort of looked up at him expectantly, and as... And he was like As she was making eyes at my father, the bunny got up and ran away. The bunny was just paralyzed with fear. That's it, it was fine. You missed a good, you missed a good pet story. What was it? I can't even tell it. Which one, the triple homicide? Oh, now you ruined the punch line. My cat brutally murdered my parakeets, three all in one afternoon. Nice. - Yeah. How are you? - Good. - - No, I mean... No, I mean, how are you? Like, how are you since everything? When? New York in that really awful house? Oh, yeah, she's fine. Grandma, she just needs to switch her medications. No no no, that really awful house, and you were with those guys? Did you go to the hospital, or end up filing a report of any kind? Oh, oh, I just remembered it. Someone taught me when I was in first grade, and it was... A bad joke, it was like a dirty joke. And it was, "Why did Raggedy Ann get kicked out "of the, the toy box? "Because she sat on Pinocchio's head." Fuck. You disappeared after our dance. I was looking for you, I was like, "I want to dance more!" Dancing. Yeah, cool. Well, I'm headed to lunch. Cool. Because they are eating. - What time is it? - - Lunch time. Do you want company? - Yeah, sure. - All right. Oh shit! What happened? It was too much caffeine, that is disgusting. I'm so sorry. - You're just, "I just OD'ed. "My body is rejecting it. "It's like a bad transplant." Would you be friends with me if I was like this? I don't think I could be friends with you. No, I don't think I would be. Okay. But I think I would be more likely to be friends with you if you were like that, than you would be likely to be friends with me if I was like... Big set-up. You're not going to like this. It actually scares me a little bit. I think I know what's coming. You might really not like it. I think I know what's coming. No, but it's worse than with other people. I really have to... I cannot wait for this. I cannot wait, you've really built it up very, very high. Don't look at me for a second. I can't stop looking at you. You'll be able to stop shortly. - Oh. - Oh shit. Hey, Steph. - It changes your voice, too. You are so beautiful. Thank you so much. I love the smacking of your lips and tongue. Yeah, it's really good, it's very rodentine. Don't I have almost like... It's gorgeous, it's gorgeous. It's gorgeous. The four so it's a little bit faster, so it's going... Because it's a lot faster, okay? So let's practice that, two nines into a faster four. One two, one two, one two three. One two, one two, one two three. So let's listen to it. It's in us, you know? And these are like, very old rhythms that are, like, biological. Even the seven and the three. And the idea, the idea that a four... So what do you do when you hit someone immovable like me and it just doesn't even affect me? - I'm not hitting you hard. - - Can you? Yeah, hit me like it would be... Run away! Cool, cool. Ouch, God. Man, I am going to fall asleep on this table. I am so sleepy. Do you want your cigarette? Yeah. I think it's the only thing that's keeping me up right now. What is this stuff? What is that drink called again, schluzo? Slivovitz. You didn't have that much. No, I didn't. How far are we? Sarah? I feel like you were the one who was kind of leading us, so where... I don't know where we're going. Maybe... Maybe this way. What do you mean "maybe this way?" I mean I don't, I'm not 100 percent sure. I need to pee. You're absorbed. Like in that you're no longer... Jesus, man. I need to pee. Where's the, did you bring the wine? I have it, it's in my hand. Did you drink all of it? Because I don't, because I still... We still need some when we get back to the cabin. Yeah, we have like half a bottle. We're good and you don't need anymore. In fact, you're not drinking anymore. Don't be my fucking mom. Because he had a trampoline, and I knew he had a trampoline, and I wanted to play on the trampoline so I took my pony over to his house but he wasn't there. Because I wasn't supposed to take my pony on asphalt, because he didn't have shoes. You're 80 percent sure. Correct. How sure are you? I wasn't doing anything because you seemed like you knew where you were... This is so not where we were before. Sarah, this is not where we were. We have no idea where we are. - Sarah? - - Hmm? - What do you mean, "Hmm?" - Hmm. We should go back and then go back on the big trail and that's the route, that's what I said before we left, where we should go, we should follow the big route. But we got a little lost. Are you implying that I got us lost? I'm not, like... It's not your fault, but we are now lost. I should have just, like... No, I'm saying, if you're the one who told me that I was leading and now we're lost, - it's somebody's fault. - - Yeah, why are we, we're looking at fucking twigs and branches in front of our face, we're not on a path. It's not funny, I wanted to be home, I wanted to be, like, asleep already. Then go to sleep. I used to bite my cuticles like you. I don't... I broke my nail, shit, that's disgusting. Okay, are we going to go left, or are we going... I don't know how to get out, I'm just going to go. Okay, going to be here. - With our fat fingers. - - I don't want to be with you because you brought me out here, and now we're fucking lost. I'm going to find my fucking way. Don't, you don't have a headlamp. Get the fuck out of my life. Isolde! "Isolde!" You're so fucking fake. How are you going to get back? Hey, I was worried about you. Where'd you sleep? - You look great. Entering the camp, they are calling her. They telling her, you're going to change bad life. Not anymore, Cinderella. That's it, okay? But still they need different character. Need different, I need the sound, Like that. This song, it's from city and villages, both are singing. Hey, what's up? Hey. It's on backwards. No it's not, this is a left-handed accordion. Let's watch this, this is going to be something, wow. Okay, go for it. Depends where I am. Various things, food services... Custodial work. It's guaranteed to make you a beginner on the accordion. He just changed the vibe. Are you going to keep that? No, you want it? - I like souvenirs. - - Of all numbers, I would keep that number. What are you up to? What are you, a pack rat? I'm a pack rat, yep. I'm going to go back, I'm going to walk back to the cabin. - Really? - Yeah. All right. Do you want to walk back with me? No, I'm going to stick around and dance I think. I'm going to dance. How long, are you just going to be here for the night? Yeah, I mean, I'm really tired, but I think I'm going to let it... All right, okay, I'm going to go back there I guess. Yeah, I mean, I'll see you tomorrow. Okay, all right. Okay, night. Hey. - Hey. - - Hey. - How are you? - - Good. God, I'm just like exhausted, I just went to the auction. - Cool. - I had plate 103. - What is 103? - - I had plate 103. What are you doing standing in the middle of the... Oh, I just saw you, I was just waiting. Hi. Did you get anything? Not really, I bid on something. Didn't get any wins? - No? - - No. Cool, all right, well, I'll see you at the cabin. - Okay, how are you? - - Good. See you soon. - Okay. Don't push, very piano, very soft. Breathe here, stay. Don't breathe here, don't breathe with the mouth, with the nose. Now all the vowels. Sarah. Hey. - Hi. Oh, that looks really good. Yeah, you should definitely get that. - Yeah? - Yeah, that looks good. I'm going to get cookies. I'll see you in a bit. What is... What is the hair symbol? Why does that come up in so many songs? Let me back up a little because you can't understand the hair without understanding this whole dragon thing. In Bulgarian folklore, there's many creatures in nature that are either friendly or sometimes very ominous, and in the snake family, they're the ominous kinds, okay? So there's all these creatures, and there's also spirits that reside in natural things, so it's not like the thing itself is bad, but a spirit may go into it and make it into a kind of evil thing. Like even a river or a dove or a tree can become dangerous. But who is that dangerous to? There was a lot more romance, you know? People would do stuff like that for courting. Right. The culture itself was so restrictive that she had to be home at a certain time, and they'd sing in the streets, and it would resonate down all the... How long have you been singing this music? I'm so sorry. You guys are kind of, you know, a little silly. They were presented to us. Yeah, well anyway, so she asked about it. So sorry to bother you. Let's do the last time through melody B into the gaida. Okay, so it goes, let me see if I can remember it. - Sorry. - - No problem. You missed the choreography class. What is that? Do you hear that? No, no. - Are you sure? - Yeah. Hey, hey, it's okay. It's okay, it's okay. There's nobody. Are you okay? - Mhm. What are you doing? What? Come here. Isolde? Christ. Sarah, what the fuck? Are you okay? What's going on? Do you want to sit down? Come here, come here, come here, come here. Come here, I'll help you, I'll help you, I'll help you. Sit down, sit down. You're fucking soaking wet. You okay, you okay? Are you okay? It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay. You okay? Something happened. I know, I know, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Lie down. - I'm going to go back to sleep. - - Huh? I'm going to go back to sleep. Right now? Yeah. |
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