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Decisions (2015)
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(jazz music playing) (phone ringing) yeah I dont know if im ready to get back out yet (inaudable) It's the old friends part that im worried about (inaudable) it's not just that the car's not running right and I dont really have a way over there yeah fine whatever Im kidding, Im kidding (girls laughing) ladies there someone I wanna introduce you to guy's this is Vince Vince this is Christy Hi how are you (nice to meet you) Lexi Hi nice to meet you and Brandi oh my god Vince wow (how are you) good how are you good you two know each other? yeah we grew up together small world I didnt know grew up in Weatherford Brandi yeah I guess it just never came up wow so this is the Vince that we have been hearing so much about yeah really I was beginning to think you were a urban legend nope here he is in the flesh (girls giggling) nice meeting you guys I need another glass of wine Vince why dont you join me it would be fun to catch up I dont know about the fun part inside come on I could use another beer sweet heart have at it honey I'll get my own beer I just pay the bills around here it's cool I'll get it (girls laughing) this is what I married oh he looks good I mean I though he would be skinnier and more strung out looking but I did to I thought he would be totally strung out looking still ladie's seriously what we said it looked good so how do you know Matt and Cindy I used to work with Matt at the paper yeah how do you know him well im friends with Lee so I met him in passing once or twice but I dont know him very well they're good people they seem like it so what happened to you I used to read your article's and blog's every week and then you just disappeared long storie maybe some other time what about you what have you been up to divorced six months now no kids Im adjusting thats about it so do you ever talk to my brother? I talk to him every blue moon what about you I talk to him on the phone about once a month you know thats a shame you two where inseperable that is not true your mom could always seperate us I think she was trying to protect her precious baby boy for a good reason and so true you where never her favorite thats forshure wow how long has it been have I seen you since I graduated I cant remember when oh my god you two were such babies huh I remember showing you two around when you were freshman such dorks hey hey come on now oh and that time Molly and I got you two drunk at that party (both laughing) thats a running argument with Dell and I really why I should'nt tell you this of course you should you shure you dont want a drink yeah positive so the argument about that night is what? alrite so Dell claims that if you would of made a move on Molly you could of had sex with her that night he so didnt have a chance and I said if he did that then what Vince did you think you had a shot with me that night maybe I was just a drunk kid what did I know I'll be honest with you neither one of you had chance nice oh my god men never change sorry I shouldnt have said anything no its fine I think its funny ok you two foods ready your not grab assing in my kitchen are you unbelievable anyways foods ready chef hooked it up (music playing) (music still playing) I was married for ten years no sex in the last two two two really how many times did you cheat on him oh there was this guy at work and we have been like flirting back and forth and I told Max that Brandon and I were opening up the marrige I mean we both knew it was already over right you know and the next day he filed two week later we were done like over, like done you know fighting no hassle 2500 dollars in ten years down the drain we gatta go you have had way to much to drink oh no no no nope because you know what that asshole Max dumbed me right after I got divorced and I wanna go out and crazy tonight that is a horrible plan no your not going any were were going home what about you Vince you wanna go out I heard stories about you you used to be a wild one not any more what my brother told me that you are crazy and fun I remember you used to be crazy and fun I heard stories about you crazy and fun come on it'll be like old times you might even get a chance tonight yeah its tempting but uh no it's a nice I think im just ganna walk home you didnt drive another long story you know what you should take my car because my car is out front and I am not driving tonight I am not gonna drive no your not driving I know drive it I dont wanna do that bullshit come on take it look my keys my car is there my ex has been paying for it it is totally insured I mean whats ganna happen what are you ganna wreck it you know what Vince please take her car ok I will drive her home I am not leaving her to her own accord tonight she is definitely not driving tonight we will work it out tomorrow see it's good seeing you ok yeah hello Vince hey I am so embarresed about the way I behaved last night no I mean I really let myself go sorry if I was a little to crazy for you listen I was thinking I mean im not ganna feel good about this until I make it up to you some how can I buy you dinner? no I insist six pm nates be there with my car hold on thats my mom on the other line listen I gatta go but six o'clock just be there ok nates ok hi mom Im sorry I didnt call you back last night no mom no Im not seeing anyone else yet mom I've only divorced for six months whats up Vince hey Randy wants me to meet her nates nates yeah (inaudable) as far as I know you cant go there yeah I know but I have her car I gatta get it back to her (inaudable) hey look just have Cindy bring you over here and you guys grab the car and take it to her (inaudable) its kinda your fault im in this cituation anyway so take two seconds out of your day and come get her fucking car (inaudable) dont dont start with me just come get the car (inaudable) (inaudable) hey hey dont hang up on me fucking dick Vince hey just let me apologize I am so sorry about the way I acted last night I just started drinking and having my own pitty party Yeah I know thats three all to well there are your keys drive safe I've gatta go no stay have a drink let me buy you dinner I cant this place is haunted how so I dont wanna get into it just drive safe alright no wait im buying you a drink if you dont wanna drink here we could go some place else your shure you wanna get back up on that horse yeah its the only way I can cure this hang over fine but not here we really should leave like now ok were are we going not now we will talk in the car Vince stop wait I think she wants to talk to you I know Hi summer how are you great Im surprised to see you here it wasnt my call this must be your new girlfriend she's pretty was it her call Im not his girlfriend were just old old friends Im shure your fucking whatever its cool I've been seeing someone to Vince good for you I hope your happy its Joey Donnahey the singer? yep he doesnt think much of you at all Vince it was great seeing you summer but we have got to get going no stay dinners on me my treat you do what you want im outa here whatever he says thats a shame you are really pretty thanks so are you and so sweet he's always like that fyi look it was nice meeting you it's Randy by the way it's Summer yeah sorry you know we are not sleeping together he's my brother's best friend from highschool were just catching up I dont think you have time to explain yourself to me better hurry yeah me to guess who was just in here was that who I think it was yeah and he hasnt changed one bit who was it? somebody I used to know oh sorry here is your beer thanks I better get back to work exuse me so what was that about some were in this guy Vince Vince wait wait I need to get home Vince I'll walk with you just go get your car thats why I came down here for no way you are not getting off the hook this easy were having this dinner why whats the big deal I just dont understand what the big deal is I havnt seen you ten years it was great seeing you have a nice life I hate sunday what? I hate sunday I get so lonely on sunday when Brandon and I were married we were always together on sunday watching football or just being together I now I have nothing to do sunday's ever please just have dinner with me how can I say no to that I'll tell my brother and my mom what a jerk you are now if you dont go Im surprised you woud come to place like this are you kidding I love this place I just always thought you were high maintence really I never thought so popular opinion did popular opinion huh well there was that rumor I got tag teamed at Ray Allen's party pretty shure popular opinion believed that one yeah I might have heard that did you believe is it true does it matter kinda why I seen first what do you think I never bought it in fact your brother and I got are ass's kicked defending your honor over that storie bullshit call him right now and ask really yeah I mean we were just freshmen and we took on senior's but nobody's ganna talk shit about you and just watch I had his back you know what I remember you two getting busted up your freshmen year oh my god he told me that was a video game what was his first to say I dont know so was it true no Miller tried to make out with me and I shot him down and the next think you know im a giant whore Im just glad it was the end of my senior year I guess the ass kicking was worth it then now it's my turn to ask you a question can I get you something to drink yeah I'll have the dollar draft (inaudable) for you? water well now I have two questions start with one are you in A.A no drinking was never my problem see after I had a couple of drinks I got hooked on coke for a while drinking, coke just went hand in hand for me dont I know you from some were I know It'll come to me I just cant place it I know that I know you anyway ready to order? yeah we will have two number four's, trust me I think I'll have a dollar beer to Vince it's just a beer I'll be right out with your beer but where do you I know you from god you look so familier well let me think about it I'll be right back so question number two who is she never seen her before in my life but she looks like a good waitress that is not who I was talking about oh that she yeah Summer she my ex so when did you break up? six months ago about the same time I was going through my divorce I guess so so why did you break up? people break up is this that long storie really long storie well Vince I have all night what the hell no secrets between friends right right Summer has the Joe mantra o that place she is also a socialite she is also really into cocaine so when we first started dating she had it on her all the time a little key pump here, there ya know no big deal Vince yeah Im Summer's friend Candice thats right we were actually just talking about her Im shure you only had fun things to say about her right he did Summe is so incredible I mean I just love that girl do you know her you know I just met her she seemed like a real sweet heart you two were such a great couple it's a shame it didnt work out anyway's I'll make shure to let her know you were here yeah thanks why give a sand she know's everybody everywere it never stops wow all of her friends were into it key pumbs doing it all the time start staying up late just partying missing dead lines all them stories almost costing my job at the paper after that are relationship went down hill and you know it just wasnt the same ya know like its just like reading your name in the paper so thats why I was there yeah so thats why she's dating that band guy now right I get it, hate that little girl I aint talkin about that kinda girl new subject like baseball dont watch ball hits dont discuss car's I dont know anything about them sex ok what about it so how long has it been for you six months it was with Summer before but yeah what about you uhh around at the end of my divorce six months but before that two years sounds like torchure you know I really dont wanna go home alone tonight and cry myself to sleep do you wanna have some fun quite messin with me no really no strings, no attachments, no thinking about it lets just go (slow music playing) (slow music playing) (dog barking in backround) good morning sunshine you know for someone who hates sundays but you shure seem to like monday mornings its my second favorite day of the week you can set the tone for the next five days you can make the week whatever you want on monday morning kind of like a new beginning exactly what time is it nine a.m what time do you have to be at work whenever I want I kinda come and go as I please of course you do so enjoy your coffee, get dressed I'll take you back when your ready so how are the kids Janet well Dell's doing great his oldest just turned 16 can you believe that his daughter is 12 and they are great kids whats up brother hey brother how are you Im good man what about you just keep on breathing staying clean you know I owe you an ass kicking right your to good for all that nonsense yeah I've got this remember that time are freshmen year when we got are ass's kicked I was a I was just telling that storie the other night oh my goodness girls where does the time go how's Randy that one worries me she puts on a good front but I dont think shes handling the divorce very well its fifty thousand dollars for six months your not ganna find a better rate than that you know what we only have so much space fine look If I dont hear from you by monday Im contacting John alrite knock, knock so do you feel any better yeah a lot better I cant believe I go so drunk the other night (im so sorry) are you kidding me its fine everybody understands I mean look at Matt he got that drunk and he didnt just go through a divorce is that so its fine alrite did you get your car back from Vince last night hey uhh speaking of family I talked to Randy the other day she said she saw you at a party yeah she looked good what does that mean (inaudable) yeah stay away from my sister Vince you hear me I just worrie she will end up alone ya know she she hasnt dated anybody since the divorce and six months seems to be is a long time to go be alone well ya know everyone is different and Randy's a smart girl she will bounce back yeah um I did and I took him to dinner he was really sweet about everything really, sweet? yeah I mean he's just a nice guy you so did him didnt you shut up I did not yes you did man I didnt mean it like that I know im just bustin your balls a little bit (laughing) hey look im just glad that she's out of the house I thought that divorce was ganna sink her man I just wish she would let me help her it doesnt matter if there grown and raised it never changes I was lonely what? Im not judging you yeah alrite man well listen dont be a stranger dude lets hang out you know what do you mind if we talk about this later because I have work to do somebody is hitting me up on the other line we will talk again soon though so I was thinking about about are just sex and I think we should do it again thats really straight forward well I enjoyed it why not I guess that whole friends with benefits thing never works good because were not friends were not I was always thought we were no you and I were never that close you were always my brother's friend come on I always thought we were more than that I love your family even my mom she always ment well Im shure she love to hear you say that I bet look this is a path you really dont wanna go down we should meet ya know hook up casually a few times because it feels good because it could get complicated (slow music playing) I have to go no you dont spend the night with me I dont like to be away I like being wrapped in your arms just shut your eye's and lay there spending the night it was just sex right your here I like when you stay it's nice (inaudable) thank you hey Christy and I going out saturday night you wanna go ya know I've already go plans you already have plans you going out with Vince again yeah what do you think I think you guys are getting to serious well I dont I think we got a good thing going why would anyone set it up isnt there just a little piece of you that wants something more your starting to make me sound like an adult I gatta call back so I gatta go have a good weekend yeah you to hi mom no im not dating anybody yet mom im fine Im just planning a nice relaxing weekend home alone with my wine no that is not sad mom I had a really stressfull week look you are not helping anything why dont you let me wrap this up and I'll call you later ok thanks can I ask you something shure what are we doing I was ganna lay here and watch tv no this what are we doing with this I thought we decided there wasnt a this well maybe there is a this now I havnt really thought about this how could you not think about this just keep rolling with this it's been a fun ride Vince but I need something more I dont know but its just a part of my healing process so be it maybe I was just using you ya know to not be lonely but Im ready to find my next one ya know like this with meaning like your next husband no, I mean not yet anyway you know what I really want to have someone there for me I miss being in a relationship your not the relationship type that just means you dont want me I mean come on Im not shure if im ready for this what woud your mom or brother say if they found out who care's Vince were grown ups Dell would be happy that im happy and I can handle my mom I dont know where my life is going it's certainly not fair to ask you to come with me not fair? why would you say that I mean look at you, your smart, your beautifull, your succesfull Im just a recovering drug addict you know what Vince you dont give yourself enough credit your an amazing writer you know what you just have to get back to it plus your beating this addiction what do you know about addictions dont do that stop fine you know what I dont need you I dont need anyone what if I walk out that door and go on a 3 day binger your ganna stand by waiting wondering, stressing just thinking if im ganna call or not no I wanna go on that binder with you I dont wanna go on that binder at all thats not what I ment who do you think you are huh puting all this on me this whole thing was your idea what im ganna push you over the edge Vince are you ganna blame me if you get high well then fuck it why dont we just call that whore ex girlfriend of yours and we can go get some blow is that what you want? you wanna get high you wanna stay up all night you wanna go numb Vince looks like your having a good night vodka soda please dont be a bitch I assume this is about your not my man beer's he's not my man and there enlies the problem am I right ya know what did you expect he's not exactly the man of the year what does that even mean it means he's not the same person he was in highschool and neither are you you both have been chewed up and spit out you knew what you were getting into you kinda welcomed this whole cituation how did I welcome this and you knew he didnt have his shit together when you started seeing him he practically came with a warning label do not date me your right I saw something go right ya know before it got serious yes and he told you about his past and everything he was going through I know but no no buts you knew you went ahead with it anyway because you thought you could fix him you cant fix him you know that yeah your right I felt comfortable ya know I was lonely you know what answer this ok so why did he stick around I mean if if he didnt want this why did he stick around why not he's a guy, your easy sex what guy wouldnt want that there's gatta more to it than just sex I mean there's got to be isnt that what you wanted from the beginning I mean that's what you told me what hapenned I felt comfortable with him I started to devolep feelings I tried not to really I mean come do you think I dont know he's a torchured soul like I know all of that and I dont care I still want him I feel right when we are together does he? or is he just taking whats in front of him I dont know maybe you should find out you ever hear of knocking Vince I need to tell you something yeah by all means your damn right by all means you know what your a loser your not a just a loser your a dumb ass loser did you come all the way over hear at 2 am to tell me im a loser no I came over to tell you your a dumb ass loser so dont interupt me you know what I might be the best thing that ever happened to you and you wont let me love you and that makes you a dumb ass Randy Vince I wanna go with you damnet Vince I fell in love you dont want love, you dont want anything I know it was just sex but I fell in love I guess that makes me the loser what some where between just wanting to have sex with you and not wanting to be alone I ended up falling in love with your dumb ass I love you your and asshole, your to stupid to understand it so im leaving ok bye dumb ass your dont love me your just love the idea of not being lonely then tell me im crazy and get the hell out of here because I cant take this anymore all these feelings not being returned it hurts to much so bye wait what I do want you dont fuck with me Vince I do want you I swear Vince dont say that if you dont mean it because I cant take it anymore (slow music playing) (music still playing) hi mother hey do you remember Vince Ryan of course I havnt lost my memory yet you know what I was just asking Dell about you the other day you look better you dont look like a junkie at at all thanks nice to see you to thanks you to I didnt know you guys were hanging out I ran into him at a party awhile back we have have been hanging out a little bit so no work today I took the day off ladie's, Vince would you give us a minute shure you know what im ganna get a cup of coffee alrite sound great hey Randy I think he's a keeper were you even ganna tell me about this mom I was going to tell you about it I was just waiting for the right moment tell me when would that be when your walking down the aisle together you know what dont do this we were having a great day does Dell even know about this no no one knows someone knows no one that matters to you mom ok nobody from the family nobody from that old highschool group I never liked him because always trouble mom he's changed ok he was a kid when you knew him it wasnt that long ago when Dell told me about his drug problems people do not change mom he's clean now ok this is exactly why I didnt wanna tell you about him because I knew you would over react I am not over reacting look im concerned about you honey you had a terrible time with the divorce I dont wanna see you go through that again mom im a grown woman I dont need you chaperoning my love life well somebody has to face it you havnt had that great a track record with men you know what Im done with this conversation ok you know what im ganna go finish my day with Vince how about I stay that would be a horrible decision a horrible decision would be staying here and finishing this conversation with you ladies I think its time we conclude our walk great seeing you again shure was Vince later Randy Randy we like Vince Im glad somebody does hey it was nice meeting you guys good to meet you to bye Randy bye well how did that go how do you think it went I dont want her to ruin my day you know I have this theory what its impossible to be upset when your eating ice cream ice cream goes straight to my ass whatever lets go get some your a jerk (Randy laughing) I told you ice cream would fix everthing mine is better though im glad you think so (phone ringing) sorry I've got to take this what what is it now look I told you we dont have anything left to talk about it was not a mistake Im seeing someone else now it's over do you not remember how miserable you were whatever dont call me anymore is everything ok yeah I've got a long night at work tomorrow today was great but do you mind if we wrap this up yeah it's fine you wanna get out of here and go chill at my place no I need to be alone I just have a lot to prepare for you shure everything is ok yes Vince quite asking (music playing) thanks for agreeing to see me well I felt bad look Brandon Im not shure why you wanted to see me what would we even have to say to each other there's a lot left to be said really? would you remember the last two years of are marrige we barely spoke where would we start now thats not fare we we grew apart now I realize we shouldnt have let that happen what part all of it you were the best thing thats ever happen to me I should have tried harder to keep you it's a little to late for now is it? yes I told you im with someone else now what happened to my replacement she wasnt you I think you would have liked that I did at first alrite I realized she wasnt you I think you have a serious case of just stopping and sitting in I dont alrite have dinner with me tonight no I dont think so why it wouldnt be appropiate is it really that serious with him right now yes it is (inaudable) you know what that was a long time ago it's dinner you know what I've got to go come on, come on it's dinner so did anything interesting happen today nope (inaudable) yes I do I like CSI you always watch cop shows you can figure out the killer in like five minutes no you cant cause they always put like a twist in there yeah Im smart you just think you know (cell phone ringing) are you not ganna respond I have nothing to say to her who is it Summer yeah you can tell by my lack of response im not interested dont let me stop you dont make a thing out of this it's probably exactly what she wants so now you know what she wants I cant control who texts me Randy yes you can block her number I dont know how to do that I do do you want me to do it for you shure done now she cant text you or call you sounds like your sad no thank you Im going to bed it's 9 o'clock gatta get up early for what? stuff stuff? like what you ganna not write all day come on I thought it would be nice to sit here and snuggle and watch tv whatever you know what just go on, do you stuff where are you going Im going home Im going home going to bed alone by myself what going home come on you know what fine why dont you get out of here cant move fast enough asshole hey girl hey have you heard from Vince not yet have you tried getting ahold of him he should be trying to call me Randy is Vince really that type of guy yes you know what I used to think so I dont know anymore just call him no if I call him say it goes to voice mail and if he doesnt call me back Im ganna sit here and go crazier and crazier just thinking about it I hate to tell you this but your going just as crazy sitting here waiting you know what you should go I have work to do alrite let me know if you need anything yeah thanks (music playing) Damnit (country music playing) hey dinner tomorrow night and so were clear this is just dinner was that just Randy that just walked by who's the guy she is with I thought you told me she was Vince so tell me about this guy your seeing that didnt take long it seems like an appropiate topic why is that how else am I ganna know if I still have a shot with you if I dont size up the competition there's no competition Im with Vince now you have no shot that's not very fair Brandon we had a 8 year marriage to figure this out you would think if we wanted to fix it that we could have done it then good I like a challenge stop your trouble maybe it's just a buisness dinner that doesnt look like any buisness dinner I've ever been to so what I talk to my clients like that to well I dont are friend to get me to fool up I dont even know who it is my thoughts on that if you go over there and make a scene I am ganna lose my damn mind its none of are buisness just stay out of it were just ganna have to agree to disagree then ok your really ganna do it I asked you not to and your still ganna do arnt you Matt I am going to the bathroom you ever think were that fit no like I said we years to figure that out we would of fixed it then just think about it a different decision here a different decision there you know If I had just said yes to that trip to europe you wanted to take instead of going out of town on buisness maybe things would of turned out different or maybe if you decided to touch me once in the last few years of our marriage instead of spending every night in the guest room there were good times in there to though I dont know about the last two years but somewere there was that trip to Austin that was fun the where you got drunk and puked in the dark alley and I had to carry you 8 blocks back to our hotel yeah thats the one but that was friday night do you remember what happened on saturday after you got over your hangover I asked you what we should do you said play bingo we were in Austin Texas and you wanted to go play bingo not go see a great live music act nope go play fucking bingo and remember you called out bingo to early remember (Randy and Brandon laughing) yeah I thought those old folks were ganna beat me to death with their canes oh my god it was simple fun I fell in love with you all over again that night stop it it's a shame are marriage didnt stay simple and fun (cell phone ringing) hey girl hey can I ask you something shure are Randy and Vince still together as far as I know son of a bitch she's here with some other guy thats probably just a buisness dinner thats what Matt said this is not a buisness dinner well good for her maybe she's finally come to her sense's whats he look like? umm maybe you know him he's freakishly tall he's got crurly dark brown hair nicely dressed oh my god now what that guy that Randy is with is her ex so what why are we still even on this subject so what? she's making a fool out of are friend and you dont even care I do care but Vince is a adult he can take care of himself can he? I know if you tell him this there's a good chance it's ganna push him over the edgle again and what if she tells him or what if he finds out some other way Cindy im telling you if were not careful with this it could shove Vince back into the abyss your his best friend dont you think you should tell him tell him what tell him what that we saw his girlfriend having dinner with her ex adults eat together not ex's Matt why did you do that? it felt right no it didnt well why didnt you stop me I didnt know you were ganna do it you could of stoped me if you wanted to I've gatta go I could take you home we should do this again no we shouldnt Im with Vince now this was a mistake no it wasnt it was a good decision so when and how do you suggest we tell him we tell him now and just come out with it thats what we need to do on our way home (knocking on door) hi my friend hi come on get in here I need a drink what happened this is a nightmare why dont you start with telling me why you went to dinner with you ex husband I dont know I tried not to go you know Vince doesnt return my texts or my calls for like two days Brandon called ok I dont know one thing led to another and then I just didnt wanna be alone so was it just dinner yes no I dont know what does that mean that means we just had dinner but when we were leaving the resturaunt he kissed me what what did you do I just I just stood there shocked did you kiss him back I dont know I mean are lips touched we kissed You know Brandon Stable and boring you know what I need some more wine have all you want but Im not letting you go home if what? no just stay here be safe alrite you dont need to make another stupid decision you think having dinner with Brandon was a stupid decision if you care about Vince then yes you know what fuck Vince that asshole hasnt called me or talked to me two days he doesnt care what im doing and he doesnt care about me you know that I am not as big as a Vince fan but do you really believe thats true then why isnt he talking to me I dont know hunny I dont know whats worse being married and bored or trying to date in your thirties I dont know either but I can not stay up with you no I gatta go to bed I got that big stanley project tomorrow I wont be up long alrite let me get you something to wear thank you (knocking at the door) hows it going buddy hey Vince how's it going so you guys didn't come over for small talk whats up how are things going with Randy? I dont know I havnt talked to her in a couple days did you guys have a fight or something really are you guys really that interested in my personal life all of a sudden we just wanna make shure when we tell you why we are here that you dont slip into the old Vince again why are you here? Cindy and I were having dinner at Eddie V's tonight and we saw Randy eating there to with her ex husband I never really liked her I kinda thought she was a bitch maybe there getting back together I thought you two were together so did I Vince this is not the end of the world Im not ganna slip and fall off if thats what your worried about and I really need to be alone right now you know what why dont you come stay at our house we can have a few drinks and you can crash upstairs because I wanna be alone Im ganna keep my cell phone on me make me a promise that you call me before you call her ok Im not ganna call her I've known you for a long time man dont you look me in the eye and lie to me you know what you guys wanna hang out here you be my guest but I am out of here Vince wait we cant just let him leave we have done everything we can its up to him now think we made the right decision? I dont know you ganna tell me were you been all night oh my god Vince you scared the shit out of me what are you doing here just waiting for you to come home sleeping, I thought you might make it at some point sorry I had a little to much to drink last night so I spent the night with Lee how stupid do you think I am you dont think I know you had dinner with Brandon last night thats it, it was dinner are just dinner turned into to just sex pretty quick I went to Lee's right after dinner thats the truth what the fuck Vince you have no right to be mad at me you havnt returned my texts or phone calls for two days two days, two days thats all it took I didnt know you were ever ganna talk to me again and I did not run back to him we had dinner that is it do you not trust me you stay up all night with your ex husband and you wanna talk to me about trust I was not with him for long I was with Lee what if I did the same thing with Summer yeah dont wait by your phone fuck you Vince just leave you always do this something tell me this isnt a coincidence im just hungry thats all there are thousands of resturants in this city why is Vince Ryan in mine again you wanna question my motives or give me a drink both do you want me to grab you a cup of coffee I'll have a beer it's 11am is there a problem with that no no not at all just when I thought you become all dull and boring on me hey goodmorning how you feeling god so so rough if I could of stayed here this moring I would of have you heard anything from Vince yeah yeah he was waiting for me at my apartment when I got home this morning what he thinks I spent the night with Brandon did you tell him that no I I guess he put two and two together I mean Cindy told him about the dinner right when I didnt come home I mean he assumed or he thinks I spent the night with him and he thinks I slept with him well did you tell him you were with me yeah and he wasnt buying that and that is not the worse part what is? Im two weeks late oh Randy so did you and littel miss thing get in a fight yeah I dont wanna talk about it ok how about this you grab some lunch get out of here and clear your head and meet me back here at seven and we go have some fun fun I dont do your type of fun anymore Summer me either Vince we had are wild times together I think we both have grown out of it now Im serious me to Vince I broke up with that jerk from the band because he wouldn't stop we'll just hang out have a few drinks and that will be that it never ends that way tonight it will just two old friends catching up we will take the test I was two weeks I know you been stressed you been stressed work has been hard ok your arite we will get through this ok alrite hey not so shure about this I told you we'll keep it clean why dont I believe you maybe my track record isnt the best I really have changed prove it I plan on it let me go take this stuff to back and run to the restroom, I'll be right back alrite lets get out of here where to someplace quiet were we can catch up I know how about your place you have changed alrite hey I know this is stressfull can I get you a glass of tea or something I dont think I can drink anything my nerve's are shot maybe vodka not tea sit down try to relax I dont wanna sit down I wanna call Vince why do you think Vince would really be there for you yes no I dont know maybe may I remind you that you two are not on the best of terms right now Vince is not a bad guy Randy you have your blinders on your mom and I both warned you about him you know what dont bring her up not now please fine but Vince is the last thing you need to be thinking about right now he's the only think I can think about right now you dont need him no matter what that test says we can take care of this I will be there for you and I will go with you when and if the time comes what do you think im ganna do Im just sayin that you dont need to bring a kid into this situation you and Vince you have enough problems as is you dont need a child well im certainly not giving it to some strangers to raise Randy I love you and I only want whats best for you you only have one choice you know what my life sucks right now I dont wanna talk about this I just get he results of that damn test listen you need to consider all your options before you look at that test because once you see it you may not be thinking clearly all my options I would have this baby I mean I dont know if Vince would be involved or not but Im certanly not ganna give it up to anyone else and im not ganna abort it maybe this is what I need right now the stability that a child would bring stability its a life long commitment you cant just get a divorce in 8 years when it doesnt work out I know about life long choices I had a abortion before and I swore I would never do it again Randy Im sorry I didnt know look I was and stupid but I lived with the pain of that abortion and the fear that I would go to hell for it or that I would never be able to have my own my own kids because of it I understand what do you think you understand you think I just bled for a couple days and that was the end of it no I regret it and I have regreted it every day since there are nights that I lay in bed and I cant sleep even after all these days I lay there and im haunted by the idea of who that person was and I wonder (inaudable) Im sorry that kid would of been a softmore in highschool this year but I robbed of it of its life of its chance to even be here at and you know why I was scared I was scared, I was a scared selfish kid myself you did what you thought was best at the time theres nothing wrong with that it's not ok it's not ok I cant do it again I can not do it again you have to what ever you decide I will be here for you it doesnt matter Silence' so why dont you tell me what happend between you and lil miss thing no something happend i know you feel ackward telling me but i stil wanna know i wanna be your friend vince why dont you tell me what happend between you and mr no talent that is not nice vince i dont wanna get into that its just one of those things we were better friends than a couple why friends yea like us isnt it funny that weve came full circle think about it we are right back where we started from this time last year we were falling in love working on building a future together alots changed in the past year whats changed so you quit doin blow big deal its a big deal to me sorry do you remember the vegas trip that was so much fun 9laugh) that was my favorite part of our relationship a lil lights and city how full throttle we went we stayed up three days straight partying drinking dancing ya i remember the year you almost got us kicked out of the casino that blackjack dealer was an asshole how does he deal me nothing but 15s and 16s for an hour how does that happen really what are the odds its too bad it went all downhill after that did we really go downhill we started dealing blow as soon as we got back and that was fun too fun is not the word i would use more like toxic dont you miss it a lil bit no you dont sound like someone who has quit i have but i do miss it the rush the energy the up all night no pain euphoria it gives you whens the last time you did it maybe right before we left the restaurant you wouldnt bring that shit over here and when have i did what are ya gonna do kick me out relax vince im kidding (bottle set down) when was the last time you did it before rehab dont you ever think about it everyday and what stops you why would i because its fun not anymore (girl laughs) (swigs a drink) (puts bottle down) so you are telling me if i put a line down on the table you are not gonna do it dont do this do what you know what you are doin is what im doin doin anything for you maybe is it (stop it) it will be like old times dont summer no uhhh (music playing) music playing) morning mmm that was an interesting night ah yeah (girl moans) you can say that i guess you have really changed is that a bad thing change is good as long as its for the better you werent helping the situation too much last night who said that was what i was trying to do now what are you trying to do i dont know i guess i was just trying to see if it was gonna be different this time around and what did you decide mmm juys still out you mind if i take a shower go for it i need some coffee ahh oan (bed squeaks) (thump thump) (door opens) (man sniffs) (sound of foot sliding) (sound of plastic bag ruffling) bag noise) (sound of hand hitting the couch) (bag noise) (bag noise) (door opens) ahh im all fresh and clean whats wrong i should have taken my purse i... i forgot that was in there are you alright do you know how hard it is for me to look at that bag right now well then this proves you have beaten your addiction no its harder than you think (girl scratches arm you said you wanted it to be different this time right well im gonna need you to do something for me do what rehab i dont need rehab i have fun on occasion i can take it or leave it i dabble thats all what if i just promise never to bring it around you again like last night that was different that was a test my powder cost me everything and you are gonna get it all back before you know it you will be writing again and everything will be mlike it was before no this was a mistake i was a mistake seriously (she lets breath out( wow vince that is just what every girl wants to hear (doo sound) you know what you are a fucking cocksucker ok just because i dabble does not make me a bad person you jusdgemental fuck you know what keep the sack keep it as a going away gift oh and in case you need it (keys jingling) fuck me you dick (sound of guy grabbing bag) (sound of bag beer bottle wobblingnoise) (sound of girls footsteps) (footsteps) damn it (keys jangling) (sound of girl digging in purse) (sound of door opening and closing) you fucking kidding me summer (what) what the hell are you doing here you can fucking have him ok (keys jingling) (paper sound) (bag noise) (urgent door knocking) (urgent door knocking) do you mind explaining to me what the hell that was last time i checked i dont have to explain anything to yoiu you know what i dont even know why i cam over here why did you come over here cause im pregnant you asshole what im pregnant and i thought you ought to know about it what can you please say something else its gotta sink in were having a baby yes i dont know maybe maybe are you pregnant or not yes i am i just dont know if i should keep it do you have any thoughts im still in shock so what if we keep it huh we gonn be some little happy family vince so do you see yourself the way i see you vince so every other weekend because a dad made one mistake i dont see myself that way ive never been through this before well i have so you knew what to expect i know what to expect i know how you lay awake at night and you wonder what if and i know you cant take it back no matter how bad you want too and i know that you hope and pray that you did the right thing and something deep inside side says you did it and i know how you try to stuff that down and drown it out and it never goes away it never goes away and i know how hard i walk into the street and i see a baby a 2 y old a 4 yr old 15 yrs later i see that face and i did that i did thhat i did that and im responsible bot of us (muccled crying dont touch me uh how could you be with her like that do i mean nothing to you look i ddint know about the baby (exasperated breath) dont say that theres no our baby theres no baby yet and you dont get to say that vince what you think you are ready to be a father yeah maybe i am (girl lets out breath) really well what is that hmnm father of the year material right there i can explain that you know what the last time i checked you dont have to explain anything to me and i certainly dont have to explain anything to you its not mine wait (no) im not waiting (door slams and guy bangs on door) (footsteps walking away) mom thanks for rushing right over so why did you call me in such a panic there is something i want to tell you is it about that vince i knew he was trouble when you started seeing him is he on drugs er is he in jail steal money from you or what nothing like that mom then what randi what is it what when whar were you thinking i warned you about him i warned you we got in this huge fight and now he is seeing someone else so whar di he dump you after you told him you were pregnant no i walked out on him after i told him i was pregnant oh go who is she uh i dont know mom all i know is i need you to be there for me and the baby you have already made your desicion yes i am having it and thats the only thing i can wrap my head around right now have you even thought about this do you know what kind of problems kids have whose parents are druggies have mom vince was not using drugs when we were together no what about you you have problems how do you know this kiid isnt going to inherit your problems because he would have a loving mother (and no father) mom i can handle this can you what if he is an alcoholic like his mother then i will know i was a failure like my own mother how did i fail you i have always been there really mom have you because the last time this happend i was too scared to tell you what when no mom this was a mistake i should have known youd show me zero support (exasperated breath) i will not do that to my child you are just not thinking clearly honey are you high are you on drugs no mother look honey i know you had a really hard time with the divorce i know but you cant just go a 180 degrees and become a cougar party girl its shameful you were raised better than that in spite of what you may think you are the one person who is suppose to support me but you look down on me and judge me you know what i dont need that and i dont need you what was i thinking that you and i can have sort of loving mother daughter relationship all im truing to say is you have not been able to handle any responsibilities and getting pregnant just proves you cant handle it and you cant take care of a baby you cant even take care of yourself what if this is my last chance mom im not getting any younger what if i want to have a child some people just arent meant to have children as much as it pains me to say it honey youre one of them thats it you know what thats it you can leave now you are not helping and i dont need to fight with you you jusdge me about being a responsible mnother and look what kind of mother youre being youre treating me like shit right now well what im trying to say is look at you look at your options if you take your time and honestly look at it abortion is your best abortion is your only option for you for the kid for everyone involved oh really are you sure you are not just saying that because you dont want to introduce your illegimate bastard grand child really brandi i just want you to start using your head for once ok dr averfs remember he is your peditrician there is a clinic right next to his office and they have pamplets we can go down there get them you can look at them see for yourself this is the right decision you know what mom you go get the pamplets im gonna take a bath why are you so determined to have this baby dont you ge it that there are risks involved having a baby in your late 30s puts you at risk you would be having a high risk pregnancy and you have no relationship with the babies father i dont get it why would you even consider this i feel a connection with this baby mom i dont know i cant explain it (exhales) if it will get you to leave me alone for a minute why dont you pick up the fucking pamplets cause i wont read them well you better read them and you better think long and hard before you make this decision the only descion i need to make is if you are involved in this childs life Uh.... Uh.... (grass crunching under feet) (exhales so what are you gonna do you are getting right to the point what else is there to say i dont know what about hey randi how are you hey randi how are you confused lost lonely (exhales) and pregnant dont forget that part so what are you gonna do you know you can be such an asshole sometimes why is it just me vince you are a part of this too no im not you made that real clear at my place the other night vince i was angry i felt hurt and betrayed i was trying to hurt you back we just need to deal with this no games no games all that matters is how we move forward from here so what are you gonna do there you go again you you you vince come on this is our decision so what are we gonna do we are gibba fugyre tgus iyt right now (exhale) (birds in background ) you have any original thoughts or are you gonna go with what i decide (walking on gravel) i dont know if i am ready is anyone ever ready im must now getting my shit back together are you sure this does not have ssomething to do with summer i mean how would she react if she knew i was pregnant it was a one time thing and that was a mistake what about brandon how would he react if he found out you were pregnant nothing happend with brandon it was a mistake too look this is beween us vince we just need to figure it out can i ask you something berween you and me (she takes a deep breath) did you get high with summer no she just left that bag there to be a bitch between you and me yeah if you wouldn not have walked in when you did and told me what you told me i would have done that entire sack and would have went out and got more that stopped you i would think if anything me showing up pregnant would have made you run to it im gonna be here for you clean and sober what about the kid you gonna be ther for him of course say you move on vince and go have kids with someone else when you are ready are you still gonna be there for this kid why wouldnt i be (takes a long breath) if i decide not to have it (he lets out a long drawn out breath) part of me will always feel like something is missing i thought you werent ready part of me is not part of me is thinking this couild ruin the rest of my life but then there is another part another part of me is saying you dont want to ask yourself what if maybe were stressed out (sniffing and crying sounds) vince i have alot of thinking to do i need to be alone you hundry wanna go grab dinner no i want to be alone alone on a sunday (music starts to play a sad balalad) im not being a total asshole when pust comes to shoe vince your not a bad guy (,isoc cpmtomies to play) ive made my decision (sniff) (in audible) whens mom coming home there she comes now (swing set noise) mommy (hi autumn) i missed you missed you did you have fun with daddy yeah what do you wanna do today i dont know you dont know lets go to the mall lets enjoy our day ok do you want to get ice cream mmm how about a popsicle ok popsicle works or a slushie or a slushie (your choice) (music starts to play) a Maddy G Tv Original movie |
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