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What the fuck?
That joint was supposed to go to me.
What, instead it went to
little Darby Crash over there?
He was cute enough.
We'll see about that.
Can I borrow that?
He wasn't.
You didn't get a chance to look at him.
He's my type.
You're like my little sister,
only she likes guys who look rich.
Men in suits, really boring men in suits.
I want a rebel, like a
guy you meet at a protest,
maybe the one holding
the Molotov cocktails.
You think guys that
look like that are rebels?
That jerk and you probably
have no common ground.
You're ready to fuck him
because of his jacket
and his patches.
So this little fuck over
there probably has some
overprotective investment banker father
and you would get bored of
him as soon as his clothes
were lying on your floor and you'd realize
he wasn't the little rebel
you were looking for.
Do we need to talk about murder
to get your attention?
What do you think I'm a fucking killer?
Really Cat?
It's fashion.
Chill out.
More like fascism.
So what?
Siouxie Sioux is punk.
Actually it's for Sophie Scholl.
I swear I saw that daddy
in Schoenberg last week.
But I don't know, they all look the same.
What were you doing in Schoenberg?
I was buying a strap-on.
That neighborhood's really great, though.
Why, so you can check
out the leather daddies?
No, because it's one of
the oldest gay neighborhoods
in the world.
Christopher Isherwood wrote about it,
the nightclub El Dorado since 1920s.
The smell of poppers
floats down the sidewalk.
Plus there's all these great sex shops.
And you fags don't even know about it?
It always just seemed so far away.
True, but the hustler
bars are great.
And what is it, Tuesday?
Nothing else is going on.
We should go, like, right now.
She's a pretty girl but
She doesn't have
a fucking clue
What to do
I mean, it was kinda funny.
You wanna know what she said?
Who has something nice to say about me?
She said you were a Nazi
with a fag on either side.
Great, just like this fucking guy.
Let's go, guys.
Hi man.
It's only for men now.
What?
Men only.
This is wack.
This is misogyny.
This is women-hating.
This is sexism.
Hey, mens only.
This is the patriarchal
system out of fucking control.
Catherine, let's just...
No, forget it.
Look.
I'm more of a man than
any of these little fags.
And I probably have a bigger dick, too.
You wanna see it?
Everyone just always
talks about your titties.
Now who's gonna touch my penis?
Is that a Schimpfwort?
Give it a few years.
I get a little uncomfortable
everybody's staring at us.
Is it your boyfriend?
No.
No?
Fags.
So how long have you
been working here for?
Two months.
Yeah?
Catherine's so crazy.
We are not gay.
Sure you are.
What are you doing here?
Working.
Yeah?
Mm hmm.
Fags work too.
Sometimes.
But what are you doing here?
I'm a whore too.
I was practically born a whore.
Wanna see my wife?
Why would I want to see your wife?
Look, my daughter.
Nice.
Really nice.
You have children?
No.
You want children?
Nice perfume.
Very fruity.
Hey.
Yeah?
Okay, we're gonna leave.
You guys are leaving.
Yes.
Together?
Yes.
Are you sure?
Have a good night, okay?
Okay.
Okay, bye.
Bye.
Hey.
Hi.
Can I get you a drink?
Sure, I'll take a Radler.
You from Berlin?
No, I'm from Russia.
Things are not so good
there for queers though, huh?
No, not so good.
But probably not as bad as you think.
I mean I was so moved by
the whole Pussy Riot thing
and that guy, Danke Shoen,
the guy that nailed his balls
to the ground in front of the Kremlin,
so fucking amazing, right?
Do you wanna do some MDMA?
This is the bar they used to hang out in.
I love David Bowie.
I mean he's one of these
artists that like saw
into the future.
Do you know Jobriath and Klaus Nomi?
So good.
Do you want to go to the lake?
This weekend?
No, right now.
It's raining.
It'll be sunny by the time we get there.
I would love you
to use me amuse me
I'm chained to your insanity
Any day you could
buy me or tie me up
A slave to your perversity
Refuse me
Diffuse me
To the corners of the galaxy
And take me out
You'll take me out
Take me out
Take me out
You just amaze
me and daze me
You're the blind spot
in my consciousness
Come on and forsake
me and break me
And drink the blood
of my obsession
Make me cry out and
die out of love
For this world is fantasy
Refuse me
Diffuse me
To the corners of the galaxy
And take me out
Take me, take me out
Take me out
Take me out
No no no no don't
No no no give it to me
No no no no don't
No no no give it to me
Take me out oh
baby I'm ready
For your troubles
I'm expedient
You don't want
to stay for breakfast?
Sorry, I must go.
But thanks for last night.
It was fun, no?
Can I see you again?
Yeah, I'll text you.
Asshole.
I'm gonna make a coffee, okay?
Do you want one?
Whatever.
Well do you want one or not?
Whatever, I don't care.
Yes, I want coffee, thank you.
Hi.
Hey.
You wanna come over for breakfast?
It's 4 p.m.
Call it brunch and then you've got a deal.
Okay.
I'm here, just come over whenever.
Okay bye.
What?
Nothing.
Okay, everyone move
over for the breeders.
So we went to this party.
Some like Roman nightclub.
But then I got home and Jayne was pissed.
We had to fuck in the bathroom
because she locked the bedroom door.
Both of those guys.
Not really, one of
them couldn't get it up.
I bet I know which one.
I bet you don't.
It was so awkward too
because you know how small
my bathroom is.
But you know it's like,
Jayne and I, we're supposed
to be in this free, open
relationship but I think
if she knew that there were two hookers
in the bathroom with me she
would have flipped her shit.
You know?
She probably just assumed
it was some trendy dyke.
What do you see in her anyways?
She's like a Midwest diner beauty queen.
So how was your night?
It was alright.
Yeah?
It was good.
How do you know after like
the first night with someone
if there was a connection?
Well what do you mean by connection?
I mean like a romantic connection.
Romantic?
What, you don't
believe in romance?
I didn't say that.
Did he make direct eye contact?
Hard to say.
It was late.
I should go.
So we'll see you at Grlitzer
Park on Friday?
Yeah, you mean tomorrow.
Is it the weekend already?
Feels like I never have any
time to get any work done.
Okay.
Bye.
We understand each other,
we love each other,
we don't need to always
go over and remember
these negative things.
Think about three days ago
when we were having sex
and it was so hot, you know what I mean?
What, you like that?
Yeah.
Hold on a second.
What, you like this?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do you have a girlfriend at home?
No.
No?
No, I really like what I see.
Yeah, okay, yeah, shut up.
Oh.
This fucking asshole.
No, I don't know, just some guy, you know,
they're just rude to me.
I walk down this bridge every fucking day.
Jayne, don't give it to me, okay?
I didn't do anything.
Why are you always so
nervous and so uptight?
Like, look, I understand you, okay?
I understand you.
I think we're just, we're trying to work
as emotional beings.
And that we should just be
open to whomever or whatever
comes across or enlightens our desires.
All we can do is hope
that it's reciprocated.
And with you it is.
I reciprocate your love.
What?
I can't do this
non-monogamous thing with you.
I love you.
I do, I love you.
I respect and care and love you, okay?
Give me a kiss.
Oh, you ruined them.
Oh, it's wet.
All I really really
really really really
Really really
really want to see
Is a total eclipse
of the sun
All I really really
really really really
Really really
really want to see
Is a total eclipse
of the sun
Says everyone
Just the birds are
silent with surprise
All I really really
really really really
Really really
really want to see
Is a total eclipse
of the sun
She was a
crazy Nazi sympathizer.
Uh huh.
She was British.
British, yes, I know her.
She was totally in love with...
Yeah yeah yeah, she
was a very arrogant lady.
Yeah.
Did you know that Bette
Midler bought all the parks
in New York City?
She has so much money that every park
is now a Bette Midler park.
I heard you stuck seven
hits of pussy up your acid.
Oh yeah.
On the seventh day I'm
like fucking wigging out
because every day for seven
days I took a hit of acid
and decided okay, this is the seventh day,
I put seven in my vagina.
But I had recently read
a shit-ton on Babylon,
the Tower of Babylon, big phallus,
and that's like how you can
control people with...
It just works perfectly with
the concept of the muse,
like musing each other
instead of using each other.
And I developed that after
discovering that the internet
was actually my vehicle of sending love,
and I can send it through my vagina,
which is now accessible to everyone.
A caged bird doesn't sing
But my wings have
been clipped
And I couldn't see a thing
All I needed was protection
And you were right
there for me
Your love got me lifted
So high in the sky
I'm free
To fly
'Cause it's just be shamed for so long.
I'm free to fly
Finally free to fly
I'm free to fly
She came 'cause she
was having a threesome
with my flatmate Nick and his girlfriend.
Really?
Yeah.
And like we met her and
there was just like screaming
outside when we were walking.
And then when did?
Yeah it was just like
screaming from outside
of the building, and we go inside
and this like gazelle-looking
woman come out and it's her.
Wow.
Yeah.
I like that.
Yeah.
That's how we met.
I wanna look like a gazelle.
Maybe you do.
Good.
But I feel more like a horse.
But you look more
like a beautiful horse.
Okay.
Schne Pferde.
No, not in German.
That blonde boy
inside's pretty cute.
I thought you were over
your leftist straight boy fetish.
You loved a nation
Declare your need
You sweep my floor
Love that you do
So.
Tell me more about Africa.
I lived there until I was 10
and I had my own horse and
I had my own little cheetah.
Really?
You had a cheetah?
Yes, and it stayed with us.
Hey Sasha.
Hi.
How's it going?
I'm drinking with a friend.
Let's talk later.
Okay.
So, you want to go?
Yes, let's do it.
It's all still there
Where goes the night
Our summers
Play on repeat
Where goes the night
In stealth
Stands a kiss
From an ancient time
The conquers gone unseen
So you're still here?
Yeah, I was waiting for you.
I'm working.
Can we talk?
What do you want to talk?
I'm working.
Okay look I can be done in a couple hours.
Will you still be around?
Yeah, I can come back.
The guys at the bar can't know.
What are you talking about?
Look if we are going to be friends
you cannot come to my work.
You understand?
Okay.
My friend kicked me out of his house.
So where are you staying?
The hotel.
And how are you affording that?
Work more.
If you want you could
just go to my house
and pass out or whatever, listen to music.
Okay.
I'm tired.
Good, everything's good,
it's good to see you guys.
Mom, you have nothing to worry about.
Yeah, I think a visit's
like a really good idea,
you guys'll have a really great time here.
But right now I actually
have to go, it's really good
to see you guys, okay?
Bye.
Your parents sound nice.
Did you hear that some
Neo Nazis raided QB?
Bastards.
Are they okay?
Those classless brutes
should have some respect
for Berlin culture.
I hope that all the dykes
kicked the shit out of them.
Since when did all these
Scandinavian artsy types
become so gay?
And they must have come
along with all the British
Dotcommers, right Conner?
I'm not even British, Catherine.
So why did you move to Berlin?
Because you know at the
end of Liquid Sky the movie
the two lesbians ditch
Manhattan for Berlin.
Otto knows what I'm talking about.
Ezra, don't you think we already have
too many Canadians in town?
I like the Canadians.
What's your background?
My mom's from Palestine, my
dad's an Israeli German Jew.
You decided to come to Germany
instead of go to the Middle East?
He wanted to indulge in his white roots.
Not his brown ones.
Thank you.
You okay?
Yeah.
It's my friend.
He won't let me come pick my things.
Why not?
I don't know, he is mad.
Wanna go get something to eat?
I don't have any money.
You don't have to go to work all week?
No.
Mo?
Mole.
Mole!
Mole McHenry, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
Oh my god I will never be
able to adopt an Asian child.
I don't know, some people,
I just don't get their vibe.
And it's kinda a creepy vibe.
And it happens once every 20 people.
And it's not about how they look.
Is that Ezra's?
Yeah.
Yeah.
'Cause we need an
office space but we can't
find an office space 'cause
no one has an office job.
No, she was really nice, she's funny.
She's got a kind of...
Yeah.
Biting way about her.
I'm Jayne, I'm Catherine's girlfriend.
Hi.
Hi.
It's more Catherine's friends,
I mean there's some people
and girlfriends and
stuff but I don't know.
I'm really glad I can't
speak German sometimes.
Do you think about
me when you fuck her
I love the way she says
that though, when ya fuck her.
How does this guy fuck her?
He fucks her.
I fuck her.
Fuck her.
Don't be upset, don't be upset,
don't be upset, don't be upset!
I love you, I love you!
You'll wanna
be here with everybody
and you'll stay all
night and you'll end up
really shitfaced...
No.
And then be like no get
to me 'cause I can't even
have sex with you 'cause
you're totally unconscious.
It's a shame Berlin's tearing down
all its beautiful Nazi
architecture, don't you think?
Meanwhile in Berlin
Meanwhile in Berlin
Meanwhile in Berlin
Meanwhile in Berlin
Who is this new guy?
Do you like him?
I don't know.
He is German?
American.
On vacation?
No, he lives here.
He studies?
No.
Works?
No, not really.
So why did he move here?
I don't know.
He likes here.
I never knew any
Americans to move to Europe.
I think all the people
want to go to America.
Maybe something is wrong with him.
Is it so hard to understand
Once I was a woman
Now I am your man
What is so hard
to comprehend
What mother nature gave me
I gave back again
Don't be so juvenile
The choice here lover dear
Was never yours it's mine
The fact of the
fiction is this
I won't wear the body
if the body doesn't fit
Do you know Gloria Vagra?
She's great.
A little bit over the
top, but aren't we all?
Have you ever thought about doing drag?
Yes, I did.
But have you ever actually done it?
No, not yet.
But I'm only here a few months.
Well I love drag.
My favorite is Candy Darling,
oh god, she's fabulous.
I mean, she's this Andy
Warhol superstar, glamorous,
but I would actually refer
to her being a real woman
than a drag queen.
Really, you've thought about doing drag?
Yes.
Sometimes I feel like a woman.
What did you mean
when you said you felt like a woman?
I don't know.
I just never really feel
like a man, you know?
But what can I do?
Are you trans?
I don't know.
Human spirit is complicated, no?
Take it away
What you used to
know, know, know
I have seen
Is your friend one of those
women you were talking about?
What women?
The trans woman.
Mika?
Yeah, she is.
You enjoying the show?
Yes.
I didn't know people like this exist.
Like who?
Like Mika.
Yeah?
I had dreams where I look like her.
She's great.
And I've had dreams where
I sleep with boys like you.
You don't really want to
sleep with me, do you?
I do.
I'm sorry, it's just
the last couple of weeks
have been so confusing.
Three euro.
Thank you.
Ooh, they look lovely.
I think I'll take, no no no no, no.
Maybe this one?
I'll take a pink one.
Okay.
Okay.
Thank you.
I'm trying to sell the
film rights on your book.
It's very, very difficult
but possibly we are lucky.
It will be a lot of money.
I can imagine someone like
Gregg Araki directing it.
Yeah, we'll see, you
know, but first you have to
write the book.
I hear you are all over the
sex clubs and don't write.
I am writing, and I'll have something
for you in two weeks.
I'm working on this
story, it's really good,
it's about falling in love
with a character that's trans.
Transvestite?
Transgender.
That's not commercial, you know.
I think what's commercial
is I have an idea.
I just read in the newspaper
there is a gay penguin couple
who stole an egg from
a heterosexual couple
and old people like to
see these kind of films.
But first you have to write the book.
Get up very early in the
morning, I mean good writers
get up at four o'clock in the morning,
write until late evening,
and don't sleep, you know.
In Germany we need discipline.
Sorry, we are in line.
Yeah, and you still are, don't worry.
Uh, aren't you a little old for this?
Shouldn't you be at a dinner party?
Or in bed?
You're my dinner.
I'm gonna poke my heels through
that twink's eye socket if
he says another word.
So what do you want?
I'll just take some MDMA.
Okay, sure.
Oh wait, I think I only
got pills, is that okay?
Yeah, we'll take two.
Okay.
Oh, I mean they're super strong
so I would say like
one is probably enough,
definitely enough for
two like if you split it.
Okay.
We'll take one then.
Oh, do you want mushrooms, too?
No thanks.
Okay, hey, then take this one,
that's a present from me.
I loved your last book,
by the way, it was so.
Like I got a copy from my ex.
What was it called?
Mainstream...
Rigor and contempt.
Yeah, exactly, yeah.
You're quite amazing.
You interested?
Yeah.
Anything is possible.
Sasha?
Hi.
Oh my god, you look great!
Thank you.
I didn't know you do drag.
Well it's the first time.
Let's celebrate.
Yes, this Sasha, he know it is time.
Cheers, darling.
Cheers.
Cheers.
You know, let's have some
white wine like classy lady.
Yes.
Bartender, can we have
two white wines please?
Thank you.
Thank you.
Cheers, darling.
Cheers.
Oh my god, I love you.
Polish nails.
You know, my first time I
have this beautiful red,
but this red lipstick was
so intensive I am still
washing out the stains.
Out of my dress.
So sometimes
you go out not in drag.
Sasha, look at me, and look at him.
Can you believe that I will be like him?
Never, never, never.
It's my biggest fear.
Cheers.
Cheers.
Bartender, do we have
keys for the ladies' room?
And you will spend a
lot of money on makeup.
Yes.
Come take a seat.
How are you?
I am good, and you?
Okay.
You like sausages?
No, thank you.
I don't know how long
I will be working here.
I am maybe talking to a
lawyer about getting a visa.
What's wrong with working here?
Nothing.
It's good money.
Yes, sorry.
What's your problem?
It's okay.
Yeah.
Can I have some?
Yeah.
How did you meet her?
Who?
Maxime.
Him?
He's a boy.
We met when I was fucking
a go-go dancer in the back.
How long have you guys been together?
Two years.
We live together, but I'm not gay.
You are not gay?
I'm not a faggot.
I love Lukas.
He is the best thing
that has happened to me.
There was this woman before.
She even bought me a car.
But I left her, I came to Berlin.
Then here I met him.
You know, sometimes it's
hard to live together
with someone, to share everything.
He is a mess.
He won't cook, won't clean,
won't do shit at home.
I do all of it.
I make it nice for us, I
take care of everything.
But it's worth it.
Makes me happy in the morning
to wake up by his side.
Hello.
Can you give me some advice?
Somebody on the street will ask you,
"But you are a man!
"Why do you dress like that?"
Then they always say well I'm in the same
Don't be a bitter lemon
Be sweet like tutti frutti
Don't be a sour dinky
Be darling and kinky
You shouldn't believe
everything that you hear
Singing louder is
what they fear
You shouldn't be to trusting
Those who are disgusting
Lying to your face
What a disgrace
God gave me the authority
to give you a most
amazing future.
Tee hee hee.
Do you think I should...
You were ready the moment you were born.
Oh yeah this train
Don't carry no
control freaks
No freaky geeky homo
foghead fruitcakes
'Cause this train
is bound for glory
This train, choo choo
These are my friends.
Hello.
Hello.
Hi.
Hi, welcome.
Cheers darling, you look fabulous.
The Trans Mitzvah.
To Sasha.
To Sasha!
I guess the best experience
I had in my transition
was I once had a friend
who made a picture of me
and showed it to me,
just like a normal friend
would show you a picture,
and was the first time
in my life when I was
able to see my face and
see that finally it was me.
And it's very difficult
to describe that after
20 something years or
let's say 18,
you were not able to
recognize 100% yourself
from your face, which I did this time.
So it took me 20
something years to realize
that I was this person.
That I exist.
Since people started to
see me as a male person
I could finally live the way I wanted to
and finally have sex the way I wanted to
because before it was
like for me being put
in this position of being a
woman, having sex with men,
it was just awkward.
I've always been a woman.
The thing is that people
think I'd be a man
'cause I'm such a butch.
Exactly.
And I look like a boy a bit.
But I've always been a woman,
I didn't know it earlier,
and I really thought I'd be
a man and I lived like that.
Trans women friends
always told me guys like me
don't exist, there's
only them, but one day
I found out about hormones.
Oh.
Speaking of hormones.
Some of us don't even have them anymore.
An older brother and I
was like he's got something
in between his legs which would
grow probably a little bit
later to me as well and
I was laying in bed like,
dear god, and tomorrow
I'm gonna have a penis.
And this is how I actually
thought it works, to be.
Just pray enough.
Yeah.
Pray hard enough and you
become what you really are.
Every day is a fight
but not just for us,
for everybody living life is a fight.
So you don't have to be
trans or something in between
to fight.
Some people, when I say I'm
trans they don't believe it.
I got to get naked or to show my scars.
So by getting naked on stage
it's a way to show people
that there are a lot of
different bodies and gender
and that I am one of them
and that they would have
not known if I would not
have shown that so it's like
a way for me to be really
myself and at the same
time playing a character
so it's really fun.
You should really do that.
Yes, totally.
Okay, we perform together.
And sometimes we have also sex on stage
and yeah it's fun and cool,
you have to try it out.
Nothing you can do but
just follow your dreams.
Either way the guys
get outta hand
But that just passes by
I loved it, thank you.
Here she is.
Hey.
Oh hey.
Yeah, right on, kid.
Often cultural capital
comes from economic capital.
One thing transforms into the other.
I like writing
these poems and pictures.
Sometimes they are songs.
You're a
hustler, you're a problem.
And in Russia?
In my hometown
living with my mother.
Sometimes I feel like a woman.
I don't know.
Humans just very complicated.
Actually, think
he came out as trans.
My parents took
it harder when I came out
as an artist than when
I came out as queer.
Are you nervous?
It's gonna be okay.
Let's just do one more, yeah?
Fuck.
This feels really weird to me in here.
Why?
You think he's gonna bomb?
I hope not.
Hurry up, you're gonna miss him.
You have some cum on your face.
Give that to me.
This place is fucking so small.
Is that applause?
Did we miss it?
Don't worry, there's gonna be an encore.
Let's go.
Hey.
Hi.
Good to see you.
You too.
How was it?
It was good.
Did you miss?
Yeah, I just ran and got a coffee.
Oh, you got a coffee.
I should have gotten you one, I'm sorry.
No, it's fine, I'm okay.
Thank you.
I see an old friend of mine over there.
I think I will just go
and say hi, is it okay?
Okay, yeah, we can just meet later.
Okay, it's good.
Bye.
Bye bye.
Hey, Alexander.
Sasha.
Hey.
Hey.
How is it going?
Good.
Come, take a seat.
How are you?
Yeah, fine.
Bad guys have more fun.
Yes.
And, what do you make here?
I was in a meeting.
Yeah?
Yes.
What's that called again?
DOM.
DOM.
Yeah.
They are very good.
Yeah yeah.
The gay Russian community in Germany.
Yeah, you should come.
Yeah, it's wonderful.
But sorry, not for me.
Yeah I was thinking of going to Moscow,
help with the gay pride parade.
Are you crazy?
They will fuck you up over there.
Sasha, you were lucky
enough to make it here,
why the hell would you go back?
It's important.
Ah, this is crazy.
I have to.
Come get changed and
let's go for a drink, I pay.
Changed?
Yeah.
Thanks, I'm fine.
Say hi to Maxime.
Would you love me more
if I bought an apartment?
A fancy apartment?
We'll see.
What do you mean, we'll see?
What about if it had like
a moving camera butler.
Be firm in affairs of the heart.
Don't let the past distract the present.
This is an excellent time
to start a new love affair,
new vows, or to relocate.
So what could relocation mean like?
Have you guys been to Paris?
You would love it, all the cupcakes...
It's a romantic city
but I wish I spoke French,
I don't speak French at all
so I was like "Bonjour,"
and they look at me
and they're like, "Hello."
Like am I that American?
Apparently so.
I was going to go to
Ibiza when I was DJing.
Yeah, I love Spain.
Any excuse to go to Ibiza,
any excuse to go to Spain,
I'm there.
Cupcakes and men.
The tea is pink, it matches
the cupcakes, you're insane.
That is incredible.
It's sinful, you know,
all these hip openers.
Hips, hips.
I mean I love cupcakes and yoga.
This is my life.
Well you do yoga
so you can eat the cupcakes.
As much as I love sex,
I love food more, sorry.
I'm sorry but at what time should we go?
Oh, yeah, we should probably...
I think we.
I'm sorry, we gotta go.
Thank you so much for
the lovely.
Oh, thank you so much.
Is this one of the mango ones?
It's like orange.
You both got mango.
Thank you so much.
Ciao!
Cheers!
God, they are so cute
together, don't you think?
Are they together, together?
I don't know.
What's his name now?
Well I hope so because
Catherine was such a bitch.
I know.
I think so too!
Think they're having sex now?
Like now?
That would be so hot.
Instead he arrived
here, overstayed his visa,
and now it's impossible for
me to give him permission
to stay here any longer.
I mean, can you help us?
Is there something we can do to fix this?
The question is what
should you have done before.
I mean you cannot just arrive
in a foreign country and...
There's gotta be something
that you can do for us.
I'm sorry.
He should have thought about it earlier.
What can I do?
Okay.
Good luck.
No!
Oh, wait a second, wait a second.
I heard about this.
Do you guys want to go?
Mentor to Young Perverts.
Oh, I know this guy.
He moved to Berlin a couple of years ago
and in this particular
book he mentioned everybody
that he met that he knew
and put us all down.
He exploits us all.
And I do not want to be part of that.
I don't think we should
grace him with our presence.
Yeah, I don't think so.
It's a great jacket.
Oh, thank you.
Where'd you get that jacket?
Actually my sister gave it to me.
Your sister.
She stayed in Berlin?
My sister.
No, she was here visiting.
'Cause this is kinda old school Berlin.
This wasn't like she was
here like a year ago, right?
She didn't buy this
in Berlin, in London.
Can't believe no one showed up.
The publishers did such a crap job
at promoting this event.
They must have something against me.
Racist bitches.
Can you just enjoy yourself?
You're like a little nervous chihuahua.
You're such a drama queen.
I'd rather be a drama queen then a doll.
Did you read that New York
Times article about Berlin?
Yes, and it's true,
Berlin, it's dead, it's over.
It's not happening anymore.
It's not what it used to be.
Detroit, New Orleans.
I'm gonna buy a house in Bucharest.
I think the idea of wild dogs
roaming around the streets
is very romantic.
It is romantic.
Yeah.
I can see it.
Sasha.
Ezra.
Hi.
Congratulations on your new book.
Thanks.
You look different.
Yeah?
I could hardly recognize you.
Where are you going?
Just having a walk.
Can I come with?
Sure.
Do you wanna stop and smoke a cigarette?
Sure.
Thanks, I'm fine.
You were never
attracted to me, were you?
You were using me.
Ezra.
I liked you.
It's okay, it's fine.
Ezra.
Ezra, stop it!
Hello.
Hey, Sasha, I got an advance on my book.
Can I take you out to dinner?
Jayne?
Ezra.
Yeah, are you with Sasha?
No, Sasha's not here.
She had to go back to Russia.
But.
Please don't ever call here again.
Twat.
Hi.
Hey Cat.
Wanna go out for some bloody Marys?
Maybe just one.
Okay, I'm coming by.
And maybe I can access you.
Your birth, your youth, your
motherhood, your old age,
your death.
I'm ripe to access you entirely.
And I told you not to come
And I told you not to come
And I told you
And I told you not to come
I told you not to come
I told you
In my nightlife
I don't think twice
Everything is so nice
Loving the luxury
of the nightlife
Everything is alright
Blinded by the headlights
Driving past midnight
Looks like a still life
Give me something cheap
Not enough sleep
Which one do I keep
You are my nightlife
Night light
Bright light
Hold tight
Turn right
Turn left
Like death
Bright light
Night light
In my nightlife I
don't think twice
Everything is so nice
Loving the luxury
of the nightlife
Everything is alright
Blinded by the headlights
Driving past midnight
Looks like a still life
Give me something cheap
Not enough sleep
Which one do I keep
You are my nightlife
In my nightlife
I don't think twice
Everything is so nice
Loving the luxury
of the nightlife
Everything is alright
Blinded by the headlights
Driving past midnight
Looks like a still life
Give me something cheap
Not enough sleep
Which one do I keep
You are my nightlife