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Escaping the Madhouse: The Nellie Bly Story (2019)
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My name is Nellie Brown. Poor girl was found wandering the streets of New York confused and disoriented. They sent her here to us. The New York papers have dubbed her the Mystery Girl of Blackwell's Island because when she was found, she had complete amnesia. The only thing she knew was her name. We continue to run her picture hoping someone will recognize her, and while quite as few people seeking lost wives or daughters have made their way to our island in the hope of a happy reunion, no one has claimed her. And you say she has no recollection at all of who she is or how she came to be in this place? I'm afraid that's correct. She has not a single memory to comfort her. Newspaper said she was a pretty girl. I can't say she's pretty at all, not in my estimation. No, gentlemen. This woman is definitely not my wife. This woman has that to comfort her. She speaks in a high tone for a loony with bats in her belfry. The sun, the star, the planet, The sword. I guess they all want to see the mystery girl. I'm sorry to keep bringing you in here, Nellie. I fear some of your visitors read about your case in the papers and come simply to satisfy a curiosity. Of course, we're obliged to see them, in case they can shed light on who she really was. I'm myself, even without memories. Memories are the shelf, as much as bricks are the house, and you, dear girl, are homeless. I have a home. I feel it. I... I have feelings that... Just now, when that man... Feelings are not... Doctor Ingram, I believe Nellie's memories still exist, they're just cloaked. And as her primary doctor, it is my duty to help lift that cloak... Gently, over time. Now, Nellie, I'm afraid it's time for you to go back. Before I go, may I please have my shoes loosened? The bolt is so tight, I cannot feel my feet. No, my dear girl. Your doctor shall not stoop to loosen your shoes. The bare idea! But Ingram, they're fastened so tightly they're interfering with her circulation. Who has the key? Matron Grady attends to the patients' physical needs. You are new to Blackwell, Dr. Josiah, but you will soon discover that our patients' shoes are locked tightly for good reason. I'll walk you back. New York. That's where I live. If I could just get off this island and go back there, I'm sure I could remember something. Nellie, you can't leave this island until you've recovered your memory. But I can't recover my memory on this island. I feel like Tantalus. My memory, like the water, always receding, never allowed a drink. You're well-versed in Greek mythology. But not my own history. Back in the office, you started to say that you felt something. Was it a memory? No. It was more like a feeling. A dislocated feeling can be the footprint of a memory. Can you describe what you felt? I felt a flash of... Affection, for a man. Did you recognize him? No. He was familiar. Father, brother? Someone here? I can't conjure his face, just a flash of an image. When I heard that man say the word "bats", something having to do with the word "bats". This is excellent. This... this feeling about a man, the word association. This could signal you're about to have a breakthrough. Or I could just really like baseball. Nellie. Don't give in to despair. You have every reason to hope. Now more than ever. Uh... Beg... beg pardon, Matron Grady. Uh, the new doctor, Dr. Josiah, ma'am, is waiting in your office. Oh. We don't want to keep the young doctor waiting now, do we? No. Is that too big? Is that good? Are you my love? You're the prettiest. That's right. There you go! Are you my lovely bird? That's my bird, my sunshine. Yes. There you go. All right. You should have told me you were waiting. I'd like to discuss Nellie's feet. Oh. How unusual for a doctor of the mind to take an interest in the other end of our girls. Right, well, it would seem the nurses have fastened her boots a little too tightly today. Did they? I'll have a word with them. Yes, thank you. And if you would, please loosen them now. Oh, I can't do that. But you have the key. Dr. Josiah, you haven't been with us very long. There are 45 patients in this hall. That's 90 shoes in the morning and 90 shoes at night. 180 turns of the screw every day and every night. And do you know how many staff nurses I have in my employ? I don't know, no. Three. Well in that case, I would be happy to do it myself if you'd be so kind as to hand me the key. I'd just like to point out that if we adjust one pair of shoes we are going to be on our knees all day long, adjusting everyone's shoes and then they will slip out of them on their own and what with fevers going around, well then, we would have to call in the real doctors. Oh, right. I mean, the ones of the body, not the thoughts inside it. Matron Grady, the thoughts inside a body have a direct impact on that body. The health of one determines the other, more often than not. Shall I sit down or is the lecture over? I'll move on to the demonstration. The key, please. Thank you. Little bird. Now, Miss Brown, can you tell us, are your thoughts improved now that your body is relieved? They are transformed entirely. Thank you. Thank you for your indulgence. Fevers are going around. That's all I'm saying. Tight shoes mean a tight ship. I've never lost a patient on my watch, Sir. New arrivals are ready for the bath, Ma'am. Hmm. Well, why don't we have Brown give you a hand with the bath, now that she's been transformed. This island may have been a hog farm once, but Matron Grady likes her piggies clean. Bath time! Who goes first? You. All of it. Be gentle with her! You had your bath already, Brown. Don't make me give you another. I actually... I don't need a bath. I had one last night and I won't be here long. They'll come for me. Yes, I'm sure they'll be here any second. I have to feed my baby. If I don't give suck, I'll lose my milk. If you don't get into that tub, you'll lose a lot more than that. Okay, let her have it. Pretend you're jumping into an icy lake. Do it! Ahh! Stop that, I said! Where is everybody going? They're going to breakfast. It's just like the chair in George's nursery. He'd bring him to me in the mornings to nurse, swaddled in his little blue blanket with tiny ducks. Whoa, whoa, you can't sit in it. It's Matron Grady's. Does she have a baby too? Oh, God forbid. I brought his little blue blanket with me, but... the nurses took it away. I miss my baby. Shh. It's okay. Come on. We have to get to the cafeteria before they lock us out. "Come down to Kew in Lilac time," "'tis not so far from London." "Come down to Kew in Lilac time," "'tis not so far from London." "And we will wander hand in hand," "in love in nature's wonderland." Wonderland! Hand in hand... in love in nature's wonderland. Very good. Remember, our annual ball is this week. It's a very nice gift from the Charities and Corrections Commission, and I expect everybody to help prepare for it. Bless, O Lord, this food to thy use and us to thy service. Ah... WOMEN REPEATING: Ah... men. Men. Thank you. A ball at an asylum? Who ever heard of such a thing? We have it every year. It's a ritual. Ritual and routine are the cornerstones of the Matron's cure. So, do we pretend they're at a real ball? A New York society ball? It is a real ball. There's music and dancing and socializing. They're just a bunch of sick people dancing with each other on an island of lunatics. And that differs from New York society in what way precisely? Are we meant to eat this? Oh. Best not to look when she's feeding the bird. Not if you wanna keep whatever sanity you've got left. I was told this would be a rest-cure. I rather thought it would be like Dr. Kellogg's sanitarium. You sound like you're from the smart set. I'm a daughter of the American Revolution and one of the first families in New York. Oh yeah? Who were you? She still is who she was. We all are. She's so touchy about it because she don't know who she was. It's true. I don't remember anything from before my treatment. What kind of treatment did they give you? I honestly couldn't say. All I know is I woke up and here I am. They can't hold you captive just because you lost your memory. They can do whatever they want. I was a chambermaid. I'm here because I outlived my money. They threw me in here on account of how I made my money. See that one there? Johari. She only speaks Swahili. And Rosa is from Mexico. They don't speak United States. That's all that's wrong with them. Then they should hire a translator. They're gonna die in here. We're all gonna die. We're all gonna die! Nobody even knows we're in here, or cares. Well, I feel sorry for you, but I'm from one of the very vest families on Park Avenue. Yeah, right. You don't know she isn't. When my husband and my brothers find out I'm here, they'll be on the first boat out to get me. You may rely on it. After all, I am still a Hollister. "Mrs. Hollister served pink lemonade and rainbow sandwiches." Miss Hollister... Star, planet. Star, planet... The sword. Other foot. There you go. Oh, thank God. "Mrs. Hollister served pink lemonade." Agh! Stop it! It's too tight! Dr. Josiah said! "Dr. Josiah said!" You raise your voice to me one more time, and I'll have you thrown into the Retreat. There's places in there your pretty doctor will never find you. Now get to bed! All of you! Shh. I miss my baby so much. If I could just... Touch his little blanket. H. The first few nights are the hardest. Lottie. Yes? Have you ever seen me before, outside of this place? No. I'm sorry, Nellie. I've never known you before tonight. But, if you want me to say differently, I can. I can tell them you're my cousin. Then you can leave with me when my brothers get here. I'm so cold! The shoes, the baths, the recitations. She makes it impossible to think straight! Try not to transfer your frustrations with your recovery onto Matron Grady. Do you know, after baths they open all the windows just to watch us shiver. More likely for the fresh air. No! You don't know her. Bridget McGuinness told me. Matron Grady beat her with a broomstick simply for asking for a drink of water. Mrs. Cotter, they... They stripped her naked and they threw her into the baths, they threw a sheet over her face, held her down until she nearly drowned! Every woman in this place has a story to tell. That these women earnestly believe these stories does not make them true. Most of these women are not insane. Yes, some were born silly or forget themselves with age, but most have been made crazier by this place. Injected with chloral and morphine, made to sit silently from morning till evening, taxed with back-breaking labour with no purpose! She has us hauling rocks endlessly like Sisyphus! Yes, there are some women here with broken minds. But most of them, these women are not insane! I am not insane. You think I'm raving. There's nothing wrong with passion, as long as it doesn't tip over into mania. Am I crazy? I don't feel crazy. Amnesia is my particular area of expertise. Amnesia, more often than not, is the result of some hidden trauma. It creates a kind of... blockage of the mind. A trauma. You told me about Miss McGuinness and Mrs. Cotter. What about you, Nellie? What happened to you? I don't know. Well, that must be the focus of our work together. As for Matron Grady, well, she's apparently enjoyed many successes in this stitution, and from what I've read in your file, you're one of them. It was Grady who administered the treatment that brought you back to reality. But my memory is destroyed. Nellie, when you arrived you were talking gibberish. All you knew was your name. Matron Grady's treatment wasn't the cause of that. No, I suppose not. I did remember a name. Hollister. Was there a similar feeling of fondness as when you heard "bat"? No. This was different. It was, um... More like a memory. I distinctly hear myself saying, or reading, the name. The Hollisters are a prominent family. They're frequently written about in the newspapers. Yes, yes, that's it! It was a newspaper! Uh... I, uh... I... Close your eyes. If you can, imagine you're holding the newspaper. And try to feel it between your fingers. I can smell the ink. Good. And... and... and there are flowers, on a desk. Excellent. Okay, now, slowly, when you're ready, I want you to look up and tell me where you are. I can't. Every time I have a handle on something, it just... it falls away. I can't think in this place. I can't think in these shoes! Are they still bothering you? I told the nurses not to fasten the manacles so... tightly. I'll have another word with Matron Grady. In the meantime, I've procured my own key. If you'll permit me. Yes, please. Please. Now, every day when you come to me, I can loosen your shoes. So you can think. Thank you. It would probably be best if this were to remain our secret. Of course. Thank you, Doctor. Uagh! So, what are your thoughts? I think I know why you became a doctor and not a baseball player. Well in my defence, I think it's only the second or third time I've picked this thing up. You know, back in England we grew up playing quite a different bat and ball game. It's called cricket. Well, I think I'll spare myself any further blushes. Come on, let's see if you can do better. Did you buy this just for me? For my son, actually. Oh, you have a little boy? Uh, a girl. But I didn't know it admittedly when I got the bat. Girls can play games too. You should give this to your daughter, show her how to use it. Yeah, I'm not sure my wife would approve. Right. Let's see what you got. Ready? Ugh! Oh, bravo! So, any images, feelings? No. Nothing. It's like my memory has nothing to anchor it, nothing that's really mine. Dr. Josiah, will you do something for me? A favour? Of course. As long as it's in service of your recovery. The new patient, Lottie Hollister, she misses her baby very much. Yes, I know she does. I think it would help her if she could sit in the rocking chair in the hall, even for just a few minutes, under your supervision, of course. You're asking if I can supervise a woman using a rocking chair. I think she can manage that without me. Of course she could, if she were allowed to sit in it. You're saying the patients in Hall 6 are forbidden from using public furniture? Yes. Matron Grady won't let anyone use it, and yet she sits in it all the time in front of us. Right. Follow me. It's just like my chair at home. Well then, you must use it at least once a day. She's in the chair! Not allowed! She's not allowed! I want to sit and rock. Get away from there. Get away! Get away from there, you, unless you want the switch! You got to get out right now! Go! Just wait your turn. Ladies, if you can, just form an orderly queue to one side. Please, girls. If you could, just... What do you think you're doing? It's all right. These patients are under my supervision. Ladies, please, just to one side if you can. Thank you. When is my turn? Me! Me! Me! Is it my turn to sit down? I haven't had a turn yet! Uh, Madam, you have to come quick. That young doctor is letting the patients use your chair. Which patients? All of them, Ma'am. Nurse Lila, come along. One side, girls, please. Just to one side if you can, thank you. Silence! Who told you this chair was your property? Nobody. I don't need to be told because it is my personal property. Then why is it here in plain sight where everyone can see it and no one can use it? The patients used to use it. All they did was fight over it. There were several injuries. I don't let them sit in it now because I don't have the staff to monitor it all day long. You can see for yourself it's quite a task, but I leave it here... as a sense of home. Of ho-ome. A touch of the familiar. For comfort in what can be a most impersonal place. But if you order me to have it removed, I will. No, no, please. No. That won't be necessary. Nurse Grupe, why don't you escort these patients to the farm? No. I think they could... Quiet, quiet! I think they could benefit from some exercise and fresh air. Yes, Ma'am. Come on. They're hiding in the walls! Get out now, Mariah. Get out of the chair, Mariah. They're hiding in the walls! Let go of... the chair. No! No! The star, the sun... It's mightier than the sword. There are people out there who have no voice! Who are you? What are you doing in here? Please, this is mine. This belongs to me. Oh my heck. I told all me friends the mystery girl was in here. They couldn't believe it. They wanna know all about you. Everybody does. You're in all the papers. You're famous. You know that? I bet that when you get better they're gonna throw you a parade. I bet they'll take you shoppin', anywhere you want to go. The only place I don't want to go is the Retreat. I don't want to go there either. No. Will you please hide this for me? Please? Please? All right. What are you doing in here? There's a man downstairs from the Department of Charity and Corrections. He says it's about the ball. Every year, they kick up a fit about paying the quartet. They're tighter than a tick. And close the door behind you. No sitting on the ground. Let's go. What will we do with them all? Nothing. Once we haul 'em all across the field, Grady makes us haul 'em all back again. Mind where you're walking. Hey, hey, you're okay. You're okay. Go straight to your room. And hide this in your mattress. Shh. Shh. You are only to hold it at night, when everyone's asleep. Hide it! Hide it! Thank you. Do you understand, Lottie? Thank you. You're saying you stole this from Matron Grady's office? It's mine. It must have been on my person when I arrived. The nurses confiscate all your personal belongings. You should see what's locked up in Grady's desk! "The cat sat on the king"? It's gibberish, a visual representation of your confused state of mind when you arrived. Look at this. "Damaris is a 60 year-old woman from Gowanus, Brooklyn, sent to asylum simply for being destitute." That's not gibberish. No, it's not, which would suggest... "Johari doesn't speak any English. "A nurse choked her for crying, then dragged her to the closet, where her terrified cries hushed into smothered ones." Why would I write that? Clearly, you wrote this after your treatment. No, I remember everything after my treatment. And I've never seen this journal. I arrived the same day you received your treatment. Although I doubt you remember meeting me. Perhaps you used this notebook as a way to organize the world around you, to reconstruct your mind. I think it's actually quite a brilliant bit of therapy, writing in a journal. This isn't her idea! She doesn't allow us paper or anything to write with! Aren't you going to at least talk to her about it? And how would I do that without impugning you? You trespassed and stole... You could tell her that you took it. Nellie, for your own good, I won't lie for you. We're making progress. Try to follow the rules and focus on your recovery. For all her gruffness, we must assume that Matron Grady has your best interest at heart, even if, at times, her bedside manner can be off-putting. How about I keep that for you here, in my office? You can use it whenever you like while you're with me. I think it's time for you to go back. Today, many of you were exposed to over-stimulation. It was not my intention. Henceforth, there will be no more rocking, of any kind, at any time. Each of you will maintain a restful composure until you are deemed by the doctors of this institution to have reaped the benefits of undistracted reflection. Give it to me! Give it back! It's mine! Let it go. Let it go. It's mine. Hollister, let it go. Where did you get this? I don't know. I don't know. Oh, well, that's quite curious because, this afternoon, I found my office door open. And the contents of my desk were out of order. Does that ring a bell, dear? No? No, no, ma'am. Thousand pities. Nurse Grupe? Ma'am? Something seems to have happened to Hollister's memory. The Retreat, ma'am? Yes, I think so. I think that would be good. It would help restore her powers of recall. No. Oh. How now, Brown cow? Did you want to stick your oar in? I took the blanket. I went into your office. I found it. And I brought it to Lottie, to comfort her. Did it ever occur to you, Brown, that, sometimes, the smallest things in our possession are too painful for us to bear? I would rather see her carrying around a piano than something so freighted with so much anguish as this blanket. You have made this part of her illness. And it will have to be destroyed. No! Please, no! It's mine! No, no, it's not your fault, love. This is what happens when we play doctor. And Brown fancies herself a doctor. Don't you, Brown? And I know which one. Indeed, I think we all do. Oh, I was hoping this would cure itself, Brown. I was really hoping. What are you talking about? You have the quick-blood in your veins. And it is drawing you into a lustful attachment with Dr. Josiah. You are a very attractive young woman. And he is a very attractive young man. But he's someone else's property, Brown. Yes, he has a wife. And I can't let you to go into his drawers the way you went into mine. Filthy. Have you ever seen a sow in heat? How it rubs itself against the gate to relieve the vicious tingling? That is what this stems from. I understand. But this is not a hog farm anymore. You need relief of a more permanent nature. Fenton, Grupe, you're with me. You let me, go! I will tell the doctor! Oh, I rather doubt that. Ladies, good night. No! No! No! No! No! Please! What are you doing to me? You won't want the gentlemen here for this. But I'll keep them if I have to. Up-skirt. Don't you dare! Then you may take your ease in the hall. Whatever this hideous ritual is, I do not give my consent! Sometimes, I think we are too hasty letting go of the time-honoured traditions, all this talking of cooing and begging people to behave themselves, for years on end. And it's so much more efficient to just do a quick snap procedure and be done with it. No! This is simply a remedy for the quick-blood. It will drain all the lust out of you. No! What are they doing to her? There you are. Soon, you'll be right as rain. There, there. You don't know real distress is. When I was a young girl, I was sent to a laundry. They called it a laundry. It was a fever hole. My mum had died. My pa, I never knew. I was a lost girl, just like you. But I was only five. Oh, and I was a pretty little thing. You know what the priests do with a pretty little things? A fat lot worse than what I did to you, believe you me. And I came through it. And you will too. And you know how? Fenton will see you back. Are you all right? Come on. It wasn't right, what she did to you, respectfully speaking. They say there's more money in New York City than there's ever been anywhere else in the whole world. But how can that be? Most of us don't even have a pot to piddle in. All right, come on. I know my conversation isn't the most scintillating. But I thought you'd at least come to get your shoes loosened. I wasn't feeling up to it today. Are you feeling poorly? No, I'm fine. You'd tell me if something were amiss, wouldn't you? You can tell me anything. You know that. You needn't ever be embarrassed. I didn't sleep well last night. That's all. I was anxious to meet with you today because my research has borne some fruit. I've read about a case in France where a drowning victim was revived, only to have no memory of who she was or what had happened to her. Oxygen deprivation. Perhaps there was an accident, something that happened to you, something on or near water. Does that mean anything to you? I have to go. Nellie, what is it? Is it Matron Grady again? Please, I insist you tell me. No, everything's fine. I simply want to follow the rules and focus on my recovery, as you said. Excuse me. The star, the planet, the ego. There are people out there who have no voice. Who are you? Nellie? Have you forgot yourself again? It's time for supper. Do you go home to visit your husband every night? This is home. I live on the island. We all do. The ferry ride back and forth alone would take more than the pittance we're paid. And that's the only way off this island. So, you're as much a prisoner as we are. Me brother comes and visits me. He's a fisherman. He has his own boat and everything. You best get going. You don't want Matron Grady catching you missing. Come on. He has his own boat and everything. And that's the only way off this island. "Come down to Kew in lilac time. 'Tis not so far from London." "Come down to Kew in lilac time." "'Tis not so far from London." "And we will wander hand in hand, in love, in nature's wonderland." "And we will wander hand in hand, in love, in nature's wonderland." Bless, oh, Lord, this food to thy use, and us to thy service. Amen.Amen. Lottie, Lottie. They said no rocking. She's going to get the whip. Eat your food. And stop that moving around. Stop it! There's a ball happening this week. Won't that be nice? Lottie, you have to eat or Matron Grady is going to send you to the Retreat. They're going to send her to the Retreat if she keeps up that rocking. Stop that rocking right now. Be still. Think of your baby. Think of little Georgie. Georgie? Georgie! Lottie, please. Georgie. I said stop that rocking! Everyone, hold hands! Holds hands and rock! Rock! Rock! They can't get us all! Stop that rocking! Keep rocking! Stop it! Stop that rocking this instant or you'll be sent to the retreat! Retreat! Retreat! Retreat! Retreat! Retreat! Retreat! Once again, Grupe, you have overplayed your hand. What are you waiting for? Send us all to the retreat! Come on! Retreat! Retreat! Silence! Lice, I'm afraid there's been an outbreak. Yes, when I think about that senseless performance in the cafeteria, the undulating, it makes sense. You are all struggling with an infestation of these vermin. Now I know you all desire a turn in the Retreat, which you have requested so vociferously. But that's simply not going to possible. This hall will be quarantined until we are rid of this infestation. Nurse Grupe, will you examine Hollister, please? Yes. I can see them, full of nits, this one. Show us. Show us one louse. Do you know what I hear? I hear a child asking their mother if there's flour in the cookie. There's flour in the cookie. There's lice in her hair. You'll just have to take my word for it. Because, like a child, you have no other choice. We're going to have to shear the lot of you. Can't be helped. Must be done. I can't risk this spreading further. And Brown, since you have proved to be such an effective leader, you can go first. Don't touch me! I don't care. I don't have to look at it. Go ahead. What the devil is going on here? Lice, sir. You'll want to keep a safe distance. I wasn't informed of this. Certainly not. It it not the policy of this institution to involve doctors in the patients' hygiene. Are we to have this conversation again? I told you, everything you do to the body is related to my treatment of the mind, including hygiene. Lice is a very serious affliction, sir. The agitation, the beastly itching, the bedding... And your solution is to denude these women? Deprive them of their last shred of femininity? Their femininity, sir, is a secondary concern to their safety and wellbeing. Their femininity is a cornerstone of their wellbeing, madam. The entire point of this institution is to build these women back up, the ones that can be, not shear them like sheep. My God, think if I hadn't appeared when I did. She would have lost... All these women would have lost the one vanity afforded them here. There's not a single mirror on this island, sir. The Department of Corrections and Charity forbids it. So, I'm just wondering who reaps the benefits of their feminine appearance? Not the patients themselves, certainly not the staff. We're indifferent as to the way they look. I am, at least. Aren't you? Of course. Don't be absurd. Then why, sir, do you care if she's bald? Just let her do it. Kerosene! That's how my mother treated lice on the farm. "Kerosene"? It's rubbed into the scalp. The hair is soaked in it. It's much easier than shearing, with less chance of injury, and equally efficacious. I think I would rather have... Kerosene, if that's what the doctor orders, that's what we will do. You can all thank Brown and her doctor for saving your scalps today. I just don't know how long we'll have to keep you away from the flames after this. I suppose double baths will be in order. And I'd give those lamps a wide berth. You like that? Here's more. That's enough now, Grupe. Finish up. Hey, get back here! Patients away now! Patients away! Lottie, Lottie... Give her the pipe! Lottie? I always do what you say. And I'm tired of it. "Get in the tub. Eat the mush. Take the blanket." This is all your fault! Give me my pipe. And I'll give you back your baby's blanket. I can have it back? Yes. But first, you must be a good girl and you must give me back my pipe. You can't speak to me like that. I'm from a first family. I'm a Hollister. And we rule this city. Can't you see who I am? I am the queen of New York! No, wait! No! Why aren't you helping her? It's kinder to let her die. No! No! No! Lottie! That's it. Pack it in. I just wanted to help. It wasn't your fault. If the blame must be laid at anyone's feet, it should be mine. I have to get out of here. Nellie, I want to be very clear about something that was implied yesterday. My feelings for you, while of the strongest personal regard, should in no way be confused with the feelings I have for, say, my wife, whom I love above all others. Of course. If I've somehow given you the wrong impression... No, no, it's Matron Grady. She could see evil in the crotch of a tree. You see, there's that too. I can't allow you to draw me into your ambition against Matron Grady. If you insist on acting out against her, I shall have to be very clear whose side I'm on, for your own good. What does that mean? I can no longer talk to you like a normal person? Nellie, you're the only normal person I can talk to on this blasted island. If not for you, I think I might end up a patient here myself. I think you'd have to undergo quite a transformation for that to happen. I was thinking yesterday I can tell the time of day by the quality of light on your hair. What do you mean? In the mornings, it takes on an almost rosy cast. At midday, it's a deep chestnut. Now, in the late afternoon, it looks like honeyed amber. I have to go. I'm needed in the scullery. Till tomorrow then. I have to get off this island, please. You know I don't belong here. The only way off is the ferry. And there's always a guard. Your brother, you said he has a boat. I'm famous. Imagine how famous you'd be if you helped me. You'd tell the papers? Every one. Fenton! Brown! There's work to be done. Off you go. Dr. Ellis Josiah. Bartholomew Driscoll. Thank you for seeing me. Harvard? Class of '79. You a Harvard man? No, no, no, I knew a fellow who went there with you. I studied in London. In any case, I have the advantage, as everyone knows who the Driscolls are. Don't hold it against me. I've found being a Driscoll as much predicament as privilege. A predicament that many of us would happily withstand. My office is right this way. What caused me to wire you, when I saw the piece in the paper about your mystery girl, was the obvious connection to the name. The girl you're missing is also named "Nellie Brown"? "Nellie Bly" actually. But you can see the similarity. And my Nellie went missing around the same time that your mystery girl showed up. I confess the chances this is the same girl... There must be several hundred Nellies in Five Points alone. She must mean quite a lot to you. She is, without a doubt, the love of my life. Can you describe her? Describe Nellie? I wouldn't know where to begin. Soft brown eyes, dark hair, self-educated, loves Greek mythology. She had a rough start. Her father died, left her destitute, that sort of thing. But she worked hard. She made something of herself. She's curious, articulate, driven to help those less fortunate than she. Uh, tell me, Mr. Driscoll... May I call you Bartholomew? Only my grandmother does. My friends call me Bat. Bat. Thank you. I'm just curious. What would lead you to think a girl like that would have wound up here? She doesn't seem disturbed in the least or forgetful of herself. I confess, I'm not hopeful. But perhaps the test is for me to see your mystery girl, and then I'll be on my way. Right. Yes. Well, it, uh... Hmm. Unfortunately, it looks like she's already moved on. Her family claimed her, and she was discharged just yesterday. Well, that's rotten luck for me. I've only recently been posted here. Otherwise, I would've known in advance of your coming and saved you a trip. Well, I'm a terrible investigator. And the deuce of it is, Nellie, my Nellie, would have been the perfect person for the job. I don't take your meaning. She's a writer. A reporter, actually. If she had been on the story, no doubt she would have found herself already. Thank you for your time. Wait just a moment. I just, uh, wanted to say good luck to you. In your search. Well, I'll need it. I can find my way back. Bat, it's beautiful. Bat, Bat! Where are you going? Stop her! Get her, get her! Bat! Bat? No. Get her back. Bat! Bat. Bat! It's his name. I saw him. This would be the gentleman you saw leaving the island yesterday? Yes, yes. Bat is his name. He's the man that I know I had an attachment to. Was he here looking for me? I mean, if he was looking for you, don't you think I would have sent for you at once? But I remember him. I remember being with him. Nellie, I hesitate to even tell you this, but the simple truth is that the man that you saw leaving the island yesterday came to see me about a mutual friend, a fellow he went to school with, who happens to be in need of some assistance. Well, what is his name? I'm afraid that's all I'm at liberty to say. What is his name? Nellie, there is no Perseus coming to rescue you. You must free yourself, with my help. Why won't you tell me his name? I don't care for your tone, and I must ask you to drop the subject. I do not wish to have my private affairs drafted into our discussions. Do you understand? While it's not uncommon for patients to develop feelings of affection toward their doctor, I can't allow you to insinuate yourself into my personal life. I have no desire to insinuate myself into anything. Perhaps not consciously. But maybe you're embarrassed by your feelings for me and have therefore unconsciously transferred those feelings onto my friend. I have no such feelings for you. Are you saying you've never had a shameful thought about me? That bird has never flown overhead, not once? I want my notebook back. Your notebook? Yes. I was thinking clearly when I arrived at Blackwell's. That notebook is evidence of that. Yes, I know it is. And if I was thinking clearly before my treatment... Which you were not... Then it stands to reason that the treatment itself is the cause of memory loss. What was my treatment? Stop! You're descending into paranoia. You must stop thinking about the past and focus on what is good and pleasant in your immediate surroundings. There is nothing good or pleasant in my immediate surroundings. Lila and Fenton are helping the patients dress. I'll settle the quartet as soon as they arrive. Very good, Grupe. Will you be coming to the ball tonight, ma'am? Someone should wear Hollister's clothes. She should be represented. Are you alright? That will be all, Grupe. May I have this dance? You're worried Matron Grady won't approve? No. Uh, I would just rather not. You're allowed a few moments of pleasure, Nellie. In fact, I insist upon it. Doctor's orders. I've been looking forward to tonight. What it would feel like to hold you. Dr. Josiah? Matron Grady would like a word with you. I shall return to claim the rest of my dance. Look. Your brother is waiting for us at the dock on the other side of the island, okay? Pretend like you have to use the loo. Come on. Leaving so soon? Just a quick wee. Back in a wink. You wanted to see me, Matron Grady? Who told you that? It was Nurse Fenton. I have seen you, Dr. Josiah. I have seen you. That's one and that's all. 15 all told. Here. Right. Let's go. Hurry. This way. What's going to happen to you when you go back without me? I'm not going back. I'm coming with you. Hurry. Come on! Hurry. He won't wait for long. We're nearly there. Where's the boat? Are we too late? You got to understand, I got to be smart. I can't lose this job. You'll be all right. You're still famous. I'm sorry. She's here! I've got her. Well done, Fenton. Now, go find our young doctor and tell him that his lovebird has flown the nest. Ah, you're a tender sprig, Brown. That city would have chewed you up and spit you out, right back on this shore. You really should be thanking me. Brown attempted to escape through the east gate. Is this truth? Please. I cannot stay here. Matron Grady, you can trust her with me. I don't think so, doctor. As your superior in this institution, you will obey me, or mark my... Oh, I have marked you since the first moment you got here. I knew that you'd find yourself a pretty little thing. I just didn't think it would be this fast. And now you've given this poor girl no choice but to attempt to escape your lechery. I have done nothing untoward. That's not the first lie you've told since you arrived, is it, doctor? Nor will it be the last, if I allow this to go on without a formal investigation. What is she talking about? I looked into your transfer from Brookhaven, and I know, Dr. Josiah, that you were prematurely discharged from that prestigious London institution, and I know why. This is not the first time that you have taken a very special interest in one of your patients, is it, Dr. Josiah? What else did you lie about? Do you see what happens when we try to make them our dance partners? When we loosen their shoes with our secret key? He was here for me, wasn't he? He was. Admit it! Ah, there's always a remedy. A little corrective treatment to set Brown back on the right path, and all will be as it was before you inserted yourself. From here on out, I will be in charge of Brown's care. No, please. There was a man who came to see me. He came to find me. He knows who I am. Please, tell her! We can erase this unpleasant incident and you can keep your job here at this institution. All you need do, doctor, is consign her to me. Some say it's mightier than the sword. TheSun, theStar, thePlanet. I've tried every newspaper in New York. I don't want to end up writing about rainbow sandwiches because I'm a woman. There are people out there who have no voice. I want to write for them. The only place left to try is theWorld, but Pulitzer is more interested in stunts than stories. The right idea will present itself. Mr. Pulitzer, sir, I need to speak to you for a moment. I have a story that is guaranteed to increase your circulation from 15,000 to 150,000 readers. The World. A letter for you, Mr. Driscoll. Thank you, Mills. Sir. "Dear Bat", "I'm sorry I couldn't tell you the truth before, "but I'm on a secret assignment for Pulitzer's paper, "theWorld. "I've asked his office to deliver this to you so you wouldn't worry and couldn't try to stop me." Pulitzer? I must speak with you, sir, about a woman in your employ named Nellie Bly. So many people in my employ. Contact my office. I know you've sponsored her to go after some story at her own peril. Whomever I may or may not have sponsored is a confidential matter. Do you know who I am, sir? Of course I know who you are. I read my own society pages. I have a classmate from Harvard, name of William Randolph Hearst. He has a newspaper in competition with your paper, the World, and he'll be running a story about what you've done with Nellie unless you want to tell me first. No! It has been reported on from the outside, sir, but no one, man, woman or child, has ever been allowed inside and come back out to tell of it. What kind of treatment do they give you? It was Miss Grady who administered the treatment that brought you back to reality. My memory is destroyed from that treatment. A little corrective treatment. What is my treatment? Stop! Joseph Pulitzer. Who are you? My name is Nellie Brown. I'm Nellie Brown. I told you. There are two things I hate most in the world: Liars and cheats. Please! My name is Nellie Bly! Time to empty your memory box. You didn't give me my treatment because I was insane; You gave it to me because I wasn't. I don't know about that. You'd have to be insane to get yourself purposely committed to a lunatic asylum. You said no one is allowed in? No sane person. How? "I'll pretend I'm going on a trip. "Then I'll put on shabby clothes "and get a room at a boarding house "under the name Nellie Brown. "I'll disguise my notebook with phrases fromAn Adult Mind, "and I'll smuggle it into the asylum "so I can faithfully chronicle life inside those walls. "I'll seek out a public place and pretend to be insane. "The police will send me to Bellevue for evaluation. "Then after that, it's just a short ferry ride to Blackwell's Island." I'm a journalist. I was writing a story. Are you? Well, I'm no Pulitzer, but from what I understand a journalist does research, weeks, months of it. Conducts interviews, gets all the facts and keeps herself out of the mix. What you did, my dear, was you took a shortcut through the woods and you met the wolf. These women deserve to have their stories told. What they've had to suffer at your hands. They suffered? The patients in my hands are free of disease. They are clean. They are fed. They are continent. Do you know what they were doing, most of them, when they stepped off that ferry? Messing themselves and playing in it. Biting each other and scratching off their faces and plucking out their eyelashes. But you don't see that, because I straighten them out with just three staff nurses. And I shake them into order, the ones that can be shaken. And the ones that cannot, I send them to the retreat until they make the grade. And that, my dear, is how you run an asylum. Who's in charge here? Your methods are disgusting and barbaric. These women are not insane. They have been driven mad by your treatments. Beatings and drownings and leeches. You, sir! I demand to see the patient known as Nellie Brown. I'm sorry, sir. I told the gentlemen she's... I beg you to understand, sir, what will happen to this institution and all the luckless grubs that toil in it, including you, if Nellie is not brought to me unharmed, before you are a minute older. I watched a woman burn to death in front of me! And I expect that is what you will write about? Yes! That is exactly what I will write about. If you remember. My name is Nellie Bly. I am a journalist from the World. I work for Joseph Pulitzer. My name is Nellie Bly. I am a journalist. My name is Nellie Bly! I work for Joseph Pulitzer. My name is Nellie Bly. She's in the basement of the retreat. I will show you the way. Hurry. What are you doing to me? Wait. Simply ensuring that the good work of this asylum will continue unhindered by you, Nellie Bly. Dunk her. Bye-bye, Nellie Bly. Nellie? Where is Nellie Brown? Where is she? Brown? Well, I expect she's in her bed, in the dormitory. Dear God. Raise the box. Now! Raise the box! Nellie, Nellie, Nellie! Nellie! Nellie? Nellie. Nellie? Nellie. Bat. Bat! You're safe. I won't forget any of you. And I will tell our story to anyone who will listen. Give 'em hell, Nellie. I guess you won't tell them about me. Of course I will. And by the way, it isn't so hard to become famous. You just have to forget who you are. Thank you. Dr. Josiah told me to give you this. Thank you. I'm sorry for what was done to you. You were a child in need of kindness. But that does not excuse what you have done to these women. I suppose you'll have to live with that. You've got your notes? Yes. But I won't need them. I'll never forget these women and the eternity I spent here. Nellie, you came here just 10 days ago. New York Police Department. Open up. Police! Open the door. Don't make this difficult. Open up. Dr. Josiah? It's the police. Open up. |
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