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Ferrari: Race to Immortality (2017)
You'll find that drivers
are a very happy lot of people because they appreciate life far more than the average man does. A driver usually gets killed on a Sunday and if he's a close friend of yours, well, you think what a stupid sport this is and you think seriously of giving it up. Then on Monday you think, well, maybe he was just unlucky. Maybe I shouldn't give it up yet. I'll give it up next year. Then on a Tuesday you start thinking about, now, there's a race next Sunday, maybe I'll go. Then on Wednesday you go to the race. Enzo Ferrari once said, "Win or die, you'll be immortal," talking to his drivers, and of course he's right because every time I go to a Grand Prix those essences are part of what makes the sport what it is. Without drivers like Mike Hawthorn and Peter Collins, it would be all the poorer. The Ferrari name is very important to Formula One today because it's a symbol of the history of the sport that was once the most dangerous sport on earth and still trades on those associations of risk and glamour. We think these guys must be daredevils because Collins and Hawthorn were daredevils. I look back on it now and I just perceive them, the drivers of the time, as an entirely different breed. Controlling this powerful beast under your rear, balancing this car on this tightrope, and taking the best line through the corner, this gave you a sense of ecstasy. It was an era of great glamour and great risk. These men went out to drive these red cars not knowing whether they would come back alive. Mike Hawthorn described how we, as young men, were all willing to jump into the cooking pot under which Mr. Ferrari kept the fire stoked. When it came to running drivers, Ferrari's approach was the more pressure you put on them, and the more unsettled they feel, the faster they will go. These guys were experiencing the buzz of competition in cars, but they were subjecting themselves willingly to all the attached dangers. There is something about the motor racing world that, as far as we were concerned, when catastrophes would happen we would kind of just carry on and not let it get us down. And I think that was the attitude of a lot of people then. Fear is really a lack of understanding of what is happening, like a child frightened of the dark 'cause you don't understand what's there. I am not normally afraid of killing myself. I am frightened of being killed by something over which I have no control. The great thing about Mike Hawthorn and Peter Collins is that they would do what land speed record-breaker John Cobb described. He said, "It's pretty much akin to seeing how far you can lean out of the window before you finally fall out." And that's what those boys with Ferrari did in the 1950s. They willingly leant out of the window as far as they possibly could and a few of them, and in retrospect far too many, fell out. At age ten you watched your first race. How did you experience that moment? I was shaking like a boy who is dreaming of having the chance, one day, to take part in that competition. Ferrari had a difficult early life. His father died when he was quite young and then his only brother also died, leaving him more or less alone when he was still in his teens. But he was very keen on cars. So when he had to make his own way in the world, cars and motor racing were the things that attracted him most. What mattered the most in your life, your passion or the drive to succeed? Mostly, it was passion. What do you feel before the "Go"? Anxiety? Fear? Before the "Go", I feel... a mix of feelings, all of which disappear as soon as the race starts. The hero of the event was the brilliant young British driver, Mike Hawthorn, number four. Peter Collins in the Ferrari took and held the lead from the beginning. Enzo Ferrari was a great talent scout and after the war, although there were many good young Italian drivers, he'd spotted that there was a bunch of English drivers who were starting to do very well indeed. Hawthorn and Collins had some years between them. Mike was the older by two or three years. He really made his name in the little Riley that was prepared by his father. Every time they went to a race meeting, here was a young man who expected to come away with a trophy. Peter, when he started racing with a 500cc Cooper that his father, Pat, bought for him, he was immediately quick and he was only 17 years old. Hawthorn and Collins met as rivals on the race track, but eventually when they both found themselves in Modena driving for Ferrari, they became enormous friends. Mike was a sports-jacketed beer-drinking one of the lads. He and Peter Collins were like a pair of rather irresponsible schoolboys. Tremendously fun-loving. Peter was a life enhancer. When he came into the room, things got jollier, noisier and altogether more entertaining. When I first met Mike he was tall, good-looking. I thought, "That's a lovely-looking man." So I set my heart on him. He was a great character, a very flash sort of a guy, who was a lot of fun. I think he used motor racing as a stepping stone to enjoyment of life, whereas to me it was the life. You were either a Hawthorn fan or a Moss fan. You couldn't really be both. Peter, in particular, I think, was very much a Boy's Own character at what an exciting racing driver should be. The girls loved him and I didn't see too great an effort on his part to fight them off. Mr. Ferrari had always had a soft spot for the Brits. Mike went there and the old man was pretty impressed because here was somebody who was prepared to put it on the line and that was the sort of thrusting, aggressive young driver that Mr. Ferrari really rated. When I was with Mike he just stood out amongst the others as being very beautiful. We were intoxicated by the atmosphere of these wonderful, wild men. It was fun. It was like a big family. Everybody knew everybody. But it was dangerous and wherever you get danger, you get this thrill. Hawthorn did very well in his first spell with Ferrari. He won a couple of races, but then when his father was killed and he wanted to drive sports cars for Jaguar, he went back to England, and I think Ferrari was very disappointed by that. I'm sure he wanted to hang on to him. I think for most of the Grand Prix drivers, Le Mans was a bit of a bore because it was a test of the car, but not the driver. And I think that Mike and Fangio got involved in what had become a Grand Prix more or less, at the beginning of the race, so taking the boredom out of it. Drivers are requested to get to the places assigned to them. Stand by. Five, four, three, two, one, zero! Lap after lap, Hawthorn and Fangio, no more than yards apart, hold the crowd enthralled with an exhibition of driving skill no words can adequately describe. This battle royal that's been raging in those opening laps really reached a climax that was just more cataclysmic than anybody could possibly imagine. Everything went normally in practice and I was given the job of starting doing the first spell and I was actually out on the circuit when this dreadful accident happened. Coming out of the White House bends and up towards the pits, Mike saw the opportunity to lap one more car before he pulled across to the right and braked for his scheduled pit stop. That one last car was the Works' Austin-Healey driven by Lance Macklin. Trouble was that race was the first time the new rule had come in where you had to change the driver every two hours. So Mike knew that another lap would have taken him over the two hours. In braking hard, Lance Macklin pulled out very sharply to the left to avoid the back of Mike's Jaguar. There's an almighty bang and Levegh's car came sort of right over the top. His wheel came right past my left ear and I could feel the heat of his exhaust as he went by he was so close. Levegh ran up the sloping tail of the Austin-Healey, flew best part of 100 yards completely airborne and then crashed belly-first on to the top edge of the safety bank in front of him. Approaching the pits I saw a blue flag out, so I eased off and of course I came across this absolute chaos. When Levegh's Mercedes hit the top edge of the bank the chassis sheared and the entire front end assembly was hurled through the crowd and it went through the crowd like a torpedo. And it killed over 80 of them and it injured over 100 more. There were even children in the front row who'd been put there for the best view and they were right in the firing line of the wreckage that tore through them. What most people didn't realize was that it was on such a grand scale and why the organizers had decided to continue the race was to enable them to get the emergency vehicles away from the circuit. I hadn't seen anything of the accident as such because where I ended up was about 200 or 300 yards from where the accident was. I could see the car burning on the side of the track, but at least I thought it didn't go in the crowd. I went into the Austin-Healey pit and Donald Healey told me that Mike had come in and said to Lance, "Can you ever forgive me?" He literally sort of staggered across to where we were, tears pouring down his face, came up to me, put his arm over my shoulder, and said, "I've killed all these people. I'll never race again," and so on. A few hours later he was back in the car driving again. Hawthorn and Bueb drove a brilliant remaining part of the race to win. And contemporary movie shows Mike very conflicted in his facial expressions about whether to enjoy this victory or not. But when he did break into a grin, stills photographers got that photograph and photographs of a beaming Mike Hawthorn, having just won at Le Mans, after the colossal tragedy that had marred the race, were used by the press to vilify Mike around the world. It did affect him terribly. He was desperately upset, but it wasn't actually his fault. I mean, he was exonerated and he shouldn't have to feel like that. He had this sort of air of devil-may-care, you know, attitude, but actually he did care, he cared an awful lot. Behind success there is a terrible truth. Italians are prepared to forgive anything and anyone. Thieves, murderers. All sorts of criminals. Except for success. They won't forgive anyone for being successful. Ferrari in Italy was a towering figure, even at the time. He was the single most significant automotive industry figure of the 20th century. He was a survivor. He was a chameleon. Such a manipulator of men. He regarded it as a sport in its own right, I think. The Scuderia was a stable effectively in which Ferrari would pick the best talent that he could find. The drivers were the public face of the Scuderia and he would take the cream of the talent that was available to him. Eugenio Castellotti came from a little town called Lodi. He got into racing because it was a big macho deal. It was what the king of the kids would do. "Hey, look at me." And he did have a talent. He had a shining talent, in fact. Musso was from Rome. He was an Elio di Angelis of the time, whereas Castellotti was a street fighter from northern Italy. Luigi Musso was a charismatic Italian racing driver of the first order. Let's not mince words here. The guy was very good. I think while Castellotti and Musso were at Ferrari together there was a certain amount of shared responsibility, if you like. You've got two drivers there who brought Italy into Grand Prix racing in a way that is unimaginable now because the whole country was behind them and both of them gave it 100%. Fon de Portago was a nobleman and a sportsman of every possible variety and he was a very attractive personality. He was a real playboy, but he was a playboy, you know, who didn't mind getting his hands dirty. He is a man devoted to sport, whether it be skiing, bobsleighing, waterskiing, swimming, fishing, hunting, whatever it might be. He was in some ways the sort of most natural Ferrari driver of the whole of the 1950s. If you had to design a Ferrari driver, it would have been Fon de Portago. And he had the girlfriends to go with it too. The Scuderia was led by Juan Manuel Fangio and Castellotti apparently would hang on Fangio's every word. Fangio to me is the best driver in the world bar none. He was a great man. He was a man that whatever he could do once, he could continue to do. And it was a beautiful balance and a rhythm of a man and a vehicle. Enzo Ferrari was once asked when a car crosses the line to take the checkered flag, how much of it is car, how much of it is driver? And he said, "60% car, 40% driver." The sad thing was that Ferrari didn't spend enough time learning how to deal with the drivers individual to individual. Now every driver has a different style of his own. Hawthorn has an expression of a man who is fighting on his face. Peter Collins is always making faces at the crowd, not deliberately, but I have yet to see a picture of Peter in which he isn't making some kind of a face. Peter Collins had been driving for BRM and then he was offered a drive with Ferrari, which would have been fantastic. What an amazing opportunity. Ferrari set himself up as the spider in the middle of this extraordinary web and he ensured that everybody had to come to him. He never went to them. There is a story that Peter Collins, when he went there to sign up, he thought, "Oh, you know, this is gonna be a big deal, you know." And, in fact, Peter was kept waiting and waiting and waiting, and he was on the point of giving it all up as a bad job when ultimately Mr Ferrari came sailing in and everything was sweetness and light. It was a sparkling honeymoon for Peter Collins at Ferrari. He won in Formula One. He won in other categories. Ferrari immediately recognized his versatility and overnight, almost, Peter Collins became a star, not only in Italy at Ferrari, but also on the world racing stage. Victory goes to Peter Collins and Mike Hawthorn, with Moss second and Fangio third. So Peter Collins wins his first Grand Prix for Ferrari. Peter Collins joins that exclusive band of British drivers to have won a Grande Epreuve. There's no doubt that Peter Collins was one of the drivers that Enzo Ferrari loved. He felt a real warmth to him, which he didn't feel towards all his drivers by any means. Peter Collins became very friendly and very close with Dino, Mr Ferrari's sadly terminally ill son. My husband did a wonderful job, in a way, of helping to communicate between the dying son and Enzo. Ferrari was very moved by that, that Collins should show such concern for his son. And Dino's death, of course, was a... It was a shattering blow to him and to his wife and I think that brought him closer to Collins. By the end of the '56 season, Collins has won the Belgian Grand Prix, he's won the French Grand Prix. He's in with a shout of becoming the first British driver ever to win the FIA Drivers' World Championship. There were five Lancia Ferraris in the race. There was Fangio, Portago and Collins, but also Castellotti and Musso had a fierce, fierce rivalry. Actually, my guess, as soon as the Italian Grand Prix started, Castellotti and also Luigi Musso, who went for it, you know, as if the race was starting on the last lap. Fangio's car broke down and in those days you could share a car with another driver and get half the points. Musso came in and it was suggested to him he should get out and give the car to Fangio, and Musso had no interest in that at all. That was when Collins, of course, did his famous selfless act. Collins is poised to win the World Championship. He comes into the pits for his last pit stop, beckoned to Fangio and said, "You take my car and I'll give up my chance for you to win yet another World Championship." I can't actually think of another driver, apart from Peter, to do that, because all Peter had to do was keep going and he was the man who would take it. He respected the superiority of Fangio as a driver and I think he felt it would be unfair of him not to provide the car. It was a very chivalrous and respectful gesture, which Enzo Ferrari appreciated a lot. Talking to the press afterwards, Peter apparently said, "I'm young. I'll get another chance." I was in a play at Coconut Grove Playhouse in Florida and Peter was on his way from Argentina back to England. The West Indies, Cuba, all of Latin America, are just beyond the horizon when you make Miami your headquarters. Stirling Moss actually told Peter that I was in Florida and so if he was going through there, why not say hello? So, he gave me a ring and Monday night after the play we got together, and that was it. Wednesday he asked me to marry him. Friday my father came down from New York to stop this whole nonsense. He was with the United Nations, a very dignified human being. He was a little unhappy, thinking that his daughter was going to marry a racing driver that she didn't even know. It worked out very beautifully. When does a star begin to decline? The day they put personal interests before the sport itself. Enzo Ferrari didn't like his drivers getting tied down because he didn't like the idea that they had something else to live for besides driving his racing cars, that that would take the edge off their speed. I think he loved the cars more than the drivers because the cars were loyal to him and the drivers very often weren't. Mr Ferrari always maintained that his team number one would be the driver who performed best last Sunday, which tended to keep them on their toes. By setting them to some extent in competition with each other, by very often having five drivers for four cars, it would ensure that they were performing at their maximum the whole time for him. There would have been quite a lot of culture shock for Mike Hawthorn and Peter Collins going into the Scuderia Ferrari where they would have been surrounded by very competitive playboy drivers. I had dinner with Ferrari and we were talking about racing, as we usually do, and all of a sudden he said, "But you know the drivers will always go to the factory which produces the fastest car." And I was just about to protest my loyalty to Ferrari when I realized that I would go somewhere else if they produced a faster car. There is no loyalty to a factory. There was a colored, embittered relationship between Fangio and Mr Ferrari, and so when Fangio left Ferrari at the end of that World Championship-winning season, to go to the rival Maserati team, the only person surprised was Mr Ferrari. When Mike Hawthorn rejoined the Ferrari team at the start of 1957, they had Collins, Musso, the Spanish Marquis Fon de Portago and they had Castellotti. It was an incredibly strong team. One thing I've always loved about Castellotti was how neat and precise he was in his everyday life, and that's always a good sign, I think, to how you are in a racing car. And you look at the way he used to pack his racing suitcase with all his race kit, everything was immaculate and perfectly organized, and I think that showed another side to Castellotti. He wasn't just a crazy Italian. This guy was good. Castellotti started racing, effectively, with a Ferrari sports car that his mother bought him. He grew up as a gilded child, really. He's another immature fellow that has a lot of money, and decided he was going to do what most wealthy Italians wish they could do and that's be a real racing driver, and he's pretty good, but he's not all that good. You said drivers can be divided into two categories: the pros and the ambitious, i.e. the amateurs. No doubt. You said it's not true that Italians race slower than foreigners. But the winners are almost always foreigners. Obviously Italians lack the technical resources available to foreigners. Everybody in Italy was mad about racing. Even if there was no television, but there was a radio, they were following what was happening. I think being an Italian driving in Italy and obviously having to prove yourself constantly against drivers like Collins, Hawthorn and Moss was very, very difficult. In March 1957, Castellotti was called to do some testing for Ferrari at the Modena test track. I mean, it sounds ludicrous, in a way, that Modena was the test track that both Ferrari and Maserati used and why it should have been so desperately important who actually held the, you know, the unofficial lap record at any given time is quite difficult to fathom now. But, for whatever reason, it was very important and particularly to Enzo Ferrari. Maserati had just broken the lap record there. Mr Ferrari wasn't happy with that. He wanted Ferrari to hold the lap record there. And either spoken or tacitly, Castellotti was expected to go out and break the lap record in the developing new car. Castellotti was summoned back from Florence and it wasn't a request, it was a demand. And much against his will, he came back to Milan and went out to Modena, got in the car late afternoon and was killed. He either suffered a brake failure or the throttle stuck open and the Ferrari rode over the curbs, flew into the air and began to roll and it went into a little concrete-built grandstand and it ended up in the top row at the back of the grandstand. And Castellotti, very sadly, had been thrown out of the car and he was rushed to hospital and it was too late. There was no saving him. The thing that troubles us is when somebody gets killed because the steering arm broke or because the wheel came off and that worries us a lot because then you think if it happened on that car and I have to drive the same type of car, it could very well happen to me. I don't think Ferrari really was capable of having relationships. I think he was a guy that was just driven to do what he had to do in motor racing, and that was build cars that were capable of winning and to find drivers that were capable of driving them and what happened happened. Collins was in the office with Enzo Ferrari when the phone rang. It was with the news that Castellotti had been killed. The old man said, "Oh, non, non, Castellotti morto." And then, "E la macchina?" "And how's the car?" Not everyone finds you agreeable. You're often accused of being a dictator. What do you think? If by dictator, you mean demanding from others, the utmost commitment to their job, they definitely have a point. Ferrari was a man I admired in some ways and thought he was appalling in others. I think success was important to Ferrari. But success because it showed that he was one better than the other guy. Ultimately, it was about Ferrari and Ferrari had been around now, in some form or another, since the turn of the century almost. And the reason Ferrari is the biggest brand in the world today, bigger than Formula One, in motor racing terms, and the reason people think about Ferrari the way they do is because it ultimately is about the car and not the driver. Mr Ferrari became absolutely well aware very early on that his favored sport was a killer. If you visit the cemetery as often as I do, you'll find yourself staring into the majestic face of death. What can you think in that moment? "All those worries, all those issues, all those fights to just end up here." Well, what kind of guy is Ferrari? Well, Ferrari is a dictator. If he doesn't like you, he won't sell you a car. But as far as I'm concerned, he's a wonderful guy. Why do you race? Because I want to be champion of the world. Life to me is a wonderful thing and even if I live to be 100, I still won't be able to do a 20th of all the things I want to do and read all the books I want to read. And I plan to get the most out of it, but I have no time to lose. Fon Portago I knew quite well. Because I saw him... I was living in France at the time and he was one of the people one saw regularly in Paris. He could do anything, Portago. He liked doing dangerous things. Everybody, no matter how wealthy they are, who drives aims to become a professional driver. All you must have is respect for the car. I have enormous respect for the Grand Prix Ferrari. And I realize that if I treat it badly, it can very easily kill me. Well, every driver believes it can never happen to him. I know it won't happen to me. Inside me, I know it won't happen to me. The Mille Miglia was a 1,000-mile race around Italy on normal roads with millions of spectators lining the roads and it was incredibly dangerous. Fon de Portage was driving a Ferrari that was one of the most powerful cars in the race, so he would have been expected to do well. It was actually a race he detested and he didn't want to do that year, but Ferrari insisted. He was embroiled at that time in a sort of mad, passionate affair with this American actress, Linda Christian, and at one of the control points on the race, Portago came in, took on fuel and he had his card stamped. One of the mechanics noticed the rear bodywork was damaged and was actually folded over and it was very, very close to the tire. They wanted to change the tire and Portago, you know, by all accounts, just waved them away. "No, no, no. We haven't got time for all that." Then saw Linda Christian. She came over and there was this passionate kiss, having said there's no time to try and get the bodywork away from the tire. Then he got on his way again. In the closing stages of the race, when at a place called Guidizzolo, almost within sight and earshot of the finish, a tire burst on the car. The car left the road, somersaulted, hit the bank and disintegrated. De Portage was killed. Edmund Nelson, his navigator, was also killed. Nine spectators were killed. Five of them were children, which made it particularly shocking. He died in the pursuit of a career to which he had given all his time and energy and that great competitive spirit, which made him what he was. That he should be killed on the threshold of a magnificent racing career is a great loss to racing and to the world of people who still retain an ounce of romance in them. By the very nature of their lives, people like Portage do not die in bed. Their flags remain flying on the many competitive fields where they enjoyed their greatest triumphs to the very end. It was not uncommon in the 1950s for spectators to be killed, but this one, it was the five children that made the difference. For Enzo Ferrari, this was a moment when he had to dig very, very deep. The Mille Miglia was never run again. That was one thing. But beyond that there was a manslaughter charge. There was an air of revulsion and the Vatican was horrified. Do you feel any responsibility or a moral burden when these tragedies happen? I question myself profoundly. How do you feel when one of yours dies? Do you feel like quitting? I feel many things. Too many things. For instance, the frightening fragility of the human existence. Mike Hawthorn had a congenital kidney problem. He would have days where he would be very pale and sweaty and weak and it showed. If he had gone public, he risked not getting a competition license on medical grounds. That was brushed under the carpet somewhat carefully by saying, "I have a chronic condition which flares up every now and then." From what I've been told he used to get angry with himself if he was having a weak day or just feeling lousy. But I think in terms of people who knew about it, there were very, very few people. He refused to let the government know because there were questions in the Houses of Parliament why Mike Hawthorn wasn't going into the army, doing his national service. And he wouldn't let his doctors tell them why. He never mentioned his disability, but he certainly suffered from that and I think that some days that, you know, he felt it more than others. It was very exciting to be around Monaco. We bought that boat and decided to make that our home. Peter had a nice accident when his car went into the harbor. Yeah, that was funny. I think he did it twice. Someone said, "You know, your husband just went into the harbor." I said, "It's alright. He did that yesterday. He knows how." Peter and Mike had a lot of laughs together, so when I came in on the scene, the three of us clicked right away. We just had such a good, funny time. Peter was, I think, generally regarded as a nicer person than Mike. Mike could be terribly rude, terribly abrupt. But with people he liked and got on with... he was a great, great friend. "Mon ami mate" was like a comic strip. These two characters go on a trip to Mars. They look at this Martian, and to be friendly and saying hello, they said, "Hello, mon ami mate." It amused Peter and Mike so much that they just kept calling each other "mon ami mate." It was all very nice and "mon ami mate" and all that sort of thing, but I don't think it was in the best interests of Ferrari. Formula One team owners are pretty incapable of managing teams when you've got two very fast racing drivers alongside one another, and we've seen it through the history of the sport. Peter Collins and Mike Hawthorn were basically coming as a package, and, for the first time, Enzo Ferrari was faced with this weird situation where if he said something to Peter, it actually affected Mike Hawthorn and vice versa. It sometimes detracted from their racing, you know, and they used to be mucking about, you know, changing places, instead of concentrating 100%, you know. And I think the sense of competition was sort of slightly dulled between Mike and Peter to their, to their detriment. I mean, Roy Salvadori said to me once, "God, if I'd been Enzo Ferrari, I'd have fired those two." They were such close friends. They were almost happier when the other won. Enzo always loved it when his drivers spurred each other on. You know, and if there were casualties, well, you know, it happens. It's been suggested that Hawthorn and Collins ganged up on Luigi Musso, who was really the last of the great Italian drivers left. He would write to me about the badgering he had to put up with from these two people. Because strength comes in numbers and they were united against Luigi. I think you must always wonder, sort of, "What are they saying?" "I don't understand what they're saying." That can't have been easy. He forged this relationship with Fiamma, who was a beautiful girl, she really was. Never again in my life was I so happy and in love as I was with him. It was an incredible and amazing thing. He was really carrying the weight of Italy on his shoulders and driving way beyond his means. Apart from being the only Italian driver of consequence in Formula One and the only Italian at Ferrari, he also, by all accounts, was not a very good businessman. He'd entered into a business deal to import American cars into Italy. His backers got more and more concerned about their investment. There were also suggestions that he'd run up some gambling debts. He certainly was under some financial stress at the time. The pressure had been building. The debts that Musso was finding himself in. The enormous rewards that you could receive if you won the French Grand Prix at Reims. That was a race for Musso to win, no question about it. On three or four occasions in the opening laps, trying to match Hawthorn's pace through the very fast right-hand curve immediately after the pits, he put two wheels on the verge and there'd be a puff of dust and stones and some of the photographers were saying, you know, "Hey, he's on the ragged edge." Because he got it slightly wrong, he was slightly off line, the left rear would have caught the marbles and then he went off and the car somersaulted and threw him out. On the seventh lap Luigi didn't come around. I thought his car might have broken down or he might have stopped. Nobody made a signal. And when there is no signal, it's bad. He was thrown out and suffered a head injury which took his life. I was young and my entire world collapsed. I ran to the window to throw myself out. When a fatal event occurs, it is never down to a single cause. It's different things happening simultaneously, leading to the sacrifice of a life. When Luigi Musso died, Ferrari was upset, but one way he showed his regret was to console Musso's girlfriend. He set her up in a flower shop in Florence and spent quite a lot of time with her and they had quite a long relationship. Well, the thing is a driver should have confidence in his own ability, but not to be so naive as to think, "It can't happen to me." If you come round a corner and you find oil on the circuit, you can still spin and go off, so you recognize that that was beyond your capabilities and you either accepted that or you didn't go motor racing. Nobody's making you motor race. It was terrible when you heard somebody was killed, but, after all, it was his decision to race. They were all aware in those days that it was very dangerous and they still were doing it. If you ran off the road and there was a chance of the car overturning, it was better to be thrown out than to be trapped in the cockpit by seatbelts and crushed underneath it when it landed or, worse, burned to death by the fire that would almost inevitably follow a fuel-tank burst. One time Peter almost said something, and I said, "Don't." We never discussed the dangers of motor racing and I think if we had, it would have compounded the fear. And the fear you stuff away. You don't want to bring that up. You know, if you get involved with a racing driver, you take the risk that something's probably going to happen, certainly then because it was so dangerous. There was a black humor in motor racing at that time to get through. It was a defense mechanism. I know that one circuit we were at there was an accident and the driver got out and walked away and the crowds went, "Oh." It's an awful thing to say, but it's true. People go for the excitement. I was doing time charts all the time. That may have helped keep that fear away. But I had full confidence that Peter would never die. It was very easy to ignore any possibility of things going wrong. Summer came to Silverstone on Saturday July 19th for the 1958 British Grand Prix, sixth race of the ten events counting for the World Championship. The crowds came too, in their tens of thousands, lining the three-mile circuit to watch the major event in the British calendar, a race made more dramatic by the fight for Championship honors. Peter had decided that because of our marriage that he would drive the few races that were left that year and then retire. Congratulations, Mike, on Reims. You don't happen to have a spare bottle of champagne on you, do you? No. I haven't got it yet. What about the British Grand Prix? Because we won the last race, people are saying Ferrari will win this one, but it's a completely different type of circuit. It's Collins number one and Silverstone sees a high-speed tactical exercise carried out by three of the greatest masters of the art of motor racing. Collins was just absolutely on it that day and he just controlled the race from start to finish. And Collins leads Hawthorn by 2'! Seconds at a race average of 102.5 miles an hour. He was supremely quick, Peter Collins, by then, and you can't describe his pace any other way because of what he did at Silverstone. Peter Collins wins after a magnificent drive and Mike Hawthorn is second. Nobody expected him to win at Silverstone. He was on the second row and he just took the lead from the start and won with abandon. He drove beautifully that day. You know, it was a British crowd, home victory. One golden boy in Peter Collins had won it and the other golden boy, Mike Hawthorn, had come in in second place. I mean, what could be better? In the two weeks between the British Grand Prix and Niirburgring, we had just put money down on a house, so we were looking forward to getting back. The trouble with poor Mr Ferrari, in a way, was he'd suffered the very real personal tragedy of losing his son, Dino. He'd transferred some of his almost paternal affection and ambition to Peter Collins. The old man just feared that Collins's focus in life was not gonna be any more on his racing. I mean, it was a wonderful time for us because we were making all these future plans. And Peter asked me not to come to Niirburgring. He said, "We have so much work to do with this house." "Why don't you just stay and manage that?" And I said, "Oh, no. I'm not gonna let you go without me." When you think of circuits of that time, there was Spa and it was very fast, but the Niirburgring was miles of torture. It was 180 corners per lap and you had any comer you'd like to name. The weather could change dramatically, as it could in the mountains at any mountain circuit. It was, I think, the most challenging circuit we had. Undulating, narrow, demanding and unforgiving. The car was airborne a lot and the drivers, of course, when they're in a groove, they're doing it from memory, they're doing it from muscle memory. At the end of the day there's always the unexpected around the next comer and that was probably the biggest problem of the Niirburgring. I thought it was just another race at Niirburgring. I, um... l-l didn't really have a lot of fear. I just had complete confidence in Peter. Phil Hill was leading the Formula Two class until his dampers began to give up and his drum brakes. And in their Formula One cars, Hawthorn and Collins would have been experiencing exactly the same difficulties, but they're running up at the sharp end of the race, going for the lead, and battling with Tony Brooks. And Tony was the smoothest of drivers. I caught them, past Mike, I think, initially, one lap, and then he re-passed me. We swapped places on a couple of laps. And then I got back into the lead. So as these two ailing Ferraris became capable of only returning slower and slower lap times, their drivers had to drive more and more desperately to compensate. I pulled into the straight and, of course, the first thing to do was to look behind and see where Mike or Peter were and I looked behind and there was no sign of either of them. I was in the pits with my time-keeping stuff. Peter didn't come around again and I thought, "What's happening?" But I focused on that lap chart. Mike's account, following Collins, was that he saw the car drift off onto the grass and thought, "Well, you silly arse. You've overcooked that one." And he expected him to ride up the bank a bit and then come back off the grass on to the road and he was a bit concerned that he might spin across the road and might, himself, might hit him. But then, to his horror, the car reared up on that bank and he just got a glimpse of his great friend Peter Collins being thrown out and flying through the air. Mr Hawthorn, you were driving just behind Peter Collins, I think, when this accident occurred. Just how did it happen? Well, um... there was a little dip and we went into that. And there's a sharp right-hander after that and he took it just a little too wide. He didn't turn into it soon enough... and, um... the car hit the bank and turned over. - How fast was he traveling? - I don't know. - How fast were you...? - I don't know. So it wasn't until after the race that I was told Peter had an accident and he's being flown to Bonn to the hospital. And I said, "Can I go too?" And they said no. My father at the United Nations, he had always been having someone keeping track of Peter's racing, so this UN man called my father and said, "Peter's been in an accident," and then my father pulled a few strings and then he called the hospital. And when I got into the hospital, the first thing that happened was I was told, "Oh, you have a phone call at the reception desk." And I went there and my father was on the phone from New York and he told me that Peter had died. That just, I thought, was so beautiful, that he would say, "I will tell her." I said, "Well, I want to see him." And I... They took me down. He was in the basement, which was cooler, you know. I went down there and I looked and I saw one foot. The covering that was over him, that, that one foot was out. And in an instant I knew he was dead, and so that was that. And we only had a year and a half, but it was a great year and a half. Michael was desperately upset and it was the first time I ever saw Mike cry. He was beside himself, really, because he'd lost his great mate. Could you say a few words, as a friend of his, about Peter Collins as a man and as a driver? Well, as a driver, I mean, he was definitely one of the best. As a friend, well, he was my friend. Do you know what fear is? I would say I've always lived in fear. What are your most frequent fears? All of them. It's very difficult even now trying to comprehend what it would have been like. How Ferrari got through that period and emerged is a tribute to Enzo's passion for motor racing and his ability to turn the page and move onwards. Once you've been through as much as he had been through, he was already like a person in war and it means losing drivers and everything and he did his best, I suppose, to act appropriately. To what degree he really felt these things is hard to say. When you think of Peter Collins and his grace, his sportsmanship and what he did at Monza in '56, constantly Peter Collins doing these wonderfully humble gestures. If you look at Luigi Musso and Eugenio Castellotti, they were divided in their support, but they brought to Formula One the Italian element of glory. And that's something that was very difficult for both drivers. Both drivers crashed and died under that pressure. And then there was Alfonso de Portago, who was basically James Dean on wheels, was great. The appeal of the drivers in the 1950s was that they were all so different and yet united in this willingness to take enormous risks. With each death of a driver, the pressure mounted on Enzo Ferrari and the team. Team manager, Romolo Tavoni, tells us that Mr Ferrari was devastated. His initial reaction was to say, "We must give up Grand Prix racing." "This is too much." But Hawthorn went to see him and said, "I want to finish the season." "I'll drive another car if I've got to, but I want to drive a Ferrari." I think he'd lost the love of racing, but he was determined to do it for Peter's sake, really. Thereafter for the rest of the season, each time they finished a race, Mike would say, "Well, that's another bloody race I don't have to do again." But whichever way you slice it, he was in there with a chance of the Drivers' World Championship. In actual fact, he reckoned Peter would have won the World Championship and I think that made him upset. Between the Italian Grand Prix and the Moroccan Grand Prix, it was six very tense weeks. Everybody used to bug Mike, you know. Every time he went into a pub they'd say to him, "Mike, it's not long now." So we stayed at home. The British press were also fired up by the fact that there was now going to be a British Formula One World Champion driver for the very first time. The Daily Mirror characterized it as the "showdown in the sun." Michael was very nervous. He wasn't at all himself. You know, the sort of carefree person that he normally was. Sometimes he really had to slow down and rest and take it easy. So I was always aware when he felt like that that he had to take care of himself. You know, before a race I was amazed that Mike actually came into my room and stayed with me for the whole night, which was most unlike Mike. He just wanted to be with somebody, I think. I think he was very nervous. All that Moss had to do to win the World Championship was to beat Hawthorn and hopefully set fastest lap, which scored an extra point, with Mike finishing lower than third. At the end of the race in Morocco, Phil Hill had done the decent thing and handed second place to Hawthorn. Moss had done everything he could do. He'd won. He'd set fastest lap. But still, when it was all over, Mike Hawthorn was the World Champion. Mr Ferrari's reaction to winning the World Championship, after what in so many ways had been that catastrophic year, was one of immense overwhelming relief. Moss ended up one point, just that solitary point, behind Hawthorn. So Mr Ferrari knew that they'd shaded it, but, hey, a win's a win. With a few laps to go, Stuart Lewis-Evans was running fourth but suddenly his engine seized, the car caught fire, and by the time the brilliant young Englishman was out, he was already severely burnt. That affected Mike because he hated drivers being hurt and he knew that Stuart was very ill. He told Enzo after the race that he wasn't going to race anymore and Enzo was furious. Can you give us any news of Stuart Lewis-Evans? He's quite badly burnt. He came back in the aeroplane on a stretcher with us just now. He was talking and drinking tea, but, um... he's obviously in quite a lot of pain. The flight home was bittersweet in the truest sense of the word. On one hand, Mike Hawthorn had won his World Championship. On the other, there was Stuart Lewis-Evans' terrible agony from these burns. He died a few days later in London. You look at footage of Mike having won the World Championship, he doesn't look to be happy. But then why would he? It was a year that in many ways Mike would have wanted to have forgotten and yet he was World Champion. He was a very good World Champion because he looked good and he spoke well, so he wore the mantle extremely well. I've had eight years of racing. In eight years I got to the top. So I decided now's the time. Thank you all very, very much indeed for coming along and being so patient to listen to me. And I hope one day some of you will come along and join me and we'll empty that lot. Thank you very much. On the 22nd of January, 1959, Mike had a lunch appointment up in London. He didn't want to go to London that day. He wasn't feeling very well. I knew that he was in a lot of pain and I'd seen him on the floor writhing around in agony. When I came back to England, my most urgent thing was to see Mike. We said, "OK, we'll see each other after that luncheon," and he would come to my hotel. As he went along the Hog's Back road, he came up behind a Mercedes-Benz 300SL Gullwing and he recognized the driver immediately as Rob Walker. I saw a Jaguar come up behind me and I saw it was Mike Hawthorn and we both accelerated as hard as we could alongside each other. Rob was thinking, "Oh, this is all getting a bit much for me" and I'm not really a racing driver, though I'm keen." I was so looking forward to seeing him. I wanted very much to have Mike tell me what it's like to be in a serious accident. Does your whole life run in front of you or what happens? When I walked into the hotel, the receptionist knew me. Peter had always stayed in that hotel. He was very aware of things. The receptionist didn't look at me. And I got into the elevator, up to whatever floor I was on, went into my room and knock on the door, and it was the manager of the hotel and he told me that Mike had died. And I just... I mean, I... It was shattering. It was shattering. It was just awful. Rob managed to get the back door open and bent down and he told me that as he looked at Mike, Mike's eyes glazed and there was a gentle gasp and that was it. I was up in Yorkshire when I heard the news and I just didn't believe it. But, um... When I did believe it, a lot of... I had a lot of friends in that part of the world and they... I think... I seem to remember going for a long walk on the moors. I think I heard it on the television at home and it was, you know, it was very, very, very sad and, you know, so... so unnecessary, really, but it's easy to say that with the benefit of hindsight. I think it's that he had a blackout because he knew that road backwards. He knew the car. He used to race that car. That road, it might have been slippery, but Mike's been in... in masses of skids, so I think he had a blackout and he didn't really know anything about the accident at all. That's what I think and that's what I hope. Whichever way you look at it, Mike's life was tragic. He only got to savor his World Championship for three months and then it all just went away. People who knew him well said to me he would not have made 35. Whether that's true or not, I don't know. Um... But... But the prognosis wasn't very good. His last Christmas was spent in bed. He wasn't at all well. I didn't know how ill he was. His doctor told me later that he only had a few years to live. So the way he went, I suppose, it was the best way for Mike. You've been quite straightforward about some of those who quit. You said, "Time will prove the worth of all these people." It is not up to humans to judge what we are supposed to believe. Only time can do that. And time is relentless. If you put a racing driver in a racing car, he's always going to take it to the limit and beyond if necessary. Um... Ferrari certainly didn't discourage that. He wanted drivers who thought like that. I would say, first and foremost... that I did nothing other than what gave me pleasure. I just did something that mattered to me, in a purely selfish way. I only find comfort in the thought that what I did wasn't detrimental to anybody. It was phenomenal with Castellotti and Musso and Portago and Collins and Hawthorn. That was an amazing bunch. An amazing bunch of characters as well as a bunch of talents. And to lose those drivers one after another, it was a terrible thing, it couldn't happen now, and it was probably unique in sporting history. Well, they were rather like fighter pilots or gladiators, I suppose. They were... They were stars. They would have been the first out of the trench or over the top, the first off the landing craft. These guys were... They were warriors. |
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