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Idled (2018)
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[dreamy, electronic key-board] [music] [music] [electronic drums & melodic voice come in] [music] [music] [lyrics unknown, pop sound & nostalgic] [music] [phoneringing] [phoneringing] [answeringmaching]: Please leave your message. [beep] Hey Aaron, um-- I'm just finishing up here at the storage. Just want to give you a heads up, um-- [[music] somber keyboard] [music] I'm gonna start heading out your way. [music] [music] Ehmmm-- [music] [music] Yeah...yeah man uh, thanks again for-- [music] [music] you know-- [music] [music] letting me-- [music] stay with you guys. [music] [music] Um, hopefully I'm not-- [music] [music] you know intruding, or-- [music] [music] causing any kind of-- [music] [music] trouble with the lady friend or anything. [music] Um-- [music] [music] but, uh-- [music] [music] yeah looking forward to it man, uh-- [music] you know I haven't seen you in a while so it'll be good to-- [music] hang out again-- [music] [music] maybe like old times. [music] [music] Yeah...that'll be good. [music] [music] Alright buddy well uh...um-- [music] I'lll see you soon, alright. [music] Oh and if you need anything just let me know, um-- [music] I can,,,pick something up. [music] [music] Okay. [music] [music] Cool. [music] [music] Alright bud. [music] [music] Bye. [music] Toiletries-- [sigh] Laptop-- Bare essentials-- [deep breath, smacks lap] Anthing else-- ss.ss,ss,ss,ss,ssssss. Uhhh. Numbing anxiety to the point where it feels hard to breathe. [breath] [Val'svoice]: So how many people are going to be there? [Mikey]: I don't know-- [Mickey]: A couple. [Val]: A couple not a few? [Mickey]: What's the difference? [Val]; Oh, okay, no no no, don't play that game with me-- [Val]: You know there's a difference-- [Val]: Is it a "couple". Or a "few"? [Mickey]: A few. [Val]: A few, okay. So that's including us. [Mickey]: I don't know. [Val]: What do you mean you don't know? Don't lie to me. [Mickey]: I'm not lying-- [Mickey]: Don't start. I'm not starting anything-- How many people? Go. [Mickey]: Ahh, I honestly don't know-- All I-- [hesighs] I don't. [Val]: How? How can you not know? [Mickey]: Well...because-- Okay, I don't know. All I know is-- [hesighs] I don't. : Got that part. [Mickey] All...I just know that we're gonna over to her house, were gonna have drinks-- Okay? I don't know who else she invited-- [Mickey]: As of right now I know that it's us-- And her boyfriend-- [Mickey]: And... [Val]: And the truth comes out. [Mickey]: What? [Val]: It's a fuckin' double date-- [shelaughs] [Val]: I knew it. [Mickey]: I didn't say that. [Val]: I knew it. [Mickey]: I didn't say that it was a double date. [Val]: Okay you didn't have to say it because I knew it. [Mickey]: You didn't know anything. : At any point in time-- did she ever use the words "double" and "date" in-- the same sentence? the same sentence? [clearsthroat] [Mickey]: I don't remember. [clearsthroat] [Mickey]: I don't remember. [Val]: How convenient-- And I call bullshit. [she giggles] [shegiggles] [she laughs] [Mickey]: I really don't. [Val]: I think you'd remember something like that. [Mickey]: I really don't-- I don't. [Val]: You're good-- [Val]: You're good at this you know. [Mickey]: I don't...just-- it wasn't one conversation-- it was many conversation-- You know, I feel like a jerk I've been dodging out on her invites for a while-- [Val]: Alright. [Mickey]: I feel like a jerk we're going. [she puts something down] [Val]: Well why are you even dodging out on her-- do you not like her?-- Because if you don't and we go to this-- - thing, it's just gonna make it even more fucking awkward-- What is she, some kind of annoying person? [Mickey]: No I like her-- I do like her-- I think she's really cool-- I just-- I don't do well-- transitioning from-- co-worker to buddy. [Val]: So you're bringing me along as a buffer? [Mickey]: I'm bringing you along because-- her boyfriend Mike is going to be there-- and in case other people don't show up-- I don't wanna be the third wheel. [Val]: Because it's a fuckin' double date. [Mickey]: Maybe-- like what's the big deal? [Val]: You wanna know what the big deal is? [Mickey]: Mmh hmm. [Val]: Double dates are awkward-- You know what kind of people double date?-- [Mickey]: hmm? [Val]: Swingers-- And last time I checked we don't swing. [Mickey]: You're so stupid. [Val]: Wha', I'm serious here-- Okay, maybe not about the swinging thing-- but definitely about the awkward thing-- [shelaughs] Look we're gonna be sitting there on their couch-- We're gonna be-- gauging eachother-- Eye-balling eachother-- Being awkwardly polite-- [he sighs] Until we find some kinda common ground to riff on-- And then that conversation is going to be short lived-- because you can't base an entire conversation off of-- one, small, thing-- So that's going to lead them into -- prying into our business, asking about-- our family, or even how we met-- and I'm sure at one point in time-- you and "Vivi"-- [Val': Are gonna go-- [Mickey]: Dude don't put her in quotations. [Val]: Shush! [Mickey]: Don't put her in quotations. [Val]: Shush-- You two are gonna go off on a tangent-- talking about the "chisme" at work-- "oh did you hear what that person did--" "oh my goodness can you believe what that other person said"-- And, I'm gonna be sitting there with Mike-- trying to figure out what the fuck to talk about-- and huh-- grrh, I don't wanna-- I don't wanna-- [Val]: I don't wanna be there with these people. [Mickey]: Val these are...stop that-- stop that. These are real people-- like they're real people-- why do you keep using quotation marks? [Val]: They're bunny ears. [Mickey]: And when did I become a cliche. [Val]: Okay, I'm almost done with my point-- I don't wanna be sitting there with Mike-- trying to figure out what to talk about-- because what if he likes sports, alright-- eh, I don't like sports-- I don't think people should get paid millions of dollars-- to do something they learned how to do during recess-- [shelaughs] What if I say that?-- I'm probably gonna say that and it's gonna be fucking awkward-- I'm probably gonna say that and it's gonna be fucking awkward-- [shelaughs] and I'm just trying to avoid-- [shelaughs] and I'm just trying to avoid-- [Mickey]: Okay. [Val]: having an awkward encounter. [Mickey]: Uh huh, okay, okay, okay-- I get it-- I understand-- But we're still gonna go-- Okay? We're still going. [Mickey'svoice]: Gay 'ol couple time. It's gonna be good. [Val'svoice]: Gay 'ol couple time, alright-- [Mickey]: Gay 'ol couple time. [Val]: My favorite time. [Mickey]: It's gonna be fabulous. [knocking] [Val]: Gay 'ol couple time. [dogbarking] [Mike]: Viv. [abark] [Vivi]: Hi! : Your friends are here-- [Mike]: hey hello. [Vivi]: Hi. [Mickey]: Hello. [Mike]: Don't mind him he likes to talk tough. [Vivi]: He's good. [Mike]: He's- [Vivi]: He's good. [Mike]: He's crazy. [Vivi]: HI. [Mickey]: Hi. [Vivi]: So good to see you. [Mickey]: Good to see you. [Vivi]: Hi. Oh my-- [Val]: Hey. [Mike]: That's Rufus. He's-- [Mike]: a little ball of fur. [Mike]: Come on in make yourselves at home...ah, actually I'll take that. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mike]: Thank you. [Mickey]: Awesome. [door closes] [Mike mumbles] [Vivi]: How long has it taken me to get you guys over here though [Mickey]: Uhhh? [Mike]: Too long. Ohp-- [Mickey]: Yeah. [everyonechatters] [Vivi]: Oh, I'll take that from you. [Mike]: I'll go set this in here. [Vivi]: Umm, let's-- [Vivi]: you guys go ahead and have a seat...like-- [foot steps] [Vivi]: Here's good. [Mickey]: Umm-- [Vivi]: just, yeah-- [Val]: Okay. [Vivi]: Right there. [Val]: Or, I mean-- [Vivi]: While we, uh-- [Val]: I could...we could stand. [Vivi]: No, no, no really. Really. Sit right here. [Mike]: Naw make yourself at home just make yourself at home. [Vivi]: This is a great spot. [chatter inaudible] [Mike]: Rufus. Comeon. [Vivi]: Come on. [Mike]: Hey Rufus come on. [Vivi]: Come here. [Mike]: Come one. [Mike]: We'll set thing up in here. [Vivi]: We'll just be a second. [Val]: Alright no worries, take your time. [Val]: No rush. [Mike]: Hey you, [toRufus] your gonna help me set up the table. [Val]: There we go. [Mike]: You're gonna help me set up the table. [Viviplaysmusic] [rag-tag oldies play in the [Mickey]: Woops. [Val]: What, what kind of wine is this? Excuse me. [Vivi]: Um, vino verde from Portugal. [clangs from silverware] [Val]: Nice. [Vivi]: I've been taking some language courses, so-- [Mickey]: Very good accent. [Vivi]: Thank you. Thank you. [Val]: Yeah. [Mike]: She beeen working at it I get to hear it all the time. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mickey]: The rollering of the R's-- [Vivi]: So I don't know if you guys got this but the theme of tonight is-- [Vivi]: save the planet-- So...for you... you know-- [Mickeylaughs] [Val]: How, how...how does that work. I'm sorry. [he mumbles] [Vivi]: Well I mean like foods from around the world, I mean you know like-- [Mike]: She likes to do themed dinners, it's just kinda like-- [Vivi]: It's just a thing, don't worry about it. [Mickey]: I love it. [clangs from silverware] [Mike]: It's just something she does. [Val]: That's cool...sorry. [Val]: I didn't mean to sound like a dick. [Mike]: No, no it's fine. No, no not at all. [Vivi]: Well I mean like we're all from the world and we need to like embrace-- [Vivi]: the world as it is and just like truly save the planet, you know. So like we're obstaining from all water use tonight. By drinking the wine-- Because you know, California. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Don't bathe in the wine though. [Mike]: That would be bad-- [Valchuckles] [Mike]: Yes. [Vivi chuckles] [Vivi]: Is that not a thing?-- [laughter] [Vivi]: Just kidding. [Mike]: We'll see how the rest of the night goes. [laughter] [Mickey]: How terrible is this, do you guys mind if I'm using my hands?-- [Mickey]: 'cause I can't... [Vivi]: No, you're fine. [Mike]: No, no, no. Those are... purely optional. [Mickey]: Okay. [Val]: it's...it's-- [Vivi]: It was the-- [Val]: Planet...theme... [Vivi]: you know...the Asian vibe. [Mike]: Yeah. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mike]: We're going for like a save the planet, Asian style. [laughter] [Mickey]: I feel it...I feel it. [Val]: Nice. [Mike]: That's why i have you know-- [Mike]: the hair tied up. [Mickey]: that's how come the hair. [Mike]: It makes me feel more free.--yeah. [Mickey]: Samurai. [Val]: Oh yeah--haite. [Mickey]: Samuri styling. [Mike]: Arigoto. [Val]: Mr. Roboto. [laughter] [Vivi sighs] [song changes in the background] [Vivi]: I'm trying to get that chick at work to get rid of the plastic bags. I think that's really necessary. [Mickey]: Good luck-- she doesn't budge on anything.-- I wonder if she like-- ever even farts. I don't even think her fucking... [laughter] [Mickey]: I don't even think her butt-cheeks like ever crack open-- [laughter] [Mickey]: So clenched all the time. [Val mumbles] [Mike]: That's an epidemic. [Val]: Wow...well if you think about it, I mean ss-- you start kinda feeling bad for her, it's like "oh man" all that build up. [Mickey]: I don't feel bad for her at all. [Val]: Oh man. [Vivi]: It's gotta be rough after a while. [Val]: You know what I'm saying. so it's like, man, it's almost like I understand why you-- why you hate everyone and yourself. [giggles] [background song changes] [Vivi]: Okay. [Mickey]: You suck...everybody else can do it. [Vivi]: So-- [Val]: No I can't. [Vivi]: on a more serious note I didn't want to be that guy-- [Vivi]: but um- [Mike]: Oh, here we go. [Val]: Uh oh. [Vivi]: how did you meet? [Val]: Oh shnap...she went there. [Mike]: Don't let her be-- [Mike]: Don't let her be that guy. [Mickey]: Ahhh. [Mike]: Seriously, you don't, you don't have to answer. [Mickey]: No, it's tot--it's cool. [Vivi]: I am that guy. Let it happen [Mickey]: It's totally cool. [Vivi]: Let it happen. [Mike]: Alright. [Mickey]: Just...like how we met and how we got together are just two different stories, so like-- [Mike]: Aaaah. [Vivi]: Two stories! [Mickey]: Two different stories. [Val]: For the price of one. [Vivi]: Two for the price of one, excellent. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mike]: Let's hear your tale mother goose. [Laughter] [Mickey]: Well, I mean, one of 'em really isn't a story though-- 'cause like we met in school, so it's not that interesting. [Vivi]: Oh. [Mike]: Oh, well... [Mickey]: Yeah... [Val]: I mean, just because we met in school doesn't mean it's not interesting. [Vivi]: Oh no, I didn't mean it like that...I just-- [Val]: No, not you-- [Val then mumbles] [Mickey]: No! [Val]: Naw like, ye-- [Val]: You know we were best friends, you know, 'cause we met in school and what not, you know we had some "Andy & Ducky" stuff going on so uh-- [Mike]: Huh. [Val]: I think it's a little more interesting than just, not interesting. [Vivi]: Alright, that's...that's that is cute. [Mickey]: Well I-- [Mickey]: wasn't saying that it's "not" interesting, I'm just saying that I can't recall the first time that I saw you. [Val]: Hmm, hmm. [Mickey]: Can you? [Val]: Yeah. [Vivi]: I remember the first time I saw you. [Mickey]: Oh yeah? [Val]: Yeah. [Mickey]: Really? [Val]: Uh-huh. [Mickey]: Okay. [Val]: Yup. [Mickey]: How-how did that story go? [Val]: I'm glad you asked, 'cause um-- [Mickey]: Hmm? You were...you were standing from a far and-- [Mickey]: You don't know! [Val]: the light... [Mickey]: You don't know! [laughter] [Vivi]: Busted! [Mickey]: You don't know! Just...come on. [Mike]: You've been exposed my friend. [Val]: Damn it. [Mickey]: You cannot lie. [Vivi mutters to herself] [Laughter] [Mickey]: I will catch you. [Mickey]: You cannot lie. [Mike]: You've been duped. [Mickeygiggles] [Val]: She is clever this one. [Mickey]: I sure am. [Vivi]: Well okay, but how did you guys actually end up together then. [silverware clang] [Mickey]: Hmmm-- Mmm-- [Vivi]: I mean like were you guys best friends first, and then it just happened-- or were you super shy about everything and wanted-- I mean did people have to like make you guys be together or like, what's the story, tell me. [Mickey]: Umm... [Mike]: She's nosy as shit. I'm sorry. [Vallaughs] [Vivi]: I am not! Is that not a legitimate question to ask at dinner? [Mike]: No, it is, it is-- [Mike]: No it's good, it's good. [Vivi]: I Just-- [Mike]: It's good. [Vivi]: Ss-- [Vivi]: So, what's the sitch... [Mike]: Do tell, do tell. [Vivi]: The sitch! I haven't said that in a while. [Vivi and Mike laugh] [Vivi]: "Kim Possible!" [more laughter] [Vivi]: Okay, best friends... [Val chuckles] [Vivi]: or super shy about it... like-- did Valentine's Day happen, was it a blossoming romance, like what was the story? [Val]: And go. [Mike]: Pshoo. [Mickey sighs] [Mickey]: Well-- [Mikcey]: I had...um...well... [Val]: It's okay. She was engaged. [Mike]: Oh, shit! [Vivi]: Wait...what? [Mike]: Wait, wait, wait, you, you stole her, basicly. [Mike laughs] [Vivi]: You were engaged? [Mickey]: yeesss. [Mike]: Wow. [Mickey]: Hmmm...ahh... [laughter] [Val]: Yes? [Mickey]: It was jus...it was complicated. [Vivi]: Well then, how did you? [Mickey]: It-it was-- [Mickey]: Like... [Vivi]: How did you... [Val]: How we-didy-we what? [Mickey]: It was...I was engaged. [Vivi]: Talk, talk. [Mickey]: It was complicated.-- We don't have to...like we can just...not... [Val]: we can just not, not talk about it at all...or we can. [Vivi]: Well then how did you tell him. [Mickey]: Well I was nervous... you know...I just-- when I was engaged I was nervous I just...I was scared I didn't know-- where that was going to lead to, so I just-- [Vivi]: Wait-- how did you tell him...that you were engaged? [Mickey]: Ummm-- Jesus! [Mike]: Uh-oh. [Val]: Well, we wanna hear it, we wanna hear it. How'd you tell'em-- [Mike]: Spotlight. [Val]: how'd you tell'em. [Mickey]: Ummm...why...on the phone-- I-- Yeah...like... [Vivi]: Is that how it happened? [Mickey]: Ummm-- yeah, I mean...we just...one of our friends was having um, a birthday party-- so, we got in contact, we decided to go together and-- we showed up and then hardly any of our friends were there, it was just a small group of people so then he and I just kinda ended up hanging out...the whole night and-- I don't know. We talked about life-- and... [Val snickers] [Mike]: That's nice. [Mickey]: You know, we just ditched the party and-- [Mike]: I like that, that's nice. [Mickey]: It was a really good night. [Vivi]: Classic. : That's amazing. [Mickey]: It was real nice. {Val]: Yeah. [Mickey]: And then not too long after that I wasn't engaged anymore and we were official. [Mike]: Wow. [Vivi]: Nice. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mike]: That's cute-- [Valchuckles] you guys are cute. [Mikelaughs] [Val]: Oh shucks. Oh shucks you two. [Mike]: The scandal. [Valchuckles] [Vivi]: Best friends man... [Mike]: That's pretty dope. Just drive. [keys clang] Let's do it. [car starts] [keys clang, gears shift, he sighs] [plays music] [[music] "Leave Me in the Dark" by Porcelain Pale] [[music] dreamy-pop sound] [[music] nostalgic, lyrics unknown, up beat but somber] [music] [keys jingle, road ambience] [door opens, foot steps] [Val]: Alright darlin'-- Here we are. [Mickey]: Uuugh... [Val]: Hear you go...bedsy-bye. [light switch] [Valwhistles] [bed squeaks] [Val]: Aagh. [Mickey]: Dude...waking up tomorrow is going to fucking suck. [shegrunts] [cabinet closes] [Mickey]: I'm gonna get ready for bed. [Val]: Can I tell you something? [Mickey]: Hmmm? [Val]: You look pretty. [Mickeylaughs] Quit being a faggot. [Val]: Ouch. [Mickey repeatedly coughs] Youokay? [Mickey]: Yeah. [bed squeaks] [garment hits door] [clothes rustling] Hey Mickey? [Mickey]: Hmmm? How you doin'? [Val]: What?-- Fuck you change quick. [Mickey]: Well, yeah, I'm going to sleep. [Val]: Wait hold on one sec-- [Mickey]: Hmm? [Val]: Sup? [Mickeysnickers] [Mickey]: You're a dork-- It's not gonna happen buddy. [Val]: Uh, I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you over the sound of your uncontrolable lust-- Your loins-- they burn, burn with desire. Desire for some of this, and this. [Mickeychuckles] [Mickey]: That's adorable. [Val]: Yeah? [Mickey]: Not happening buddy. [Val]: Well can I at least have a kiss? [Mickey]: Yes-- You may have one kiss-- but then I'm going to bed. [bedsqueaks] [Val]: Okay-- Well I can't promise not to try for more. [Mickey]: Then you get nothing. [Val]: But come on-- We had such a good night, we had such a good night, we have to end it the right way-- [playful] we gotta end it da wight way. [Mickeygroans] [Mickey]: I'm sorry babe, I really am, but I'm fuckin' drunk and stoned and pissed I have to get up early in the morning. [Val]: That's okay. [Mickey]: Tomorrow night we can have fun-- okay? [Val]: No, no-- [kissingher] [she groans] [Val]: No, just one more-- just make-out with me for a little bit-- make out with me for a little bit, come on, I promise it'll be fun, please. [He kisses her] [Mickey]: I can't. I'm sleeping. [Val]: No, no sreeping, no shreepings-- [kissing her] you can't sreepings, sexy-time. Sexy-time-- Sexy-time. [she giggles, he kisses her] [Val]: Muah, muah. [Mickey]: Okay...okay. [Val]: Yesss. [Mickey]: You're so pushy. [Val]: Yesss-- Well nothing good comes easy. [Mickey]: Well thank you for not thinking that I am easy. [Val]: Oh, definitely not easy. Nuh-uh. [they playfully moan]. [she laughs, he kisses her] [he snarls and grunts, she laughs] [noises and laughter continue] [Mickey]: No...wait, wait, wait. [Val]: What, what, what? [Mickey]: I have to pee. [Val]: No, no, no. You can hold it, you can hold it. [Mickey]: I can't hold it. [Val]: Yeah. [Mickey]: If I try and hold it and we do this thing I'm gonna pee on you. [Val]: We haven't tried that before. [she laughs] [Mickey]: No...you fuckin' sicko. [Val]: Don't...don't please. [shegroans] [he sighs] [she coughs from bathroom] [she pees] [toilet flushes] [she sighs] [Mickey]: I'm really tired babe-- I don't think I can do this. [Val]: Yeah, I had a feeling. [Mickey]: I'll make it up to you tomorrow night okay? I'm sorry. I'm really tired. [bed squeaks, he sighs] [Val]: Okay... [she yawns] [Mickey]: Good-nite. [Val]: Good-nite-- [he sighs] I'm...just... [Mickey]: I love you. [Val]: I love you too-- Turn off the light. [she moans, bed squeaks, he sighs] [music] [foot steps] [music] [music] [light switch] [music] [moody harmonic ambient with the sound of the passing wind] [music] [music] [Mickey]: Yeah...It's kinda nice though. You know?-- [music] [Mickey]: No one else I know kinda quite has a back-space-- [music] [music] [Mickey]: this wonderous. [music] [music] [Val]: I don't think I ever heard anyone say back-space. [Mickey]: Well it's not a yard-- [Val]: No, why not?-- [Mickey]: You can't call it a yard. [Val]: Well, why not? [Mickey]: Because when I think yard I think like...you know-- Some-- house with like-- [Val]: There's a little bit of grass. [Mickey]: Picket fence and-- there's like-- a contained like smaller space-- [Val]: Well you got a fence. [Mickey]: With a little like-- you know-- with their little plants and gardens, but this is like-- [Val]: A Back-Space! [Mickey]: Back---space-- [Mickey]: You know it's like not-- a yard...you know...like-- [Val]: Wow...I didn't know-- I didn't realize you guys were that fancy, you guys have a back-space. [Mickey]: No we're just-- it's not about being fancy-- [Val]: It's fancy. [Mickey]: No...it's just-- [Val]: Oh it's-- [Mickey]: It's a space... you know. [Val]: It's fancy, and it's hip. [Mickey]: If you could go anywhere where would you go. [Val]: In the world you mean?-- Or here? [hechuckles] [Mickey]: In the world. [Val]: uhh-- [outside ambient with cars passing in the distance] [Val]: Batman's cave. [Mickey]: I'm being serious... like...where would you go-- [Val]: That where I'd go. [Mickey]: And why would you go there, why there? [Val]: Okay-- [Val]: Uhh-- [Val]: I'd go-- [Val]: that's a tough one-- You know what-- I-well-I haven't...I haven't been to Rome. I-I-I think it'd be cool to like see the coliseum. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Just, you know, like all the history...and-- that took place there and stuff...like-- [Mickey]: That would be really awesome-- [Mickey]: a really cool place to go. [Mickey]: This is total hear say but-- I heard someone say-- that they-- at the coliseum they-- it wasn't only like...you know-- like gladiator and all that kind of like live action stuff but that they would actually flood it?-- Or something?-- For some-- For another sort of entertainment-- Did you ever hear anything like that? [Val]: No, tha-that's interesting. They'd flood it, wow. [Mickey]: Like-- [Mickey]: Yeah, somehow they were able...like flood the-- [Val]: And then fi-fill it wtih sharks, and gators-- [Mickey]: Right. [she chuckles] [Val]: And then-- d-whole different kind of battle. [Mickey]: Yeah I don't know, I don't know why they would do that...but-- [Mickey]: it'd be rad to go there and find out. [Val]: Yeah...actually yeah like-- that'd be...interesting, I don't know why no one like-- mention--s...that-- [Val]: Hmmm-- [Mickey]: Yeah... [Val]: Someone probably made that up. [phonerings] [phone rings] Oh cool. [phonerings] Yo! [Aaron]: Hello? [Val]: Yeah? [Aaron]: Hey man, where ya' at? [Val]: I'm almost there. I'm probably like um I'd say... fifteen minutes out. [Aaron]: Oh shit, okay um so I kinda have some bad news. [Val]: What happened? [Aaron]: This jerk-off-- at work...he decided to call in sick-- so...I'm trying to find someone that can cover-- so I won't have to work the rest of the night. [Val]: Oh shit. [Aaron]: Umm-- [Aaron]: Yeah so, I'm just trying to scramble to see who else uhh is available, but it shouldn't be long honestly-- Just hang out for a while, uh, I'll call you as soon as I get off of work, so I can you know try to find someone. [Val]: Okay, oh well okay-- No worries dude I'll figure some shit out dude, uhm-- yeah, just let me know uh-- let me know wh-when...when you're out uh no sweat dude uh-- yeah take care of business, do what you gotta do-- I understand-- [Aaron inaudible] eh-- cool, so I-I'll see you uh later tonight either way, 'ey?-- [Aaron inaudible] [Val]: What was that, ca-yu--you were breaking up a little bit, say that again. [Aaron]: Uh just try to find something to do in the mean- time. [Val]: Okay. Yes, yes-yes sir-- I hear you loud and clear. [Aaron inaudible] [Aaron]: I will keep you posted. [Val]: Awesome-- Alright dude. [Aaron]: Alright. [Val]: Thanks man. [Aaron]: Alright, bye. [Val]: Alright. [Aaron]: Alrigh, later. [Val]: Later-- [phone call ends] Uhhh...-- Fuck. [music] ["Imaginary Drifter" by Porcelain Pale] [music] [lyrics unknown, slow electronic symphony feel, very nostalgic] [music] [music] [He takes a breath] [[music] fades] [Mickey]: I wonder what you were like as a little kid. [Val]: Like a lil-little rugrat...Val? [Mickey]: Yeah-- [Mickey]: you know? [Val]: Well I'm not going to show you any home videos so... [Mickey]: Why not? [chair squeaks] [Val]: Because that'd be lame. [chair squeaks continue] [Mickey]: That'd be fun. [Val]: Fun? For you maybe. [Mickey]: Naw It'd be cool. [he snickers] [Val]: I'd tell you what'd be cool. [Mickey]: Hmmm? [Val]: You wanna play with some of my old toys? [Mickey]: Hell yeah! [Val]: I have like all of 'em-- Wait right there. [rustling] [toys clattering] [Mickey]: I don't recognize all these guys, there like from boy cartoons. I think. [Val]: Well yeah I was gonna say...wait okay-- boy cartoons, I'll tell you what, who's this guy?-- This is girl cartoon-- Girl cartoon world. [Mickey]: He's the bad guy. [Val]: In what? [Mickey]: In "She-Ra". [Val]: Yea--well why did you say it so low like you're ashamed of it? [Shelaughs] [Val]: it's a girl cartoon. [he chuckles] [Mickey]: I know this guy. [Val]: What's his name? [Mickey]: "He-Man". [Val]: That's not "He-Man". [Mickey]: That's not "He-Man"? [Val]: No. You're close, it is, but it isn't-- That's "Prince Adam"! [Mickey]: Oh! It's like his "Clark Kent". [Val]: Yeah, tha'-- [Val]: Yeah, exactly. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Yeah, yeah, yeah... [Mickey]: Yeah...yeah, yeah-- [Mickey]: Whose this guy? [Val]: I-I-I don't know-- he's got way too many arms though. [Mickey]: He's got way too many--he's got two chests. [Val]: That's...yeah some- something's wrong. [Mickey]: So it's like-- [Mickey]: When he bro-bumps somebody it's like...pfff. [figures collide] [shelaughs] [Val]: Yeah. [Mickey]: Maybe that's like his power he's like a master- bro-bumper or something. [Val]: Wha-what does he do? Like-okay this is why girls- don't have action figures-- Do that again-- [toys clatter] Do that again, how did he-how did he fight'em-how did he- hit him? [Mickey]: Hey-- [Mickey]: Sup bro! [Val]: How'd he hit'em do that again. [Mickey]: Pffshh. [figurescollide] [Val]: How'd-- [he snickers] [helaughs] [Mickey]: What? [she chuckles] [Val]: He has like four arms-- and you're using his two chests to like-- [Mickey]: He bro-bumping dude! [Val stammers then laughs] [She laughs] [Val]: That's ridiculous. [Mickey]: Hello? [Val]: You-you ah-you-you were wondering about ah-- about little-little Val. [Mickey]: Hmmm? [Val]: Little-lil'boy Val. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Here ya' go-- I'm not-thi-this is, this is the-- middle ground. It's not a, home video but... [he presses a button] [Child's Voice 1]: Gus Gus sing "Rollercoaster". [Child's Voice 2]: This is Gus Gus singing "Rollercoaster". [Mickey laughs] [Child singing] [Child's Voice 2]: Rollercoaster my love-- [Child singing] Rollercoaster, hooo, hooo-- [Mickeylaughs] [Child singing] hoo, my life is like a rollercoaster babe, babe-- [Child singing] I wanna ride-- [Child takes a breath] [Child singing] rollercoaster-- [Child singing] my love-- [Mickey laughs] [Child singing] [Mickey laughs] rollercoaster-- Ya... [Val stops recording] [Val]: Alright enough of that. [he drops recorder] [Mickey]: That's so cute-- I wanna keep it. [Val]: That was actually Aaron. [she opens recorder and laughs] [Mickey]: That's cool. [she closes recorder] [Mickey]: You should probably keep that someplace safe, you don't wanna like-- [Val]: Wha-a you- [Mickey]: tape over it-- [Val]: this is safe-looky-look-- [Mickey]: or something. [Val]: Look who's gonna-who's gonna mess with that when you got all these guys-- like ready to 'ah like-- [Mickey]: Yeah... [Val]: Fuck some shit up. [Mickey]: Like 'bro-bump"-- [figurefalls] it's the... [Val]: "Bro-bump". [she laughs. Figures rustle] [Val]: That's uh... [he laughs] [Mickey]: It works. [cars passing by] [music from his memory, up beat dreamy-electronic rock] [music] [Mickey]: Dude? What's with the box? [music] [music] [Val]: oh...that's nothing... it's-- [music] [music] you're gonna think it's weird. [music] [music] [Mickey]: Dude, I already think it's weird you might as well tell me. [music] [music] [Val]: Okay, um-- [music] [music] [he stammers] [music] [music] ehh-- [music] [music] I just like-- [music] [music] to have different-- [music] [music] lighting-- [music] [music] you know what?-- [music] I'm just gonna show you, okay?-- [music] So-- [music] for instance-- [music] [music] This is like the main light-- [music] and I have it on you know for like-- [music] [music] I'm getting ready for work or-- [music] ah-if I come home, you know just to see shit-- [music] just to see where-- [music] everything is...the lay of the land-- [music] And then ah-- [music] [music] And this desk light-- [music] [music] not only do I have it for my desk-- [music] uh, I like to-- [music] just have this one on when I don't want as much light-- [music] as the other one, you know-- [music] just kinda-- [music] kinda as a dimmer-- [music] You know just chill things out a little bit more-- [music] um-- [music] [music] and then there's the Christmas lights...which-- [music] are my favorite, and I really like how they ah-- [music] um-bounce off of this like sequin-cloth-thingy-- [music] [music] Um...you know it just sets like a really like chill-- [music] vibe you know, just to kinda unwind and relax-- [music] yeah-- [music] [music] Oh and uh of course-- [music] [music] our box thingy-- [music] [music] as you like to call it.-- [music] [music] is a "spot-light"-- [music] [music] and I made it-- [music] [music] kinda like ah-- [music] a matte box-- [music] [music] and I made it out of a box-- [music] that I named Matt. [music] [music] [cable rustling] [music] [he steps down] [music] [Mickey]: Dude you are a weirdo. [music] [music] [Val]: Yeah? [music] [Mickey]: Yeah-- [music] [music] yuh...but I like it. [music] [music] [Val]: I try. [[music] fades] [Mickey]: Hey weirdo. [Val]: Hey. [Mickey]: You okay? [Val]: Yeah-- yeah...uh sorry-- How way work? [keys and bag rustle] [Mickey]: So fucking tired. [she gasps] [furniture rustling] [she exhales] [Mickey]: Work was so annoying today dude-- Fuck-- [furniture rustling] Like this morning I was literally three minutes late-- and that-- jerk comes up and she's like-- "you're late". [Valsnickers] [Mickey]: Dude...It's like I've never hated someone so much that I pray-- that she shits glass everytime that she sits on the toilet. [Val]: Fuckin'...broken glass. [Mickey]: Shhhh...Fuuuuc-- Hell yeah! Like she's a cunt dude, like-- legitimately, like a cunt-- queen of cunts-- Fucking luckily I only had to deal with her for the first half of the shift, you know-- That at least had its end-- But then I high-tail it over to "trabajo numero dos" you know-- and I have to deal with the "pisa's" in the kitchen-- Fuck, they're like so disrespectful dude-- like they haven't evolved or something like-- I don't know who taught you your manners-- but you're not on the "rancho" anymore asshole, like-- You know?-- the "cat-calling" man, like-- they just-- They're so disrespectful to women there-- like they think they're being fucking cute. [Val]: What the fuck did they say? [Mickey]: They just-they're just being pervy. They're being pervy, disrespectful... [Val]: What do they say to you? [Mickey]: Being annoying-- To me? You know, it's not what they say to me, it's what they say to the other girls, like-- And they just fucking take it, like-- I mean which is like their own fault to some degree, but like-- I don't take their shit like-- They push me-- I push'em back-- like-- I'm not-I'm not gonna play victim. I'm not gonna succumb to that nonesense you know. [Val]: Good. [she exhales] [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Do you ever like-- say something to a manager about it? [Mickey]: They don't, the managers don't care. [Val]: That's stupid-- That's fucking stupid-- Like should I fucking go down there then and fucking talk to somebody 'cause it's like-- [he grumbles] That shit make me so livid. [Mickey]: Hmmm-- [he takes a breath] [Mickey]: Yeah...get me fired-- you know. [Val]: Well, I mean-- [he snickers] doesn't sound like-- you should really even be there to begin with, so-- maybe I'll be doing you a favor...like-- [he stammers] why be in that kind of -- environment-- you know? [he sighs] [Mickey]: I understand your concern but like I need the job. [Val]: But you have another job though? [Mickey]: Uh-hmmm. And I need that job too. [Val]: Why? [he chuckles] [she takes a breath] [he stammers then chuckles] [Val]: Ok-if you're so concerned with money then-- sue that place for sexual harassment-- and there you go-- money problems solved [Mickey]: uh-hmm-- because it's easy to sue-- and it takes no time-- what-so-ever-- to do that-- and... [Val]: Look, I get it's not practical-- [he inhales] that wasn't the point-- the point is-- it's not worth the fucking money for you to be-- [he inhales] putting yourself-- in that kind of environment day in day out-- you know it's like-- [he inhales] it makes me feel really uncomfortable knowing that you feel uncomfortable being there and-- at that point, like-- why? [Mickey]: I mean like-- I-it's annoying, like it's annoying to see-- as a female, as a latino like yeah. [Val]: Right-- yeah, look... [Mickey]: but like-- [Val]: I know, look I get you-- [Mickey]: I mean-- [they talk over eachother] [Val]: I get where you're coming from-eh-ah-trust me-- [Mickey]: like-you're not,like- [Mickey]: You are hav-you're hearing it-- on your perspective, like you're listening to my story and like-- making it your thing. You're internalizing it. [Val stammers] [Val]: Mine-it's not my-it's your thi-it's still your thing ah-agh-- I'm ss-I'm sorr-I'm ah-- [Mickey]: Well you're clearly upset-- [Mickey]: You're clearly upset. [Val]: I am, because I give a fuck, 'cause I care about you-- 'cause I care about you, I see that it bothers you so it bothers me-- What bothers you-- [Mickey]: So then you-- [Val]: bothers me-- [Mickey]: So it bothers you so then you tell me what to do-- and you tell me how to do things-- [Val stammers] [Val]: I'm not trying to tell you how to do anything. [Mickey]: You just did, like you just-- [he stammers] [Mickey]: did. [Val]: I'm telling you what I feel-- how I feel, how I feel about your situation-- I feel you should do that and I don't understand why you don't. [Mickey]: Like, I feel like you're telling me what to do-- [Val]: That's it. [Mickey]: As if I don't already know what to do like-- I'm not allowed to vent. I'm not allowed to say anything. [Val]: Just like you're venting right now I'm venting right back like-- it-I mean, it bothers me so I'm-I'm just venting right ba-back to ya I-wu-wha-- I ah-OK. I-- I'm just talking, I-I mean I'm sorry, I-I didn't-- I'd-- [he take a deep breath] [Mickey]: Like I don't...I don't even know what to say man like I just-- I'm tired...I'm hungry...just like-- I'm a make dinner. [furniture rustling] [foot steps] [faint music and dialogue from a movie] [music] [Movie]: Except maybe I wouldn't have named our son, Elvis. [music] [light and fun instrumentals] [Mickey]: You'd think he'd wear like a sweat-suit to work or something you know, he sweats a lot. [Val]: Sweats? [faint dialogue from TV] [Val]: Then people wouldn't take him as serious. [Mickey laughs] [Val]: Being in a sweat-suit-- like who's this dude in a sweat-suit-- tryin' ah-- handle some business. [Mickey]: Right? [Val]: Who handles business in a sweat-suit? [she snickers] [Mickey]: I don't know- Russian mafia? [Val]: Like yeah, like shady dudes. [she giggle] [she half-laughs] [she chuckles] [creeks and hums from the room] [Mickey]: "Just another day in the job". [Val]: Exactly. [he talks over Mickey] [Val]: He's gonna have a cigarette now, watch. [Mickey]: It's like nobody offers this guy a fuckin'- glass of water. [Val]: Or a-or a s-- [Mickey]: He just like saved everyone's lives. [Val]: Or a bourbon or something like-- [Val]: Like after-after doing something like that I'd need a drink. [Mickey laughs] [Val]: Be like-- fuck my life-- [Mickey chuckles] somebody get me a drink. [dialogue from TV continues] [Val]: This is- [Mickey]: I don't know why this still scares me, it's like-- [creeky noises from room] [Mickey]: uhh. [Val]: 'Cause, is it thee-- wait a-wait-- [Mickey]: Think it's my parents fault. [banging and creature noises from TV] [Mickey]: They use like-- 'The Exorcist" as a kid-- like as a form of like-- you know-- spiritual teaching-- like this can happen to you if you like-- [Val chuckles] [he talks over her] [Val]: If you do drugs and y-you're bad. [Mickey]: You know, it's like-- [Val is incoherent] [Mickey]: They're taking over-- and you will die. [a snarl from the TV] [Val]: That's parenting 1-0-1. [Mickey]: Nooo. [she grunts] [Val]: Mickey. [Mickey]: Hmm? [Val]: The movie's over Mickey-- What do you wanna do now? [Mickey]: Hmm?-- hhhm, I kinda wanna sleep. [Val]: Do you wanna stay the night?-- I can sleep on the couch, or-- somewhere else. [Mickey takes a deep breath] [Mickey]: Hhmmm-- [light rustling] [she takes another breath] [Val]: I mean you don't have to-- stay here if you don't want to, I'm just, I'm just saying you can. [Mickey]: No, I mean it's-it's fine, but is it cool-- if I stay here? [Val]: Yeah totally. I mean I wouldn't of a-- you know, offered if it wasn't. [creeking from the room] [Mickey]: Okay. [Val]: Do you want me to go? [Mickey]: No, I'm not gonna kick you out of your own room. [he chuckles] [Mickey]: Y-you-you can stay here don't just-- t-don't try anything funny. [Val]: Pshhh. Mickey please-- [she laughs] what are you trying to say? [she chuckles and sighs] [Mickey]: Good-nite. [Val]: Good-nite. [rustling] [he sighs] [Val]: We never held hands. [Mickey]: What? [Val]: We're gonna sleep in the same bed and-- we've just never-- held hands-- I just think it's kinda funny. [Mickey]: We're not gonna do it. [Val]: Oh-what? [he chuckles] [Mickey]: We're not gonna do it-- [Val]: I-- [Mickey]: So don't-- [she mumbles] [Val]: Na-I heard you, I-- [he chuckles] [Val]: I didn't say-I know we're not gonna do it I'm just saying that there's like an order of doing things and-- you know, we're just skipping steps is all. [Mickey]: Okay...okay. [he laughs] [Mickey]: We can kill two birds with one stone-- alright. [Val]: O-kay. [he snickers] [she sighs] [Val]: You know we've also have never made out. [Mickey]: Dude...you have to kill it-- you have to kill it...every-time don't you-- you kill it. [Val]: It was a joke. [she chuckles] [Mickey]: No. [Val]: I was kidding. [Mickey]: Good-nite man. [rustling] [Val]: Can I have your hand back? [Mickey]: No-o. [Val]: Please. [Mickey]: No. [Val]: Why not? [Mickey]: Because I'm afraid of what you'll do to it. [Val]: That's terrible-- [she chuckles] [Val]: Why would you say such a terrible thing? [she chuckles] [he inhales] [Val]: Mickey-- baby? [Mickey]: Hmm? [Val]: It's late. Let's go to bed. [Mickey]: Hmm? [he half-laughs] [Val]: Come on let's go to bed-- come on-- come on...come on...come on come on-- come on...there you go-- there you go-- [she exhales] there you go...let's get you to bed. [fade in children talking] [music] [talking and reggae music in background] [music] [talking and music fade] [Val]: Hey, can I ask you something without you taking it the wrong way?-- I mean in-- all seriousness, can we like enter this cone of trust type deal where we-- can just discuss this topic without bumming eachother out? [Mickey]: Whoa... [Val]: It's nothing bad. [Mickey]: Ya sure? [she snickers] [he sighs] [Val]: You know what, nevermind, just forget it. [Mickey]: Just ask. [Val]: Well I don't wanna ask if we can't talk about it properly. [Mickey]: Well then-- ask, and we can find out if that's a possibility. [Val]: O-K-- [he takes a deep breath] [Val]: In the last five years do you feel like much's changed other than our living situation? [Mickey]: A lot-- has changed. [Val]: Specifically what? [Mickey]: I don't know...like-- our living situation is a really big one-- like it changed a lot of other things in our lives-- I don't feel suffocated by-- our environment anymore, I-- don't hate my jobs as much as I hated my old job-- We're not obligated to family drama-- anymore, so that's-- those are all big things that have changed-- You don't agree? [Val]: I mean-- [he sighs] yes, no, like-- [breathes in] for as positive as those things sound-- I just don't really-- feel like I'm seeing any kind of real progression-- And honestly how positive is-- "oh I don't hate my current jobs as much as my last job" shouldn't it be-- I don't hate my job at all?-- I just remember us having all these goals and stuff-- before coming out here, and then all of a sudden somewhere between-- now and then it's like we just said "Fuck it" and stopped trying to achieve them. [Mickey]: I didn't, stop trying. [Val]: Really? I mean, wha' have you been doing? [Mickey]: Wow. [Val]: Look, don't take that the wrong way alright, I'm not trying to attack you. [Mickey]: Why do you do that? [Val]: Do what? [Mickey]: That was a--fuckin' dick thing to say. [Val]: Well I didn't mean it that way alright-- look I'm sorry if I have trouble wording things properly sometimes-- [Mickey]: Yeah-- [Mickey]: you do, you do maybe you should-- [Val]: so don't take offense to it. [Mickey]: fuckin' think before you speak. [Val]: Oh my god, okay, let's just-- [Val]: put the breaks there for a second 'cause uh-- we're getting off the track really fast and I do not want to fight with you-- so--can we-- [Mickey]: No, I don't want to fight with you. [Val]: Okay, good...Perfect-- well then can...you-- [deep sigh] just hear me out when I... when I say-- like what have you-- done, it's more like-like what have we done as individuals you know to try ah-- get to where we wanna be, I mean why aren't we where we wanna be-- to begin with. [she sighs] [Mickey]: I don't know how to answer that dude, like-- I feel like we've had this conversation before. [Val]: No we haven't. We haven't had this specific conversation. [Mickey]: Well I mean we've had conversations like it-- whenever you...start-- feeling like "I'm not living up to my potential" like you start going into existential crisis mode-- you start coming at me-- you start asking me why I'm not working on the things that I should be working on-- or why I'm not helping you work on the things that you should be working on-- and it just goes on and on like- [Val]: I'm not trying to blame you for my actions or lack there of-- [Mickey]: Oh really-- [Val]: okay--I acknowledge that yes I'm not fu-I'm not living up to my own potential-- and that's my own fault-- I'm not putting that on you, I just want to know that we still-- have these goals and we're still working towards them, that's-- the bottom line. [Mickey]: But like-- how can I tell you-- if you still have your goals, how can I do that? [he sighs] [Val]: Oh-okay. uh-uh fine, well I mean do you still have your goals? [Mickey]: Yes. [Val]: Good-- cool-- I mean wha'-- If you don't mind me asking like what-a-you what-a-you still trying to do? [Mickey]: I'm-- I want to do my photography. [Val]: Really?-- But you like haven't done your photography in like forever. [Mickey]: Yeah I'm aware of that-- and I still wanna persue it-- as funny as that is. [she smacks the bed] [Val]: Um-I'm sorry again-- [Mickey]: As hilarious as that might sound-- [Val]: Okay look no, it's, you-- [Mickey]: you know? [Val]: look, look, look-fuck-- [takes a deep breath] [Val]: That's cool I-my bad-- [thump] [he sighs] [Val]: Why, don't you, instead of like-- you know, try'na do-- you know two jobs, wha-- [Mickey]: Okay-- [Val]: why don't you focus more on photography then. Why don't you do that. [Mickey]: no, no, no, why don't, why don't you-- not tell me how'd ah-- do things, why don't you...stop telling me how to-- oh I could do it this way or I should do it that way or... maybe like-- why do you do that?-- Like I don't need you to do that for me-- I know what I want to do for myself-- I want to do photography-- I wanna do it!-- I have my camera-- I have my laptop-- I have my certificate in cosmotology I don't have to depend on other people-- to supply me with looks that I want for my shoot-- I got my bachelor's degree-- in business management-- I can work out-- a business plan-- for myself-- so I can be properly self-employed-- Like I've thought it through. I've lined things up-- [Val]: Right, I've heard that before-- [Mickey]: I've made an effort-- [Mickey]: I have made an effort. [Val]: I've-I've heard that before and-- you know I'm-forgive me for caring-- like everything you just said-- just shows that you have every- thing at your disposal to-- be doing what it is that you wanna do-- but you're not doing it and that's my whole thing-- it's like when is it gonna happen? [she stammers] [Mickey]: It-- [she sighs] When it happens-- It's my thing. [Val]: Okay, but that does- that's not-- getting us anywhere you me anybody like-- "when it happens," what the fuck does that mean? [she stammers] [Mickey]: Okay-- so like-- are you concerned-- with what I am not doing?-- Or are you concerned with what you are not doing? [Val]: Both. [Val]: Eh, am I not... [Mickey]: I don-i don't know what to tell you...we're-- I don't know what to say-- what can I say, what can I tell you?-- Like wer-we're gonna have to figure it out-- Like that's it, that's all there is to it. [Val]: Good, alright, well let's figure it out. [Mickey]: Okay-- Well we're gonna have to do it some other night-- [Mickey]: because I have to go to sleep!-- [Val]: No, no, come on-- [Mickey]: I have to go to sleep! [Val]: don't do that, don't run away from this-- [Val]: don't run away from this, look-- [Mickey]: I am not running away! [Val]: I don't wanna end the night like this-- [Mickey]: you are being a dick about it!-- I am not running away. [Val]: Oh my god, oh my god why can't we just have discussions without them turning into this kind of shit. [Mickey]: Well maybe it's the way that you fuckin' approach shit you know-- Maybe you shouldn't come into things asking me-- "Um, can we enter a cone of trust-- where we don't bum eachother out?"-- like you decided-- you were bummed out already before it even started-- And then you go around and you ask me-- "what's changed in the last five years?"-- Like why don't you just start the conversation by saying-- "I want things to change"-- Don't worry about what I'm doing worry about what you're doing. [his lips smack] [Mickey]: Work on youself, I will work on myself-- support me-- I will support you-- Like what the fuck! [Val]: Look I am gonna work on me, and I hear ya loud and clear-- and I am trying to support you, but I just feel like right now all I'm doing is-- supporting your procrastination and it's not really get-- [he takes a breath] I'm sorry look-- our procrastination, I meant our procrastination-- [Mickey]: I heard you, like-- [he sighs] just...just good-nite, good-nite. [Val]: That's probably best, good-nite. [bed squeaking and rustling] [Mickey]: And where are you going? [Val]: I'm gonna go to the office, and I'm gonna try to do something productive. Is that alright? [foot steps] [she sighs] [rubs the page] [page turns] [page turns] [he sighs] [thump] [pencil strokes] [thump] [slow deep sigh] [Val's voice]: So-- [Val]: presents? [Mickey]: Yes-- [Mickey]: but I wanna go first, give me, give me, give me, give me-- give me... [Val]: Okay, okay, okay. [she rubs her hands] [car door unlocks] [car door opens] [cars pass in the distance outdoor ambience]] [car door shuts] [Val]: I thought you disappeared. [She laughs] [steps, continued ambience] [he inhales] [Val]: Okay...so-- there was something I originally wanted to buy you but I figured that you already had it, so thought I'd-- try to be a little more original and just make something. [Mickey]: I'm excited. [Val]: And thus I drew your pretty face. [dog barking] [Mickey]: Awe. [cars pass] [Mickey]: I've never been drawn before. It's really cool. [cars pass] [she giggles] [Mickey]: I'm gonna frame it-- or it's framed already but-- [Val]: Ah yeah, I was gonna-- [he laughs] [Mickey]: I meant I was gonna hang it up-- just so everybody can see it, and that way when you're famous-- they'll be jealous. [Val]: Oh nonesense. [Mickey]: Oh shut up. [she chuckles] [Mickey]: Oh no, my turn. [Val]: Whoa, huh? [Mickey]: My turn. [Val]: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah that's right. [Mickey]: Hold that. [Val]: Okay. [Mickey]: Oh-- [chuckles] [Mickey]: Keys. [she gasps] [Val]: Oh. [keys jingle] [trunk opens] [shuffling] [foot steps] [Mickey]: Tada! [Val]: Oh shit! [Val]: Woah. [she chuckles] [Mickey]: Do you like it? [Val]: Yeah! [Val]: This is so awesome. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Mickey]: Yeah? [Val]: Where'd you find these? [Mickey]: At a yard sale this morning with my mom. [Val]: Oh my god-- these are so cool. [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: What? [Mickey]: Awe. [Val]: Thank you so much. [Mickey]: Yeah-- [Mickey]: no problem, glad you like it. [Val]: Ye-ah! [rustling] [Val]: So cool. [Mickey]: One more thing. [Val]: A-anu-what? [Mickey]: Yeah. [Val]: Yu- [Val]: Weren't you the one that said...like-- something about-- [item's grabbed] [Val]: nothing...too-- much. [Mickey]: Well, I mean, come on. [cars pass in the distance] [Mickey]: We got cake. [Val]: Wha-it-ah? [Val]: Cake? [Mickey]: And we got-- [Mickey]: bierz. [Val]: Hell yeah. [music] [from memory] [music] [Val]: Now it's a party. [music] [Mickey]: Happy unbirthday. [music] [Val]: Happy unbirthday, cheers. [music] [dreamy electronic melody in background] [music] [crinkle] [music] [music] [Val]: Hmm. [music] [Mickey]: Hey. [Val]: Hey! [music] [Val]: And tada! [music] [Mickey]: Tada. [music] [Val]: What ya think? [music] [clang] [Mickey]: It's pretty cute. [music] [Mickey]: You're very romantic, I like it. [Val]: Cool. [music] [Val]: Good. [Mickey]: And "matte box". [music] [Val]: Yeah, yeah. Yeah yeah, exactly. [she laughs] [music] [Mickey]: Yeay. [Val]: You remember that guy. [music] [Val]: Please come-wha-wha-what's that? [music] [Mickey]: I just...like got stuff too I didn't know like-- [music] [Val]: Oh shit. [Mickey]: To... [music] [Val]: Fuck. [music] [music] [Mickey]: But... [music] [Val]: Ah, like I wanted it to be a surprise so I didn't tell you anything. But I didn't-- [music] [Val]: think about that-- [music] [Mickey]: No...I--[inaudible] [he talks over her] [Val]: You might-- [music] [Val]: actually get dinner because you didn't know-- [music] [Mickey]: It's cool, like-- [Val]: Ah, I'm sorry dude. I suck. [music] [Mickey]: We'll just, have it later, it's fine. [she mumbles] [music] [Val]: Sure? [Mickey]: Yeah. [music] [Val]: Cool, okay. [bag crinkles] [music] [Val]: Come hither. [music] [music] [she clears her throat] [Val]: Come and have a seat-ah. [music] [Mickey]: Oh, haw-haw-haw-- [Val]: Yeah that's right-- [music] [Mickey]: We have a fire going. [music] [Val]: I figured that you know it's been awhile since we had a date night and everything-- [music] [Val]: and uh, oh wait actually hold on, hold on let me-- [music] [Val]: let me get that-- [Mickey]: You wanna turn down the fire? [Val]: No, no no, no let me-- [music] [Val]: let me-let me get this for you-- [she chuckles] [music] [Val]: So...please hav-have a seat. [music] [Val]: Yu-got-epp-epp-- [music] [Val]: epp-- [she laughs] [music] [Val]: There ya go-- [music] [Val]: there ya go, kinda-- [music] [Val]: gentleman about it. [music] [music] [Mickey]: Mmmm-- [music] [Mickey]: Well that's nice. [Val]: Cool. [music] [Val]: I thought I'd ah-- [music] [Val]: you know set something up-- [music] [Val]: to the point where you can have-- [music] [Val]: a date-- [music] [Val]: and-- [music] [Val]: be in your p.j.'s at the same time. [music] [music] [Mickey]: Yeah, uh-- [Val]: So-- [music] [Mickey]: I don't think I'm a bother with that right now. [she chuckles] [music] [Val]: Alright then...well I mean... [music] [music] [Val]: Oh uh would you like a beer? I'm sorry, where are my manners. [music] [Mickey]: Sure. [music] [he makes a clicking sound] [music] [Val]: Good answer. [music] [bottle on the table] [music] [music] [Val]: Now-- [music] [open's bottle] [Val]: I don't think you've had this guy before-- [music] [music] [Val]: So I'd hope you like it-- [music] [music] [Val]: I like it-- [music] [Mickey]: Oh-- [music] [Val]: Oh-- [music] [Val]: Look at you-- [music] [Mickey]: Ah-- [bottles clink] [Val]: So thoughtful-- [music] [Val]: Catching yourself. [music] [she chuckles] [music] [Val]: Cheers. [Mickey]: Cheers. [music] [music] [they taste] [music] [music] [Mickey]: Mmmh. [Val]: Yeah? [music] [Mickey]: Uh-huh. [music] [Val]: Yeay? [Mickey]: Yeay. [music] [Val]: Yee-ay. [music] [she giggles] [Mickey]: Yee-aay. [music] [she giggles] [Val]: Um-- [he chuckles] [music] [music] [Val]: So...uh shall we? [music] [music] [Mickey]: Uh-mm, yeah. [Val]: Ladies first. [music] [Val]: You get...you get the pickin's. [music] [Val]: Except for that one. [music] [she chuckles] [Val]: Joking, yeah you can have that one. [music] [she laughs] [Mickey]: I'm gonna grab this one. [Val]: Okay good. [music] [rustling] [music] [Val]: I will grab this one. [music] [music] [Val]: Cheers. [Mickey]: Cheers. [they laugh] [music] [Mickey]: Pizza cheers. [Val]: Pizza cheers. [music] [Mickey]: oh. [music] [Val]: Oh, eh-for our homies. [Mickey]: Nice piece of garlic. [music] [Mickey, deep sigh] [music] [music] [Mickey]: Hmm. [Val chuckles] [music] [music] [pizza rustling] [music] [Val]: Mmm-huh. [Mickey]: It's good. [music] [his lips smack] [music] [music] [chewing] [Val]: Oh yeah I made sure there was plenty of garlic on that. [music] [Mickey]: Good job. [Val]: Mm-huh. [Mickey]: It's really good. [music] [Val]: So we're definitely gonna make-out later. [music] [Mickey]: Oh yeah-- [Val]: Mm-huh. [Mickey]: Hard. [music] [Val]: ah-huh. [Mickey]: Uh-hmm. [music] [music] [pizza rustling] [music] [Val]: I went on a...jog earlier today. [music] [music] [mouth smacking] [music] [Val]: And um-- [music] [Val]: I was doing a lot of thinking and-- [music] [Val]: I had totally forgot about that one time when we ah-- [music] [music] [Val]: planned that "unbirthday" for eachother-- [music] [Mickey]: Mm-hmm. [Val]: Remember, and I drew that picture for you? [music] [Mickey]: Uh-huh. [music] [music] [Val]: Yeah, that was a nice night wasn't it? [music] [music] [Mickey]: I mean I love the picture. [music] [music] [Mickey]: But-- [music] [music] [Mickey]: that wasn't the greatest night. [music] [Val]: No? [music] [music] [Mickey]: Nuh-uh. [she chuckles] [music] [Val]: Why? What happened? [music] [music] [Mickey]: I killed it. [music] [Val]: You did? [Mickey]: Pretty. much. [music] [Mickey]: Mm-huh. [music] [music] [Mickey]: Yeah. [music] [music] [Mickey]: Remember I got drunk, I acted like a jerk. [bottle hits table] [music] [music] [Val's voice]: I love moments like these. [outdoor ambience] [Mickey]: Hmmm? [Val]: Like when you're just hanging out with someone and-- [Val]: you just-- [Val]: bullshit and talk about random stuff and-- all of a sudden there's a-- quiet-- moment-- but not like an awkward quiet, it's just-- more like-- still an'-- peaceful an'-- [Val]: I try to store those moments in my mind like a picture-- so i can draw'em later. [he sniffs] [Val]: And I think it's those pauses-- they're like the defining parts of those moments too you know. [Mickey]: Not really. [Val]: Let me put it this way-- it's like if I were gonna-- draw-- a comic strip-- of this moment-- like on the first page I would dedicate-- at least three to four panels of-- just how I view the moment before actually like implementing any kind of-- characters in action poses. [he sighs] There aren't a lot of comics that do that kind of stuff. I think everyone's just afraid of-- embracing the stillness-- just slowing things down-- I wanna have a lot of-- those still moments-- in my comic. [cars pass in the far distance] [Mickey]: Don't you think people might find that kinda boring though? [Val]: Uh-- [he chuckles] sure I mean-- [Val]: Maybe...but-- [Val]: I don't think that really matters 'cause-- [Val]: those kind of people-- who'd find it boring aren't gonna be the type of people that are going to be into my comic book so-- [Val]: fuck'em...I don't think it really matters. [he chuckles] [Mickey]: Why is your comic gonna be like some sort of hipster exclusive or something? [Val]: Uhh-um-- [he snickers] sure. [he sighs] [Mickey]: Oh fuck-- I'm sorry-- that came off mean-- Sorry. [Val]: Hey it's cool-- don't worry about it. [Mickey]: It's fuckin' not-- cool-- It's not cool-- [clang in the distance] fuck. [smacks her lap] [Val]: Are you okay? [Mickey]: Yeah, I'm fuckin' fine can we just call it a night?-- I'm...just-- over it. [Val]: Are you alright to drive? [Mickey]: Yeah I'm not fuckin' stupid so I think I can fuckin' drive. [Val]: Yo I didn't-- I mean, mean anything by it-- I was just-- checkin' wit' you. [bottles clang] [Mickey]: Yeah-- [bottles clang] [Mickey]: can you jus' get in the fuckin' car-- [bottles clang] so we can-- [thump] I just wanna get out of here now. [bottles clang] [Val]: You know what I'll just walk. [Mickey]: Why do you fucking wanna walk everywhere? Just get in the fucking car! [Val]: I just think you should just go straight home-- rather than have to drop me off first is all. [Mickey]: Jus' get in the fucking car-- so I can take you home, let's go. [opens car door] [he sighs] [Val]: Fine whatever. [closes car door] [music] [Mickey]: I was drunk, I acted like a jerk-- [music] [Mickey]: like can we change the subject?-- [music] we don't-- [music] I thought we were supposed to be having a good time like-- [music] [Val]: We are you know I'm sorry...no, um-- [music] let's-- [music] you're right-- [music] Ah-- [music] I-- [Mickey]: Why are we talking about that? [music] [Val]: I-I just-- [music] [Val]: I don't know, I just ah I-I-- [music] [Val]: I didn't remember exactly wha' happened and I guess I was you know I'm sorry-- [music] [Val]: you're right, you're right- [she sighs] [music] [Val]: pizza, pizza time-- [music] [Val]: What time is it? [rubs her hands] [music] [Mickey]: Pizza time. [Val]: Right-- [music] [Val]: Perfect. [they laugh] [Mickey]: Pizza time. [Val]: Good. [music] [she laughs] [television, french dialogue with somber instrumentals] [television, music fades] [Mickey]: You know, don't get me wrong like you are a really-- [Mickey]: you're a great guy-- [Mickey]: You're my favorite person in the world but lately it's been-- difficult-- being around you-- [Mickey]: like working two jobs is hard-- [Val]: Mickey you don't have to work two jobs-- [Mickey]: But I kinda feel like I do-- [Mickey]: though. [Val]: Then why do you feel that way is what llike-- what I contribute not enough? [Mickey]: It's n-- [takes a breath] It's not that it's not enough I just-- [Mickey]: I mean you're freelance you know like it makes me nervous-- having a question mark on your next gig. [Val]: Wait so like-- [Val]: hold on I mean like-- [breath] [he sighs] So ev-even if-if I was doing what I wanted to do then-- it would still be the same issue because-- ye-- [sigh] [stammers] all artists have like a high probability of-- of inconsistent income so-- [sighs] wa-- oh my god-- you know what Mickey?-- [stammers] Ah-I think you're biggest issue is me-- I'm your biggest problem. [Mickey]: Huh, that's not what I'm saying it just-- it would be different-- if you were doing what you really wanted-- [Val]: How would that be different, it's the same thing. [Mickey]: It wouldn't because you'd be in a different head space and...like-- that changes everything-- Like I'm really sensitive to the energy you put out. [he sighs] [Val]: But ah-- [breath] you know isn't that kinda of ah-- double standard...I mean-- [chuckle] like ah, the other night, though-- ya know ya-ya come home from work venting about it in a not so positive fashion an-- then you snap at me because it was stressing me out. [Mickey]: Yeah but that had nothing to do with me ah-- I walked in you were already in a bad place you were in ya head you were being negative. [Val]: Alright-but I mean tha-that's besides the point, you know, it's not like you yourself were-- talking about the-- tales of-- of happiness-- and joy that you get from the two jobs that you adore with all your heart-- [Val]: Mickey? Is-is that why you're not doing your photography, like ye-- you're just-- you're scared of-- of inconsistency? [breath] [text alert] Hey I know you don't want to hear from me right now-- but you forgot some stuff-- just got home and I'm a bit tired-- but you can get it whenever. [breath] Cool. [breath] Thanks. [puts phone down] [Inhales] [cars pass] [exhales] [Inhales] [breath] [music] [somber long tonal intstrumentals] [music] [exhales] [music] [music] [inhales] [music] [exhales] [music] [music] [inhales] [music] [exhales loses breath] [music] [slow inhale] [music] [slow exhale] [music] [inhales and exhales] [music] [faster inhale and exhale] [music] [hyperventilating] [music] [opens car door] [beeping] [music] [door closes] [music] [long synth instrumentals added] [music] [music] [fade] [music] [cold nostalgic and haunting instrumentals] [music] [music] [fade] [phone ringing] [inhales] Yo? [exhales] Yeah. Cool man. Okay. Yeah, i-I'm just a few blocks down. [inhales] [exhales] Yeah, yeah, yeah. Sweet. Alright buddy, well I'll see ya in a bit okay? Cool thanks man. Later. [cars pass] [deep inhale] [exhales] [music] [music] [seat adjusting] [music] [music] [seat belt fastens] [music] [belt locks] [music] [inhales] [music] [grabs glasses] [exhales] [music] [music] [key turns] [music] [engine starts] [music] [keys jingle] [music] [turn signal on] [music] [turn signal on] [music] [clicks off] [music] [engine accelerating] [music] ["Window" by Twin Oaks, lyrics unknown, soothing, nostalgic] [music] [light melodic, electronic rock] [music] [industrial,electronic tones] |
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