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Kotu Kiz (2016)
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They're monsters Mishy. They are doing terrible things to children, be careful! Sit! WICKED GIRL Based on a true story I love my scarlet shoes. My grandpa gave them to me for getting good grades. There are lots of funny things in his shop. I love trains. Every summer, I take the train with my sister to see grandma and grandpa in their village. The wind is a magical thing. No one can take a picture of it. Grandma has weird fingers, They call them "Romanticisms" I love taking pictures of her, but she gets angry, and always tells me to stop it. Stop it! The jams have to wait under the sun. This way they become sweet apricot jam cookies. There are so many funny animals in the village! I wish I could put them in my bag, and take them with me. Grandpa signed us up for Quran school. He says that if we pray, God will protect us. I wonder what God looks like. Is he taller than Dad? Or does he have pinky cheeks like Mum? Does he wear any clothes? Does God sweat? Does he hold our hands when we're scared? It's not a monster, it's the letter A, a, a, a. Accordion. Car. Island I wish I could always stay with God so he could always protect me. Will all the animals I love come to my funeral? Will they sell my shoes just like they do with all the dead? You pissy monster! You peed on my bed again! The nurses will be very angry. The doctors will let Mishy and me go home soon but you will stay here forever! Right, Mishy? My sister gave me Mishy for my birthday. My dear Mishy... But the horned monster keeps taking it, and hurting it. I hate you. I hate you! I miss jumping rope a lot. It felt like my insides were flying. Grandma always says, if I finished my tomato paste bread, giant wings would grow on my back and I could fly like a bird. I saw a mouse last night. It gave me a piece of cheese and it wanted to bite my nails in return. I said ok. Wicked Girl. Accordion, car, island, light bulb. Accordion, car, island... Wicked Girl! Wicked Girl! Grandpa waited for me for a long time, we were supposed to meet in front of the ice cream shop. A big scoop of strawberry ice cream, as always. I have a question for God. If I had eaten more tomato paste bread, could I have flown away from the monsters? |
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