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Least Among Saints (2012)
So, Sergeant Hayward, you've
served eight years overseas... multiple tours of duty as a squad leader. Yes, sir. File shows that you were hit by some IEDs. A couple. You suffer any head injuries, anything that you didn't walk away from? I get headaches once in a while, some ringing in my ears. Tinnitus. Unfortunately, that only gets worse. Any trouble sleeping? Some. No rest for the wicked, eh? So, is there anything else I should know about? Anything that's not mentioned in the files? Negative, sir. Well, if you need to talk to anyone... the division psychologist is available to you at any time, as is a chaplain. We have a very good therapy program here at the base. You want to hang around for an... Six months? No, thank you, sir. I just want my discharge. Well, you've certainly earned it, Sgt. Hayworth. Anyone waiting for you at home? Just divorce papers waiting for my signature. Mom, Dad, deceased. Well, if anything comes up, if you have any issues of any kind, make sure you talk to someone. All right? Good. Good to go, son. Thank you, sir. Good luck, son. Go home! You don't live here anymore, Anthony. Go home! Hey, you're back! You're a fag. Hey, you can't park there! What? You can't park in front of the store, it's illegal. No, no, I refuse the right to serve my customers. All right? Out. Whatever you say. I'm calling the cops! Understand, goddamn it? Well, hello, shit birds. Yeah. You guys want some beers? Yeah. Here you go. Gotta make my escape now. Adios, assholes! Fuck it. Come and get me. Sir, I'm gonna need you to step down from the vehicle. Hayward! Are you stupid or deaf? Get your ass down from there, now! Unbelievable. Yeah, we're gonna have to go get him. Good evening, gentlemen. Good evening, dick head. You want to tell me just what the hell you think you're doing? Just waiting for the bad boys in blue to show up. How about you remove yourself from the vehicle... and I'd be glad to hear all about it... because, now, get this. You're in luck, I just happen to be the fucking police! All right, my bad. Forgive me. All right. Were you operating this vehicle? What the fuck did you say? I said, did you drive this piece of shit straight into a telephone pole, pendejo? I love that. How you're able to mix up all the Mexican words with American talk, man. That shit's genius. You're about one smart-ass comment away from getting your head kicked in. Promises, promises. Oh, whoa, Jess! Pull him off now! Goddamn it, cut it out! He came at me! You fucking moron! Cool it! Armando, go across the street and debrief the witness. Jesse, stand down. Are you the owner of this establishment, guy? Uh, yeah. Have a gun on you, Tony? No. Okay. Good. You've been away again? Yes, sir. Where you been? A few places I can't pronounce. Well, welcome home. Now... you listen to me. This is the last time, okay? Yes, sir. Don't fuck with me here. Next time you're going to jail. Okay. All right. The boys will walk you home. Come on, Hayworth, hike up your skirt. Let's go! You're almost home, don't quit now! Well, you served your penance for the day. Go with God. Blow me. Still standing, motherfucker. What kind of vehicle is that? Get the fuck out of this fucking car! Where are you, huh? Where are you? Where are you? You're gonna get down there and you're gonna fuck me, huh? I'd do it. Now, give me my shit! I can't hear you. Say it again. I've been there, bro. They just don't fucking listen, do they? Mind your own fucking business, pal, okay? See, you got yourself all exposed. You're all fucked up. How about when I'm done with her, I come fuck you up? No, see, you're definitely not on my frequency. See? Now that is the proper way to subdue your hostage. I now have complete control over the situation. I can do with her as I please. What the fuck are you doing? What? Are you feeling left out? All right. Fuck her, then, man. I'll play with you. I'll fuck you up, dog. Oh, see, now, you're making my panties wet. You're fucking crazy. Right on, man. I dig that shit. Cool. Can I get my fucking keys, please? Huh? Is that cool with you? She's all yours. She's a good girl. Yeah, fuck you! You fuck! I'm sorry, I just, um... I've been trying to get clean for my boy. And I just haven't fucked up in a long time, you know? But I had a handle on it... but, uh... Thanks. Where are all the men in this world, you know? These motherfuckers... who follow through on their word. You know, just once, I'd like to be taken care of... just a little bit, you know? Just a little fucking bit! Listen you've had a rough night and it's past my bed time so. See, I could take care of you. Yeah? Just take me out of this spot. Front me some cash. Yeah, I'm your neighbor. It's not like you can't find me. I will hook you up. You can do whatever you want to me. Go home. What the fuck! I was just trying to salvage this fucked up night. You know? Just, I thought two lonely souls, you know? That sort of shit, but... Hey, you know, I got you. I got you. Now you go what you gotta do. Come on, Milo. I have some dinner for you. Here you go. Fuck! You all right, man? Can I help you? Don't fucking touch me! Wade... I told you not to stare at people, it makes them nervous. I didn't mean to make him upset. I was... Aw, that's okay. No matter what you tell them anyway, he's just gonna keep at it. He's got a mind of his own. Don't you, boy? So, you just moved in, right? Yeah, something like that. What's all your shit doing on your lawn? Uh, it's what's left over from the ex-wife. Ah, you should've left that couch, man. It's nasty. Yeah, I just took it to piss her off. Had to take something, you know? Oh, yeah, I just took my kid. It's all I needed, huh? That's not a bad deal. I got the dog, too. Oh... You an angel? Oh, no, it's just a trinket I picked up along the way. Yeah, you are. You saved my ass. Huuwahh! Man, that shit was dope, man. Fuck. I should probably go talk to him, so, um... Can you just, you know, watch him for a sec? Wade, honey, I'm gonna be right back, okay? You just stay here with... Jesus, what was your name? Anthony. Anthony. You just stay with Anthony, okay? Um... Yeah, um, I'll be right back, okay? Is that your dad? No. How come you sleep out here? You seen me sleeping out here? You yell out in your sleep. You shake and stuff. Bad dreams. Wade, honey? I'm gonna be right back, okay? Uh, you're fine watching him, right? You're cool? Um, what do I do with him? Oh, no, you just like watch him and when you're done playing... you know, just make sure he goes in the house. Cool? Okay, bye. You want to skate some more? I want to go home. Might have better luck plugging those bad boys in. Is your mom home yet? No. I'm making hot dogs over there. You want to come over and get some grub? Sure. Where'd you learn to fight like that? It's a long story. Why? Well, I mean, there's this kid at school... What, does he pick on you? Yeah. Do you fight back? No. How come? I'm scared to. Well, nothing wrong with that. Everyone's scared of something. Gotta be careful waking you up, it's like diffusing a bomb. Good morning. You are definitely within 500 feet of me right now. I missed you. And there's a gun on your floor. Don't think about it too hard, you might hurt yourself. You're not in high school any more, Anthony. That shit doesn't impress me. And you fucking ruined my lawn! Why can't you just call? Like any normal alcoholic, stalking ex? It's not my style. Look, I know somewhere in that circus of a head of yours... you think this is some kind of display of affection. But it's not, okay? You can't come here any more. I can't sleep. What? Won't... don't want to. Rather not. I can't handle the dreams. They keep coming all the time. Even when I'm awake. Come here and I'm near you... and I sleep. You never came back. I'm here. You never came back to me. Don't go. Fuck you. Anthony, just fuck you. Perfect. Hey, Anthony! Aren't you forgetting something? What, a kiss goodbye? No, you're not leaving your truck in front of my house. Anthony! Get out of here, Milo. Hey! Help! Anthony, come! I need you! Who is it? I need help, my mom! Please! Unfucking believable. I don't know what's going on. Something happened. I need you, please! Please! Help! Please! Please hurry, I need you! My mom... please! My mom... she's... Come, hurry! She's in here. Mom! What happened? Look, I don't know, man. She's all fucked up again. Mom, Mom, Mom! Come on, wake up, Mom! Watch out, watch out. What is this? What the fuck? Guys, she's fine. Okay, she's fine. That's it. Oh, fuck. Oh, my god. We gotta get her to a hospital. Give me the keys to your car. Give me the keys to your fucking car! You're not taking her to the hospital in my car, man! Oh, shit, we can't take her to the hospital in my car, man! Goddamn it! Goddamn it! Watch out! We gotta go, okay? We gotta go to the hospital now! Get the door! Get the door! Go! Move, move, move! She's fine, guys! Get the car! Get in the car! Go! Get the fuck out of the way! You're not taking my car, please! Get out of the fucking way! Come here! We gotta go. Wade, how long has she been like this? I-I don't know. I came out of my room when I heard that man yelling. And then I came and got you. Wade, you're gonna be okay, okay? Wade, you're okay, buddy, okay? You're okay. Hey, we need some help! I need some help here! Hurry up! Please! We need some help! Hurry up! She's not breathing! Guys, I need some help right now! Hurry up! What happened to her? I don't know, she OD'd. How long has she been like this? I don't know. Go! Move, move! She has no pulse. She's not breathing. Sir, you have to wait here. Do you know what she was using? I don't, I found her with a needle in her foot. I don't know what was in it. Is this her son? Yeah. Are you the father? No, I live next door. Are there any family members you want us to call? Anyone we should contact? Wade? Is there anyone? Just wait over there. Someone will come out and speak with you soon. Excuse me? Do you have a pair of socks? Come again? Socks. He left the house with bare feet. Um... Yes, of course. Are you here for Cheryl Carpenter? Yeah. How is she? She's in critical condition. We received her without a pulse. She's on life support. We've taken your mom to the intensive care unit... where she'll be more comfortable. And when she's ready, I can take you in to see her. Are you the father? No... I'm a friend. I can't let you go back there with him if you're not a relative. May I speak with you for a moment? Yeah. Wade, just... wait right here, okay? I'll be right back. She's brain dead. The body will slowly shut down and it'll happen soon. He should get a chance to say goodbye to his mom. It's important. He shouldn't have to do this alone. So... Are you the father? Yeah... I'm the father. Okay, good. When will she wake up? I don't know. Wade... your mom is very sick. The doctors have done everything they can... but they're not gonna be able to save her. Do you want to come closer to your mom? It's okay. She's not in any pain. You can just sit here quietly with her. Or if you want, you can talk to her. Tell her things. See... if you whisper to her, then she'll know you're here. Do you want to tell me? Then I can tell her for you? Tell her that I love her. She loves you, too. Time of death, 5:20. Don't... Okay. Social Services. She'll take care of things from here. Thank you for what you did in there. I wish I could have done more. It was good of you to stay with him. What's that? Oh, it's a phrase in Latin. What does it mean? God will know His own. Does He? I don't know. You need somewhere to get cleaned up? I'm sorry? Your hand. Oh. There's a bathroom at the end of the hall. What's gonna happen to him? Well, his mother is deceased. His father's whereabouts are unknown. He has no extended family to speak of. We take him into protective custody... where we will find a bed for him in a foster home. Then his case will be filed with Child Protective Services. We'll investigate and try to determine what's in the best interest of the child. You brought them in? Yeah. And you're... I'm... Extended family, I heard. I live next door. Thanks for sticking around. Least I can do. How long until you have to take the body to the city morgue? Seven days. I'll do my best to find someone to claim her. No promises. Listen, would you mind if I stick around for a little while longer? I don't feel right about leaving him just yet. Yeah, sure, I'm right here. Can I use your phone? My cell has no reception here. Uh-huh. So, she told me the deal. I guess they're gonna set you up with a new place to live. I know what's going on. When my mom was in jail, I had to stay in these homes. Hey, it's gonna be okay. No, it's not. It's gonna suck. It's gonna fucking suck very much. Hey, hey, hey! Don't do that. Don't hurt yourself. Excuse me? He hasn't eaten yet tonight. Wait a sec, so you don't have any beds available? Oh, you don't have any beds, period? Terrific. I want to take him to get some breakfast. I can't let you do that. Wait, what? No, I'm not sending him to County. All right, he'll get eaten up there. They'll put him on the floor. He's on my watch now, if anything happens, it's on me. It's been a long night. A lot's happened. Kid needs a little break. The cafeteria is open now. It's just on the first floor. I brought him here. I'll bring him back. Hurry back. Well, wake them up! I don't give a shit, get them on the phone! Fuck. Hey! Just wait a second! I don't need you! Go away! Just wait. Just wait. Damn! I'm not gonna hurt you. I won't go with them. I won't let them take me away! You can't make me! Okay! No one's gonna take you. Just take it easy, okay? You can come home with me. All right? Just for a little while until we find a safe place for you. We'll figure this thing out. Okay? I'm a friend. Let me see that. Let me see it. Where'd you get this? It was my dad's. Here you go. Come on. Put your seatbelt on. Think that's good? It's good, right. It's gotta be good. You okay in there, buddy? You didn't drown on me, did you? No. Is it all right if I come in? Is that okay? I guess. You've been in here a long time. You cold? No. I don't have my shoes. Well, we can go next door and get them if you want. When I touched her, her skin was cold and she looked like wax. Sometimes when people die they look like wax. I'm gonna need my shoes. Where's your bedroom? It's back there. Okay, let's go. Will you take me to my dad? The lady at the hospital said they didn't know where he was. He's here. Will you take me to him? How long have you had this? I don't know, a while. This looks pretty old, Wade. You sure he's gonna be here? Mm-hm. Yeah. Just... could you take me to him? Yeah, sure, Wade, I could do that. Shit. We got company. Hang tight for a bit. Where is he? Is he with you? Listen, I can see you're upset. Upset? No, this isn't upset. This is where exactly is the ten-year-old in question? He was scared, okay? He ran away. Where is he? He's inside. Was this his decision? It was. Okay, this is completely unacceptable. Do you understand me? I need to be able to successfully retrieve this boy... and put him in a safe environment without your interference. They don't pay me enough for this kind of bullshit. Hey, he's okay, I took care of him. That's my job. I need to see Wade right now. Yeah. Come on. Hey, bud. He's friendly. Oh. Don't worry, it's good. He's good. Yeah, he's good. Hey, Wade. Hey. You really scared me running off like that. How is everything? You okay? I'm good. Yeah, everything's okay. Okay, good. Yeah, I wanted to come here. I've been here before a bunch of times. Yeah. Anthony made me a bed to sleep in. Yeah, it looks cozy. Yeah, and I ate really good. Oh, I see that. Cereal, huh? I want to stay here. I don't want to go away. You going somewhere? No, I just got back. I've been taking my time unpacking. I'm recently divorced. Congratulations. Thank you. Army? Negative, Marine Corps. Oh, my father was a grunt. He served in Korea. No shit. Yes, that's correct. Language. Right. No, I'm sorry. Want to show me around the place? Yeah, sure. Now. Now. Yeah, okay, come on. Sleep much? Oh, I wasn't expecting any visitors... let alone a new roommate. This used to be my folks' house. Oh, you didn't sell it. No. Can I get a glass of milk? Upset stomach. Goes with the job. Yeah, sure. Sorry. Here you go. Mm. How's your milk? Wade, will you wait a little while Anthony and I go talk outside? Come on, bud. How well you know this kid? Some. Uh, I only moved in a little while ago. He trusts you. Here's the situation. I don't got a bed for this kid... and at the moment, you seem to be the only person who has any kind of relationship with him. So would it be okay if he stayed one night, two tops... with you while I arrange his living situation? Is that something that you think you can handle? You all right? You with me here? Yeah, no, good to go. Okay. He's gonna need more than a bowl of cereal to eat. See that he eats properly. I'll reimburse you, save your receipts. Oh, no worries. Now, there may be some mental health issues here. Well, what's that mean? Mental health issues? Well, he witnessed his mother OD and God knows what else he's seen in his life. I just want you to be aware that he might act out. If you see anything, contact me, and I'll take another course of action. You experience anything abroad you may have brought back with you? Ever been diagnosed with PTSD? Bipolar, depression? I have nightmares. Yeah, me, too, pal. I'm living them right now. You got any kind of criminal record? Anything I need to know about? Do you want to know my favorite color? Don't get cute. I need to feel confident... that he will be well taken care of... and that you will provide a safe environment for him. Can you do that? Yes, ma'am. I can do that. So, tomorrow he goes to school and he comes back here, and that's it! Anything happens, you get any more bright ideas, you call me first. We good? Yup. See that he gets to school on time. Go back in the house, Milo. Stay there. You all set? What's that? What's it look like? Piece of shit. Well, be that as it may... it's our ride to school. What about my dad? We'll go look for him later. I promise. Come on. Here, give me your backpack. I'll carry it. Hop on. You good? Yeah. Of course not. What time does this thing end? 3:30. Okay. I'll be right here, right back at 3:30, all right? What the fuck? What are you doing back here? Did you walk all the way back home? Yeah. Why? What happened to you? Did you get hurt? Did somebody pick on you? Come with me. Where is he? Big, little fucker, isn't he? Kid's a beast. Well, he flunked like two grades. Right. You don't have to do this if you don't want to, okay? It's up to you. Okay... I think I want to. All right, hey, listen. Once your adrenaline kicks in, you're not gonna feel a thing. All right? You just keep coming at him until he respects you. Okay? Got it? Hey, I'm gonna be right there with you. Come on. What's his name? Jeremy. Hey, Jeremy! Come over here! Who are you? I'm the police, now get over here! Wade here has something he wants to talk to you about. Well, what do you want, ass face? Don't look at me, he's the one that hit you. Sack of shit! Fight! Fight! Hey! What the hell is going on here? Could someone answer that for me, please? We all right, buddy? All right. Go on. Just wait a second, hot pants. Let him get a few more licks. Oh, and who the hell are you? Go on, Wade! Do your worst! Excuse me! That's it, Wade! Go on, boy! You're doing great! Come on! Come on! Just got burned. Come on, buddy. You're all right. You're all right. Who was that man? Who's that man leaving here? And who did he come with? Did they come together? Okay, everyone quiet down! I can't listen to everyone at once. Line up by my office. Here, put it to your eye. Like this, and then you hold it there. That's good. Hey, Wade, why don't you go dig a hole or something. Seriously? Yeah, you know, kick rocks. Go climb that tree. See how high you can get. He's a good one, huh? Excuse me? Uh, the boy. He's good. Where's his mother? She's dead. What? She died. Yeah, I'm his neighbor. I've been looking out for him. What does that mean? You're looking out for him? It means I'm trying to do something nice. Thought you might appreciate that. It's weird. What, you're weird. He's cute. Huh? The kid, he's cute. Yeah, I know, he's good. What happened to his eye? Oh, he fell on his skateboard. Why don't I believe you? Because it's not true. Um, he's gonna stay with me in my house... for a little while. I'm gonna take care of him. He's not a stray dog, Anthony. I mean, the kid needs to be taken care of... and that's not exactly your strong suit. You need help. Oh, that shit, don't start with that shit right now, okay? Please? What do you want me to say, Anthony? What do you want me to say? I don't know! But just don't do that. You've got this... this boy... And he needs some place safe. And you are not a safe place to be. Anthony... you are not safe. Right on. Come on, Wade! Time to go! What do you got there? Bark. That's good. Is that who you were married to? Yup. For three whole years. How come you're not married to her any more? Well, there's such a thing as a restraining order, Wade. And that prevents someone from being close to the one they love. I don't get it. Yeah, me, neither. Why is she so mad? You see, when you marry a woman, you make a promise to take care of her... and I didn't do that. Why not? Well, it's complicated. I went away for a little while. I went away for a little while and when I came back... I wasn't the guy she remembered. And that made her sad. She didn't seem sad. She seemed mad. Yeah, well, she's that, too. But you see when a woman acts like that... it's because they really like you and that's their way of showing it. No, she just seemed mad at you. You may be right, Wade. You may be right. What did they say? No one answered. Okay. When's the last time you talked to him? I just want to go. I mean, you said you'd take me to him. Yeah, go ahead. Pack your stuff up. Hey, bud, you see that car there? It's been there a couple of weeks. Can you give it a tow? Come on, Milo. Come here, bud. This way, Milo. Get up there! Good boy. Are we all upset about this? Okay, wow. Here we go. Finally. Can I do the talking? Because I was here for the entire thing. Wow, you guys arrived in record time. It's not like a child was assaulted or anything. Now there was some kind of altercation here on the playground? Yes, with my son. Uh, yes, that's correct, Officer. A man brought one of our students to school this morning. They entered the playground together and then picked a fight with this student. And I was attacked, okay? I was insulted and I was attacked. Okay, did you see any distinguishing marks or tattoos? Yeah, he had tattoos on his arm right here. Okay, they shouldn't be too hard to find. I take it you guys want to press charges. Abso-fucking-lutely. Why are you wearing those on your head if you're not listening to music? Makes a cool sound. Makes me feel calm. Yeah? What is that? Oh, my dad gave me this. I was going somewhere and he said it would keep me safe. Here. We'll put it here for us. All right, let's check it out. I'm gonna knock on the door and see if anyone's home. Police Department, anybody home? Let's call it in. Here you go, put this on. It's my fault. What? I was sitting in my room, and I could hear. I had my headphones on, but I could still hear that she was in trouble. And I could hear that man panicking. And I didn't go out. No, Wade... She was already gone when I got there. She wasn't breathing. Why didn't you tell me? Because we had to try and save her, Wade. We had to try, man. I was too scared. Shit, man, I was scared, too. But you came and got me, right? And we did everything we could to save her. You showed great courage, man. I waited too long. No, Wade, no. There was nothing anyone could have done. Your mom, she was on her own path. And no one could save her. I know life is coming down on you real hard right now. But you're gonna survive this. You're gonna make it through. You're gonna walk your own path. You're gonna be fine. You're gonna be okay. Come on. Oh, where'd you... where'd you find that? It was under the seat. Right. Shit. Well, what do they say? You shouldn't play with guns. So don't. I was just holding it. You ever shot a gun before? Just on my Nintendo. You want to learn? All right. Okay, come on. Okay. Now, keep your finger off the trigger until you're ready to fire, all right? Get the butt of the weapon into your shoulder. Get it in there nice and tight. Hold on here. Keep it nice and tight, okay? You're gonna feel like you're getting kicked by a mule. All right? Okay, now. Pull back here, push it forward. Always rack the weapon hard, okay? So you don't jam it and look stupid. Yeah. Switch it to fire. You're holding a loaded weapon now, okay? You got one in the chamber. Okay? All right. Come here, Milo. Stay close. Okay. You're good to go. Breathe in... Whoa! Oh, my god! That was crazy! You all right? You all right? Yeah. Told you, man! Get over here, Milo. Atta boy. Can I shoot it again? Yeah, all right. There you go. Ready? Fire! So you gave him custody of this kid? Yeah, that was a mistake, George. Worse mistake than your first marriage? Watch your language. So his ex-wife has a restraining order out against him? They had a pretty messy divorce... when he came back this last time. He'd park his truck on her lawn at night and see who came to the door. Hmm. Drunk and disorderly. Assault with a deadly weapon. His boot. The deadly weapon was his boot, you know? He was outnumbered. We had to charge him with something. He assaulted the kid's teacher. Well, there is a case pending. I should have my head examined! Don't be too hard on yourself. A lot of these guys, they come back and they can trigger... on the most random things. I know this guy. You know him? I know... what it's like to come home. He's operating from a different set of rules. He's trying to do something good. Hey, don't worry. We'll find them. Bring him in and get you the kid back. Hey, what is it with you and those things, anyway? Yeah, where'd you get 'em? Look like they're from the 70's or some shit. Well, they were my dad's. He used to wear them when he listened to his records. He'd put these things on and... he'd like disappear. When he left, my mom took all his records into the backyard. She threw them against the wall. And she smashed 'em up. Took his headphones when he was packing his stuff. How come? Because I thought he'd come back for them. Wade, I'll be right back, I gotta make a phone call. Try and eat something, bud. Hey, Anthony? Yeah, Wade. Do you think my dad will remember me? Of course, he will, Wade. Now eat your food. Yeah? Hey, this is Anthony, Wade's neighbor. Where are you? Is Wade with you? Uh, he is. I was wondering if I could take care of him for a little while longer. Um, it's a little too late to have this conversation. You need to bring him to me right now. I filed a warrant for the both of you. Whoa, what are you talking about? Wait a second. You assaulted his teacher. There's a case pending. I didn't... all right, I didn't assault... Okay, that was stupid. I have found a bed for him in a foster home. And you need to bring him in right now before you make things worse. He wanted to find his dad. What? I made him a promise and I gotta see it through. You what? Okay, do you have some kind of auditory processing issue? Do you need me to give you some visual cues? The message I need to get across to you right now, dude... is to bring him back! Anthony? Hello? Here it is. Apache Hotel. There's nothing. Wade... Wade... I want to leave. Okay, Wade. I don't want to be here! All right, bud. Hey, take it easy. Leave me alone! You want to send me away? What? Hey, take it easy. I don't have to go with you! You can't tell me what to do! All right, all right! Take it easy! Take it easy! I'm not gonna make you do anything you don't want to do, okay? I won't stay with you! Okay! Who are you? I'm your friend. Who are you, anyway? I'm your friend! I hate you! Whoa! Whoa! Hey, hey, hey! We're going, bud. We're going! Just take it easy, all right? What are you doing? I'm packing. I'm leaving. Wait a minute, wait a minute. Just take it easy for a sec. Let go! It's mine! Just wait, okay? I'm trying to help... Let go, it's mine! I'm trying to help you, just wait a second! Are you out of your mind? Hey! Slow down! Milo? Milo! Oh, no. Oh, no. What happened? He got hit. We gotta go. Stay calm, I got this. Easy, friend. What is all this? I just needed somewhere to come to. Okay, okay. All right, just... easy. I'm gonna set him up in 213. You serious? It's okay, I got it handled, just keep going on your rounds. Okay, I need you to stand over here. I'm gonna... He's gone. Mm-hm. I'm sorry. How did this happen? It was an accident. I remember you. He wanted to find his dad. I felt like I owed him that, you know? Like I could at least give him that. I don't understand. You have to tell me. Aw, fuck. I can't... Okay, hey, hey! Take it easy. Let me do it. Okay. You're okay. Let's get this off you. You're okay. That's better. Nurse, is everything okay? I'm sorry. Sir? I need to speak to you. Sir, I need you to stop. Sir! Sir, stop right there! Sir! I need back-up in the ICU. No! Hey! You be careful, goddamn it! He's just a kid! Hey, we're... Be careful with him, goddamn it! Wade, you're gonna be okay! Anthony! You're gonna be okay. Okay, Wade? All right, the hospital will handle the remains of the animal. I have a number for the mortuary. You want to tell me what your plan was here? Didn't have one. I took him to find his dad, it's what he wanted. Excuse me, can I talk to him? I think you've done enough. Please... Don't, don't. Look, it was an accident. Come on, Wade. I was teaching the kid to shoot. He just grabbed the weapon and it went off. It was a ricochet. Shut it! Look, it wasn't his fault! Stand down, Anthony! It wasn't his fault! Stand down! It wasn't your fault! What happened to Milo was nobody's fault. Sometimes things happen like that and nobody has any control over it. I'm sorry! I was responsible for you, it's on me. Let it go. I was responsible for him! That's right, you were responsible, now let it go! Come on! Let's go, honey. Let's go. We disposed of the remains. Where is he? I'm sorry, but we didn't know what to do. Hello? Hello? It's time to process you out. The nightmares, they don't go away. The time between them get longer, but that's all. There was this family. It was my call. We hadn't slept and couldn't really see shit. No one was around, and this car comes out of nowhere... flying at us fast as fuck. Everyone's jacked up, squad on either side of the road. It was on me. The silence afterwards is deafening, you know? And I was just drawn out there. I walked out to this car and I could see this family. This family... Father, mother, older lady, maybe an aunt... a brother, bags packed stacked up. And there was this boy in the back of the car... and he was looking right at me. And he looked fine. Everybody's yelling at me to get back, get the fuck back... I see this boy and he looks fine. He looked alive. So, I go to him and I-I reach in the car and I grab him... and I pull him towards me... and the back of his head stayed stuck to the seat... and everything just came apart. I pulled him into the street. I wasn't thinking, you know. I couldn't move. The guys were grabbing at me, trying to pull me away... 'cause another car was coming. Fuck! Fuck. You have got to find peace within yourself. You have to let it go. Hey, look, come on. We impounded your car. Awesome. Want a ride home? No, thanks. I feel like walking. Don't forget your court date. What's this bullshit say? Some shit about child endangerment, is that the best you can do? Why don't you shove it up your ass and see how that helps? Listen, go home, get your rest. Thank you. I always liked to watch you work. My mom always said that if you asked me to take down a brick wall... I'd either do it or die trying. I know I left you alone. If there was a way that I could& Don't. I know you would. I just always knew you were gonna be my girl forever. I was. I need your help with something. Wow. How hard was it for you to ask me that? Hm. On par with when I proposed. Forever on your knees, begging. What do you want? I wanna talk to you about Wade. I want him to be placed in my care. Who's your friend? His ex-wife. Congratulations. Thanks. You want me to set you up with the Big Brother Program? Put together a year of sobriety, have your PO sign off on it... you can take him to a ball game. I wanna take responsibility for him permanently. I wanna raise him up, get him through high school... get him into college. In what? Food stamps and recycled beer bottles? Go sing "We Are the World" somewhere else. Look, children of an injured vet get taken care of by the government healthcare, college tuition. You help me put this thing together, we can give this kid some kind of future. You fuckin' blew it, dude. It's out of my hands. I wanna make it right. You want me to trust you? That's right. I don't believe in trust. Well, what do you believe in? Character, the display of. Okay. Well, what do I got to do to prove to you. A lot! You gotta get a handle on your volatility. You gotta get yourself into a support group for returning vets. You gotta enroll in parenting classes. You gotta make that house a home. I mean, hang a picture on the wall, for Christ sakes. Then you gotta get her to write a letter to recant your abuse. You gotta rally the school teacher you beat up. You'd have to get a letter of recommendation from me... which at this point, would be pretty piss poor. I mean, should I say more? Yes, please. Let me continue. Then if all that worked, you'd start out with supervised visits. You'd be monitored and tracked by the courts and the social workers, meaning me and although I'm pretty... I'm thinking you don't wanna see my face twice a month. It's a long process. It's a lot of time for you to fuck up and have us end up... right here in this very moment. He shouldn't be on his own. I can do this. I can do this and it could be good. Hey, none of us are anything like saints. I ain't no miracle worker. This is gonna be the way it's gonna be. Let's go, Anthony. Now. He's not a bad guy. He just tries too hard sometimes. Go home. Beth told me you're not eating. Do you wanna tell me what that's about? Does the food suck? Is she a bad cook? I spoke with your teachers at school... and they said you're a little behind on your homework. Well, the good news is I can get you a tutor. County will pay for it and I can arrange for someone to come over... work with you, help you with your homework. Hello? Hi. So, you're gonna let me know about that tutor? If I ever find myself in a staring contest, I want you on my team. Okay, Wade. I'll be back again next week to check in on you. If you need anything... &just call, okay? Have you seen Anthony? Oh, he speaks. Yes, as a matter of fact, I did. Did he ask about me? Yes, he did. Could he be my tutor? I don't think he would be very good at that. He might need one himself. No. I'm sorry, Wade. He can't. What's this? I took it from him. I know it's not right to steal but... I wanted to have it. I was gonna give it back to him when he came here. Could you give it to him? All right, buddy, thanks for a good day. I appreciate it. Later. You clean up well. What brings you around? I've got a crush on you. He took it from you. He felt bad about it and wanted you to have it back. Thank you. Can I get you anything? You want some milk? Sure. You got a crush on me? Don't get cute. After you. Thank you. Just give me one second, dude, okay? Two days, that's it. During that time, you will be in contact with me by phone every four hours. No field trips, no bright ideas... no fuck ups, no mistakes. That's the deal. Okay. I don't believe in trust. I want a guarantee and you will return that child to me... in perfect condition. You got me? Okay, I'll see you guys in two days. I gotta get going. My guy is taking me out to dinner. How do I look? Um, I don't know. Wade, when a woman asks you how she looks& never mind. What do you think? I don't know. I'm sure you'll figure it out. I kept this for you. I thought you might want to have it. You've been okay? Hmm-mm, yeah. And you? Oh, yeah, man, you know me. I'm too mean to let anything happen to me. You're not mean. I'm staying here? Yeah, for a couple of days. And, uh, you know, maybe if I can figure some things out on my end... we can make it more of a permanent thing. What do you think? Is that a good idea? Yeah. Yeah, I think so. Yeah, man, I think so, too. Come on. You still sleep out here? No. I've been meaning to bring it back inside. You want to give me a hand with it? Sure. # I used to kneel before you # # Full of grace # # Then I've been the world around # # And now I stand before you # # With tested faith # # Beaten up and broken down # # I awake beneath a beating sun # # Feel it warm against my skin. # # Do I deserve reprieve # # For what I've done # # Or am I forever spoiled within # # All I ever done # # Is what was asked of me # # I'm rewarded with a guilt # # That's living deep # # Inside of me # # Must I be forever scorned # # I vow to give myself # # To something new # # Resolved to be a better man # # And then I forget myself # # Inside of you # # Shirt tie my eyes # # And take your hand # # I believe that you could be # # My second chance # # How much longer should I have # # To see this blood upon my hands # # Let me get where I belong # # What lies ahead of me # # Nobody knows # # The future isn't ours to say # # But as my path # # To sweet redemption grows # # Angels guide me on my way # The End |
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