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Love (2015)
Nora?
Papa. What time is it? What did I do last night? Why did I take that shit? Why is he moaning? Today, is shit. Is the whole year gonna be like this? I think I'm still high. Happy new year! Happy new year! Murphy. Happy new year! I should have brushed my teeth. I smell like shit. He thinks his father's filthy. But I'm not. Who is that? Who is that? - Who's that right there? - Mama. Why is Electra's mother calling me? Oh, my God! This is a nightmare. I shouldn't exist right now. The place is a cage. It's so early. Seems strange that she'd call me now. Not a good sign. Hi. This is Electra's mother. Sorry to bother on the first of January, But I haven't heard news from my daughter, for the last two months... - Sweety, you want some tea or coffee? - Shit, this is not good. Sounds like bad news. Seems so long ago. Seems like another lifetime. Two years. In this room. I miss her so much. I wish she was here right now. Hello. - Nora. - Yes? Who is it? Who is it? It's Murphy. How are you? What do you want? I've been trying to get hold of... Electra and have been calling her and... She hasn't been answering and I was wondering ...? If maybe she got a new phone? I won't tell you. - It's a... - You should be ashamed. - Listen... - You destroyed everything. Can you please ...? - You have destroyed my daughter, my only daughter. - Could you please give me her number... So I can speak with her anyway at all and then I can just... What do you think? You're just garbage... Listen. You do not understand I love your daughter very much. - Really? - It is very important I talk to her. Leave us alone, go to hell! Hello? Hello? Hi. This is Electra's mother. Sorry to bother you on the first of January, but... I haven't heard news from my daughter, for the last two months. And I'm worried. And I know that she was in a suicidal mood. If you can call me... It would be nice. I am very, very worried. Thank you. Oh yes that one. Hello sir. I should just shut up. Always hungry. Papa! Thank you. You have become a bit a little bit fat, you know? - Yes, I'm fat. - Don't you? My dick is fat. She is so bitter sometimes. I think Daddy is pregnant. There's nothing for me here. Except for this little guy. I hope she won't turn him gay. You know how babies like you, come to this world? What happened? It broke. Did you come? Murphy. I need to tell you something. I think I'm pregnant. Today I took a pregnancy test today. And it was positive. Do you wanna see it? Two stripes means positive. Can we do another one? Yeah, sure. Who was that on the phone? I can not lie to her. Just a mother of an old friend. - Are you sure? - Maybe I should tell her. Sometimes it's better not to lie. Murphy's law: if anything can go wrong, it will I'm sick of this bitch. Good take care of the baby and leave me alone. Please. She tricked me. I know She did. Living with a woman is like sharing a bed with the CIA. Nothing is secret. This used to be my apartment. It used to be happy here. Doesn't feel like my place anymore. Always looking over my shoulder now. My last secret corner. My last private space. The only thing left of my life. I remember when she gave me this. Let's try to protect... protect each other. Opium. - Do You wanna take it now? - No. Keep it for... If something bad happens in your life and I'm not there. It will protect you. Okay? What's wrong? Omi is pregnant. What? Omi is pregnant? Of who... of who? She is dancing over there now, you see her? Who give a fuck? You better go, alright? - What? - It's done. you have done with her It's fine. - Who is she dancing with? - Who cares? Who cares? What are you talking about? Who gives a fuck. Let it go, alright? Electra. Relax bro... Electra, I wanna talk to you. I wanna talk to you. - It's okay. Relax. - Don't touch her. - Relax. - I'm sorry. Relax, Relax, Relax. - Leave me alone! - Go find someone else to dance with. Leave me alone. aren't you having fun with your family? Hey. Are you dancing with midgets to piss me off or something now? No. I'm fucking having fun. Aren't You? - I need to talk to you. - Hey hey. - ...thank you. - Do not touch him. I don't touch him? Who the fuck is that? What do you want from me? You're fucking having a baby with a slut. You think I wanted this to happen? - I never wanted this to happen. - Ask then have an abortion. - We made a promise together. - Yes, and you failed on that. - I belong to you. - You are a loser. You belong to me. - You are a loser. - I wanna have a baby with you. I love you! - I love you. - You don't know what love is. Fuck off! Hey! Electra, you know who you are! - You're fucking with me. - I'm not fucking with you. - I want to be alone. - You see that? No! These are pain from a life! You're a fucking psychic, you're an asshole You're killing me. You're going to kill me. I love so much. - I hate you! - I love so much. - I hate you! - I love you... I'm the one that's hurting right now! Electra, I love you! Do you hear me? I love you! I know you're listening to me! Electra, I know you can hear this! Answer me! Please! Please! Electra, open the door. Electra, open the door. Open the door, baby. Please open the door, You fucking bitch. Open the door, you selfish cunt! Please open the door! Electra, please. Don't. - Open the fucking door. - Go away! Go fucking away Go! Piece of shit! - Stop it please. - Piece of shit! - Stop. - Piece of shit! Piece of shit! - Piece of shit. - I want you to forgive me. You're a piece of shit! You're a piece of shit. Can you hear that so? - You Piece of shit! - I'm gonna fucking kill you. I'm gonna fucking kill you. You still you come out of this fucking place. I'm gonna fucking kill you. - Chill. Relax bro... - No! Go away. - You fucking junky? - Go away. What the fuck...? No No! No No! No! No. No. - Hey Julio. - Yes? - What do you want? - You Piece of shit. - Listen to me junky fuck... - You..You..You, alright, alright chill chill - Do not get jealous. - Jealous of what? - Jealous of what? - Jealous of what? - Yes. Jealous of what? - You know what. - No, no I don't. tell me - Let me tell you. Tell me. Tell me. Jealous of what? Fucking explain it to me. - Are you fucking my girlfriend? - I'm not fucking your girlfriend. Are you fucking my girlfriend? No. No man. But She likes coke. What can I say? - She likes coke? - Yes. - It seems like you doing blow with her. - You put it there, man. You fucking put it there. - I put it there? - Yeah. You put it there. Really? How is that work? Explain that to me. Explain to me you sick little fuck. You little weasel. Where the fuck is she? Listen. It's what says all the time. You gave her the first line. Then you start fucking all these girls. Cheating on her. So what's up? You know? Be a man about it. A man. Stay away from her. Don't be a pussy and start smashing her. And You... - Hey listen... - I don't even know what to say to you right now. You better pray to God We don't run in to each other. - Okay, Okay. You know what? - What? What? Just let it go. and just tell your mom that... - You lost a friend and You lost your girlfriend. - Hey. Hey You little fuck When I fucking find you, I'm gonna take your fucking balls. And I'm gonna shot you in Your fucking ass. I'm gonna fuck You in the ass, so... Fucking your head explodes. Hey, needle dick. Shut the fuck up. - Needle dick, really? - Hey listen. I gotta go. I gotta go. I got some people to see. peace... Don't fucking hang up the phone. Do not hang up the fucking phone. Listen to me, listen to me. If you fucking touch my girlfriend... If you fucking lay one fucking finger on her ever again, I will fucking rip your head off! Alright. Peace, bro... Have a good night. Julio. Julio. Don't hang up the phone. Julio. I love you. Me too. Where are you going? I don't know. Out. You haven't really been here all day. Where are you? Electra's mother called. He hasn't heard from her, in three months. - Oh, Electra. - She is worried about her. I think she might have hurt herself. You know what? take care of your past and then I'll take care of your future. She said we could do anything together. But there is one thing we never did. We never made a baby. No. Can you show me ...? How down there You can be? Did you ever try...? Sex on opium? - No. - It's great. Very chill. What's the best? - Opium. - That's the best sex? Electra. This is the only way we can be close. Having you inside me again. Now you are inside. I miss you. Electra. What is your ultimate fantasy? - Sex ways? - Sure. Fuck with another girl, would you? Fuck with another girl? - Me - This is my dream too. A blond. Pretty. - A blue one? - Eyes? - Yeah You like blonde girls? Bonjour. Hi. - Do you speak English? - Yeah I speak English. - Are you the new neighbor? - Yeah, I just moved in. - Cool... - Yeah. Yes. - I guess I'll see you around. - Yes. Bye. Hi. - Hey. - Hey. How are you? - Good. - Yeah Do you wanna hangout later? - Yeah. - We can go eat something - Yes. - Cool. Thank you. Thank you so much for inviting me. - Oh Come on. - Yes. It's nothing. The pleasure is all ours. - So do You have a family here? - No, I haven't, no - Where are your parents? - I don't know. I was an accident, so... What do you mean? Well, life. They didn't want me... kind of... - Your mother wanted to have an abortion? - Yeah, yeah, I think so. She have acted like that all over life so... I never knew my dad, so yeah. - Did you ever have an abortion? - No. Good. - Me neither. - Oh good. I'm happy to hear that. - Unlike... - Although... - I would have to say I am pro-choice. - Really? Yeah. - You're not? - I'm pro-life. - You pro-life? - Yeah. - Really - Well, otherwise I wouldn't be here. Ok so..., You're against abortion, but You're cool with ...? People killing animals and then You eating, eating them? Yes, but that's oh... That's two different things. You know like It's the part of the nature to eat meat. And You come here, eat meat make babies. - Yeah. aren't you agreed? - I guess so. What about drugs? You pro-drugs? - You Like getting high? - Well... It's also really natural to smoke. I think we have been smoking in... thousand years, million years. Like they found the leaf like... Do you wanna smoke a natural joint over to our place? - After this? - Yes. I would love to. They are a really sweet couple. You're a really sweet neighbor. How old are you? - 17? - Yes. Like soon. I fucking love you're up! Give me that. Hi. This is Nora's voice mail. You can leave a message after the beep tone. Please, do know that I'll be... out of Paris, until the 5th of January. I wish you all a very happy New Year. Hey. This is Murphy. I'm calling back. I haven't heard from Electra in a quite a while. But I'm just as worried as you are. So... maybe you could give me her new number or I could... call some of her old friends. Call me back when you get this. Please. Alright bye. I'm a loser. Yeah. just a dick. And dick has no brain. A dick has only one purpose. To fuck. And I fucked it all up. Yeah. I'm good at one thing. Fucking things up. But she was hot. I couldn't resist. I had to get inside there. Hi. How are you? - Good. you? - Yeah. Cool. Where is Electra? She is not here this weekend. Would you like to come over? It broke. I'm really stoned right now. Electra, I wish you were here. Doing opium with me. My body feels amazing. And the rain is sweet. Sweet. Sweet. If we had a baby, What would you name it? And you? If it was a boy. - Maybe Gaspar. - Gaspar? Yeah. Gaspar. You wanna call it Gaspar? Yeah. Gaspar. I need to set up. I'm too stoned. Oh, God! I miss her. I need to see her face again. When we were happy. Yeah. Love is strange. I feel like a junky. How can something so wonderful?... being such a great pain? Maybe it's better to never love at all. If you have weak nerves or stomach do not attend, Andy Warhol 'frankenstein' If you die. I'll have these images to remember you by. I don't want to die. I'll cry. Hello. This is Noe International Art Gallery. We are open from Tuesday to Saturday. From 10 a. m. to 7 p. m. Please leave a message after the tone. We would call you back as soon as possible. Hey. This is Murphy. I'm trying to get a hold of you. I... I haven't heard from Electra... in a long time and... Please call me back when you get this. Let's see if I can help find her. Ok. thank you. bye It's true She had issues. That's true, She was a junky. I will forgive everything. I will always love her. If she would forgive me. Please Electra, come back to me. Come back. come back. Come back. I wanna be in your arms. I want you to hug me. To hold me. Please hug me. Please hold me. You're so hot this morning. Can I fuck you? I wanna make movies out of blood, sperm and tears. That's so sweet. This is like the essence of life. I think movies should contain that. They should be made of that. - Which is your favorite movie? - 2001. What do you think of this movie? I think I've never saw. You've never seen 2001? What is wrong with you? You've never seen this movie? Would You show me? Yes. I have to. You're ignorant. I need to show you the light. This is like the reason I wanted to be a director. - But I like poetry too. - Yeah? You want to hear my favorite poem? Definitely. I think it goes something like... goats are lovely dark and deep. But I have promises to keep. And miles go before I sleep. And miles to go before I sleep. What do you think of this place? - It's cool, right? - I love it. What if I got you pregnant? I think I would be happy. You think? If we can make more than one. You want more? - Seven. - Seven? That is a reasonable number. Lucky number. What are we gonna do with all these kids? Start a farm? Big happy family, that make your mom happy. I think. But I'm not really talking to her. And I'm not sure I can introduce you to my father. I've seen that you're too crazy. And what about you, princess? He doesn't know I drink. You drink just as much as I do. He thinks I'm an angel. Is he conservative? Religious? Electra has a daddy complex. I love Paris. I didn't like my past hear. My last five years, but... I like Paris. You don't like your past hear? Maybe I don't like my past in general. But I see a great future coming. A long life? Long life behind you. It's hard to see what's ahead. Great love? I think we should try. Tell me about your ex-boyfriend. I loved him a lot. - What was his name? - Noe. He was nice. But we don't talk anymore. He left me. He was old, but wanted younger. - Younger than you? - Yes. And your ex-girlfriend? Lucile. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. Do You have a nice apartment in Paris? Yeah. Why? I was just wondering if I came there if I can stay with you? You're the love of my life. Hey? Can I tell you a secret. What is your secret? I forgot. Do you have a secret? Yes. So this is your ex's gallery? Yeah It is. It's huge. Electra. - Good to see you. - Me too. - How are you? - Fine. - Your brother, I guess. - No. It's Murphy my boyfriend. - Oh Nice to meet you. - Very Nice to meet u. - I told you about him. - You're the artist. Filmmaker. And what do you do? I'm making movies. - You are in Paris or New York? - Here in Paris. So you're here for a while. - For a while. - Welcome. welcome. - So... - So... - Life is good? - Yeah. - Have you been traveling lately? - Yeah. As usual. In Bangkok, with my kids. - The worst one. - Wife and kids? - Hey I wanna introduce you to a guy. - Yes. - Do you wanna come? - Yeah. Can I bring him to the party you told me about? Of course. - There's a party? - Yes. Next week. And bring me your movies one day. - Alright. - Come come. Piece of shit. - You're a bitch. - Hey! - Don't touch me. - Come on. He's a nice guy. Don't be like so... jealous it's over between me and him. I hope you gotta a good contract. I hope he pays you a lot. He just introduced me to a nice guy. Come on. - He wants to fuck you. - No. It's over. Do you think we will stay together forever? "Forever" is a long time. I, I should hope so. "Forever" is a long time? You are not playing too. What? I am a very peaceful person, if you... tell me about your desire. We have to make a promise. That from now on... We will be the greatest couple that ever lived. We are already. What can we do? Talk straight way about our feeling. Say to each other what we want to do. You can do whatever you want, if you ask me to. - Everything I want? - Yes. You can have a lot of freedom... if you ask me to. - Yes? - Yes. Do You still love me? You know I do. Do You still love me? Yes. Are you drunk? I just want that... sincere answer. I fucking love You. I feel it. Hey. drink. - You know what? - No. - What? - You wanna be in my movie? Show me your star face. - Do You love me? - I love you. Will you make me look good? You know what? I'm not a good person. - I'm not a good person. - You're not you a good person? Never make me look like as it... what? Hey! - Play the game. - I'm playing the game. You're not! - That, that's one. - Ain't even a question. Yeah stop it you just took the last picture you had in your camera. I think... - I have a few more. - Yeah? So I think that unless pretend it's romantic... - You know what I think about you? - What? - You're an amazing guy. - But... No. But... You're an amazing guy. But...? You're an amazing guy. Who doesn't know what love means. Electra. I'm so glad I met you. So, anyway Julio... Listen, I was wondering If you heard from Electra? No. Not for a long time. No. She kind of disappeared. - And now I am in rehab. - You are in rehab? Yes. So I haven't talked to her. I haven't seen her. She was hanging up with Sherid and Camile. - And Sherid had problems with the police. - Yeah. But... Listen. I'm pretty hungover. I don't do drugs anymore. But I got drunk last night. - I'm not alone, so I'll call you later. - Okay. But hey! Stay away from her. Thank you. I'm glad to see you and... to meet one of your friends. Finally. So... Murphy, what are you doing in Paris? I am a filmmaker. He's studying. I'm studying still. So you are an artist? - Exactly. - Like my daughter. Mama likes art. I do. And, how did you meet each other? In a party. My school party in a park. A Long ago? A bit. Ok. I understand. I come Back in a second. Sorry. - I'd like to ask you a question. - Sure. I saw drugs. I think cocaine, at Electra's apartment. - Really? - I found some. Yeah. - But she's not that kind of girl. - Of course she's not. Of course not. That's why I'm asking you. Do you do drugs? - Me? - Yeah. No never. How did you get it? Why? So I can get some more. It's not that good. Who gave it to you? - Julio. - Julio? - My Julio? - Yeah. Your friend Julio. What? That's weird. - Why? - How did you get Julio's number? I wasn't... You paranoid, would you? I took it from your phone. - Can we get more? - I got no more. No more coke No more coke Baby, he's not a drug dealer He is our friend. Do you have, dear friend, something else to give us? I do have something else actually. - It's an ecstasy. - That'll do. Oh blue! Two each. Two each, there we go. Hear's two. and... - what about taking in one now hey hey hey... - Trust me girl. - Let's break one I'm a woman. - For your own protection. It is for your own protection. Now it's safe. - You know, my ex-girlfriend? - Lucile? She's been chilling with Shala-la lately. He invited us to go on a spiritual journey with her. Maybe it's time to purge the body. Cleanse the soul. Aya Huasca? Just don't shit your pants, friend. You'll be alright. This is not a drug. Don't misunderstand me, but... you have to look farther. This is an... This is like a huge teacher showing you the reality. I mean What we see is not the... Yuhoo. hi. Do you know my biggest dream in life is? My biggest dream is to make a movie that truly... depicts sentimental sexuality. She doesn't care. She's heard this a million times before. - Yeah. I like it. - You like it? - Yeah. - Why? Why haven't we seen this in cinema? - Yeah. Why? I agree. yeah - I'm sentimental. - Are you an actress? - yeah - We should be like babies. - Yeah. I agree with you. - You're an actress? - Yes. - What's your name? - Paula. - Lola? Yes. I'm Paula. I'm French. - But I like to speak English, you know. - Yes. - It's very good. - Yeah. What's best in your life? Love. Love! And then after that? - Sex. - Yes. And you can combine the two and... sex while you're in love. - That's the best thing. I wanna see that. - Oh sorry do you have a cigarette? - I wanna see... - I wanna a cigarette, please? - Oh sorry - I don't have. oh no, that's cool. - Ok. Thank you. - Do you want me to show something? - I'm gonna show you something. - Okay. - Follow me? follow me? Come. come on - Sure. Really really I like you. You're so nice. - You look surprised. - That's not coke. Oh yeah. - I have a girlfriend. - Yeah. me too. You don't not have to worry. - You want me? - Can you keep a secret? I love secrets. The other way. Sorry. I'm drunk. - Here we go. - What's up? Nothing. Bitch. Hey. Don't touch me. Are you okay? What the fuck were you doing with this girl? - She wanted to coke. - Yeah. And what about you ...? - Fly? - What? Close your fly. Shit. You know I was knocking. - The music's loud. - Yeah. Not enough... to make me not hear what you were doing. - What are you talking about? - I heard you. Ok. What are you talking about? - You're fucking that girl. - No. I wasn't. Yeah you just wanted a kiss, that's every fucking man saying? I cheated on you a week ago. What? What? - I cheated... - With who? Who I could have cheated you with? Noe. Noe!? When? When you were planning on telling me this? I didn't want to tell you this because... That's not what I asked you. I said... When you were planning on tell me this? I was afraid that you would have... - You trick yourself - I told you would you then reveal to me... that You've been fucking your ex-boyfriend. - It's Your fault! - It's my fault? how so!? - It's Your fucking fault. - Please Explain to me, because I'm fucking stupid. I'm so stupid that I actually believed... That I actually... Calm down, calm down please. Thank you. That I actually believed that you're anything... but a fucking whore. Which is what you are. You're not a painter. You have no talent. You'll never ever sell a fucking paint in your whole life. You're so fucking stupid to believe, that this piece of shit... - will ever sell one of your worthless pieces of bullshit. - I never believed he really - believe in my fucking paintings but he was nicer than you... - You have no talent. - You have no talent. - And wait he was warm! I actually like him better than you. Because at least he's honest. At least he can do one thing. - Which is trick a stupid cunt like yourself. - He is honest - He was like you and all other fucking Men... - you can't even suck a cock right who just wanted to fuck me because I'm pretty. - And you know what? - Even more. Even... You will never ever be a good mother. Ever! You'll never be able to mother a child, because you are a venomous cunt I think we will not understand each other then. I want a sweet, nice family. Want someone who think that love exists. This is your dream? No. This is becoming a fucking nightmare. This is your dream. Hey, chill down. You wanted to come. Why didn't you stay at home. - These bourgeois french fucks. - And why you came dresses like that? With their heads so far up their asses. - You're being a pain in... - It's nauseating. - You're fucking us, control yourself, stop drinking - I wanna vomit. Yeah go to the toilet. go I'll take a taxi go home sleep. - I'm having a good time. - Yeah? - Wait for me. - Where are you going? Princess. Hey? - Hi, We will go home. - I'm having a good time. Enjoy. Enjoy. He looks drunk. Please please please. Look at me. - Hey come on let's go home - Remember me? Hey, come on. Of course I remember you, but you shouldn't drink that much. Hey, let's go home. Let's go home. Who is that? - My wife. - Victoire. - Your wife? - Nice to meet you. Hey, Please please please. hey Did you know your husband's fucking my girlfriend? What!? What the fuck are you saying!? - Come on. Come on. - Do you have a headache? No. I don't have a headache. You piece of shit! I'm gonna bring you to the cops. Piece of shit. Thank you Electra. I am the victim in this situation. Me. not him. He is walking out there on the street right now, laughing about this. He's gotta cut on his head, yeah he's fucked up my life. He's fucking up the life of his wife, of his kids. of me, of my girlfriend. And it's... Calm down. Look, you're drunk obviously I'm drunk, yeah. I'm drunk. Okay, Okay. But that doesn't change the fact... Calm down, okay? Not, not that tone. What if he's fucking your girlfriend? I'm asking the questions here. I'm trying to make you see my point. You don't solve things like that, ok? You beated him. - I'm proud of what I did. - Do not you regret? I'm proud of what I did. Fucking France. 1918 was the last time you guys won a war. Since then what have you done? Nothing. You sit on your asses eating... Stop now, okay!? Stop. I'm an American. - I'm an American. - And? above the law? No, when we fight for what we believe in. And that guy, that guy is nothing, he's a rat. He's nothing. he's less than nothing. I liked that cop. That cop was a pig. - He understood me. - Why does this cop was asking me...? All these questions about my sexual life? - Because I'm a man. - You stupid... That's one thing women don't understand. The men understand each other. We have respect for one another. I was supposed to keep it a secret, but he took my number... because he said he wanted to buy me a drink. Then go with him. Yup. What I did was right. Protected my woman. Don't touch me! Hey! That's how you repaying me? After everything I did for you? - I was taking care of you. - Just shut up. - I don't want to see you anymore. - Electra. That cop agreed with me. You can ask him. Hello. Hey, I didn't treat you like a bitch, like that fucking Gallery. It's over! Cunt! I'm not a slave to pussy. Maybe I should call my little friend. Pussy's pussy. I'm just really in my head right now. Okay. It's not you. This doesn't normally happen. So... Are you sad? Your heart is broken? I'm just pissed off. - Why? - Why? Yes. I just broke up with my girlfriend. Oh... That hurts. I mean it. But, you know, It's gonna happen a lot of time in your life... And you are going to be that sad all the time? If you fall in love. Really you are the loser. You understand me? - I'm a loser? - Yes. Hello Hey Hey! Yeah? What do you want? I'm sleeping. Can we meet? I hate you. Electra? Okay. Let's meet. Where are you? Wait. Slowly. It's real. Maybe one day we can try... "Love at eight months. The pregnant love story. Fist made in Germany". It's a propaganda film. Some people are sick for real Hey! These people... are unafraid. Not maybe I just want. Can you handle that? I don't want you to come back to my police station... to my office, because you beated another guy who looked at your girlfriend. - No, This will not happen again. - Yeah. But for that you need... to free yourself from that feeling. You need to forget about that. You know, let's forget about. you are in France here, forget about your... American feeling of possession. of ownership. Of War, of violence. Try to think differently. In the U.S... in the '60s, you were different. People were loving each other. What's wrong about going in a club fucking all the women? Because you know you will fuck all the women in your life. But you will fuck all the women in your life in her back. Here, you do it with her It develops your confidence, your trust. I'm sure you will like it. They are gorgeous women. Beautiful women. It's clean, it's nice. there is music. It's even nicer than a normal club. Don't think about it like filthy club or something like that. - Its beautiful. It's clean. - You go every week or what? We go often. not every week, often. Yeah. And I live my sexuality in a good way. I feel relaxed, calm, balanced. I don't have the feeling that you have. I don't beat people. And that's probably the most beautiful you can do with your girlfriend. Just to know she has some other desire and you offer her that desire. Bring her, She will enjoy. Perhaps you will enjoy watching you fucking another woman. As long as she knows you come back with her. We go often and we are cool. look we are friends. - When's the best time to go? - Friday Saturday. - The weekend. the weekend. - Yeah. You have plenty of people, so plenty of choice. You can pick up the one you want or you can watch. I love watching. Murphy! - Come on. - What? - Right now? - Come on. Please. I'm sorry. You loved it. You were in Heaven. I looked over you and you were jerking some French retard's cock off. You were so sad that I fucking all the girls? All the girls? You were fucking another girl. - You wanted me to fuck her. - So it's what I wanted now. No! I don't even know why you let me... bring this fucking place to begin with. - You wanted to go there. - I know. I know. And we said we would have try everything together. Well, I'm a fucking bonehead. Ok? So don't let me be so stupid next time, please. You fucked two girls at the same time. I want to fuck Two guys at the same time. - No. - If you want you can join us. - If I want I can join? - Yeah. You live in fear. What about a tranny? Do you wanna fuck a tranny? It would be a good compromise. Some boobs, some cocks. You're fucking crazy. What about you? Hi baby. Mami has some warm milk. For you. Look. Look. Come on. - Come on. - Don't be afraid. - Don't be afraid. Feel it. - I can't. I can't. I can not. I thought I could, I can't, I can't. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I can't. No no no no! I can't. I can't. I can't. No no no no. I'm sorry. I thought I could. - I'm sorry. Why are you sorry? Relax baby no problem. I want you. I wanna sex with you. I think I blacked out. Come on. Don't worry. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I wish I could erase that thing from my mind. Don't make such a big drama. Promise me, that you'll never tell anyone about this. There is nothing to hide. Didn't just say it to Julio? Secrets make you stronger. No? Secrets make you darker. You know what? If we had to break up, I would probably disappear. How many guys have you left? This is not the point. The guy I left I wasn't in love. Let's try to protect... Protect each other. I love you. I love you too. I'm not painting. You're not doing your stuff. I'm taking so much drugs. fighting. Yeah and it's raining. And it's cold. And maybe we were not the great artists that we dreamed we were. Maybe... this is all just shit. Maybe I should sleep in my place for a little while. Yeah, maybe that's a good idea. I feel we are losing time and... I'm not a... I wasn't a good influence for you. And you're not even really good influence for me. Yeah, maybe we should take a break. Sometimes I miss your ponytail. Sometimes I miss to... laugh. We're so joyful... when we met. When we first met? At park. - No. I mean also later. - It seems like a long time ago. And you weren't wearing these. - Hi. - Hey. You having a good time? - Yeah. It's my favorite park. - Cool. - But I have to go. - Yeah? Yeah. I'll walk with you. - No I'm fine. - No really I'll walk with you. It will be more fun. - It will be nice. - Ok. Anyway, you have to Be careful, because Paris is a really dangerous city... With all the foreigners around. - Where are you come from? - America. You? I'm from... everywhere. - One second. Julio. - What's up? Where are you going? I'll be right back. I'll catch you later. Alright. From everywhere? I mean, My blood is mixed, but... Celine, I will call you. bye. - They are my schoolmates. - Yeah - I'm in the art school. - Oh cool. And what you do in Paris? I'm in film school. Are you in love? I have someone. Oh of course you do. All the best girls have someone. But they're not all happy. But you didn't say You're in love with him. I don't know anything about love, but in my mind... It's like a place you don't want to leave. - Ok? - You would be anyone you like. So you've been in love. You know what it feels like, but you're no longer there. You left. Yeah, I mean. it happen that you end up your situation... where you feel the lack of love around you. Not only like you know... a relationship. I mean, love is love. Love is life. Love is light. - Hey, not that way. - This way? - Yeah. - Sorry. Sorry. It make people... Bright. Yes. makes me bright And also drives people crazy. A young person without love is like... like a sparrow without air. Oh, you didn't know you could fly, did you? That's what I want to do. It's true. You think I'm joking? I'm serious. I'm fucking serious right now. Look, we live one life. When we are born, we know we're gonna die. So what's the point to keep on fighting? For What? There's no hope, because... We should just commit suicide. I don't wanna... I don't wanna say goodbye. Hey... What's the meaning of life? Love. What's your name? Murphy. - What's yours? - Electra. I wanna fuck you so much. So much. Will you promise me something? No matter what... we protect each other from anyone... who'll ever stand between us. I promise. I promise too. Are you afraid of death? I'm afraid of pain. I don't wanna to die in pain. I'd rather... commit suicide. Please. Please. Please. God! Tell me she's ok. I don't want anything bad happen to her. Just tell me she's okay. Tell me she's happy. Tell me she's alive. No. Please, God! Tell me this isn't true. No. No. No. I wanna go back. I wanna go back to the first night. I wanna wake up with her. Grant me this one wish. Please, let me do that. And I swear I'll live a good life. I swear. I swear to you. What if life brings us to a place that hurts. I swear this to us. Life is what you make of it. I'll be good. Like a dream. I'll be true. I like you. I like you too. Electra, I love you. There is nothing after death. Nothing. Nothing at all. Did you come inside me? When you die. You die with your memories. Murphy. I love you so much. If one day I die... I would love to know that you fall in love again. And again. And again. Dad. Come here. Come to Daddy. Gaspar, I'm so sorry. Life is not easy. Someday you'll understand. Please forgive me. I am lost. Please. Don't you ever leave me. I promise... I will love you to the end. END |
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