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Mississippi Chicken (2007)
Where do you
want to put... I don't know. Show him. How many do you want? Two? ...or three. Because I can see he has a little piece there. He also has pigs! I'm good for nothing. Look. Watch out for the blood! Guillermina, what do you do with the blood? You use thyme, oregano, mint, onions, chili... It tastes good. The blood and the vegetables. Yes. Aromatic herbs. Condiments. Sure. Condiments. Are you going to want this? Hold on a second. I asked if you were going to remove the head, and you said no. Really? I said that? No! No. You said you weren't going to! OK. See you soon. Bye. I'm celebrating my daughter's birthday. I'm happy, because she is turning fourteen. For me it is important. Very important! What does it mean to you that she's here in Mississippi? For me... It's something... It's a dream! It's a dream. I have always said that I wished she were here with me. And now it has happened, and I am happy! Even though... on the other hand, I feel nostalgic, because my other girls are still in Mexico. But the time will come when we can be together. What I don't want is... for her to want to find a boyfriend, being as young as she is. I would like for her to mature a bit more. To wait a few more years... to study... to have a little fun. To see new places. Even though we are not from here, there are many positive things for Hispanics. Rosario, what do you want for your future? Oh, I don't know. What do you want to do with your life? I don't know. Do you want to study? Do you want to go back to Mexico? Yeah. Go back to Mexico. Tell me who in your family is still in Mexico? My sister... both of my sisters, my niece, and my whole family. I've been here for almost four months. More or less. Get inside! Let's go, let's go, let's go! He lives in that trailer. Nobody lives in that trailer. The guy lives over there. A guy came out with a shotgun. What type of car was it? An old car... He lives right there. Do you know what type of car it was? No. What did you say? He had a gun? Yes, he had a gun... Did he have it in his hand? Do you want to report it to the police? You don't want to report it? Fucking car! Do you want to report it? No, I don't have insurance, I don't have a licence, I don't have anything. It's gonna be worse. I'll have to pay a fine for not having insurance. It's better to buy a fucking door myself. Those who can sing the loudest, come over here! Bite it, bite it! I'm going over to this side. It's going to be worse on the other side. Wait a second... Who's in those photos? They're of my niece and the party. Oh, these are the ones from the party? The small ones are. The big ones are of my niece. Great! But... there aren't any photos of me! No, you'll break the camera! More coffee? No, I still have some. How much do you recommend I put in? A spoonful? Or more? I don't know. It depends on how you like it. How long have they been doing the Spanish Choir? Not long. Just a few months. I know a lot of church songs. Before, I used to sing for the church. Really? In the choir? Yes. I sing badly, but... I don't think so! I believe the Lord heard me anyway. Do you want Rosario to learn English? I think so, because she is young. The only problem is that she wants to study and work. And are you afraid that she's going to start working so young, and maybe she'll hurt herself or... The truth is, in Mexico, she'd have to work much harder... in exchange for nothing. That's what we're trying to change a little bit... well, for my children and grandchildren. Even now, I haven't been able to get over the death of my grandmother. I didn't want to say goodbye to her, so she wouldn't... so she wouldn't suffer. And I never saw her again. It's the worst thing that happens to those of us who are here. We lose a lot of people we love. There are some who get sick, and you want to be with them. But you can't be. That's the price we pay for... for coming to these places, and then... you get mistreated by your employers when... when you go to work. And on some occasions they don't pay us anything. These are things that hurt a lot in the moment, because you feel awful. Once, I was in Jackson... Charo, the toilet paper? Did you leave it with me? The toilet paper? I was working at a hotel, at the Quality... The manager was a woman... a Colombian. We started working eight hours a day. We were going to make about $50 a day, right? Believe me, I cried when, after two weeks, she gave me $200. She always told me, "In the next pay period, you'll get what they took out..." "what they haven't paid you." So, I went on like that, for 3 months, without receiving anything. I told her that I wasn't coming back, because it wasn't worth it. Later, I discovered that it had been her who had kept part of the workers' money! It was her? Yes. The manager? Yes. How much longer would you like to stay here? Oh, I'd like to live here. The only thing is they won't let me! If I brought my daughters, I wouldn't leave. Because here, they would study much better. But I can't bring them, because they don't have papers, and... crossing the desert is very dangerous. Very dangerous. First here? Mmm hmm. She's learning how to make tortillas. It won't come off! Oh, here it is! No, look. You put it here, and with this hand, you take off the plastic. Like this? But I can't get it off... Oh, here! Look. You'll learn by messing up. Don't push it so hard, so that it's not so thin, and then you can take it off. After practicing, you'll be able to make them thinner. A little more. No... no, no, no, no, no... Put it over there. Like that, like that. Yes. Do you understand me? Like that. Now... Now pass it to the other hand... No, no! That's it. That's it. Yes. Now you've got it, see? Now, do it again. Again! She's a good American friend. It's great to count on somebody from this country, to feel that you have some kind of support, someone who helps you when you're in trouble. I love her so much. I'll give the phone to you. Her name is Anita. Hi, how are you doing? I imagine that you miss your mom a lot, right? I've learned so much from her, and we're good friends and... She always talks about you, and your daughter, and all of your family in Mexico. I hope one day we can visit you in Veracruz. Nice to meet you. Have a good afternoon. Yes. Yes, a young woman. Yes, a young woman, skinny. She's white. She always comes and visits us. Also, there's another guy here, David. He's from the church. Well, I'll pass you to Charo. They're going to speak privately. Well, since they're young, they're going to tell each other secrets. I guess. It's always a pleasure to talk with you. We stayed here, as if we were comfortable at home... Well, you know that we're poor, but you're always welcome here. I feel embarrassed, because my trailer is a little bit ugly, but I like that you visit me. I don't know how my finger got caught, but in that moment, I wanted to pull my hand back, but I couldn't. My finger was pulled in like this, and twisted through the conveyor belt. My finger was so tangled that I couldn't pull it out. It was totally stuck. When I wanted to pull it free, all of a sudden, I saw a piece of my finger and a piece of my glove in the conveyor belt, and... and the skin on my finger was peeled back like this. You could see the bone, pure bone. And after that, I don't remember... I fainted, so I don't remember what happened. I don't remember, because the two people working beside me grabbed me. I don't know what happened. I just saw that my finger was like this. Mangled. Yeah. Good afternoon. Good afternoon. How is everyone? Good, good. Yeah? Good. Ready? We went to see him, and he said that he'd pay, but right now the bank is closed, so we should come back at 7:00 PM. How can he do it at 7:00... Is Kevin there right now? He was just there. Who knows now? Kevin says that he was in jail for a few days, and this is a problem for him, and he can't pay now because of this. Back home, they'll throw someone in jail for owing 100 pesos, let alone $6,000. The laws are very different here. Not in Mexico. In Mexico, even for gossip, they will get someone. Right? He says he won't pay this coming week, but the next. Tell him to start paying this Friday. It's been five weeks! This week makes six, and if we wait until the week after next, it will be eight weeks! So how much do you want this coming Friday? He says $2,000 for this coming Friday. Waiting a month is faster than going to court. If he can't pay $2000, would $500 or $1000 be sufficient? He could even give me one dollar, as long as he's telling the truth. Where is he going to pay and at what time? Have you been able to communicate with Kevin? Should we try to call him right now to find out what he'll say? OK. I spoke with his wife, I think, and she said that she just got back from the emergency room. It appears that Kevin just broke his arm, and they gave him a morphine injection, so he isn't able to talk. I think that now that he owes us money, things are happening to him... right? Before, nothing used to happen to him. Everything was perfectly fine. The other day, he was supposedly in jail. Today, a broken arm... Next time, what's it going to be? Exactly, he always has a new story. Yeah, but they're not true. Therefore, I think the best way to move forward is to try to find a lawyer who can take the case for free or for a small fee. And if you need anything, you can call me. You have my cell phone number. So what do you think, Oscar, now that you've been here a week? It is like being... It's like being mute. You only understand with signs. You all traveled by foot, right? We walked through the desert. And how long did it take? One night. That's all? Did you take food or water with you? Yes, water. Although we didn't even use it, because it was raining. Ah, it was raining? What luck! How great for you guys. Well, not so good, because the creeks got bigger, and they were harder to cross. The water sweeps up branches and everything. But we crossed. We arrived in Arizona at 6:00 in the morning. Other groups joined us. Eight people left in a car, and fifteen left in a van. You lack oxygen. I was one of those on the bottom, and there were three people on top of me. So everybody had to lie on the floor without showing through the glass. I don't feel so bad, because Ms. Guillermina has given me so much support. But if I had to start from scratch or to get here by myself... What would I do? I mean, without knowing, without understanding... It was Sunday. We were coming from a Chinese restaurant. Suddenly, the guy who had taken us, the driver, wanted to pass, but there were three cars in front of us. There was a car coming toward us in the opposite direction. We thought it was just a regular car, but it was actually the Sheriff's car. We thought he was going to let us go and only take the driver. He thought that we weren't being straight with him, so he took out his gun and told us to put our hands on his patrol car. What were you thinking when you were sitting in the back of the police car? I thought to myself, "Well, maybe they will lock me up for a month." We're Illegals. We are very afraid that they will call Immigration when they send us to court. Thanks to both of you, we were successful. Today was my first time going to court, in the short time that I've been in the United States. How long have you been here? Not long at all. A few months, a few years? Only a few months. Yes. We didn't know how much they were going to charge us. We had decided to pay, because what else could we do? And another thing, we didn't know the language, and therefore, they could take advantage of us. So what worried us was, if we fought, they would put us in jail again and send us back to Mexico. That's why we always doubted, but thankfully everything turned out alright, and we can move forward. The work is hard, because it's at night... It's more tiring than during the day. I start work at 12:10 AM, but I have to be inside at 12:00 AM, because if not, the supervisor comes, and at 12:00 he says, "Let's go!" The due date for my baby was August 19th. But I left work on the second of August. I had told my supervisor that I wanted to stop working earlier, because I felt tired, and my feet were swollen, and all that. He told me, no, not until the clinic gave me a... What is it called? A doctor's note to take to the office, so I could rest. Because, I couldn't leave work just because I wanted to. So we stay silent sometimes, even about the things that harm us. Or we work more when the others don't. I was 18 when I came over. Over there I felt that something was missing; I didn't know what, but I felt that I had to do something important for myself. I don't know exactly what I want to do, but I would like to be a fashion designer. I want to have, one day... What is it called? My own My own business. My own... Yeah! That's it! So, it's something that I think about, but I say, "Oh, it's just a dream." I start to plan it, and then I tell myself, "Elena, wake up, wake up!" "Stop dreaming!" But... Yeah, I think it all depends on me. So what happened to you on Sunday? I was returning my friend's car to him, when a police officer came and pulled me over. They took me out of the car and handcuffed me. Then, they didn't ask me anything. They beat me. A tall, black man said to me, "You were the one who crashed! It was you!" "No," I said, "it wasn't me." He grabbed me by the neck and threw me on the ground. He put his gun to me here, and he said, "If you don't tell me the truth, I'll kill you!" A white officer came. "No," he said, "it's not him." They didn't ask me for anything and just grabbed me out of the car. The officer told me to put my hands up. I didn't put them up... because they made me nervous. But I didn't have a gun on me. I didn't have anything in my hands, so they didn't have any right to start beating me. "What do you want? Do you remember me?" He was asking if I remembered him. "Yes," I said, "of course I do." "So then, do you want another beating?" he said. So that is why you changed the car you use? Yes, I change my car every once in awhile. I change cars with my cousin once in awhile, so the police can't identify me. Good morning! Come on in. Thanks. How are you doing? Very good, thank God. I brought some more chicken. Why so much chicken? Aren't we cooking today? I thought you said that I didn't have to cook. Great! I can go back to sleep! This one is much nicer. What did we say? This one was from? This one is from Tyson, and the other... is from Sanderson. The chicken from Sanderson comes clean. The chicken from Tyson has all of this stuff. This creates a lot of work... to take it off. I don't buy from Tyson. Well, I'm going to go back to the church. See ya. OK. Bye. Thank you. Guille, today is a feast day for the church, isn't it? I don't know much about church, because I don't go very often. I don't go very often. Where I'm from, I never went. I go more here. Here I learned to... to get closer to God, because I didn't back home. How I would love it if all the languages of the world expressed the joy of the Assumption of Maria. Has everyone been served? It doesn't work. That's why it falls out. It no longer has the track. This here. Anita! Yes? Tell him not to say anything to the owner, because he already told me that if I don't like it, I can leave. And I don't want to leave. He said that they have some materials... that maybe they can find some materials to fix this trailer. I thank God for all of you who... who have visited me. For all the favors I've received, and for everything. It's good to know there are Americans who care about people like me. There are good people here, and I thank God for this. It's a pleasure to have met you. Take good care of yourself. You too. I will. May God bless you. May God bless you. Thank you for everything, Guille. Thank you. She likes the music! So... tell me, how'd it go yesterday? Well. I missed the bus, but my day went well. A boy at school gave me a note. And it had his name on it. It said... there were a lot of words, but I didn't understand it. It said, "I love you Maria." And do you still have the note? No, they took it away from me, and then the boy and the others began to play, and then the note was taken away from them. I wrote down his name. It's in my backpack. Wait for me for a second? Ah, it's with a "y". It's not with a "y". It's with a "j". It's Josaline. And so, what do you think now? Do you think you'll stay here or... Yes, we're going to stay here. We're going to keep going. We'll figure out something to do here with our people. We'll make them lunch... Maybe we'll try to make tamales... And you've always worked for your daughters, right? Yes, I've always worked, since I was in Mexico. Look! There's something that one has to learn as a woman. When you're growing up, I think that your parents tell you, if you're thinking about having a child, you're going to be responsible for this child. And let's suppose that you marry. You don't know what will happen with your husband. You don't know until later what type of husband you'll have. Here in this trailer park, there are women whose husbands say to them, "Give me your check, so I can send money to build the house." Although, in the end they don't build anything. Each goes their own way. Meanwhile, they took away their money. That's not my situation, because I will never give the money I earn to any man. Not even if I love him a lot. I don't lose the notion of time for any man. For me, my daughters come first, and they will always come first. Hello. What do you have to eat today? He wants a meal. We're creating a center, called the "Workers' Center." The goal is to give people in the community more information about their rights at work. And also to help in situations, for example, like your situation, where the employer has not paid the workers. Or also, when there are problems of discrimination, or when someone has been hurt, we help find lawyers, and translate, and all that. So, there's a lot that we do. There are good employers and bad employers. Yeah. Please excuse me. Sure. Nice to meet you. See you later. Yes. See you in a bit. I'll be right back. I have to look for that information... OK! We'll be here. Ah, thank you! I wanted to know what you thought about the chicken plant and if Oscar is thinking, if he can't find work, of trying to get a job there? Or, are you all trying to avoid working at the plant? Yes, he's thinking about working at the chicken plant. But there they won't hire you unless you pay $100. One hundred dollars! To get a job? It's not the employer's fault. It's not the employer's fault? No. It's an Hispanic person. Who's charging people? He works there? Yes. How ridiculous. They pay something like $7.75. The pay is good. And are there a lot of injuries or accidents? Well, yes. Surely, because the line moves so quickly, you get tense. That's why. And when you first start... Those people aren't accustomed to it yet. So, what happened to you exactly? Did you faint at work? All of a sudden, I felt like my body was weak. I felt very faint. I felt like my left arm had no strength. I felt a lot of pressure in my chest. And I hurt. We went, and the doctor checked me out. He immediately called an ambulance. The ambulance came quickly. And you never went back? I imagine that you hope Rosario never has to work there. I don't want that for her. But you know that I'm leaving. I go back to Texas this weekend. I'm going to miss you so much! Oh goodness! It's been wonderful this summer, spending so much time here and... Well, yeah, but I'm going to miss you more. What? I'm going to miss you more. Ah, no! Now I'm used to having you around. No one visits me here. No one! But I'm going to come back around the 15th of September. So, two more weeks. That's it! But... I want you to promise me that if you move, you will call and let me know where you are. Of course, Anita. I don't want to lose you... I don't want to lose you as a good friend. Even though you'll be in another place, I'll stay in touch with you. Thanks. And I will do the same. I don't want to lose your friendship. Not even if I go back to Mexico! Well, the day you go back... When we go, you'll have to go with us! Exactly! I'd be delighted to! I'll tell my mom to prepare us some mole and wait with it for us. Imagine it is dusk... like a beautiful evening, that's how it is back home. Oh, how lovely. Yes, very pretty. It's not too cold or too hot. It is mild. There are many things. There are many great things, but we don't have land to farm on. Yes. That's how it is. Yes. This is the reason why we're all here. |
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