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Open My Eyes (2014)
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In the beginning God created the heavens and earth. Mylove...mychild...myPaul. Who says that beauty is the eye of the beholder? Beauty is beauty. Youknowwhenyouseeitornot. Lets be honest. Some people are beautiful, and some people arent. Plain and simple. Let me tell you whats beautiful. Power is beautiful. Wealth is beautiful. Style is beautiful. As an artist, I have the responsibility... to search it, find it, and capture it with my camera. It has always been my dream To create something truly transcendent. Something pure and beautiful That goes beyond This ugly world we live in. Cmon doll face. Give me some attitude. Tony, move that key two steps to the right Guys... Okay okay okay. Thats good! Lets go. What are you giving me indifference? This is the cover of vogue. This is your career. What does that mean to you? Get that stupid smile off your face. Human beings smile. You, are not a human being. Not right now. Human beings are sick. Ugly. Hateful. You... youre are above all that. Youre untouched by sorrows. No cares, no worries. Why? Because youre beautiful. Perfect. Yes... thats the one. Download those files. Yes sir. Were done here. -MUSIC- Arent you gonna look at the other pictures? Of course not. I know I got it. Have I ever told you how awesome you are? Yeah... Not often enough though. Are you gonna call the client? No... Thats your job. What if they dont like them? Tony, remember that model shoot we did for Lancome? Real dog show, right? Yes, I remember. See, I have the ability To take a plain pretty girl And turn her into a goddess. So, youll be fine. Call the client and tell him what a genius I am. Send him the files? No...sendtheminthemorning. Make em wait for it. Attaboy Tony. This calls for a night out in town. Good idea. Carmen? Why not. Yes please... I can use a drink Not so fast sugar. You still have work to do. So... I guess Im not invited? Not tonight babe. Tonight is Carmens night. Whens it gonna be my night? When you have legs like hers. -MUSIC- Good night Whatever Umm... you got that stuff? Dont I always? Get it out Here you go... Cheers After the Philly show Were gonna fly down to New Orleans... and start recording the new album. My album No silly! My album If I dont have it done by April I will be in breach with the label But, I tell you what... Ill record that song of yours... Open my eyes? Yea... that one But I wanted that to be my single Stop whinning, youre lucky I even like it Youre such a jerk! Cmon... lets face it... Youre in no shape to be recording right now Youre voice is shot And the girls have been complaining That youve been throwing them off key You gotta lay off the booze and the blow for a while What are you talking about? I didnt even drink before I met you Hey, I introduced you to the high life Its not my fault you cant handle it Whatever... Paul... Carmen Pena, pleasure to meet you! Carmen! Hey Manny! Tony! Hey Paul... Its always great to see you. Likewise Manny. But theres... how do you say? A small problem. What small problem? I didnt know you were coming... today. And I gave your regular table to another guest. But, theres plenty available as you can see Yea, I can see that Manny But I dont want any other table I want my table Why does it have to be that stupid table? Its my mistake... Ill fix it Just give me a minute Hold on... Who did you give my table to... anyway Its nobody You gave a nobody my table? Dont embarrass me Its a rock star... thats it Yea well... it better be Mick Jagger Its Todd Evans Are you kidding me?! Paul... I dont want any trouble here Everything will be okay Well be okay... enjoy the night Ill be right back Well... well... well Look who we have here! Did somebody get your table? Yea... andIaimtogetitback! Youre the photographer... Take a picture, itll last longer You know what Todd? You have some nerve showing your face around this side of town Especially after that job you screwed me on Hey man! You know how the game is played Youre not new to this I owed some favors to somebody And I had to put a word for him instead of you Just let it go, man! Let it go, huh?! Yea... let it go! Guys, chill out! Why dont we share and share alike? What do you think? Share and share alike... huh?! That might work As long as shes included in the deal... Real funny! Mr. Evans, Im such a huge fan of yours... and I love your last album Please,Mr.Evanswasmyfather Just call me Todd You know what? Whatever! This is Carmen Penaa Shell be on the cover of Vogue next month Id like to see her some place else sooner Hello?! Im sitting right here! This is Abigail And this the great photographer... Paul Sanders You are the one that takes pictures of all those women? I do Would you consider me for a subject? Do you have any experience? Oh... Ive got plenty of experience I meant modeling She aint no model... shes just a backup singer with benefits What is your problem?! Hey, relax and dont forget If it wasnt for me, youd still be singing in the church choir You know Todd... I dont think youll be getting any of those benefits tonight Umm... you never know If it wasnt for me, youd still be in the church choir She aint no model Shes just a backup singer with benefits But I wanted that to be my single Youre lucky I even like it Your voice is shot... and the girls have been complaining youre throwing them off key I never even drank before I met you I introduced you to the high life... its not my fault you cant handle it Is that gonna really help? Dont do that to me! Abigail... CanIaskyouasimplequestion? When are you going to turn your life around? Cause... you aint living long like this! I dont want any God talk right now Im not talking about God... Im talking about your physiology... Im no doctor but that... cant be good for you Well, maybe Im going for a new look Maybe... but most people wouldnt want that look... Until theyre dead Whats happened to you Abby? When you use to hang around here... You use to be so full of life, ambition... Now... youre reduced to doing this! Im doing what I have to do And hows that working for you?! Ive told you before and Ill tell you again... We meet every Tuesday night at the church meeting hall Its very informal Youcancometalkorjustlisten ThankyoubutIcanhandlethis Im just trying to be a friend What was that man saying? Share and share alike You like her? Wait a minute... I am not yours to give away Says who? Youre a pig! Im outta here Hold on... Dont be like that... besides... All those beautiful pictures I took of you I can just hire someone else and get rid of em you know?! You know what Paul, do whatever youd like! Ill handle this Of course you will Take your hands of me! Okay... dont even give me that innocent act You know how the games played Is that what it is Paul? A game... Were just having a good time I am not for sale! Were all for sale babe... Some of us charge more than others Alright, I probably deserved that Give me a double Id like to go home now Go ahead... be my guest Would you at least give me money for a cab Umm... whatwasyournameagain? Youre a pig... Im leaving Wait... I can give you a ride home Are you even capable of love? I dont think so... Can you even relate to people as human beings? Youre misjudging me Iwasjusthereforagoodtime And you dont let anything get in your way... do you? Not even your mother! Woah... woah... wait a minute! Dont even go there... thats way below the belt! Why... does it hurt Paul? Somehow I find it hard to believe You know what? She was old... she was suffering... andshewasgoingtodieanyways You couldve been there for her I was working You were on vacation! My conscience is clean You dont have conscience You know what, I dont have to explain myself to you Come with me... Stay here... Do whatever you want! I had it with you! Hey my old friend... Looks like youve... lost your ways with the ladies, huh?! Two things... Youre old... shes yours! Thats not nice Everything okay... Everybody having a good time? And you... You ever give my table away again... Ill never step foot in this place... ever! It was a mistake! Do I make myself clear?! Yes, of course Ill give you a call later And tell that girlfriend of yours... When she sobers up... I said thanks but no thanks You mean... exgirlfriend! What do you say we go somewhere a little bit more quiet? I dont know Do you like motorcycles? Lets go! Paul! What Manny?! I dont think you should drive What are you... my designated driver?! Go run your restaurant! Youve done enough tonight Paul, dont do this! Good night Manny! Paul Where are you? Driving Abby home Who?! Abigail... Todds girlfriend What... are you a limosine service all of a sudden? I was just trying to be nice Yeah well... let me tell you where nice is going to get you Loser! Excuse me! I wasnt talking to you... I was talking to another loser Hey... youre not driving... are you? No, Im on the Queen Mary... What?! Are you being stupid on purpose?! Paul... pull over and Ill come pick you up You are being stupid... Im half way home Paul, listen to me... you had too much to drink! Ill be fine... the night is young Are you even capable of love, Paul? Can you even relate to people as human beings? Youre misjudging me... I was just here for a good time And you dont let anything get in your way do you... not even your mother Woah... wait a minute! Dont even go there... thats way below the belt Does it hurt Paul? She was old, she was suffering... She was going to die anyway And you couldve been there for her I was working You were on vacation My conscience is clean You dont have a conscience -MUSIC- Famous Miami photographer... Paul Sanders... suffers a tragic accident Doctors say Paul Sanders may lose 90% of his eyesight Even though he survived... his career is over And darkness was upon the face of the very great deep... and the Spirit of God was moving on the face of the waters Please bow your heads down... lets pray -MUSIC- I dont think you should drive Paul, pull over and Ill come pick you up Youve had too much to drink Ill be fine... the night is young Im going... Paul Dan is coming for a meeting tomorrow Alright then... Famous Miami photographer Paul Sanders... suffers tragic accident Even though he survived... his career is over And God said: "Let there be light" And there was light. And God saw the light was good... and he separated the light from the darkness -MUSIC- Jesus paid it all... all to Him I owe Sin has left a crimson stain He washed it white as snow... Ooohh... Jesus paid it all... all to Him I owe Sin has left a crimson stain He washed it white as snow... Ooohh... My Jesus, my King, I wanna thank you Carla Comingherehaschangedmylife It wasnt us Abby... it was the Lord Now all I need is a steady job Well, were looking for people at the restaurant... But, are you sure thats what you wanna to do? I dont mind waiting tables Thats not what Im talking about... youll see people from your old life there Todd, still shows up when hes in town Hes on tour now... I read it on the internet... Im not tempted... not at all Okay... stop in tomorrow and well give it a shot You wont regret this See you tomorrow then -MUSIC- Dans here Great... alert the media! Paul... I understand how you feel Oh... you do... do you? So you were blind once? HowdiditworkoutforyouPam? Was it a life changing experience... or simply inconvenient? Youre lucky to still be alive... you know that? Oh yeah... Thank you Jesus for saving my life! So I can be blind Youcantrybeingnicetopeople What good would that do to me now? Truth is... you werent nice to people... even when you werent blind Have a seat Dan Hey Paul Dan, so lucky to have you as my agent? Youre the only person that can get a blind photopher some work So... how is it going? You wanna trade places? No... not particularly It has its advantages... you know?! I havent seen a bad movie ever since Ive been blind Look Paul, we get it... you dont need to keep reminding us Is there anyway we can get to the point of this meeting... gentleman? So... Ive got an idea for a book... a picture book Like a coffee table... very high end... like Bruce Webber... Annie Leibovitz... that kind of thing Look... theres already a lot of interest in this I talked to folks at Simon & Schuster and theyre on board... Theyre thinking part picture book and the other part life story Except that there wont be a happy ending... huh? Look Paul... youre a very wealthy man... but, you still need to make a living and, with your collection of photography... I think we have enough for several volumes And, the fact that you are getting 15% of the bottom line... Has nothing to do with it? Im doing this as a favor to you... not as your agent In fact, Im not even sure that Im still your agent I have to look at the contract I see... or should I say... I understand It would fall under one of those "Act of God" clauses Look... if youre not interested... fine I just thought Id throw it out there Let him think about it Dan You would think about it... wont you Paul? I didnt hear a yes You didnt hear a no either Alright... well... I gotta go Call me when youre ready to talk You think this is a good idea? You got a better one? You know its gotta be you who goes thru thousands of images And youre gonna be doing that all by yourself Ofcourse...ithastobeme... Who else is gonna do this for you? Thats the spirit -MUSIC- How am I doing? Well, the carpets can be cleaned... And Im pretty sure you can get the chicken... outoftheairconditioningunit Im a disaster Cmon, its only your first day I noticed none of the servers are speaking to me Well... there is a way you can get into their good graces The restaurant has a famous patron that has all his meals... Delivered to his house Famous... But... difficult Meals on wheels... right? I can do that Umm... its Paul Sanders Paul Sanders... Isnt he...? Completely... and, mean as a snake He wasnt too friendly before Look, take him his meal and youll earn the respect of every employee in this place. They may even forgive you for setting off the smoke alarms Well... What?! Youre afraid hes gonna recognize you?! He wont be able to see... you know Well... I know... but... Were called to love the unlovable Yes, I know but... Were called to love the unlovable Yea... but on the first day Alright, Ill do it this once -MUSIC- Jesus, Lord I realize we barely know each other but... Please help me to get through this I have a feeling this isnt gonna be easy I have a delivery for Mr. Sanders They do send a different person everytime Kitchens to the right... dinningroom to the left Thanks! Youre meal is here Bout time Would you like a hand Ive been doing own eating for years... thank you Imeanttothediningroombut... Ihaveavagueideawhereitis Fine, suit your self And what is that for? I thought it would be a nice touch You do realize you have to stay until hes finished Sure... I can hang out in the kitchen I know where it is... Im not helpless Tell Manny that vintage is for wine... not for fish Hello?! Yes... Yes sir... Ill tell him Ive gotta make some calls... Do you mind? Be my guest Is he... Is he what?! Always in a bad mood Hes blind... not exactly number one in anyones bucket list Well... Hell adjust... wont he? He has adjusted... What you see is about as good as it gets around here Im sorry... Hey,weallgotourproblems... Right now, he is mine -MUSIC- Ill be leaving now sir... Did you enjoy your meal I ate it... didnt I? Would you like anything else? Yes, I do... as a matter of fact... Id like my eyesight back Anymore stupid questions? Yes... do you play the guitar? What?! I noticed you have a lovely guitar there No, I dont play... It was a gift I play... well, I use to Do we know each other?! Umm... I dont think so... Then dont get too familiar Thank you for your help Whatever... Hey... let me guess? You never wanna go back there again... He wasnt that bad Really... he wasnt Well... good... cause... youre gonna be making his deliveries Everyday? Everyday youre on shift He wasnt that bad... remember? Okay... okay... Were called to love the unlovable... I get it And hes about as unlovable as it gets Im leaving for today -MUSIC- Hi honey... Im home How was your day? Did you miss me?! You hungry?! I cant find it Paul Her name is Vera Im certain of it Well... there are no files... no albums... No folders labeled under Vera I was very careful to label everything Tony was... that is Well than... maybe Tony should be here Where is Tony... these days? Just hanging out... I guess... Not with me Hes having a hard time dealing with the situation Tell him I feel his pain You know Paul... Im here... And my feeling for you have never changed Paul... Hi... its me again Didyouloseabetofsomething? No... Your meal is here Who brought it? The same chirpy girl from yesterday... Why...? Just asking... I think hell be happy today... The fish is fresh Hes really never happy... Can I ask you a question? Sure Didtheyforceyoutocomeback? What gives you that idea? Because... no one ever comes back twice... Not two days in a row... anyways... I can barely put up with his abuse and... I cant understand why you would Were called to love the unlovable... Besides... in the abuse department... Ive got plenty of experience Its time to eat Heres your wine There you go Thank you Fish is good today I made it a point to tell Manny... about yesterdays catch He laughed of course... And then propably called me a terrible name You know him to well I got it from here... you can wait in the kitchen Okay... call me when youre done What she look like? Who? Who... the waitress... thats who... Youre not missing anything... Dont worry Paul I mean it Shes ordinary... not at all your style Why the line of questionning? Shes not nice... I mean... hes blind... But... shes not -MUSIC- Ill be leaving now sir Did you enjoy your meal? Yes...Idid...itwasverygood Ill make sure to tell Manny Will you be coming back tomorrow? Im off tomorrow Oh.. Umm... were a little busy here See you next time Miss goodie goodie Shes got a lot of spunk Shes got a lot of nerve How many ever come back? I come back... everyday... In case you havent noticed Yea...yea...yea...IknowPam Can we just get this thing done please? -MUSIC- Hello? Well... its not that at all Ive just been very busy lately You know how this is Youre suppose to be his friend Tony... Stop avoiding him and come visit him already Has he asked about me? Of course he has Look... Ive been meaning to visit but... I dont know if I can handle it I have to put up with him everyday I still havent forgotten what hes done for me Hes done a lot for you... remember Tony? Look... just stop by for a few minutes tomorrow... It wont kill you Alright... alright... this is gonna be difficult though I didnt say it was going to be easy Hows it going Paul? Well... well... well... IjusttoldPamtheotherday... Id never see you again Tony And Im right... arent I Paul, I wish we could do that night over again I would do things different... very different But... here we are... I am where I am... and... Youre busy taking yearbook pictures... For highschool students Paul... I dont think you realize... How difficult it was for Tony to come here today You could at least show a little more gratitude My bad... Tony... please sit down... Make yourself at home Ill let you two catch up... I gotta make some calls You okay Paul? Im fine thanks Youre looking pretty good man I mean... you seem to be managing pretty well Well... thank you Tony... even though I know you dont mean that Whats going on at Mannys place? Oh... I dont know... I havent been there much... Since... you know... Yea... I know I always wondered who ended up with my table Manny says its still your table Good ole Manny He doesnt come to visit me either... you know Well... you know how that is Yea... unfortunately... I know exactly how that is You want me to get that? Yea... tell whoever it is that I cant see em Get it?! I cant see em You? Who is it Tony? Its me... your happy waitress I thought you were off today I am... but I was at the pie shop and... I thought of you and I thought... well... Who doesnt like pie?! Well... that was nice of you Arent you a bit early? Oh no... Im off today And what are you doing here? I just brought Mr. Sanders some pie Are you feeling alright? Its apple pie... I hope you like apple pie He actually hates apple pie but thanks anyway You know... I think Ill have a slice of that pie... With some icecream... if we have any Coming right up... Ill help you out Is there anything else I should know about you? Jealous... Please... Im telling you... shes not your type He has no idea who you are? Not as far as I can tell... Which is fine with me... I think wed all like to forget what happened that night Do you realize I was that last person to speak with him... Before the... Yes... I was there... remember? Right... So... you just bring him his meals? And a smile Which he cant see Does it matter? I dont know... I hate to see him like this... Things are never going to be the same around here So what if they arent? What if they can be better than before? Really Well... at least he still is who he is Yea... unfortunately She is just a waitress... you know? Here you go Thank you Youre welcome Ill be in the kitchen No, please... sit... everyone You sure? I... dont like eating alone Very well... You know... This pie is actually pretty good Well...willwondersevercease? Would you like a slice? Ill pass You know... this is kind of embarrassing but... I never asked you your name Its Abby... Abby? As an Westminster... Of course... I did a photoshoot there once It rained everyday... Were you with me Tony? I was with you Oh... thats right Can I ask you a question? If its not too personal... Oh boy... Can you still see things... like... in your mind? Yea... its all frozen in time... as I remember it... Places... people... theyll never get old... Theyll never change... Theyll stay the same... as I remember them Like a photograph Yea... funny... what burns me up though... ThelastthingIrememberseeing What was that? Some stupid girl in the middle of the street... Holding up a sign that said "repent"... Can you imagine? Some people are really so ridiculous Maybe you should have... Shouldve what? Repented... Excuse me?! Well... I mean... I think its time for you to go Im sorry... I didnt mean to upset anyone Are you a Jesus freak?! I dont know what that means... I... Surrendered my life to Jesus a Jesus freak... I guess Ill go Was that your plan... to come and preach to me... I was... Trying to convert me... send me on the path of righteousness... I was just trying to be nice And look where that got you You people make me sick... Cant hack it in the real world... You gotta go crying in the shoulder of some... Mythological god that doesnt even exist... How pathetic... And why should I repent? Gods the one who made me blind... As far as Im concerned... He should be apologizing to me Cmon Paul... she didnt mean to hurt you I shouldve known better... I thought you were nice... Cause youre nice... Not because youre trying to score points with Jesus But everybodys got their own agenda... dont they?! Ill go... Yea... Go... and on your way out... Tell Jesus you blew it for the team!!! Didnt I just tell you... shes not your type?! Enjoy your meal Hey Miss... Really? You got a second? No... I really dont Two minutes... its important So... whats so important? Paul sent me over to apologize He couldnt do it himself? Big surprise Youre right... he never apologizes... But... I gotta say this is the first time... hes ever shown any remorse He wanted me to give you this What is that? Look, one thing you need to know about Paul is... Underneath that gruff exterior... Theres a lot of anger and bitterness But... underneath that, hes a good man Couldve fooled me -MUSIC- Paul,Illbethereinaminute Ill get it... bout time I do something around for a change Hello... Hello... Hello... Who was it? I dont know What is that? Cant buy forgiveness What?! Somebody left a note that says... Cant buy forgiveness What does it mean? -MUSIC- Abigail... heres the order for Mr. Sanders Cansomebodyelsetakeittoday? I thought we agreed that you would take his food Not anymore He specifically requested you I find that hard to believe Youre telling me youre not gonna do your job?! Yea... I am Time to eat How you doing today Abby? Abby isnt here today Mr. Sanders I specifically requested her Yes... I know... Manny told you she had to serve you or leave So... she left She quit rather than serve me? Quit... Fired... Its a fine line Was she happy there? Happier than me... She was coming out of dark place... you know... The job gave her a sense of... normalcy I know theres a shadow lying underground but... I stand where light shines... Thats nice To the left Paul Stay here... I got this Who is it? Its Paul... Paul Sanders What are you doing here? I came to apologize What? I came to apologize Really? Can I come in... or shall I do it here? Come in Do you wanna sit down? Youd have to help me... its not my house Im sorry about your job I talked to Manny... and he said hed take you back So youre here to apologize for Manny No... Im here to apologize cause I was a jerk Im sorry but... the subject on God... isarathersensitiveoneforme If he existed... I would have a serious problem with him But since he doesnt... according to you... Than talking about it shouldnt make you any angrier than... Talking about say... Elves I suppose... Am I forgiven? Being a christian you are obligated to forgive me... you know That is pretty bold coming from a man that is not religious It is true though Isnt it? Yes... of course But Im not gonna forgive you out of obligation... I appreciate you coming over... i really do... I know its not easy for you to admit youre wrong Theres a first time for everything Forgiven? Yes... forgiven Great... So, youll go back to the restaurant? Yes... Andbringmemymealseveryday? Everyday Im on shift Sounds like a deal By the way, was that you playing before? I... heard some guitar music down the hallway Yes.. that was me. Prettly awful huh? No... it was beautiful It was? Yes... Id like it very much if you would play for me sometime I...Iwouldlikethatverymuch -MUSIC- Shes a very nice girl Nice? Yea... nice... Why? Ive never heard you call a girl nice before... Hot... yes... Sexy... yes... But never nice What are you my conscience all of a sudden? Im just saying boss Hey... Hi... Thankyouforcomingbackand... Dont worry... if you dont want to make the deliveries to Mr. Sanders... You dont have to Actually, Id be happy to Ill make em everyday Im on shift You sure? Yea... I am Hello Mr. Sanders Please, its a Paul I think youre gonna enjoy this today... It looks great Thank you... would you like some? Who... me? Theyalwaysgivemetoomuch... and i hate to throw it away Thanks... I ate before I got to work Would you like for me warm up some rolls? Sure Paul if youd like I can stay No...no...Weredonefortoday Theyll be ready in a minute Can I fix something for you? I know what youre trying to do... and its not gonna work -SAD MUSIC- Wow... this is so cool Thank you That guitar in your office is really cool Yes... an old friend gave it to me I did one of his covers Youre not eating Not really that hungry today Thank you So...whydontyouplayguitar? I love music but I just never really learned how to play Well... just three chords Buddy Holly wrote dozens of songs with just three chords Play one for me Oh no... my voice is gone Than teach me how to play I dont know... Im no teacher I wouldnt know where to begin Abby, I can create with the camera anymore... I need something else Okay... I cant guarantee what kind of teacher Ill be Howmuchdoyouwant...anhour? Nothing... Ill do it as a friend Excellent... than sit and chat with me... Cause this, will be the last time... Youll be bringing my meals Why? Well... if youre gonna be my teacher... Its inappropriate for you to serve me I insist... The Lord says we are to serve one another... Oops... ixnay on the God talk No... Speak freely... Who am I to judge? -Music- Now strum it Youre dampening the D string Try again Okay... try again Is that better? Yea... I think he has the potential to be quite good You guys seem to be getting a little friendly Were called to love the unlovable Abigail, you just went through a terrible ordeal with Todd Its nothing like that Ah huh... Im telling you... You know that Paul doesnt have the best reputation? In a lot of ways... hes exactly like Todd Oh... youre wrong... youre very wrong I hope I am Isnt this what God wants me to do? Im not judging... I just dont wanna see you get hurt again Alright...Igottago...bye... Paul... I have a rough layout of photos for the book... Id like to go thru them with you Cant wait to see em I better go No... stay I want your opinion Of course, who better to give advice of photography... Than your waitress Hey... I want a second opinion... Can you be cool with that... Whatever you want.. Paul Dont like em? I shouldnt be looking at these... I dont know anything about photography You know what you like... and what you dont.. Talk to me Theyre all beautiful... umm... Theres something cold about them... I... I dont see your heart Thats because he doesnt have one I spent weeks on this and... I will not be criticized by a brain dead waitress Sorry Pam For what? I take it back... What? That your photos have no heart What are you looking at? Its an old woman... well... not old but sick What is she doing with those? I told her I didnt want to use them... ever Why... thats beautiful Beautiful?! Maybe youre right... maybe we dont know each other... Its not beautiful to me... It represents everything ugly in this world Shes beautiful... Her eyes... Her smile... Shes at peace Who is she Paul? Shes my mother... Dying of ovarian cancer... It was long... Painful... She died with nothing... Alone But, she had you I dont think I was of much comfort Her last years was very hard I couldnt even look at her... unless through the lens of my camera I couldnt bear to see her suffer like that... you know?! Couldnt say I loved her... I couldnt even say goodbye Youll have your chance Where... In heaven?! Yes Theres no heaven... Theres no God... If there were... I would hate him for the life He gave my mother If this is the way God treats good people... Than Hes a monster You know what really makes me mad? If he could see her... He wouldnt give her the time of day He has seen her When? You know... the night Paul had his accident Cmon... Paul wouldnt pay attention to any of the waitresses She wasnt a waitress... Not back then... She was with Todd Evans Youre kidding?! That little goodie goodie Not at all... she wasnt a goodie goodie Not back then... Whats so funny? He doesnt recognize her? Of course he doesnt... why would he? Shes the girl... you gave her a ride home that night You gave her a ride home instead of Paul Dont guilt trip me Pam Poor Paul doesnt even realize it And he should never Oh no... we wouldnt want to hurt Pauls feeling... And certainly we wouldnt want to ruin an untainted reputation... After all... she has seen the light Why do you hate her so much? I dont hate her... Ive invested too many years to let that gold digger... Sneak in to Pauls life... especially not now Hes mine Ill talk to you later Okay Tony Hello Carmen... Oh... hey... hows Paul? Angry... Cocky... Bitter... Same ole... Same ole You know Im so sorry I havent been overthere... We had such a terrible fight that night You should come over and visit him tomorrow Really... why tomorrow? His birthday... remember?! Oh my God... I totally forgot Really... you should come over Are you sure? You think its a good idea? Definately... And bring Todd with you Are you sure? I dont want to upset Paul again He would love to see you guys Figuratevely speaking... of course Hey Tony... Hey... Hey... Sit... have a seat Thanks for inviting me... I brought some flowers... I hope you dont think its silly Not at all Ive come to love the way they smell They remind me of you Abby, I have to apologize for yesterday Im not as kind as you I find just the right words to mock and humiliate people I guess its better to hurt then to be hurt Paul... Look... youre a sweet... innocent woman Paul,ImnotwhoyouthinkIam Ive sinned too... you know?! What? Did you chew gum in church? Hey Pammy... Todd... Carmen... Wow... Looking delicious as always Come down tigress So... where is our boy? Come on back I havent always been the person that I am now Ive done horrible things... Things Im ashamed of... Its only by the grace of God that Im here today... Were back on God again Why cant you take credit yourself for the choices youve made? Paul... youll never guess who came by for a visit Hey... big guy... How you doing? Hey sugar lips? What are you doing here? Hey Paul... I was only kidding... About what? Youknow...tradinggirlfriends What are you talking about? Same ole Paul Here I thought I was going to make you uncomfortable by bringing Carmen, and here you are with Abby. You know her? She was my girlfriend... backup singer in my band... Remember... friends with benefits... You know... the night of the accident Would you consider me for a subject Do you have any experience? Oh... Ive got plenty of experience That was you? Thats what Ive been trying to tell you Paul Im not as innocent as you thought I was Innocent?! What she didnt know when she got to me... She picked up awfully fast I was innocent when I met you You only used me... you crushed my dreams You were only looking for a sugar daddy And appearantely still is Is that what you think? Honey, you may have fooled Paul... but you never fooled me I never asked him for a thing Did I Paul? Oh no... ambitious girl with dreams... Famous guy with money... Yes... Im sure there was nothing in it for you You got it all wrong... Gold digger At least Im not a pathetic "has-been" Thats enough You need to leave Go... now! Paul Go! Dumb broad Way to go Pam So... where were we? How about some drinks? Ithinkweredoneforthenight Come on, dont let the... Go! Its okay Ill come back when youre having a better day Just get outta here! -SAD MUSIC- Carla...Ineedyoutocomeover How long have you known? I just found out I didnt want her making a fool of you I remember her now Therewasadarknessaroundher The same thats around me And you... Thats not darkness Paul Its reality Who was I to think that I could build a new life? My sins are going to haunt me forever That is not true Abby... Christ paid the price for all of our sins on the Cross Im still asking for forgiveness for mine Ive just never been so humiliated Who was that? Im sure it was Paul who wants to talk Well... hello?! Arent you going to answer it? No... You shouldve seen the way he turned his back on me Like if I wasnt there So... let me get this straight... You want forgiveness... but... Youre not willing to give it to him? What makes you think he wants forgiveness? Hello... why else would he be calling? Better to hurt than be hurt What? Thats his motto Its no use Shes not gonna answer I think I may have been a little to hard on her Just let it go boss You think she and I could... Theres nothing there for you boss The way I see it... You guys are from totally different worlds My grandma use to say... Theres nothing wrong with the bird and fish to fall in love with each other the problem is... where are they going to build their nest? Well... I gotta go boss You gonna be okay? Alright... well... Ill try to stop by tomorrow -MUSIC- What am I suppose to do? What am I suppose to do huh? Is that it? Im so sorry Im so sorry I can see Oh dear God... I can see Heaven is rejoicing Paul Just have faith Youve not been forgotten My love... My child... My Paul Mom... mom, is that you? Where are you? Im in a wonderful place Mom, Im so sorry I regret so many things that Ive done I wish I had a second chance to be a better son to you To show you how grateful I am to you How much I miss you... How much I really love you I know my son... I love you too I can see... I can really see Yes Paul... You can see Paul... Paul... Are you okay? I mustve fell asleep During a thunderstorm? It was actually quite peaceful You better get out of those wet clothes Yea Ill make some coffee You have got a lot of nerves showing your face around here What are you some kind of Glutton for punishment? No... I came for my guitar Wait here Here Hows Paul? How would you be... if someone just spent the last several weeks making a fool out of you? Just tell him Im sorry You have nothing to be sorry about Im sorry... I never told you who I was You didnt have to... Youre not that person anymore... I remember you so clearly... Your face Itll never leave my mind You were so sad... Lost... But somewhere along the way... Something changed you... It really changed you... I wanna change He could do it Paul He may not heal your blindness... but He can heal your life Ill accept any change He gives me -MUSIC- Im broken, Im empty... Ive got more scars inside me than tears fill my eyes Come save me, come fill me I have seen with my eyes, been let down by my pride But Im blind Come mold me Come shape me Im like clay in your hands Trade me dreams for your plans Come save me, come fill me I have seen with my eyes Been let down by my pride, But Im blind Im held captive Id rather not live if this life is like this Can you open my eyes? Can you heal all the pain the past I cant hide? I need to know youre alive That youll talke what is left of my life Can you open my eyes? Can you heall all the pain the past I cant hide? I need to know youre alive That youll take what is left of myself And bring me back to life Open my eyes Open my eyes Shes really good boss Shes regained her voice And what a voice Beautiful... Transcendent -MUSIC- Paul... What? Its your book Where? Its displayed in the front window Its a picture of your mom Her eyes... Her expression... Her face... Shes so beautiful I wish you could see her I dont have to... I already did -Music- |
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