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Pulsion (2014)
PULSION
film by OVIDIE - Well say something - What do you want me to say! - That you love me maybe? - That you don't want to see me go? - I don't know what normal people say in this kind of sitiuation - Can you at least tell me that you're unhappy? - It's as if you don't care! - It's not that I don't care. - Then prove it, damn it! Say something! - Say something! - .. Screw it! At least I won't feel guilty. - How often does this happen to you? - 10... 20 times, it depends. - 20 times a wek? - No, per day. - It depends. Some times less, some times more. - It's even happened 200 times In a week. - 200 times a week. - Have you noticed it happening under spefific circumstances? - Not really, it happens at any time. - At the supermarket, work, restaurant, anytime really - And you say you take no pleasure other than genital. - You have no fantasies when it happens? - Not at all! - Have you ever heard of PGAD? - What? - Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder. - It's a pathology that provokes spontaneous, persistent and uncontrollable genital arousal. - Women who have it take no pleasure and are forced, like you, - to satisfy themselves several times a day. - It's rare and very debilitating. - Socially speaking. - Um, you know what causes this.. thingy? - We don't know much, we think its Neurological - The only test can do is an MRI but... - But? - You need to be perfectly still during the scan. - Do you move your head when you orgasm? - Probably... actually, i don`t know... - Hum, you'll need to train yourself to stay still before the MRI. - I'm prescribing you bell to tape to your forehead - every time you have an episode. - if you hear it ring, it`ll serve as reminder to stay still. - Do you... well... is it curable? - Curable? - Maybe not. - But we can teach you to tame it, - help you deal with it better. - Next Monday i`m starting a week long therapy group. - There is still time to join, - you should come. - Eva, could you please! - Yes Mr. Morin - i need you in my office - is there a problem Mr. Morin? - Eva, i have to say... - we have to talk about your work here - Especially your repeated and unjustfied absences. - My absences? I haven`t been absent lateely. - Eva, every time i look for you, people tell me. - "Eva not here, Eva bathroom" Are you spending day in there or what. - i have a small bladder - Eva, you can trust me. - Do you have a drug problem? - No! - Then, what do you do here all day? - Listen, i like you, i do, really. - Let me remind you that we`re in economic crisis - and i receive tons of resumes a day! - Hello doctor? it`s Eva Bouvier. - count me in for the therapy sessions. - Can you write me out on sick leave? - Hello - Hi - Hello - The schedule for sessions and consultations will be posted daily on the main door. - Mornings are usually for group discussions, and afternoons for practical exercises. - Here is your room for this week, you`ll be sharing it with... - Carla - Um, excuse me, is there any reception here? - Not sure, try at the end of the yard or by leaning outside of the window. - We prefer that you not have contact with the outside. - I`ll leave you to it? - We`ll see you at 11 at the group therapy room. - i hope they at latest have Wifi here. or i won`t make it through the week. - As l`ve already explained to some of you these sessions are experimental. - This is why I`ve asked you to sign a waiver. - During the coming days, we`ll meet here for group therapy sessions and in my office for private therapy. - if you heve any questions or concerns, please contact my assistant, Miss Oliva. - Like you, Olivia has also had therapy and was treated for compulsive sexuality - Let`s start by getting to know one another by each introducing ourselves to the group - Would you like to start? - Sure - so, my name is Eva - Hello Eva - i recently found out that i suffer from Persistem Genital Arousal Disorder - which makes me cum at inappropriate times. - Even when i know i shouldn`t. - My name is Zoe. - Hello Zoe! - Right, yes, Hello! - For me, it`s the opposite. I am a-sexual a-romantic - i feel no need or want to have sexual or romantic or even platonoc relationships. - And i feel fine, thank you very much! - i want to say that i`m here against my will. - My parents made me come. - They want to know why they`ve never seen me with someone, anyone really. - So they think i`m sick. - Hi, i`m Carla - Hello Carla! - i`m here because i`m an "internet Addict" - i need to have virtual relationships, to chat but never actually act on it. - i`d post pictures of myself and get naked in front of a webcam. - Every guy i`ve been with never could deal with it. - i just want to be with someone to feel good with. - Hi, my name is Chris. - Hello Chris! - Thank you Chris, moving on.. - Hello my name is.. - Hello, i`m Laurent and this is my wife Laurence. - Hello Laurence and Laurent. - Well, we are Candaulists. - i need to see my wife make love to others to feel something. - And i think she likes it. Am i right Laurcence? - Oh yes, very mush! - Hello, my name is Melanie. - Hello Melanie! - Well, i`m addicted to dangerous situations. - i need risk to get off. - i`ve been arrested 4 times and sentenced twice for public indecency - i`ve had skull and arm fractures, - i`ve cracked my tibia and cut my foot. - So i guess it`s time i clam down. - Hi, my name is Denis, but people call me Buck. - Hello Buck! - i`ve been a gigolo for the past 25 years. - My junk is my capital - and i cannot stand being touched by any of my clients. - Hello, my name is Cedric. - Hello Cedric - i love my penis. - i mean, i talk to it, we communicate. And it talks back to me. - When i`m stressed, i make sure that my penis is still there. - So, fondle myself a lot, let me show you... - No No! - Hi, well i`m Fracnck - Hello Franck - i have paraphilia, - which means that i have fetishist tendencies. - For exa0mple, i love to masturbate under a woman`s armpits. - Now i will explain to you how first exercise is going to go. - You`re going to get into pairs and - take your partner in your arms as if you`re giving each other a big hug. - The goal is to hold each other without any sexual overtones. - Just with tenderness or platonically! - Ok, get into pairs. - So, you have some need ti fill? - Yeah, but not with you! - Why not? i`m here! - No way. not with you! - Stop it! - Don`t even think about it! - Have you got a problem? - No, not at all. I`m just having a little trouble. - What? Do i disgust you? - So, you`re really a gigolo? - You do bachelorette parties and everything? - Yeah. I was even with Chippendales. - So you`re well known! - Not really. - Wait. Do you mind if i take a photo for my blog? - You`re here to get free of your addiction. - Give it to me. It`s confiscated! - No, wait? - i`ll give it back at the end of the week. - Listen, i`m really sorry. - it`s not you but it itches too much. - Could we change please? - Sorry - Hey, come stand with me. - Hey, you! - You don`t want to be with my wife? - Ok. Listen up. That was really good for a first exercise. - No, really, it was perfect. - Tomorrow, we`re going to start working with some meditation exercises - to learn to connect fully consciously. - Ok, we`re done for today. - good work - That one sucks! - One more try.. - Yes, that works. - That`s gonna be my new profile pic. - i thought they confiscated your phone? - you think i only have one? - Hey, are you allowed to do that during your therapy? - Yeay, i managed to negotiate it with them. - i told them needed my PC to send mails. - But, what do you tell them? - Well, i tell about my fantasies. - they comment on my photos. - i love it when they complement me. - No wonder your exes were going nuts, - What would you think if your BF exposed himself all the time? - Have you ever been in a relationship? - No, not for years. - Not since this.. thing got worst. - Really? - i thought it be awesome to cum all the time. - it must drive the guys crazy. - it`s hell actually, it`s anytime and never when you want it. - And you can`t make it click with a guy? - That`s sad. - Sometimes. - So, what`s your type of guy? - Dunno - Dark hair and blue eyes... - A bit lake Chris. - Chris? - You cuuld`ve chosen easier. - He hasn`t opend his mouth ar smiled once. - A real zombie the dude. - Good luck with that. - Come on! - come on! - You need to walk - So, what`s the point of alls this? - where are we going? - if that`s where we`re going, we can stop here. - ok, lets stop here. - that sounds dumb! - Should we stop here? - Well sure. - Seeing as it`s where we have to be, here we are! - Are we good here? - That`s good. - So now that we`re here, what`s the plan? - Well, fuck! - All this for that? - Well, yeah! - But, what`s the point of being in the dark, with the mosquitos? - if not, the doctor`s going to see us. - Well, here you go, yikes! - Get a move on! - Hey, i can`t do all of this on my own. - Take care of this then. - There`s a huge mosquito!! - Try sucking me off between two insects. - Talk about a stupid idea! - i know, i know! - i just swallowed one! - Look... - What - it was in my mouth! - i`ll put the on you so they go to you. - Can you focus here? - Yes! Yes! - Tell me about it, it`s so peaceful here. - Go on, stroke it, stroke it! - But inside we can`t. - We can`t, we can`t.. outside we can`t at all! - Get harder will ya, shit! - i`m the one working. - Working the mines are you? - if you want to, go ahead - Can we see what`s going on, this is huge. - Move up a bit, face me... - There, like that. - that`s good. - spit on my cock! spit! more! - that`s good - naughty girl, those big tits are making me crazy. - this is rich. you`re not the only one sucking. - there are 10,000 of you. - seriously. - Hey, look! - that mosquito isn`t through! - t`s meat, it`s meat! - Go on, go on! - ah yes! - with a bit of protein... - you`ve got condoms, right? - yes yes yes, they`re in my shorts - hang on, take the light a sec. - you found it? - how many did you take? - enough. - expecting anybody else? - get up babe. - what a rey of sunshine! - you goofball, it`s night time! - i`m seeing all i need to. - pump it, pump it! - you like taking risks don`t you? - we`re a sight for sore eyes. - well, you don`t need that, you already scare me. - hang on, how about this. - what the hell is he doing? - you`re gonna sit on me. - facing you? - Ah, damn! - how difficult you guys are. - ah yes, on my cock! - could you turn the other way? - i`ve got an idea, look. - comsa - right there! i love it! - he`s fucking right? - and those stars shining bright, it`s incredible. - go on, go. - holly fuck! this is the milky way! - i`n feeling very poetic! - see what else i love. - come closer to my cock. - like that, just like that. - loving it, yes i love it. - Yes, go on. - you guys are crazy. - no shit, we wouldn`t be here if we were normal. - hey, your hair. - what if you it in your ass? - where do you want me to put it? - you want it right? - well, yeah! - go on, stick it up your ass. - i want you to do it. - oof, wrong hole! - there`re only two. - then again it`s dark. - follow your nose, it always knows. - oh shit! - yes, yes, that`s it. - you idiot, go on! - all yours Franck. - hey, thanks. - i`ll pick it up later. - suck it, suck it good! - all the way, there you go. - at least there`s less space for the mosquitos to get through. - take it in, deep. deep. - awww, how cute. - go on, do me! - let me watch - put some on your nose. - i love those Nazis, you know! - really, i have some all over? - just a bit. - here, share some with the mosquitos. - see they too want some. - well since you like taking risks, - you know that we`re going to do? - you`re not going to leave me here. - yep, in the dark! - eva? - i`ve scheduled desensiting program for you. - using this device. - what is that? - sort of a wake-up call. - a sort of a vibrating alarm vibrator. - you keep on you - and program the time you want it to vibrate. - but, what`s its use? - it`s complementary genital stimulation. - it`ll be even more unpleasant than normal. - we`re creating progressive desensitizing. - i believe that hourly stimulation - will be a good start. - my assistant will help you test it - to see if the device works. - i`ll leave you in her hands. - ah ha, come here! - you won`t catch me! - come here! - ooh what a naughty girl.. - oh no, won`t catch me! - naughty naughty girl... - naughty naughty girl.. - wheel barrow? - alright then. go go go - let`s get out of here! - But i`m teelling you i feel fine! - And have you tried having relations with people of the same gender? - i`ve tried it all, - girls, boys, erotic literature, porn flicks. - nothing, nada! - but i feel fine. - if you feel so fine, - how come you have been relentless in looking for any possible source of excitement? - because we live in a society where being asexual means you are abnormal. - sex is everywhere, - in music videos, on billboards. it`s all over-sexed! - it`sall over-sexed! - today, if you`re not an over achiever in bed, or don`t screw more than 2 and a half times a week, you`re not part of the norm. - if you`re a woman and love sex, you`re a slut. - if you`re a woman that doesn`t like it, you`re some sort of a freak and you get locked up in a clinic with other deviants. - how was your relationship with your father when you were young? - let me stop you right there! you leave my parents alone. i had a very happy childhood. - i was neither beaten, raped nor abandoned. - so you can keep your two-bit psychology to yourself. - and what kind of memories do you have of your few sexual relations? - you never stop do you? there`s some kind of misunderstanding. - sex does not disgust me, - i`m not traumatized i`m indifferent to it, that`s all. - sexual freedom means that you are free to do what you want with your body. - make love to whom you choose, when you choose, - but also be able to choose not to - This.. this is sad, look at this spectacle! - 50 years difference between them! - Not that much, but it`s true that... - What does she see in him? Tell me. - I din`t know what she sees in him... - Actually chicks that are with old farts like that one - usually have daddy issues. - issues for sure! - Or he`s loaded. - He is Loaded - Nah, he doesn`t look like he`s got money, as you can see... - He just looks like an old fart! Sorry. - There`s a catch for sure. - Are you alright Eva? - Yikes, odd place here. - Are you ok? - I think i can take it. - We`ll trigger it every hour and turn it off 8 hours every night. - The more desensitized you get, - the more we`ll space out the intervals. - ok - Sorry to bother you. - Oh, it`s alright, no bother at all. - Just passing by. I`ll come back later. - Now close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing. - and concentrate on your breathing. - That`s good. - Breathe through your stomach. - Breathe out slowly. - Stretch your arms out - Feel each other`s presence. - Feel the fingertips, - The wrists, - The arms, - The shoulders, - The face. - Yesss, that`s good. - Go back to your initial position. - i think i`m going to leave them to work with you. - i`ll be right back. - Think of breathing through your stomach during the exercise. - Look at the skirt i`m wearing, it`s for you. - i`ll let you touch it if you want. - Really? - Yep... - if you want, you`ll even be able to play with armpits. - And you wouldn`t happen to have any pre-existing conditions? - Thst`s in the past! - Really? - Come on, treat yourself to a minor relapse. - Not at all! - We won`t tell the doc. - Stay brotherly. - Enough! - A small relapse won`t hurt anyone. - We won`t say anything. - Too bad for you, it`s up to you to get cured. - This one`s going straight to my blog! - What about you? Not tempted? - No. I only cum in non-sexual situations. - Really? That must suck. - Take off his pants. - You want to fuck her? Do you? - Damn that`s pretty! - Show that ass, show it! - Fuck it, come on! - Right there! - That`s beautiful! - Come on, fuck him hard! - You like his cock, tell me do you like it? - Damn it feels good! - Ah, screw this, i`m in! - What a petite ass! - Breathe in deeply, so this medita... - BUT!!! What are you doing, what is this? - That wasn`t the plan! - Unravel yourselves! Pull them apart!!! - You`re like dogs! Water... get me a bucket of water! - Olivia, stay here - All of you, line up! - Ok! I might have gotten carried away, Let`s play down the situation. - This is serious but not all is lost. - We have lost the battle but not the war. - We have to learn from our mistakes. - We`ll re-adjust all prescriptions, - Understood? - So Chris, how did you feel - when you saw them copulate on the grass? - Nothing - What is it you want out of this therapy. - Dunno... - Get back the feelings i lost. - Did your partner tell you why she left? - She got away from me... - Like all of them i`ve tried to keep. - Let me give you a simple exercise. - We`ll start at the root of communication, Touch. - Take someone`s hand - and let the feelings in, with no judgment, Chris. - Let them overcome you. - yes? - i have a favor to ask you. - The doc asked me to touch someone. - Would it be ok if i held your hand? - You don`t have to be so formal, - Actually i wasn`t expecting that. - Why not? - You know Frank, the issue is not fetishism. - Wr`re all somewhat fetishist to a degree. - The problem is being driven by it. - You have to get past it. - How do you mean? - You must not be slave to your addiction. - if you can`t get rid of your addiction, - then you must vary addictions. - Find yourself another source of excitement, - stilletos, seamed stockings... - Not the tired stilletos and seamed stockings bit. That`s just plebish. - Not at all my thing. - Not my place to tell you what fetish to choose. - That`s your job. Experiment yourself boy Fun your special way Sex is beautiful - Wahhh! We`re not alone it seems. - No, i can`t. - it doesn`t work. - When it`s just the two of us, it doesn`t work. - Gee, thanks, you really know how to flatter a girl. - So, basically you`d rether be with someone else - That`s not the point. - i`d rather be with you - but i need to see you with someone else... ... you know, that`s my thing... to watch you. - What if i give you a little show, so you can watch? - Would that work for you? - i don`t think so. - You`re starting to piss me off. - if i`m not enough for you, get bent. - i`m tired of getting fucked by guys i`ve never met, just `cause it gets you off. - i`d like to make love to my husband from time to time. - Lolo, come back! - Are you gonna hook up with another guy? - We`re gonna cure each other, right? - `cause you and me, we`re the same. - We both have that itch to scratch. - No thanks, i`d rather follow the doctor`s protocol. - Really? But why? - i can see you`re dying for it, do you want it? - You shut-up and kneel! - What are you doing with that suitcase? - i`m outta here! - Just like that? in the rain? - i don`t care; i`m not spending another day with these perverts. - You should do what i do. - you`re not like them either. - Cedric, can you come here for a sec? - How about a little risque game with me? - For the thrill of it. i`m always up for that. - Hang on to this! - Help me get up and i`ll take you to the top. - Bring it on girl. - Come back to see us when you`re ready. - Therapy means accepting change. - Okay doctor. - i reget to inform you that Zoe - has decided to take a break from therapy. - Melanie who has had a minor accident, as well. - Anyway, we`re going to resume our experiments in pairs. - Aside from Cedric, who has lost his playmate, - and Frank who, i take it, - has found new fetishes to explore on his own. - Good job Frank, keep it up! - Olivia, do you have the name list? - We`ve decided to create the following pairs: - Eva and Chris will be experimenting touch therapy. - Laurence and Laurent... - Oh no... - ...will recreate intimacy. - And Carla - and Buck - will be working on electro-stimulation. - Now, that sounds perfect. - Not anymore doctor! - i can`t take your wake up vibro machiney thingy anymore! - That`s is good Eva, you`re getting angry. - it`s a sign that you`re on the path to healing. - So, what do we start with? - Hell if i know. - He said we need to re-learn to touch each other. Shall we hold each other? - Ok, that`s fine by me. - is it ok? - Better? No? - Sure - You didn`t cum? - That`s ok, that wasn`t the point. - Get the hell off of me! You pervert, you need to be committed! - if you do that again, i`ll tell my hushband and he`ll kick your ass. - Then again, that might turn you on. - i have the feeling it`s getting worst. - it`s turning red, almost infected. - Do you like your job? - Yeah... No... it`s a job. Do you like your job? - if you can`t have sexual interactions for now, - what`s the point in persisting? - Then again have you ever thought of telepathic-like stimulation? - Come again? - indeed, i`ve developed a thought transmission technology. - Using a small device, 2 people can channel their sexual energy. - it`s inspired from an apparatus called the Wilhem Reich orgone. You know of it, right? - No. - i`m going to put you in a pair with Carla. - Not to worry, nothing carnal. - it`ll only be telepathic sex, Buck. - So, what are we supposed to do? - Stimulate remotely, i guess. - Um, and these things on our heads, aside from looking ridiculous, what do they do - i`m not really sure, i guess energy will flow through us. - Shall we give it a try? Let`s go! - Try how? - So, close your eyes! - ok - Do you feel anything? - Nothing at all. - Listen, try to think of something sexual - And send it to me telepathically. - Go on, try it! - i think i`m starting to receive your thoughts. - Oh Buck, i asked you to think of something sexual, but i had no idea - But... i wasn`t thinking of anything. - Oh Buck, - if i had known, we would have done it sooner! - Woe, hang on, calm down! - i wasn`t thinking of anything sexual at all. - if i understand correctly, you like to watch your wife with other men. - That`s it. - And it bothers you Laurence, right. - Yes and no. - in the beginning it was fun. it broke the routine. - The issue is that, now, it is, the routine. - Just the two of us making love has become extraordinary. - i`m fed up with doing it all the time. - Have you ever thought about using a mirror? - What for? - Lets assume that she`s straddling you in front of a mirror. - And that you look at it. - Maybe you could imagine her being penetrated by another man`s organ. - Laurence, Laurent, play! - Go on, look at me! - Need to play with my fantasies! - Go to play with my fantasies! - What are you saying? - Nothing dear! - Look at me through the mirror. - Do you like it like that? - Yes - Can you see me? - Yes - it works. - Oh it works. - it works - it works honey. - it works. - Like that? - Let me see your pussy. - Come closer. - i`m coming, i`m coming! - He sells himself with these pictures? - That` a bait and switch. These pictures are 20 years old! - Stop it, that`s mean! - Look at him. His reading glasses, his Sudoku. He looks like a grandpa. - Maybe, but look at his muscles, Got to admit he still looks pretty good. - if i were a chick, i wouldn`t pay him, Not even to play hop scotch with. - Well, give me the photo then. - Hey Buck, you all right? You prefer Buck or your real name? - Call me Buck, that`s fine - Okay. I have a question to ask you. - i`d like to know how to get into your line of work. `cause i`m really interested. - Well, it`s not as simple as you think. - How so? You get to screw the chicks you want, - do what you want with them, front door, back door, left door, right door. - Sounds like... - You still don`t get that it`s just a job. - Really... - You think all clients are bombshells? - Well, no. - There are some that, because they pay, - get to treat you like a dog. - For real? - Yep. - You know, we don`t get paid vacations or dental plans. - You have to be in tip top shape, get hard on demand, sick or not. - Trust me, it`s not as easy as you think. - But you must feel super pround, i mean... all the women you banged, pretty cool! - Hell no. - it`s not cool, it`s not uncool, it`s just a job to pay the bills. - Well for me, that`s what it`s become. - i didn`t see it that way. - Well yeah, you saw it wrong. - Can`t sleep? - No. - What are you thinking about. - i`m not looking forward to going back to normal life, - going back to my job and dealing with stuff. - is there someone waiting for you? - No. You? - Me neither. - Why aren`t you looking forward to going home? - Let`s just say that, with you, i was starting to feel alive. - Not all the time, but still, sometimes. - Me too. I was starting to find some balance with you. - My episodes were less intense, but i`m afraid that won`t last. - What time are you leaving tomorrow? - i`m taking the 9:45 train, what about you? - Same here. You want to come with? - if you want. - At any rate, we can`t leave like this. - Doctor? - Yes. - All the subjects have left. Will you still be needing me? - That`s fine Olivia, thank you. - i still have a lot of work to do. See you Monday at the office. - See you Monday then. - Goodbye my child. |
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