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Q Ball (2019)
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Come back. Come back! Come on! Come back! - Line! - It crossed the line! Hands up, defense! Nine. Nice! Yes, sir! All the way, real. Hey, back side. - Hey! - Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! Rim! Rim! Hey, man down! - Yo, alright, winner! - Yo, man down. Man down! Man down! Hey! Get down! Down! Down! Down! Down! Get down! One? - One. - Okay. Two? Got y'all. I remember growing up and hearing about San Quentin. Man, I think it's a place that struck fear. It was a place that I never wanted to go. I am Lieutenant Sam Robinson. I'm born and raised here in California, right out of Oakland. I've been here for 22 years. I worked 10 years on death row. Maybe six to eight months in, I witnessed my first murder here at San Quentin. And, so, then you know it's a very, very serious place. San Quentin is the oldest prison in the state of California. It's about 20 miles north of San Francisco. We've been here on this site since July of 1852. For about 130 of those years, San Quentin was a maximum-security facility... ...in that everyone who lived at San Quentin, they were here for really violent crimes, and they did a lot of time. A lot of what happened here was based upon medieval practices to torture people. The thought process at that time, "If you break a person, you'll get a person to change." Today, we normally house about 4,400 inmates here at this prison. And our first mission, of course, is we house death row. In the state of California, if a person is sentenced to death, if they're a male inmate, they're going to be housed at San Quentin State Prison, period. Our secondary mission is what we call our general population. One day, the doors open for them. Whether they earn it through the parole board or they were sentenced to a definitive amount of time, once they reach that date, they leave. And we're allowed to do things a little differently... ...in terms of providing rehabilitative services and access to the outside world. What we going to do today is, man, we're gonna talk about what's the impact on the victims from our crimes. We believe that we have guys leaving prison today with better outcomes and more hope for the future. Given the opportunity, there are people who can come to prison and reclaim the man. And that's evolved to today where we have sports activities that are beyond just the normal prison fare, and I think the flagship right now is our basketball team and the partnership that's developed from that with the Golden State Warriors. Yeah I'm like "oh, God Oh, oh, my God I run the game Y'all just commentate from the side I'm like "oh, God Oh, oh, my God Everything I do You know I do it for the squad I'm like "Oh, God" The San Quentin Warriors is the basketball team that represents mostly the premier talent. - Oh! - Oh! I would say the most competitive players in San Quentin are on the Warriors. San Quentin Warriors -- we are the other warriors. Not the Golden State Warriors, but we like a little brother to them. For a lot of people, they could've went in the NBA. They could've at least got college scholarships. Oh! And for those dreams to be derailed, to come in and have a opportunity to prove to themselves that, "I could have made it," that, "I was that good," is huge. That's what they really playing for. Some of these guys missed they calling. They should have been on a Division I basketball team. But for whatever reason, they didn't make it. So then they come in here, and they find out that there is a legitimate basketball program where you're going to play somebody from the coaching staff of the Golden State Warriors at the end of the season. We beat them, you beat a NBA player, and you get to go back and look at yourself in the mirror and say, "You know what? I can make it." And last year was, like, the cream of the crop because not only did we beat them, but they had the 2017 NBA trophy with them. We got to party with that thing. We got to do something Charles Barkley never did... - Exactly. - ...Patrick Ewing never did. - Exactly. - We touched the trophy, man. Exactly. Oh, my God Everything I do You know I do it for the squad - Oh! - Oh! Nice, nice. Nice. That's nice. This season, you got Harry Smith, also known as "ATL." On the basketball court, he's called "The Phenom." Basketball is all I've ever had. I'm not locked up. I'm not caged up. I'm not in prison. This is where I'm free. Tevin Fournette, also known as "Cutty," but I call him "Swaggy Smooth." Playing basketball here has done a lot. I've opened up a lot and learned some things about myself that I never really, you know, knew. Allan McIntosh, also known as "Black," but I call him, "PTSB -- Programmed to Score Baskets." The sweetest sound to me in basketball is the swish of the nets. When I'm shooting, I hear it a lot. Anthony Ammons, aka "Ant," also known as "Half Man, Half Amazing." When I step on a basketball court, I'm at home. I'm at home. Best player, Harry "ATL" Smith. Harry Smith is by far... ...the most talented player that I've ever played with. By far. He has NBA talent. His physical strength, his understanding of the game. Pop on him, man. Pop on him, man. He can just take over games -- rebounding, playing defense... Oh! ...scoring at will. He has everything you're looking for. He's got size. He's 6'5 ", 6'6". He's 245, 250 pounds solid. The kid is strong as an ox. Way to play. Way to step up. Play tough. Play tough. What he can do, nobody else can do, but... ...it can be frustrating when he won't trust his teammates. He's one of the best individual basketball players, but you'll have him on the court, and there's a play that's supposed to be ran... ...and he's not running the play. Also Harry's an emotional guy -- real emotional. His problem is here. My name is Harry "ATL" Smith. They pretty much gave me this name, "The Phenom." I'm 31 years old. I'm from -- Originally, I'm from Atlanta. I really had a great childhood. I had, like, a Disney-like-kid childhood, you know? That's the authentic Harry right there, man, when I was a kid, when it was all innocent. My mom, she's a microbiologist. That's my mom. That's the queen right there. My dad was actually a police officer before he passed away when I was 2 years old. You know, I always just wonder, like, how we are, how we similar with each other. You know what I mean? Living life, I really wasn't exposed to the realities of the world until, like, I got a little older. I've been down -- I've been incarcerated 7 years. I got to San Quentin in 2014. As soon as I got off the bus, man, I was just flooded with all this, like, "Man, come try out. Come play for the team." And as soon as I came in, man, they embraced me, they accepted me. This is a picture of when Draymond Green came in with Durant. It was inspirational, man, because they asked him a question, like, "Man, out of all of these guys, do you see anybody that could play on the professional level?" My jersey number was number 11 at the time, but he was like, "Yeah, number 11 right there. Brother right there, he got it." So I kind of even ran with that, man. So coming into 2018, my last year, that's the goal. That's a dream of mine, is to be the first convicted felon to suit up in a NBA jersey. That's why this season is so instrumental. I'm 31, so the window is really small right now. It's probably gonna be one shot. You see what I'm saying? Lord Father, thank you for this amazing food that was blessed by my big bro. You know what I mean? I thank you for the camaraderie. I thank you for the fellowship and just us coming together. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen. Amen. I'm feeling -- Go ahead. You got first. Thank you. Well, today for lunch, we're having burritos which consist of sausage that we can buy in the canteen, of course, chili, onions, tomatoes, sodas, and chips. It's not healthy at all. But you know what? It's filling. That's why we put the tomatoes on there. I say, what's your plan when you get out? First of all, when you getting out? I mean, is it real, real close or -- 'Cause I thought you've been getting out for the last 2 years, you know? - I thought it was gonna be two months away. - Yeah. Are you scared? I ain't scared, bro. I'm just -- No, don't -- No, no. Be honest. Be honest with yourself. I'm going to be honest. I ain't scared, bro. I just -- I really want to get out there and be somebody. What's your plan if you fail and struggle out there? Well, the issue, it's really just me staying on this righteous path. You know what I mean? Spiritually, and not allowing the temptations of the world to swallow me up, because legalized weed, all type of stuff out there, you know what I mean? It's socially accepted. So just not getting sucked up into that culture and just continue to keep doing what I've been doing in here. But still, you want to be mindful - of the rules of probation. - Yeah. You still a felon. They can still search your car when they want to. - You are still your number. - Yeah. If you come in contact with the police in the wrong way, you know you're coming back to prison. If we start now, we can send you out of here with a great season, but it got to start now. - I know, bro. - It's got to start right now. The men, they got a commitment from you to go hard. I'm there. I'm ready. - Y'all already know. - Good. - For sure. - I go hard every game, so... - I know. I know you do. - What you say? - The little five minutes. - My little five minutes. You know what I mean? I play hard. I know you do. Fellas, keeping everybody on the sideline. Warriors, bring it in. - Warriors! - Let's get it! Let's get it. Let's get it. Let's get it. Game faces on. All right. Look. We getting ready to start our season. Being that we going into the first game, I'm going to bring up the contract, player contract. My name is Rafael Cuevas. I'm the head coach of the San Quentin Warriors. I was sentenced to 16 years to life in prison. If you wasn't here last season, then you might not know, faith-based program, and we interacting with people coming in from the streets, right? So we gonna hold ourselves to certain conduct. I think there's a lot of talent and a lot of heart out here, guys that are willing to learn. And that's what I want as a coach are the guys who feel like they're not a finished product and can improve their game and grow as men. Number one, follow instructions. Number two, make a commitment to physical conditioning. Number three, commit to scheduled practices. Number four, participate in team meetings. Number five, be responsible on and off the court. Number six, demonstrate integrity. And number seven, be a positive team member. Everybody signs this contract. Without signing this contract, you ain't putting on a jersey. You definitely ain't getting in a game. All right. It's good to see y'all. Let's go. "Warriors" on three. - One, two, three. - Warriors! Keep the lead hand in the passing lane. - Two-man weave! - Give me two lines down there Offense in the motion. Defense, let me hear you talk, Make the rotation. Everything goes. Let's go. Box out! Nice D. Let's get that rebound. - I got you. - Nice, nice. Okay, D, you got to see it. Harry is going home this year. - Oh! - Good double on the baseline. So I think this might be the last chance to make a run with this team. - Oh! - Oh, like that? Wait, hold ball! Hold ball! Hold ball! Bring it in, everybody. Everybody, bring it in. I played on the team for four years. I was the starting point guard, and they kind of groomed me to be the coach. You cannot let the man come off the screen in this direction. I took the program in different directions than it had traditionally been. Good block. Nice finish, Ant. I chose not to do a cut. I chose to keep anybody that was willing to come out and put in effort. Good rotation, Nol. A lot of people had a problem with that. Guys thought because we were friends... ...they were gonna get a lot of playing time. They had it made. They didn't have to do anything, just kick back, and that was not the case. Hold ball. Sub. It's hard to see him as a coach. It's like, you know, you just want to go sub yourself in. Like, "Man, come on. Get out the way." Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop. - Because you lost it, right? - Yeah. That's how you ended up wide open out there. - Without that screen. - I hear you. but you got caught on the screen 'cause you was -- I've had some issues with the coach. You know, I had a bit of a attitude. - Hey, hey. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hands up! I got discipline, a couple game suspensions. Way to get in the passing lane, Dejon. Don't back out of it. His biggest challenge coaching convicted inmates is he's a convicted inmate. Who are you to tell us what we know? Good practice, y'all. Good practice. Tone, first word? Look, two days from now, first game. We playing to win. We here at full strength. Let's be here fully. Let's go. If I didn't talk to you about getting a number this week, you won't be playing this week. Every week we got 15 jerseys. We gonna suit up 15 men. With that being said, I'm gonna give the circle to Corn. Yeah, so I got caught smoking weed, got a dirty pee test, so I'm suspended for three games. And that sums it up. - How do you feel about that? - And we support you, too. A little -- I feel like I deserve it. - Okay. - Because like you said, - I signed that contract. - Okay. We found that basketball is one of the easiest ways to embrace guys that are really far removed from growth. Some of the toughest, meanest guys on the yard, you know, they'll tell you, "I'm never going to a self-help group, but I'll play some basketball with you." So that's our opportunity to just maybe take a baby step with a guy. All right. Let's bring it in. - Let me say one thing? - Yes, sir. Want to thank y'all for welcoming me back. I know it's kind of hard to welcome in an old-new team member, but -- - You family. - ...I appreciate y'all welcoming me back, and thank y'all for y'all support and y'all prayers. I appreciate it. All right. On three. On three, "Warriors." - One, two, three. - Warriors! - Come on. - Do what you got to do. I think -- I sit back, and I think about it every day. I think about the crime I committed. I think about how much pain I've caused the victim's family, and it hurts, the crime I committed. I wonder if I will ever walk out of here, and sometimes I say that I shouldn't walk out of here because I murdered a innocent individual. I saw a lot of violence growing up. I saw my first murder when I was about 11 years old. I remember a guy got shot in front of my apartment building. My mom was like, "Okay, go to school." My mother was a drug addict all my life. Me and my sister there for nights, and we're there by ourself. My father is nowhere to be found. I felt abandoned. I felt no one saw me. I felt no one heard me. Even though I was speaking loud, and I was screaming loud, no one heard me. So I started gangbanging. A lot of the stuff I did, I did for, "Oh, you see me. You hear me." You get the acknowledgment for the negative things that I did. "Oh, you beat that dude ass." "Yeah, I did that." "Oh, man. Good looking out, homie." So that was a sense of love for me. That made me feel good. That made me feel like, "Oh, man. They with me. This is my new family." I was 16 years old. I think about it every day. I think about, "What if I wouldn't have pulled the trigger?" I didn't have a weapon to force my mom to hear me or nothing like that, But guess what? "You're gonna hear what I have to say, so these bullets are gonna talk to you now." And what's the sentence you're serving? 102 years to life. Hey. Good morning. How everybody doing this morning? Mic check, hoo-rah. Put some music on. - Yeah, Tone. - Yeah, yeah. - What up? - Y'all know what it is. - Y'all know what it look like. - It's hanging. Game day. Game day. Game day. Game day! Twin, what's happening? We going to be all right. Yeah. We want they best game. Game one is something that we all look forward to. Yeah! It's a big deal. Once a week, men from the outside, free men, come into prison to play basketball with convicts. It's amazing. There are volunteer community teams from all over who, on every Saturday, come inside the prison, and they play against our basketball team. And you get these two very, very different dynamics of people. It almost works like the UN. It's our own basketball court. In essence, it is our own little United Nations. I think both sides are blessed. Big man! Big fella. Ooh! San Quentin populace, welcome to the 2018 season, 5 years into the new age of Aquarius. O'er the land of the free And the home Of the brave Let's go. "Warriors" on three. One, two, three. Warriors! And the 2018 Warrior basketball season starts off. Pat Lacy pulled the ball, feed the ball back out to John. John step back three-pointer. Count it, the face. The Phenom holds it up. Got P.L. Smooth on him. Crossed him over on the reverse. - Yes, sir! Let's Go! - Nice finish. Swaggy Smooth with the ball, spinning inside. I never knew the level that they play on, the intensity they play on. You know, we just like, "Okay. Yeah, this dude from Silicon Valley. He ain't from West Oakland. He ain't from where I'm from." So it's like, he ain't got that much aggression as me. Solid block right there. Never judge the book by its cover. That's something that prison teaches you. Down the lane. Oh, good move! They come in here. They want to beat us. They don't care, Blood, Crip, where you from. "Look. We coming here. We playing ball. We coming to smash y'all." And we come in with the same attitude. Oh, and it was stolen right back. Bring it in! Bring it in! Make him drive past you because the defense is rotating. Just trust the defense to rotate. They're wearing down. - Let's go, y'all! - They're wearing down. - Let's go! - Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold on. Whoa, whoa. Wait. Don't get too excited. You got to rotate on defense. Do not fall off. Do not fall off. Right now, they gonna try and make a push. Keep your foot on their throat. Let's go. Good job, y'all. There's the switch. Dallas with it. Kev with the ball. Kev runs into The Phenom with it, Here's the fast-break opportunity. The Phenom... Oh! Not the Sprite commercial! - Line! - Right there. Ball back down, low off the glass, The Phenom with the rebound and the bucket. All day. - Get back! - Come on, man! Goes over to Shaw. Tossing the ball over. P.L. Smooth with it. We don't need that. "Bam," get Harry! Go now. Check in now. Made a correction. Harry, come here. - Yeah. - Let's go. Yes, sir. No-look pass down low. Instant no-look pass. Whoa! We got a tie score, 58-58. Rollins right there going another direction, throws it up. Oh, he was hammered under there. Gene Hackman, and we got a foul. That's a bad call, man. You can't bail him out 'cause he missed the layup. Riley going to the line to shoot. 58 to 58. 25 seconds on the clock. Box out! Shot is up. That's good. It's a one-point game. Warriors' ball, down by 1. Ball comes in at the center line. Clock started. 20 seconds on the clock. Black with the ball, feed the ball out to Swaggy Smooth. 15 seconds on the clock. Swaggy Smooth on the right side. Put it up. It's a blessing, really. I can say that. That's real right there. It's not on the level that everybody will see. They come in here just for the love of the sport of the game and to come play with us. and I appreciate them for that, for real, for real. Because they actually get us out of our mind of being in prison. Because when we on the court, that's what it is. We on the court. It's a different thing. But basketball, for sure, brought us together. Feed the ball out to Swaggy Smooth. Three, two, one! Count that bucket. And the San Quentin Warriors open up with a win. 60-59 over the Green Team. This is the way you're supposed to start the season off. - Good game, man. - Come back. Come back. All right? Yeah, come back. I love your game. Basketball is universal. Basketball is a bridge between worlds. It is a bridge between people who would probably never see each other or talk to each other. Great game, way to play physical, man. Appreciate you out there. And the people that come in here really care, and when you have a feeling that someone cares about you, you probably start caring about yourself, too, a little bit. I was walking around ready to kill somebody for a long time before I finally killed somebody. My mother suffered a lot of trauma growing up in the Mission District in San Francisco, and she became very concerned with power and control and safety. So I remember being very young, and everywhere we went, you know, normal people would say, "Look both ways before you cross the street." But my mother said, you know, "Look people in their eyes because that'll tell you if they want to hurt you or not, and be prepared to protect yourself at all times." And at the end of the day, physicality and physical force dominated. That played a big role into who I became as a person when I stepped outside. And I felt like the right thing to do was to create my own sense of judgment and justice and enforce this, push it on other people. "Do what I think is right, or I will harm you." That escalated very dramatically, And it got to the point that on September 17th, 2004. Bonds steps in, looking for home run 700. Bonds hits one to left center field. He hits it well. Klesko back. It is out of here. Home run number 700 for Barry Bonds. I walked out of the San Francisco Giants game at AT&T Park. We got into my car. Before I could start it, I heard a group of people coming behind me on my left. And as I turned, I saw a fist coming towards my face, and it just banged off my window. And this group of people just kept walking. I was scared, like startled, when the fist hit my window. It was pretty close to my face. And then I really quickly became self-conscious and aware that I had showed fear in front of my peers. So... ...I got out of my car, and I followed this group of people. Timothy Griffith was the young man that had hit my window. He was at the front of their group. I pursued them, and I started screaming, The is your problem? Do you know me?" Then I took a cheap shot at him. We fought for a couple seconds, and then somebody separated us. I'm not sure who grabbed me, but somebody grabbed me from behind. I believe somebody grabbed him, And, in that moment, I reached in my pocket and pulled out my knife. When I broke free of the hold, I ran back towards Timothy Griffith, and I stabbed him five times. The last blow that I struck, I penetrated through his rib cage, and I sliced the bottom of Timothy Griffith's heart off. I retracted my hand, and I saw him step back and look at his wound. He looked back up at me, and I could see that he didn't know what to do to stay alive. He looked at his life leaving his body, and that's why I'm in prison. Sobbing friends and relatives this morning laid flowers and hung giant souvenirs on the spot Timothy Griffith lost his life. I just don't know how they could take his life over something so trivial. Timothy just did not deserve to die this way. I remember just falling to the ground and thinking, "This -- Like, this can't be true." I remember I called a couple of my really closest friends, and I remember saying to them, "Tim was murdered," and I remember the first I said it and just the -- oh, the feeling of illness and nausea and just bewilderment, like, "Who would do --" I just -- "Who would do this and why?" This I love of him and his brother. This is actually when my husband and I got married. Tim was a very sensitive kid, very loving, a big hugger. He was my baby. You know, it feels like from that moment, our life changed so drastically, and it was just kind of this tumbling of, like, these things that you never, ever believe you'll have to face. Cuevas has requested an initial parole hearing. If he ever gets paroled, what will be hard for me is that he is able to live a life that Tim will never live. Why should he get to, you know, perhaps have a family or enjoy life or, you know, run on the beach of anything like that, hug, and Tim will never, ever be able to do that? The presence of the Lord is here The presence of the Lord is here I feel it in the atmosphere The presence of the Lord is here The presence of the Lord is here I would ask that you just pour out your Spirit right now. Pour your Spirit out, God. You are our only hope, God, to salvation, God, so what I just ask, and I pray right now in the name of Jesus, Lord, that you remove all fear, remove all anxiety or doubt out of me right now. I know everything that I sacrificed for you, God. I don't live the same way. I don't think the same way. I don't operate according to the world no more. Lord, I live for you. The presence of the Lord is here I feel it in the atmosphere The presence of the Lord The presence of the Lord is here The presence of the Lord The presence of the Lord is here Jesus is in the house! Give God a hand! Praise God. It's all right. You can give him some praise. It's all right. God is really good. Seven years today, seven years exactly today I was out there. I was out there in the city of San Francisco. I remember I was talking to God, and I said, "Lord, I know what I'm doing out here is not according to your will." I always had that shame to say that I was pimp, you know, and... that's what it is. You're selling women, and they're exchanging sexual favors for money, and I'm taking that money. And I had two women that were in a room, and I remember sitting outside the hotel, and I was talking to God. I said, "God, I know this pretty much not the path that you wanted me to go, but I will gladly and happily die in my sins and go to hell." Sure enough, a week later, a week later, I got -- I haven't seen the streets since. A lot of people come into this thing thinking that we ain't gon' have to bear our own cross. I was looking at even when Jesus was going up to get crucified, and he needed help with the cross, and he called one of the men out. I think one of the men was Simon. He called Simon out. Simon was like, "Man, look. I'm just --" They like, "Man, look. No. Help this man get this cross." And so what that looked like to me was, man, this ain't gon' just be all on him like that. You ain't just finna just -- You not just finna be living off his grace and thinking it's just good and thinking you could just live any type of way because Jesus already did it. That's that cheap grace that my boy was talking about. That's that cheap grace. Oh, is it good to say that Jesus can help us carry our crosses just as well? Praise God. No. He got a question. You're all right. Is it good to say that Jesus can help us our cross just as well? - Yes, sir. Yes, sir. - 'Cause it's similar to what you said how Simon was -- He was just walking by. He said, "No. You going to help Jesus carry this cross." - Yes, sir. - Jesus can help us - carry our cross just as well. - Yes, he can. - Amen. - Yes, he can. - Amen. - Yes, he can. And I thank you for that. - Thank you for that. - I really needed that. - I really needed that. - Praise God. - My cross is heavy right now. - Praise God. My cross is heavy right now. You know what I mean? And I don't mean to disturb anybody or -- Nah, you good. But my cross is heavy right now. Praise God, folks. You in the right place. 'Cause everything that happens is to drive us to God, not away from him. God will put us in situations that either it's gon' break us, or it's gon' make us. So everything that happens to you is by God. Don't run from God. Run to God in the name of Jesus. - Name of Jesus. - In the name of Jesus. - In the name of Jesus. - God is good, man. God is good. God is good. Good morning, everybody. This is "Basketball at the Q" from the San Quentin Sports Network, about to get started with this basketball game. We thank you for this game of basketball that brings us together. In Christ's name, we pray. - Amen. - Amen. Dan feed the ball over to the T.I. And T.I. moves left, sets, fires up a 3-pointer. Count it. Brett all the way to the rim. Oh! That was a grown-man move. Ball tipped out by Twan, comes down to Dan, Dan up front. Here comes Blaine behind -- Oh, Dan with the excellent move, all the way to the rim. Count it, and we got a timeout by the Warriors right there, and they need it. We can't put our heads down if we lose the ball on our feet. We got to stay in this game. Warriors on three. One, two, three. - Warriors! - Warriors! Isaiah with it. This offense looks stagnant. Nobody's moving. Nobody's cutting. Everybody's standing around. Oh! A turnover right here, Irv going the other way. If they make this, I'll put it in the refrigerator. The final score is 90 Imago Dei... That's horrible. ...84 San Quentin Warriors. The Warriors right now are 3-4. We got a coach that's coming in with a new system. Nice defense. When losses start piling up, the coach gets the blame, fairly and unfairly. I know he wants people to buy into, "It's bigger than basketball. Let's share this. Let's share this opportunity." But if you're not winning, nobody's gon' buy into it. Clay put it down hard, backs it back out. Pass goes over to Jasper. Jasper -- Oh, good dime, drop-off, and a bucket. You, stop bringing your man to the ball. Feed the ball into Neil McDeal, another high-arcer, another assist. If they juice themselves up to think that they're better than they are, and then the team comes down the hill and starts smacking you around on the court, you can sit over here on the sideline and get down. This is our court. You have to go out here, step on this court like you the baddest team on the planet, and take it from the opponent. We got to find out how to close, as a team, offensively, defensively, mental mistakes, physical mistakes. We got to make the adjustment. I asked Black if he could share for us today. Everybody smiling because everybody knows that I don't talk much, but I am going to share my story today. - Awesome. - If y'all don't already know, I been incarcerated 21 years for possession of a firearm. I got numerous books. I do a lot of reading. You know, it's mostly novels up here. You know, I got a Spanish-English dictionary, trying to broaden my horizons, learn a new language. It's kind of hard, though. Spanish is very hard. My favorite book is called The Alchemist. It's about this guy who has to cross this vast desert. He started on his journey and say if he makes his journey, he would get fortunes at the end of it. Well, he did get fortunes at the end of it. I don't want to tell anybody the book, if y'all want to research it. He did get fortunes at the end of it, but it's not monetary. Put it that way. It's a great book, because he had difficulty at every stop, so it was -- That's what I kind of related to, because, you know, I walk out of this cell, there is no telling what I may cross -- run across, so, you know, I relate that to everyday life. I am serving a 25-to-life sentence as a three-striker. I was convicted of attempted robbery and a robbery, and now I'm convicted of possession of a firearm. My girlfriend had two kids, so we were taking care of them as a couple. I'm struggling to make ends meet. The environment I lived in, gang-infested. I had no intention to do anything with the gun, having it for protection. Going to the store on my bike. Police pull me over. He catches me with the gun, and I was sentenced to 25-to-life for it. If there were no three-strikes law, the most I could get is 3 years in prison. I've never physically hurt a man in my life, and I get the same sentence as a murderer. The first like 10 years, it was really hard because I knew I didn't deserve this. I was angry every day. I was mad. I didn't want to talk. I was just putting myself in isolation. But how I cope now is moving forward, making myself a better man. What I would need when I get out of here is somebody to take a chance on me, give me that job. I got many skills. I'm not looking for handouts. I will -- willing to work for everything that I do. I mean, I know my heart is pure, and everyone else would know it if you give me that chance. All right, that "Break the Mold," it go like this. I got you. Ooh! All right. That's -- I knew that was harsh. It's good. You're good. Playing with -- for whatever reason you find - not to play with. - No lie. Whatever reason you find not to go to church. Even though we're not judging somebody that -- I know I am so far from perfect But I know I can speak for more than one person When I say I am so tired of hurting We can change the world forever If we come together, we can break the mold Mentally constipated, know my mom, but can't come out Surrounded by cats, some real, some fake Observing way to make them out who's who Really ain't got a clue, man, think it through, cool, man Kicking it like Luke here until you see a few things You see only two lanes, I take her to 2 Chainz Now it's time to change, you part of your crew So I'm trying to break the mold I'm trying to take control, little mind to the masses I won't stop till the deaf can hear me loud and clearly And the blind see it happen And that's deep into rapping I speak out of passion, alive, please feel me We all different, so that really less there But if we come together - Check. - Someday we will be I know I am so far from perfect And I know I can speak for more than one person When I say I am so tired of hurting Mate. Yeah. Bam, how good were you when you were young? Uh, in basketball terms? - In basketball terms. - Um, I don't think -- What kind of potential did you have? I don't think I knew my potential. I think my work ethic was probably my biggest downside. I didn't take anything serious. I come from Compton, but I didn't come from the circumstances where -- that we came out of poverty or anything like that, and so that's why I believe that the choices I made -- It wasn't my circumstance. It was my choices. But to me, even though you know where all your food is coming from, if you're ducking bullets all morning, then it's hard to stay out of -- hard not to pick up a gun. "Somebody's trying to kill me, so I resort to violence because I know somebody's trying to kill me." Okay, but if you're a young man in an inner city, a reason why just some random person want to kill you? All kinds of different reasons. I had a lot of people that wanted to kill me. Okay. It's a struggle... ...as far as me having energy built up and me being frustrated by the things in my surroundings... ...and interacting with people and receiving energy from them and sometimes getting scared or sometimes getting angry. And I control it much better now. Check. I didn't start changing myself till I got to San Quentin, and I got into some of the self-help groups that really made me take a good look at myself. Check. And some of my main problems that I've dealt with are control issues. Today, I still get angry the same way I used to get angry, and I still think about, like, losing it. But in that, I've realized to recognize a blessing, you know, because I'm thinking something, and me thinking something is not going to hurt anybody. In the past, I just bypassed the thought of hurting somebody, and I just hurt somebody. Hey! Hey! Hey! Down! - Get down! - Down on the ground! Down! Look, look. He catching it on -- Alert. Down on the yard. Down! Hey! Down! Get down! Get down! - Down on the yard! - Down! - Get down! - Get down! - Get down now! - Get down! - Get down! - Get down! - Down! - Down! Down! Get down. Down! Down! - Get down! - Get down! Get down, get down, get down, dude. All, down in the yard. We're going to end up having to go in, but I really would like to comment... - Get away! Get away! - ...on circumstances. Yeah. In prison, ironically enough, I come to become very comfortable with my surroundings. For a long time, I was at San Quentin, and I wasn't afraid of anybody doing any physical harm to me, because I knew I was out here doing the right thing. But these guys are just coming in, and they're attacking people at random. I'm frustrated by the situation right now. I'm scared for some of the guys on my team. I'm scared for myself. Attention on the yard, we're back to normal program. So I have to acknowledge a physical threat, and that's scary, because my body still responds to a physical threat in the same ways that it used to respond to a physical threat, and I get tense, and, you know, my blood starts pumping. And before I know it, I'm ready to protect myself, and I might not need to. And today, that's very dangerous for me. Together we can break the mold Product of my environment At least that's the way it's told And you don't plan for retirement When you programmed to blow grams and sell dope Till the day that you're gone, bro I swear it's so cold when you got to call home A place where you grow thinking hope is a joke And everybody broke thinking that's how it go for some I know I am so far from perfect But I know I can speak for more than one person When I say I am so tired of hurting We could change the world forever If we come together, we can break the mold I been playing ball since I was 6 years old. That was something that just stuck. In high school, I played for a team called Atlanta Celtics -- Dwight Howard. You got guys like J.R. Smith. I played with a lot of those guys. Freshman year, I would play varsity. My 11th-grade year, I did really, really well. I got recruited by Cal State Northridge, which is Division I, down in South California. And so I get out to California. The offer in Cal State Northridge, the coach came to me. It was during a Christmas break. He said he had some bad news. The school decided, with the coaching staff, they was going in a whole different direction, and he was one of the guys that got laid off. And it just shattered me. It broke me. Like, my whole dream was Division I. I felt like that was my only opportunity to get to the NBA. When it happened, it just put me in a place where I was kind of, like, discouraged, so kind of got out in the streets a little bit and started getting introduced to some other realms of life. Ended up getting a summer gig working as a bouncer at the strip club in Frisco. So... I was involved with a female. It was a bit of an unhealthy relationship. And I'm at the club, and at the time, I'm working. I'm a floor manager. I was running the stage show. And she comes down to the area I was working at, and she was drunk. You know, we just have a little, casual conversation, and the next thing you know, she pulled out a bottle. And so I took the bottle from her. I said, "Come on. Let's go outside." So we go outside. When we go outside, I basically was like, "Look, so, you drunk, you know? You need to just shut it down for the night, you know? Go back to the hotel, and I'm-a meet up with you later, 'cause you doing too much." She basically like, "No. I'm not going to the hotel. I'm not doing that" you know, all type of stuff. And so I'm like, "You know what? Give me my keys. Give me my keys to the spot. You can just do you," and she like, "No. You not finna kick me out, and all this money I gave to you, give -- Well, give me my money." I'm like, "I'm not giving you no money, but get out my spot, though." She wouldn't give me the keys. I force myself to snatch her purse where my keys was at, and when I for-- Just one bad, irrational decision. I accidentally push her to the ground. I was sentenced to 8 years, 8 months for domestic violence. Harry was probably my happiest child. I have three children. Harry was always just happy-go-lucky. So, he's about 3 or 4 in this picture, so this would have been around the time his dad passed away. I worked night shift when I first came down here so I could get my kids ready for school in the morning and be at home for them when they got home from school. And the reason I moved to day shift -- 'cause Harry was sneak-- got older, started sneaking out at night, like, when he was like 12, 13. So, these are the crazy pictures. I have no idea who this person is. He just wants to be, like, in the in-crowd. He wanted to be, you know, associated with all the cool people. And you wonder what's going on with him. Is everything okay? When he got arrested, it just really, like, just hurt me. It just rocked me to my core, and I just fell into, like, a deep depression. All I could do was go home and get into bed. I didn't even understand what was going on. Oh, Jesus. I did not want my son to go to prison. I didn't understand how it had gotten to that point. I didn't see how anything good could ever come out of it. I just didn't understand at all. The lifestyle that I was living, I have to be honest and be accountable for the role that I played being a womanizer, being a manipulator, and just being a person that just used people. The transition for me going into prison was, like, unlike any other transition I ever had to deal with. But when I got to San Quentin, I was able to really just fully step into the fullness of what everything God has called me to be. I thank God for San Quentin, 'cause this is a place where you can truly, truly rehabilitate and apply the life skills that they teaching you into your real-life, everyday walk. And good evening, everyone. Welcome to Game 3. Golden State won Games 6 and 7 in the conference finals and 1 and 2, so they're feeling confident about themselves, and they're playing some really good basketball. JaVale McGee rolls to the basket, throws it down. Oh! Going across the lane, pops back out. Here comes LeBron James. 18 on the shot clock in the front court. George Hill with it. Cross-court basket -- Oh! Rejected by JaVale McGee on that play! We just in the gym, watching the game, had most of the fellas show up, and we got the LeBron fan club over there. James up and under, throws it, off the backboard! Oh, my God! Let's go! - What a score... - Let's go! ...for the Cavaliers. Here we go. Where you at, Curry? Show up! That's money right there. He home. Warriors come in here and show us so much love. I show them love back. I love them for what they do for us. Knocks it down, Kevin Durant for 27, - and it's a 2-point game. - Yeah, baby! Yeah! That's what he do! I want LeBron to win this 'cause I want more basketball. You want him to win this game, or you want him to win the series? This game, not the series. This game. I want Golden State to win it all, in 7, though. Last-second shot. Oh! You know, all of us is missing our families, so being part of this team is like an extended family. It gives us a sense of purpose and togetherness. Look, he grabbing him. Look at this. - Oh, come on, man. - He grabbing him. Man, that's not a foul -- Bonding on this team is a living organism. No, no, no, no, no. That's exactly how you be looking in the game, though, same move. Same reaction, same response, - everything. - Same reaction. In prison, you're in tight quarters, and you get to know more people more than just on the streets, you know, run into a guy, work with a guy, and go home. You're not getting away from this guy. Hey, coach? You got enough for the youngster over there? I have a support system there. I can go to any one of these guys and talk about what I'm going through. Me and Black and ATL, those are the two that I say are there for me the most, and that's what a family does. Shot clock at 5. Kevin Durant way outside. Delivers! Kevin Durant from downtown! Warriors! What you think about that shot, LeBron? Well, uh, Kevin Durant's a great player. Uh... He makes unbelievable shots. Tonight, uh, yeah, they were the better team. Uh... I really wish I had some help. Hey, ask him if he gon' stay, too! Warriors! Starting five for the San Quentin Warriors -- Harry Smith, AKA the Phenom. We gon' get on these dudes right away. We gon' apply maximum pressure. - One, two, three. Warriors! - Warriors! It's game time, y'all. Dale the funky basketball player for a deep 3! - In the face. - Turn it up! - Let's go! - The game is over with. The San Quentin Warriors take down Lincoln Hill. Nice game. Nice game. So, what's up with the Warriors, man? - They 6 and 4. - They 6 and 4. They're playing a lot better. You know, I was real critical of the coaches, but you starting to see it offensively work. They starting to buy into it. Everybody's watching you under the microscope, so I need you to support me in between the lines, right? If you just trust me, you know what I mean? Just trust me. Let's take it, bro. - Let's go. - Let's take this. ATL is the LeBron James of this yard. He's the one they worry about. He's the one they talk about. He's the one they got to double-team. The problem is, he can be more than what he is. - That's true. - He can be more. You got to play with your team. Drops a dime off. Oh! And he went in and bashed on it! With Cutty playing, with Ant being back, Black, right, best scorer on the yard, this team is probably the most talented all around. - On the reverse. Oh! - Let's go! But hold on, but when they got real tests, - they got torched. - You sound like - you hating right now. Really. - Nah. I'm disappointed. ATL with it, pivot inside, throw it up in the air. - Nice goal. Nice finish. - 2, 1! Zero! 98 to 84. The San Quentin Warriors pulled this game out. Team looking good, bro. - We been working. - You doing your thing. - We been working hard. - I can tell. I can tell. - I can tell, man. - We been working hard. Appreciate you guys. So, you getting ready to go home pretty soon. How are you feeling about all of that? I mean, I'm ready to go home, you know, but little anxiety around just -- 'Cause I'm going home. I'm not -- I'm not a kid no more. That's right. You're not. What's your greatest concern about leaving here? I just -- I really don't want to fail. I really don't want to fail. And... prison's just stripped so much of my prime away from me. Yeah. I think, ATL, if you don't make it in the NBA, if you don't get the opportunity to play overseas, you want to be a husband. You want to be a father. All that. Yeah, so, I mean, just think of that. I mean, if you have -- If you're a husband and a father and you fulfill those responsibilities, that's great accomplishment. 'Cause my daughter is somebody that I feel like that -- At one point, she was the only reason I was living. I hope she just, you know, can forgive me... - Mm-hmm. - ...to just give me a chance... - Mm-hmm. - ...to just, you know, be a father. One of my dreams that's always kept me making the right decisions in here is the day that I actually get to reunite with my daughter. My daughter doesn't know who I am. She doesn't know that I exist, and I don't really know where she's at. I know she's in Atlanta. But wherever you are, I want you to know that I love you, and I'm coming home, and I'm sorry. There's that struggle between being who he is and then saying that he wants to be this person but still wanting that time for himself. He struggles with just the thought of failure. I just want him to live in his destiny, who he is as a man. Tomorrow, it's going down. The biggest event on the yard, man, the Warriors is coming in. When they come in, that's our game. That's our championship game. The game against the Golden State Warriors is the game of the year. It's what they work up to all season long. A lot of our guys, this is the greatest opportunity they'll ever had to play basketball in life, let alone in prison. Let's bring it in. We got 22, 25 people, and I got to make the decision on who's wearing these 12 jerseys. The biggest draw, the biggest crowd, everything is magnified. Everything is intensified. Just a couple of reminders before we go -- Don't let your guard down. Still is a prison. You don't want to go wandering off by yourself. We're not playing against Steph Curry. We're not playing against Kevin Durant, but we're playing against the front-office staff. We're playing against the coaches. Those guys are not slouches. I'm going to definitely say that Cutty is going to play tomorrow because Cutty went to the hole for some that he didn't do. Just for them to even care, you know, show that type of attention to those who are behind these walls, man, that's a blessing right there. Walt. Ant. Black. These guys know us by first and last name. Basketball did that. They came in for a game and met a friend. And the last jersey is going to go to Harry. Harry is going home on Friday, and that is a really big deal. I also know that he has a lot of opportunity ahead of him. I'm hoping that he gets a tryout with the Golden State Warriors' D League affiliate. He wants it bad, and he knows that this is his only opportunity to make it happen. No guarantees, but this is an opportunity that touches one in millions upon millions of people, and he's going to be the one. One, two, three. Warriors! - ATL! - All day! - All day! - They stupid. Yeah, yeah, definitely. - Yeah. - Welcome to San Quentin. You ever done anything like this before? I mean, I've been to prison before, but not like... This is a little bit different. Yeah, not like this. It looks crazy. Because I got a really big team And they need some really big rings They need some really nice things Better be coming with no strings Better be coming with no strings We need some really big rings I got a really big team Man, what a time To be alive You and yours Verse me and mine And I got a really big team And they need some really big rings Better be coming with no strings We need some really nice things We need some really big rings We need some really nice things Give it up for the San Quentin Warriors! I got a really big team Man, what a time San Francisco right here in the building! Everybody in the middle! Coach, can you come and say a few words, Coach? Yeah. Yeah. Like he said, my name is Aaron Miles. I'm the head coach of the Santa Cruz Warriors, Golden State's G League team. Be honest with y'all, I got a older brother that's been locked up and in prison, and when he was going to get out, I was questioning, like, what was he going to do, man? It's like his whole life, he was in the streets gangbanging, selling drugs, pimping, so I was nervous for him, but he's out, man, doing great, man, and I just say that just to encourage you guys, man, to stay focused because no matter what anybody out there saying about you guys, man, there's something special meant for you when y'all get out, and I'm going to keep praying for you guys, man. Let's go, Coach! Here we go! Up out of the tip, go up and down, Jesse Blue with it. Let's go! Work it! Jack that thing up. Feed the ball over to Half Man, half amazing. He's looking at Khalid like he's fresh meat. Go. Work him. Pull up, Jay. Pound it. There it is. He's on the move, ball to Dr. Khalid... Go catch it, Harry! Go catch it! ...down to the baseline. Oh! And rejected by the Phenom, big-man move up in there. That was real beast-y. You got to box him out, Nate. Up to the Phenom, here is the matchup. DeMarco look at him like, "I can handle that guy." This game is on! On the drop. Throw it up. Yeah, that was in your face again. That was in your face again, you bum. Yeah. Stop turning the ball over, man. Why we dribbling into four people? It's not... I'm working too hard, these games we play. Hey. He's right. We got to be aggressive at the same time. I understand that, but I had a straight line to the basket, CD. We're good. Let's be smart. No turnovers like that. Turn it up. Stop crying, you bum. You're going to sit with the rookie. - Heck yeah! - Yeah! Please! Come up in here with that soft Oh. You going to get me sent to the hole. The Golden State Warriors, three championships in the last four seasons. But don't get it confused. This ain't the NBA. This is San Quentin. - Nick, I'm here. - DeMarco with the ball. Oh, nice, Rockman hit it and goes off the back. It's all you. Shoot that. Shoot that. Oh, and Captain Kirk, a deep three-point exfoliation on that one. Feed the ball to Swaggy. He grabs it and say, "Get that out of here." Robert Lee is horrible. Try to feed the ball up court. Here comes Nick Curry. Fires that one up. In the face. There we go! That's Nick Curry, son of Steve. Oh, DeMarco going to work on the Phenom, throws it up off the glass and in. There you go. Yeah, DeMarco. DeMarco steps inside, nice pivot move. Harry, you better guard him! - Let's go. - There with the double-team. DeMarco fires up a three. Oh, in the face. Harry, listen. Do not leave Chris DeMarco. - Yeah. - Don't switch off of him. He's just hedging! You got to step up and stop the penetration. Body him. Stay with him. I don't care where he goes. Beat the out of him. Ball game! DeMarco with the ball, it's showtime. Harry, get inside him! DeMarco on the move. Oh. All the way to the rim, no good. Nice boy! Get on that! Half Man, Half Amazing coming the other direction. - Push! - Go, go, go, go! Fires that up, oh, off the glass. The bank was open on that. - Nice. - Come on! - Yeah! - Your game is garbage. You are who we thought you were! DeMarco put it on the ground, on the drive, put it up and in, another grown man moving. He said something to somebody who was talking crazy to him. Boo! Down, Lloyd go... oh, and good cut to the basket. - Yes, sir. - Oh! We got a game right here. We're getting into crunch time. This is where everything counts. Feed the ball, VTSV over the curl, fires that one up. The veteran. Nice move, boy! We got a six-point game right here with 3 minutes left! - Come hustle! - See the ball! This is where it always falls apart for the Warriors. Can they hold it out? The Phenom with it, this is who you want with the ball. Shot is up. No good, in and out, heartbreak. - Oh. - Oh, man! One minute! One minute! With 1 minute left in the game... - Play D! - ...here comes DeMarco leading the fast break, cross court, goes over. Young Kirk fires it up. Oh! And now we got a game late. Listen. Listen. It's simple. It's who wants it more? It's going to come down to wanting it right now. That's what's going to win us the game, wanting it right now, not later. Don't make the moment too big. We've done this thousands of times. This is just a day we win right here. We ain't losing nothing. We got this. Let's go. Warriors! The crowd is getting antsy. This game can go either way right now. The Missile brings it up, just Davis on him again. Go to work, boy. Feed the ball out to the Phenom. Make a move, Harry! Comes the Phenom with the ball. - Wow! - Good move, man! - Yeah! - The franchise is back! Nice move, Harry! He can't hold you! Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! Let's finish this, man. Come on, man. 14 seconds on the clock, 13. 13, 12, 11... There's a double-team. Turnover right there. Here comes the Phenom on the move. The Phenom puts it up and in. Give it up for the San Quentin Warriors with the score 93 to 88. This is a back-to-back victory. Nobody has ever won back-to-back. - Good game, man. - Thank you. Last one, huh? You know, we had ups and downs the whole season, but some of the guys has worked really hard for this moment. How do you feel about ATL? Of course I'm going to miss him. Hey, if we can, fellas, let's get in a circle! I'm very happy to see him leaving prison, and I'm only going to miss him for a while because I'm going to chase you out of here, but go ahead, Harry. Man, I don't know what to say, man. I'm at a loss for words, man. It's bittersweet. Definitely with this program, it's been huge in my life, man. It was the first time I played, you know, up under a coach, man, that was really more concerned with character-building, you know, and teaching life skills through the sport of basketball, so I learned a lot in here, more than I probably would've ever learned playing basketball on the streets, man, so I definitely appreciate you, man. Y'all really my family, bro. You know what I mean? All of y'all, bro, I'm going to miss y'all, man. Stand together. Stand together. Give it up for ATL! Give it up for ATL! He's ending on this high note, but I hope it is not his last game in a Warriors jersey. That's how I feel. Kent and I want to talk to you real quick. All right. Last year, you asked me about the G League tryout. Yeah. Yeah. Well, we happen to have a tryout next Sunday. It's a private workout. I'm not just inviting you because. Yeah. Like, it's going to be real players out there. It's going to be tough, so you're going to have a short period of time to get ready for it. - All right? - Yeah. But if you still want to do it, we got a spot for you. Definitely, definitely. I'm going to work my behind off, man. - I got you. - All right. - Yes, sir. - No promises. You're going to have to earn the training-camp spot. No, no, no. I'm... Yeah, yeah. - All right. - No, no. Yes, sir. - See you next Sunday then. - Yes, sir. Okay. Hit me up when you get out. - I will. - Then we'll talk. They did it too, bro. They said, "Sunday." - That's what I'm talking about. - Yeah. That's what I'm talking about. Cutty! Cutty! Hey, where's that trophy at? Two pictures, and we out! Guys, one. You guys ready? Here we go! One, two... So, wow, this day is finally here. - Yeah. - Yeah. And can I just say how proud I am of everything that you've done? I'm going to be all right. I can make a declaration right now to you that I'm going to do the right thing, and I'm going to live right, and I'm going to walk and live according to the standard that you poured into me and that you showed me. That's serious, and I love you so much, and I just want to make you proud, and I hope I do that. You will. I know that you will. Thank you, ATL. - All right, Mom. - Thank you. Okay. There is a need in prisons to have a place where you put bad, bad guys who want to do bad, bad things, to keep those guys separated from other people. But also it has to be a place that offers people the opportunity to reclaim themselves. The perception is that, once a guy is in prison, he's locked away, and you won't have to deal with him no more, but that's not necessarily true. I'll see you out there. We'll hang out. And we hooping. And we going to get... For sure, we going to put our team together, our own together. In the state of California, nearly 90% of the people who are incarcerated, they're returned to the community, and they live next to you. They're passing you on the sidewalk in the city. And so how do you want the guy to return? Do you want a guy who's been locked away in the box with bad, bad dudes and honing in bad, bad dude skills? Or do you want a guy who we've given all the opportunities to educate himself, to gain some employable skills, to figure out where he went wrong? How do you want a guy to return? Really appreciate you, bro, from day one since I got off. Like I told you, you the first person to give me my first pair of basketball shoes, bro. I'm praying to God, brother, that they let you up out of here, man. Either way, we do good work in here. We done changed the life that we live. - Yeah. - And now, just day to day, just take advantage of the blessings that are here. Yeah. - I love you. - I love you too, bro. Hope has real currency inside of a person. Man, just to have just some of it, it means a lot. Today, I've been incarcerated 13 years for the murder of Timothy Griffith. I'm expecting to go to the Board of Parole at the end of the year. I do believe that people can change. I really do. I also believe that there's something about a person who can take another person's life, and I don't know if that can change, and I believe that there should be programs in jails and in prisons to help people, but that's what it should do is help you while you remain in prison. Today, I feel great deals of guilt and regret and shame around my actions that night and other incidents where I was extremely violent in my life. I know I won't get those moments back, and in my present, I'm afforded great opportunity. I feel a big responsibility to reach out to people that are in similar situations because I feel like if I can reach somebody like me, then I can save somebody like Timothy, and if I can reach somebody that looks like me and save them from themselves, then that's my responsibility. It's not an opportunity for me. It's my responsibility. Harry Smith. 8-2-13-law, 6-law, 8-law, I have one under escort from 8-2 to R and R. When you get out, you're not that important no more. You just blend in with the rest of the 7 billion people in the world. In the Bible, it says that many are called, but few are chosen, so I feel that as I'm getting closer and closer to the house, I feel more of an anxiety, more of a weight. We just hope that you guys haven't given up on us. We're sorry for what we done. And we're still here. What's your last name? 350, Smith. - Mr. Smith? - Yes, sir. CDC number? AF2744. - Date of birth? - 12-13-'86. - And county you're heading to. - San Francisco. All right. Copy of your parole instructions. - Thank you. - How you doing, bro? - All right. - Yes, sir. Yes, sir. It's that day. Yeah. Ooh, wee. Mr. Smith, there's your dress ups. - There's that for you. - Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I can put this on right now, huh? I'm pretty sure you can. All right. Ready? Put on a pair of Js, man. Yeah, this is it right here. How does that feel, Harry? Feel like freedom. It feel good. I like this. Damn! Let's show my boy out. You stupid. Yes, sir. - Get up, man. - Dang, bro. Nah, it's good. - Man. - Nah, man. Nah, nah, nah. You stupid. All right. Look, look, look, look, look. That ain't even a shirt. Look, look, look, look, look. Okay. Okay. Yeah, just in case. Yeah. Just in case. That's your tiny brother shirt, bro. - But... - This is not cool. This what they doing over there. No, because you don't go out there doing what they doing. Yeah, you ain't tripping off the shoes though, bro. - Can I get some... - Nah, those clean. Can I get some shoe cam? Yeah, no, this... No, and a V-neck at that? - "And a V-neck at that." - You don't do V... Come on. You grown. You see how he going out casual. You know, he understand, but he been here a little bit longer. You know what I mean? No, we'll see. You talking it right now. - You'll see. - Love you, man. - I love you too, brother. - All right. Enjoy. - Hey, what... - Enjoy it. What... You got to leave something, bro. No, you don't need anything. Forget this place, man, for real. Forget this place. All right? - All right. - All right. - Yeah. - All right, man. What old boy saying, "Forget about all this," that's what... I don't really agree with that. You don't never want to forget this. - Mnh-mnh. - No. I won't never forget this, ever. All right. You guys can grab your stuff. All right, bro. - Yep. - Love you, bro. - Love you. - Take it easy, brother. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Good luck out there. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. ATL! Bro, I love y'all, man! Going without saying bye, huh? Do good things out there, man. Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Tell Brother Harris I love him. All right. I will. All right? Because I didn't get to see him last night. Control, this is three five one. I got three going out on parole. Control copy, three five one. Aah! Look at there. Ma! Harry! Hey! Oh, Jesus! Thank you, Lord! Glory, glory, glory, glory! They can't hold me, bro. Thank you. Mm-hmm. Harry. Thank you, Lord. I know, man. Yes. There you go. It's over now, Mom. It's only beginning, Felisha. - It's really good. - It's just the beginning. It's just the beginning. This is just the beginning. I'm glad I got my brother back. Thanks for coming out. I know some of you guys came from all over the place. Just so are aware, all of you guys were invited. This was an invite-only workout. If you can make it to the Santa Cruz roster, we're thinking about what we can do with the Golden State Warriors, and that's the opportunity that you guys are all looking for. Won't somebody tell me And answer if you can I want someone to tell me What is the soul of a man? First off, fellas, man, way to compete. We appreciate you guys coming out here. Understand that it's not always going to go your way, but how you handle it and how you deal with it is important. I want someone to tell me Answer if you can I want someone to tell me What is the soul of a man? I've traveled different countries I've traveled in furthest lands I haven't found one to tell me What is the soul of a man? I want someone to tell me Answer if you can I want someone to tell me What is the soul of a man? Mm Won't somebody tell me? I want someone to tell me Answer if you can I want someone to tell me What is the soul of a man? What is the soul of a man? Ooh Ooh What is the soul of a man? Ooh What is the soul of a man? Mm Yeah A lot things aren't the same no more Can't play my life like a game no more I wasn't ready when it rained But it's funny how times change And now it's time for the game And everybody knows my name It's funny how times change Ugh Funny how times change I was fornicating with four women I'm living life, time change Because yesterday, I wasn't living right I was mobbing, it wasn't conscious But my honest decision that led me to something I can fathom like 9 years in prison But now that I'm listening I'm loving my new prosperous vision Old furniture, no love Had me feeling indignant, I had to disregard Because people change up like the weather When they show me the cold shoulder - I just put on a sweater - Yeah Now things ain't the same no more Can't play my life like a game no more Huh, I wasn't ready when it rained But it's funny how times change And now I'm on top of the game And everybody knows my name - Yeah - Huh It's funny how times change It's funny how times change Hmm Yeah |
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