Suicchi o osu toki (When I Kill Myself) (2011)

To stop the increasing suicide rate
of teenagers
The so called "Y.S.C." suicide suppression
project was founded.
Number 97.
Noo~!
To the kids who underwent surgery
A "switch" was given.
Yaaa!
Help, help...
With the collected data,
the state of mind of the children are investigated.
Living test subjects count 6
When I press the switch
Why so suddenly...
We dont know what to do.
Also to get the children to suicide
is not that simple.
Wasn't this project begun because
they do easily suicide.
Even I am giving my best.
You're streching our kindess year for year,
what exactly do you do there
Anyways... i will have it now
according to our plan.
Father, mother,
itadakimasu (thanks for the meal).
Wait,where is your "itadakimasu"?
Itadakimassu
Im sorry..
Today my mother isn't well...
Probably.... getting made a tasty..
Show it!
And then...
I got it made especially...
Don't speak to yourself!
You're noisy, shut up and eat!
Great eh.
They would be proud eh.
How this is for mental state...
Is that mama eh?
Mama: its lonely eh, kisses.
What's this !?
You have been writing such stuff.
This is... yours?
These are for finding the suicide reason..
THATS the approved reason!
I'm very sorry.
If you're understanding that...
hurry up and die!
And properly...
Draw a cow.
Do it properly!
Ah, he needed until yesterday
Hei Ryota!
Look, its empty.
Hello!
Is the secretaries room... over there?
Thank you.
And still 6...
Sendai aah youre from niigata, Minami ?
You were sent to a lot of places.
Just do nothing.
If something happens i have to shoulder it.
Eating times are 7, 12 and 18 o'clock.bring em back
at 20. study time is automatic per bell. also...
Did they really live here for 7 years?
Only they are tough... at the beginning it were 40.
Everyone pressed the switch in the first year.
Well its good money so i stay,
but its an unpleasant job.
Almost no time, youre together
with them for 24 hours.
Also almost no long holidays..
Here is No. 67.
Thank you for before, whats your name?
Number 67.
Name...
I'm Minami Youhei, nice to meet ya!
Hei, everything gets recorded.
Whats so urgent?
Whats your name ?
No.3 . Take care cause he is the brutal one.
Nice to meet you.
Good evening.
Is this... your father and mother ?
You better stop..
They poke you from behind.
Even though their body has grown,
in mind they are still grade schoolers.
You're good at drawing eh.
Who likes Mangas ?
What about those ?
Pencils...
Ehm also... this here
If youre not playing... should i play !?
I mixed some flour sweat into the stew,
if there people who hate it?
Its tasty!
Probably also there is poison in it!
Why should there be.
Itadakimasu.
Naota, hand it over, GIVE IT TO ME!
Need seconds ?
Bring your plates, there is more for everyone.
Whats up Takamiya san
I'm No. 67.
Takamiya Masami san.
I'm Number 67.
Dont be afraid.. its ok.
Because.. I don't approve such an experiment.
Children of 10 years who aren't to blame
and can't run
To insert a device that destroys the heart.
And let them suicide.
And to discover the reason...
Is this what a country should do...
Youre not here because you want to,
isn't it so !?
Minami san...
Did read that very good.
Whats this..
Hurry up and clean!
I will get us liquor...
They will get angry at us from such stuff.
It's ok!
Noo it's not!
From today on you will do the outer lookout.
We had no outside guard so its perfect timing...
Its an important job... good luck.
A new person came. Cheerful person.
nice person... suspicious
Father. mother.
See you tomorrow.
Good night.
I found them!
The letters to you.
From your mother and father.
To Aiko
One week has passed .. since you were taken.
Mom and Dad think everyday only of you.
I hope youre healthy.
Mom and Dad belive so and go everyday to the public office
begging so you can come home soon.
They clean, and keep your room intact.
It feels as if youre studying.
Ai chan
Ai chan, i want to meet you!
I want to embrace you!
Let me hear what they send.
To Aiko.
Today is Ai chan's 16th bithday.
Also this year do Mom and Dad celebrate
Al chan's birthday.
Also I wanted Ai chan. And i begged Dad
multiple times for a small dog.
And finally a very cute female dog
came into our house.
And also ...
A child was born.
A very cute girl.
Her name is Manami
She has the same sign like Ai chan.
Ai chan.
I call her Ai chan
She is cute.
Mom and Dad haven't forgotten you.
Its not like they wanted a replacement,
they probably wait forever for your return.
I wanted you to understand.
Its probably hard for your Mom and Dad.
Good night.
Am I not needed anymore?
DON'T ABANDON ME!
Can't you sleep?
Dont die!
FATHER, MOTHER!
I will protect you all.
Good night.
See you tomorrow.
Here we say "see you tomorrow".
See you tomorrow.
Its 5 years ago since we saw this car.
Whats with Minami san...
Who knows..
Suicide data of a 17 year old isn't that valuable.
Isn't that even a first time in japan.
When i do it...
You seem to missunderstood something!
Excuse me, I will call back.
Let me go!
Behave!
You again!?
If you wanna go out, PRESS THE SWITCH!
Please stop, stop.
I will report this!
Are you alright? Where is medical room?
Are you alright?
I never begged you to help me.
See you tomorrow.
She is...
In a center...
Probably before i was taken here,
She was taken away..
At Haruka's birthday,
They suddenly came.
You will be taking part in the teenagers
suicide experiment as a test subject.
I will rescude her..
I promised that no matter what
I will come to help her.
Who would have though that also us
would be in this situation.
Thats why ... the letters..
The director told me...
That the center she is in was shut down.
As if i would be frightened by that,
Haruka is waiting for me.
I will go now there and give it to her.
Come tomorrow at 3 to the place with the stairs.
As i expected she is still alive eh.
I told you there is now way she would press the switch.
Wheres her answer ?
It's my fault, all my fault...
Why, did you do something to Haruka?
I gave her the letter...
And ?
Haruka read it and....
This is...
No, no this isn't Haruka's.
No, no its not!?
Isn't it wrong!?
Say something!
Haruka Yada: passed away
Lie!
Lie, its a lie!
Why, why Haruka!
You were, Haruka's hope.
People don't die while being in despair...
When they lose their hope,
they give up on something.
How did you get that!
Exactly who are you?
What's going on...
So suddenly.
Masami?
Did you know that these experiments
are ending.
Will we also be shutdown?
I will be able to return to Tokyo!
Coming!
I will completly support you!
I happened to be on a business trip nearby..
It's alright...
We wont press it no matter what.
Wont we?
Who's hope was this?
From the children who died 6 years ago...
The results of this experiment are superb.
Well we're already been doing it for 10 years..
Teenage suicides have decreased..
The politicians are also happy.
We found a pattern in the suicide of the children.
Its already a requirement for teachers to know that data.
Everything thanks to the sacrifices
of the children
For you...
For you at least... i want you to
become happy
Its finishes fast...
Because there are only 4 plates.
How is it outside?
For example whats famous on TV ?
I don't watch TV...
Ah i guess i will help you with the cooking...
It will become tasty if you add some spices.
And also ... this.
Don't tell the director.
Ah, she can laugh!
So, let's do it!
What are you two doing?
Food!
Whats that?
Seasoning!
This will become tasty.
If we have some ingredients,
I can make you something.
Look at this!
Hiro wrote Haruka letters...
You know that.
Yes.
Hiro gave you this, isn't that so.
Then why did you threw it away!
I took it with me.
That Haruka is in a center isn't she?
Then isn't she dead already?
And also the day Aiko pressed the switch,
you also were in her room.
What did you do?
What did you tell Aiko!
Nothing in particular...
From the start you came here to kill us!
Why should i!
We did survive 7 years together!
And suddenly 2 died!
Isn't that abnormal!
You made Hiro and Aiko press the switch!
You're wrong!
Who is next? Nozomi?
Isn't that your style to pick one after another?
Do you believe that story?
I said it should be shredded
But this girl....
Now, lets press the switch!
Why are you living?
You are here for a suicide experiment!
You have worth because you die!
Isn't it so?
Where is that switch?
Dont' come! stop!
Thats dangerous!
Murder is a crime! suicide is fine though.
Whats this...
Why?
A switch!
Whats this S?
Sendai...
then .... 10 is ?
The prolonging of the anti suicide project was dropped.
we have to end the experiment till next year.
I made a pledge to let all remaining participants go.
But, it was turned down.
They said "we can't let them out alive"
But at least, i want to save you!
One of us....
Don't compare me to you!
Anyway isn't it your lie out in the open.
But youre different!
You have no hope, thats why you don't despair!
You won't ever press that!
You can do it!
Because you are the person
who has seen many suicide!
I'm different.
What's that?
Return it!
I made 10 YEARS!
Most died in the first year.
I made it all this time alone!
Even 10 years...
Teenage sucicide have increased? as if I care,
just go off and die!
I want to live!
But still... just cause of that.... why..
Why am I force to think about death!
Just die!
Stop it!
I want to live!
I want to LIVE!
TO LIVE!
LIVE, TO LIVE! TO LIVE! TO LIVE!!
To live...
To live
Live...
Stop.
Stop it! STOP IT!
STOOOP IT!
We also want to live!
Just cause of this reason..
See you tomorrow...
Lets all meet here...
Kimiyaki
Hei, what are you doing!
If i kill some people, I can go out!
Return it.
Return it, RETURN IT!
I can go out if I do that.
Stop it!
Don't interfere!
Will do to you at last nozomi!
I can do you anytime anyways...
there is no way to you get out like this.
I CAN. ANYHOW I WILL GET OUT HERE
Return it.
Im still...
Return it
Please...
Hasami.
Ryouta...
Ryouta...
We told us "if we exchange it we won't press it"
Right after we came here.
To exchanged the switches....
Must report this.
(TODO)
I heard about you.
Now that they now, there is
nothing more you can do isn't there?
What are you doing about that?
I hear it all from the director...
Did he tell you to observe me?
In the case of death due to the refusing of food,
will be noted as suicide.
I have always lived in a beautiful world..
But..
I was dirty.
Chiyo, it's not your fault.
You did save me! Didn't you.
I ...
Did the same thing as you.
Please press that.
Please!
Let's run!
But...
Saroto
Wait!
There are on the second floor
Wait!
Sagamoto san do you have the keys to the gate?
What are you thinking?
That's really dangerous!
Where are they? can you hear me!?
Even as this plan goes too far.
Running from here, is bad!
People with a switch...
Hurry up and return to your rooms..
Or...
Press the switch!
Idiot!
I didn't wanted to shoot!
This is...
Keep yourself together!
Can you go?
Hei are you ok!?
Hei keep yourself together!
When i finally got the chance to run...
You get going!
I'm sorry..
Don't die!
Naoto!
Wake up! Wake up!
Let's go.
LET's GO!
No
No
Let's go!
We have to go!
Pull yourself together.
Open up!
Open up!!
Find your happines.
Its warm
Its tasty
I'm very sorry
I have informed the police
They are precious test subjects
Just do as i tell you.
It's school..
It's a school!
The train tracks go on..
Wherever to
Over everything
To a distant city
Our...
Spirits dreaming trip
Together
As i thought
Its my elementary school!
Mom...
Good morning
Good morning
...Let's get high! it's like a dream!...
Hei!
Follow me!
You too
There's no out, let's escape out the front!
Those cloth are bad, change to this!
Come on, here!
That's a mobile radio, you will need it!
And also...
You know, i also have children...
Thank you very much
Hurry up!
Isn't she there?
Your mother
Let's go meet her
Sakuya, the whereabouts of the runaways
from YSC are not yet know.
The police continue to search in the city...
The subjects are at the moment ... the young .. witness ...
They are no criminal offenders!
I beg you to notify the police at hand!
That's why I'm telling you we're going
to catch them!
Mom!
Hei!
See you...
Tomorrow
Kimiyaki!
It's tasty...
As i thought
Is there something else you want to eat?
I have got any food in the frigde.
Mother eat something too...
Together with me
Itadakimasu!
Ah, I forgot ice cream
I've got to buy chocholate flavored
Mom!
Mom
You've gotten big
Thank you
Mom
It's all good now
You do know GPS, right?
Satellites..
Didnt you wanted to eat something like these
Here, Masami Takamiya
It's alright
I didnt know which one to buy,
so i just got one type.
Hard to eat
All cow meat
Those are not good for the heart
But you're really execptional
Just one left
It's not like that Masami-san
Ain't it great
if she dies you're free to go
I'm happy I chose you
You're wrong
It's different
Have you counted the people till now?
Do you remember everyones face ?
You know, you can't run from
yourself anymore
Masami-san
Masami-san
Cause those 3 days
I...
Had fun
Masahare Takada
Riko Takahashi
Kaori Ita
Yuta Yoshida
Ochi Haraashi
Kazumi Ohihara
Tanibutsu
Because there is hope
One falls in despair
Push it!
Push it for me
It's not your fault
Just for a little bit longer
Let's try to live
So awful
You know
Over those hills
I wonder what there is
Where does it go..
Is Hokkaido far ?
In the past my parents took me there
There was Lavender
Lavenda?
A purple colored flower
It was growing all over there
Endlessly
Sounds nice
When we go there what do you wanna do?
Hmm, school ?!
Me too! I also want to go to school
Middle school
High school
Ah, but we have to start with junior school
Let's go
Junior school and also middle school
Let's go together
That man just now..
Wasn't from the police
See you tomorrow
Ready....
GO
Another time!
Duck!
Goat's
Masami-san
Just call me Masami
Masami
Thank you
What's so special about you?
Well I fulfilled my responsibilities
Masami
Strech out your arm
It's warm
Warm
Ryohei
I
Am happy
Thank you
Ne
Hm?
See you tomorrow
See you tomorrow
When I press the switch