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Unbroken: The Snowboard Life of Mark McMorris (2018)
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(dramatic music) (distant cheering) [Announcer] From Saskatchewan, ladies and gentlemen, Mark "McMo" McMorris! (loud cheering and applauding) All right, are we ready to set this place on fire? Here we go, superhero. [Commentator] Well, calling him dominant might be an understatement. Our defending gold medalist, Marc McMorris. [Nasally Man] Absolutely perfect. [Commentator] 92.66, Mark McMorris in the top spot. [Broadcaster] Ladies and Gentlemen, he on one! [Announcer] Mark McMorris' slopestyle domination continues. (announcers groan) [Announcer] Mark McMorris hits the rail hard. He broke his rib in that competition. When you break your rib, and you have to do those sorts of jumps, everybody just assumed the Olympic dream was over. I think he feels he's got some unfinished business. He truly believes that he should be able to win a gold. He's got a bronze, he's so hungry. There's only one thing that matters, and that's winning. [Announcer] This kid right here is the most decorated competitive athlete in big air and slopestyle history. We're the spectacle culture, we want big. But at some point, you're like the human body can't take that landing. That's why we have hospitals, I guess. (laughter) (orchestral music) [Announcer] Front side triple cork. (announcers groan) Mark with one of the heaviest toe-edge catches coming down that landing I have ever seen. [Announcer] Mark McMorris broke his femur. (orchestral music) I feel so much pain everywhere, you know my hip, my knee, everything, the screws, it all hurts so bad all the time. If you get hurt, you just want to get back to it even more. It's a weird addiction. (ethereal music) The 2016/2017 season, he was coming off the worst injury of his career, and this is the year that he has to qualify for the Canadian Olympic team. So we traveled over to South Korea for the big air test event for the 2018 Olympics. Standing at the top of that run before I was going to try my very first one, I was like oh my god, I'm back. I thought it I tried a front side triple cork I was just gonna break my femur again. [Announcer] Best of Mark McMorris. It was really sugary, sketchy snow. And I just kept telling myself, you don't need to stress. [Announcer] Here he goes, front side triple 14, oh! Couldn't quite stick it. I was really happy that I ate shit on a front side triple. You know, like and was fine. I was like oh, I'm good. I made it to finals and then I wasn't scared at all, I tried the next one, I just really wanted to land. He knew he was gonna have to do another front side triple cork if he wanted to win the event. (announcing in foreign language) [Announcer] Is he gonna go for it again? The front side triple cork 14, yes! I slammed into the fence. I didn't even like stop, I was so happy. [Announcer] In first place, and World Cup winner, from Canada, Mark McMorris. Winning a contest again and doing that trick again was definitely the hump in my rehab. I was off to the races on getting qualified for the team, so I was super happy to get a jump-start on it. They take your best three results, so throughout the 2016/2017 season, all of the athletes on the team are jockeying for the best results at each of the events. [Announcer] Your winner, Marc 'McMo' McMorris. This kid is insane, man. When he lands a run, it's not just for himself. It's for all the people that are surrounded by him. What a great guy. It's like thank you, Mark, for landing that run. (blows a kiss) It means a lot to be back at the US Open after missing a year, it's a Olympic qualifier. Definitely wanna show up to play there. Mark put down one of the heaviest slopestyle runs of the year which put him on the top of the podium and solidified his spot for the Olympic team in 2018. That's like the best feeling on earth, ecstatic. It was sweet. He's going to the Olympics. It's the one snowboard event, slopestyle or big air that's eluded him a gold medal, and he's a very competitive person. He's got a bronze, rose gold if you will. But he wants that real gold. (audience cheering) I was so happy to just end my season like that. Leaving as one of the guys to beat all the time. It's like okay, I'm for sure back now. Winning is a good feeling, being the best feels good, there's no doubt about that. And winning X-games and things like that, it's great, but it's... I ask myself this question all the time, why do guys like Mark, how do they craft this career where everyone looks at them and sort of wants to do tricks like them, or wants to be like them on and off snow? One part of it is really being an all-around rider, not just focusing on being the best slopestyle rider in the world. I mean Mark is a good rail rider. He's a great jumper, he can ride transition, he rides backcountry. He gets himself immersed in the powder and building jumps out there, and he's a true snowboarder. There's huge contests, and there's endorsement deals, and everything that goes along with that, and media coverage and stuff, but that's just one part of snowboarding. Snowboarding is kind of ridiculous in that sense, where you, as a professional, you strap into a piece of wood on snow and slide down the mountain and do tricks, and you get paid to do that. (laughs) You can't forget that, you know, it's all about the fun. You're going out there to have a kick ass time, you know? With Mark too, I think his passion for snowboarding, he loves it, like actually really loves it, and it's really inspiring. He loves snowboarding, he loves everything about it, and right now he's still in that competitive world and he's going after it and he's enjoying it and he should. But he knows there's so many mountains out there just waiting for him to ride down. It's really refreshing for me, spending time in the backcountry and doing that kind of snowboarding after all the years and all the time I spend chasing contests and park jumps. Backcountry riding is a lot different than competition riding. There's not some prize to be won, it's just trying to create magic on your own and it's literally the most fun thing ever. (peaceful music) (loud carving) (music builds) Creativity really opens up when you get into the backcountry. It's really just a different mindset out there too. You need to know a lot about snow conditions and all that stuff. It's a whole different game. Avalanches, trees, rocks in the landing. There's so many factors that are pretty life-threatening in the backcountry. It's pretty gnarly. There's just so many challenges and that's like understanding the slope, the terrain, snow conditions, but that's just one aspect of it. Getting hurt back there, getting somebody out from back there. It's not something you can just download an app and go out there and think you're safe, you know. You're just a little ant out there. [Craig] I don't know, you look at it on a scale of risk to reward. Maybe somebody's like I don't see the reward for all that risk, but I definitely see the reward for risk because it's like no other place on earth, really. Having got to do a ton of the backcountry side, especially last year, and the spring when I would usually be in the backcountry, I had a broken femur. I get the itch again, really excited to get back in the backcountry for the whole spring with some of my hometown friends, some friends from Whistler with my brother that I hadn't really snowboarded with once all year. Mark could just finish up the competition schedule and Whistler stands alone when it comes to backcountry snowboarding in terms of shear magnitude. It's extremely fun. Craig calls me and he was like, hey backcountry is gonna be good, really excited, really good snow. Found this little mellow pat-down, like kind of a famous little step-down in between two trees. This one that we went to, it's called Rainbow. I was like, that's perfect for me and Mark. It's not super big, you're just landing in snow. You don't have to jump over anything. There's not a cliff-face or anything. So we built a take-off. Ryan, Teeny and Torstein were building a jump on the shelf. There was a lot of bad weather in Whistler. The snow was coming in and out and there's cloud-coverage. On those days we set up jumps or features that are close to trees just cause it helps with definition when it's not a full, nice sunny day. I did a switchback five and I spun to the right and I hit the tree branch, like just on the left. You really gotta spin to the right, like even more than I did. Then Mark went, he tried a cab spin, so he spun to the right, pretty far to the right. He landed in the perfect spot. We each hit it once, both kinda miss our trick but barely. And then the clouds came even thicker in, so visibility was a huge issue, so we waited. And Craig's like you know what, I'm over it. I don't even wanna hit it again, and then I was like okay, well I'll just wait like an hour and see if this weather changes 'cause it clouded over. Then it kinda did change. Mark went up again. (yells) Okay, ready Mark? So I'm takeoff, but instead of spinning to the right, he spun to the left. (dramatic string music) (crash) It was a direct hit. Mark just exploded into this pack of trees. [Woman] Did he make it? [Man] Hear that? [Woman] No. [Man] Mark! And just like silence, and there's like nothing, so I'm like oh, oh shit, here we go. (suspenseful music) (Marc cries out) You don't know if it's a spinal chord injury or anything like that, so you don't wanna move him really at all, but you have to keep him warm. So, get him into a safe position. This is not good. We need to keep calm here and just assess the situation. Craig was the one with the satellite phone. Luckily he brought that, so he started calling heli-rescue. Gotta get him off the snow cause hypothermia could set in (snaps) like that. [Torstein] Mark, how's your temperature? Hang in there, buddy. [Craig] Yeah, you got this, Mark. [Torstein] Help's on the way, help's on the way. We got the heli. [Craig] The heli's coming, Mark. You know, I could see his jaw was super broken cause hanging off, blood everywhere. Don't know if the blood is coming from the inside. He was lying there, waiting for the helicopter. He was so messed up, so much trauma. So a half an hour went by, couldn't hear anything. An hour went by and Mark's starting to fade and vomiting a lot of blood and like really dark blood. There's gotta be trauma to the inside but you don't know how much and how long he's gonna last. You're just waiting for the helicopter. It's taking so long, it takes so long. Craig kept calling back and an hour and a half goes by, and we still can't hear the blades. (Mark groans) [Woman] Okay, don't move. Don't move. (Mark groans) (suspenseful music) And then Mark is really starting to fade. You know, is this actually happening? Is he fading that hard right now? Okay, you hold on to your arm, we've got the rest of you. (Mark moans) (Mark mumbles) You got this Mark, you're a champ. [Woman] Just focus on his breaths, in and out. When it seemed like it was no hope left, we started to hear the helicopter. (helicopter whirring) Okay, let's do this, let's get him out of here. (dramatic music) He is fresh off a World Cup Championship in snowboarding with the nation's hopes for Olympic glory already riding on his shoulders. But tonight, Mark McMorris is in intensive care in hospital after a horrific snowboarding accident. [Reporter] In a release, Canada snowboard's team physicians said the injuries to McMorris's shattered body included a fractured jaw, a fractured left arm, a ruptured spleen, a stable pelvic fracture, rib fractures, and a collapsed left lung. (bass drum hit) The call was from Craig and when he said, "You need to come, it's serious," then the panic set in. When he got to Vancouver and we started hearing from the trauma team in the Vancouver General, and then knowing that he's bleeding internally, that he'd had a ruptured spleen, and they had to operate right away. So now it has completely gone from, not what the future is going to be, it's whether he is going to have a future. (machines beeping) Yeah, I mean, it was terrifying because being in the medical field I knew what he was up against. And when we walked into the room the first time, of course he's unconscious, and you have the breathing machine going beside him, and all the tubes going in and coming out of him. I expected all that because of where I've worked and what I've seen, so I wasn't shocked at that, but when it's your kid, it's like, oh my God. It's like you just feel sick in your stomach that he's like, so many tubes, so many needles, so much surgery. And you see what they've done in intensive care, and you're like how the hell did he survive? I don't remember the instant second I came to, but I remember slowly looking around and seeing everybody and just so happy to be alive. His eyes are wide open. He knows exactly what's going on. He couldn't speak yet, but write, and... He's kind of sitting up in the bed with a clipboard and writing little notes to us. He wrote, "I really thought I was gonna die "because I saw light and dark." One was, "So lucky to have Craig." He said he really did keep me alive because he said I was blacking out, and he just talked me through. We were so thankful that he was there. Unfortunate for Craig, I think, because I think it was very traumatizing. But, (clicks cheek), they do those crazy things. Those things are gonna happen. What am I doing? Why am I even snowboarding? What is this (bleep)? If this is what it's taking me to? But then, I think, I think as everything progressed slowly over time and they started to take tubes out, and I started being able to use shit, it got a lot better for sure. Stopped having those negative thoughts about the sport that did everything for me. (sniffling) He was feeling down one evening in the hospital, and I was just sort of reassuring him, you're gonna be okay. You're gonna get through this. And he said, "Yeah, I'm going to the next Olympics." So, no, even lying in the hospital bed in agony, he still has that determination. Your body goes through that much trauma, getting out of all the surgeries, metal from the bottom to the top, "Can I go to the Olympics?" (laughs) I just wanted to know I had a chance to go there. And I was pretty impressed with from day one to nine or 10 how much it had progressed, and how I could legitimately talk, and I didn't have tubes feeding me anymore. And as soon as they're not feeding you through a tube, they try and get you out of there pretty quick. (brooding music) Can I give you like a... Burt, baby. C'mon give me a little chest (laughs), does that hurt there? No. Did you break a few ribs? Six ribs in my back. Ohhhh. I'm so lucky. People gave you up for... I know... He gone. Yeah, "He gone." (laughing) When I went to see Mark after his latest little run-in with a tree, we hung out and it was different because he really messed himself up. And the easiest thing is to be the victim. But, he was himself and he was dealing with it. So were you trying to hit the tree? [Mark] Dude, no, it sucked. [Jake] Did you cry? No. (laughing) I was passed out for a second when it happened, and then when they were just like yelling at me pretty much, wanting to know I was stable, and just like, "The heli's coming, "keep breathing, keep breathing." Having Jake coming to visit was so cool. I was definitely moving slow, but I definitely could walk and pretty cool to have people that support you in your journey, but also support you when the journey's not going well. It wasn't athlete Mark, "I'm the finely-tuned machine, "ready to go out and destroy a slopestyle course." It was just a person, who was overcoming an incredible injury and dealing with a lot of pain and disability throughout his body. Pretty crazy what he even asked me. He was like, "Do you even wanna do this anymore? Don't feel any sort of pressure from us or anything. We're here to support whatever decision you make." Pretty cool to know. It's not just a business relationship. It's way more than that. I knew how competitive the Canadian slopestyle team, just getting on that team for the Olympics, was. And I knew how focused he was on that. You could feel in his soul that he was just focused on getting better and getting back to what he wanted to do. Okay, here we go, get into the recovery mode. Every morning I wake up, it's the worst thing ever. It's just like the whole side all the way down. It's hard to breathe a lot of the time. When I talk, I just have to stop and regain myself. Yep. There's a concern, there's a fundamental concern. I've known Mark for a lot of years, and when I looked at the list of injuries, he was discharged extremely early from the hospital. It's tough for you because sitting hurts, standing hurts, walking hurts, lying hurts. Yeah, I just hurt, so much stuff that there's no safe place. Yeah. Wasn't his first significant injury. We've been through the fractured femur. We've been through a broken rib. So, it's like, okay, let's understand the extent of what the injuries are. Yeah, you don't have great blood flow. I think it was his dad that told me the first thing that he came out was kind of, "I'm okay." And the second thing that came from him, "Does Damo think I can do the Olympics?" Which is pretty powerful in terms of where his mindset was at immediately. Oof. This hurts so bad. (groaning painfully) I don't think I'm convincing myself that everything's fine, but I qualified for the Olympic team already, and know I had a chance to go there. [Damien] You ready, bud? [Mark] Yep. Okay. [Damien] Just easy. Little squat, but the key thing is I don't want you holding your breath. So just little movement through the hips. Breathe out as you move down. Don't hold your breath, even if it's cold. The process of getting back is, you're gonna get sore. You're gonna have to go through the same thing, and get sore again, spend a lot of time in the pool, a lot of time working on my arm, a lot of time just trying to stabilize my core area and my torso, which took such a beating. [Damien] Okay, let's come out, go in the hot tub. Oh my God. [Damien] Hold on, hold on, hold on. I know. [Damien] It's coming. Damien is really good at getting you back to snowboarding but the rehab I needed to be doing one month post to the tree incident wasn't in the gym stuff. You want to heal and allow bones to heal, allow yourself to get over the aspects of recovery from surgeries. Once he was clear to fly, he really wanted to be back in the sun. We're going back to Cali, and I'm super happy the collapsed lung is good to go. He knew it was a long road ahead, so cleared the expectations and allowed that initial couple months to be just about rebuilding the capacity to potentially snowboard again. As long as I can go back to where I've been at one point, I'll be really happy. The demands of international elite competition. We didn't know if he was gonna get there or not. It's an unknown. I'm gonna hold here, and then you pull towards you. To where you feel a good stretch. When I saw him the first time, I mean he just, he is frail, moving very slow, I mean he was like an ancient man. Shuffling around the house. Oh my god is this so stiff. I have such a hard time sitting down. The first couple weeks were definitely brutal. It was challenging just to see him in the place he had to go to really open to heal and understand that he might not be able to snowboard. We don't have a crystal ball. We can only think the best and try to be positive but there's really no clear path. I was just super bummed on everything and like was so over feeling pain and I had so much nerve pain in my back and I was just angry at the world. I was just mad. It was so challenging coming back from like zero. Yeah. It was really a lot about focusing on what he could do instead of what he couldn't do. She was so good at being positive and I loved her energy and the way she would work on me and slowly try and like get me to like use my hips and try and like sit on my ankles and stretch out my back. I worked with Amanda for a month straight. Every single day, two hours a day. Like, I feel like a new person. Like I'm happy again because I'm not in so much pain right now. In the beginning it was hard to even position him comfortably because there was something somewhere going on in his body all over. For the last month I've been sitting and last night I just was like, it felt good to be standing again. It wasn't hurting my ribs it wasn't hurting my back, my shoulder wasn't aching, my jaw wasn't, felt like it was, yeah it's good. Amanda and I had talked through it and I think his spirit was rising. I think coming back was at that point, motivating. Whoa. He was weak, but he was moving relatively well. With this whole injury, I'm just happy to like, be making gains. Good, touch deeper, and push, good. Damien is a pretty smart dude when it comes to working on the body, you know. And he would push me a little bit more each day. He didn't want me to be dead the next day you know, so we would start like finding range in my torso and twisting and like taking impact and even pushing off. Like in the first two months we made a huge huge leap. Good, a little more patience. Don't reach too far with the foot, just let yourself fall and catch, good. Mark's capacity to heal and build and move through is really astonishing to watch and be involved in. And once he came back up from Encinitas and starting in after that first month it was like, this is actually going really well. Go on, two, three. I feel like what's going through his head is he wants to be at the Olympics, he wants to win gold. That's where his motivation is, and he's using that to his advantage to progress. You don't usually spend that much time in the hospital and that much time not being able to really move that much and then on month three be in the gym squatting and going on skateboard cruises and by month five, six, I was back to skating pretty heavily. If he has his pop back skateboarding he'll feel like he has his pop back on snow. You can't reproduce the demands of snowboarding in a gym environment. It's not the same. Does that have a little niggle of risk and concern in the back of my mind, sure. I feel like he's come so far in trusting his body. I watched him transform from being curled up into a ball almost lifeless to now we go surfing. If he's able to surf and cut back hard and turn his body through it then he knows he has that mobility and I think that those things are extremely valuable assets to what he's doing and to what's getting him back to being back on snow. He's getting stronger everyday and he worked so hard and put so much effort into his training and wellbeing because he wants to be back. He wants to be back on the mountain doing what he loves. This is kind of creepy that the last time I strapped in or even wore any of that stuff I was pretty much dead. That's pretty wild. I'm coming back from a laundry list of injuries. It's the biggest year in four years for me. That's what I get nervous about. You definitely think about, like you're like, how am I gonna do all those tricks I did again? We're headed down to the land of kangaroos and vegemite. Australia. You ready? You ready? Ready ready. Thank you. Let's do it. Do it. I love going down to Australia to ride, it's a really good place to like, get your groove back and not having to compete, but knowing it's Olympic year you definitely want to like, get confident again. Flew for 14 and a half hours and then got in a car and now we are an hour in the wrong direction. Make the correction, and we'll be one direction. If Adam drives on the road. Dude is this car just so hard to keep between the lines? And we're back on the line. Full gang mentality here. We just all hang out together, all snowboard together, eat together, sleep together, not together, but okay. We shred together, we love hanging out, and we all push each other so much and I don't think I like being around anybody more than these guys. [Man] Ready to get out, ready guys? Woo. [Man] That was a sick... Sick exit, dude. Dude everybody knows you have the sickest exit. [Man] Mark how hyped are you right now? Dude, the hype levels are through the roof right now. This is one of my favorite places, the snowboard park, in the world, so looking forward to day one and just hoping everything feels good. Hopefully I don't push it too much and just have fun. Having Mark back snowboarding is kind of a surreal feeling to be honest with you because you see him in situations and you're like, oh this guys probably never gonna snowboard again. Or like, this guy is probably not gonna live for very much longer and then you see him in the hospital and then you see him at Fortius working with Damien getting stronger. Worked his butt off, and then all of a sudden he's just in Australia with all the boys. And now we're going snowboarding and the world is as it should be. Other than all the political and crazy (beep) that's happened. (inspirational music) I had never been hurt on that level so I didn't really know what I was gonna feel mentally. That's when you're like, am I gonna be able to snowboard at a competitive level ever again? Or even do like half the stuff I was doing, or take those impacts or whatnot. (yelling) I slammed my shoulder. I felt out of breath a little bit. Because like, you can work out all you want, but then when you're snowboarding, you're like expending energy but you're also like trying to do everything right and not get hurt. You forget to breathe almost. A lot of people don't realize like the mental game. Like a doctor can say you're 100% cleared, all your bones are healed or what have you. But like, being ready to fall again, being ready to take a slam is, I don't know that's a different timeframe than actually healing an injury. I was starting to get frustrated. I've done these tricks before, why is it hard? Well maybe because you almost died five months ago it's getting it back and getting the rust off. Try something gnarly, take a slam, you know like push yourself, scare yourself a little bit. Because then you like, wake up, you know? It's like having your first sip of coffee and being like alright, I'm ready, I'm in this now. [Man] How is he alive? My body feels really good but at the same time I don't think it's used to falling the way you fall snowboarding so everything is just kind of like ugh. [Man] You alright? With everything I've been through, I think that I'm gonna be dealing with a little bit of pain for the rest of my life but as long as I can do what I want, that's all I care about. (soft inspirational music) Oh my word, just like riding a bike. Mark McMorris is back, or riding a snowboard, if you're Mark McMorris. (speaking in a foreign language) Here, yeah, we're athletes. Snowboarding. Yeah. (whistles) After going through that long rehab process, entering back into the competition side of snowboarding was definitely a little bit stressful because you don't really know if you're gonna still be able to compete on the level you were. Yeah. All right, lets go catch some feather. I was excited and nervous all at the same time and felt like my body was ready to be there. It was not so much about the riding but more about dealing with the pressures of competing. Now at the top of the ramp, Mark McMorris with quite possibly the most incredible come back story of the century. A broken femur, rehab, return to competition, victory and then while filming in the back country in Canada, a horrific crash that nearly ended his life and now about to drop in again. What must be going through this young lads mind? (cheering) (applauding) [Announcer] He stomps it. [Male] That was sick! That was so scary. Doing the frontside triple cork on the first run gave me a lot of confidence. It's one of the trickiest and freakiest triple corks but definitely still nervous. I obviously just wanted to get it done on that second run. [Announcer] And now dropping in for his second run run Mark McMorris. (applauding) I did what I came there to do. I did the two tricks I wanted to do on the first two tries, is like the ultimate feeling. [Announcer] And now for his third and final run anyone who doesn't appreciate how much of a winner this guy is just for even competing here [Announcer] Its like he never stopped are you kidding me. Absolutely perfect When I was standing on the podium, it was just sort of that feeling of I had proved to myself I was back and belonged there but also put it in everybody else's heads like "Don't forget "about me, I'm not dead anymore, I'm back". This is the magic city of snowboarding. I'd like to say it's something I don't think about all the time, but the accident definitely took a pretty big toll on me mentally. The trauma is gonna be around for my whole life. It was a snowboard accident and I snowboard everyday. How are you supposed to really forget about it? As time goes on, it lessens a lot, so I feel better and better each event and better each time I strap on my snowboard and definitely less scared every time I strap on my snowboard and get my confidence back. Mark is one of the strongest if not the strongest kid I know, mentally and physically, I've never seen anybody recover like that. I don't know how he does that. Like, how is he back now? And riding well, like he's back, he's fully back. It's mind blowing. I don't understand how he does that. Anytime you go through an injury that's threatening in any way, whether its threatening to your snowboard career, threatening to your life in general, you get really humbled by life. You can see that in Mark. He was a humble kid before this. There was no doubt about that and I think even more so now he's just happy to be for one, a professional snowboarder and have a career that he has. But I think he's just got an appreciation for living life and thankful to be able to live it to the fullest. [Announcer] Make some noise for Mark McMorris. (cheering and screaming) When he was lying there, he was like "My legs are fine, my legs are fine". I don't even know how you speak with your jaw hanging off your mouth. The first thing he could write down after being in the hospital intensive care, "I want to to go to "the Olympics, can I go to the Olympics?". I mean, it's heavy. Mark really wants it. It will be a massive milestone, the extent of something that was really truly a life-threatening injury to rise back to the pinnacle of sporting performance. Regardless of how he does, to be back, to drop in, and do what he does will be special. My whole life I've loved snowboarding. There's been times where it's been harder to enjoy the moment but this past year its been so much easier to love snowboarding than ever because I know it was so close to being taken away from me and snowboarding is gonna always be there for me and I just want to love it like it's loved me. |
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